Chapter 49: The End of the Year is Approaching
Probably because she has been in a good mood recently, and with the help of Li Shaoqing, the progress of Fei Yue's research is advancing day by day, and the experimental process is much smoother than before, and there are rarely questions that make her think for a long time and not get answers, and when inspiration bursts out, Fei Yue's brain will form countless new ideas, and these ideas have even attracted the attention of people above the army.
Bai Qianheng is in charge of the three meals, and the work is extremely smooth, and Li Shaoqing accompanies her to exercise and take care of the cat every day after work, and life suddenly becomes simple and beautiful, busy and fulfilling.
Fei Yue felt that time passed extremely fast, it was a week in a blink of an eye, and half a month when she looked back.
At Christmas, it snowed for the first time of the year in City B, and Fei Yue, who was at home, Li Shaoqing's apartment, and the research institute, suddenly discovered that winter was really coming, and the year was coming to an end.
At the end of every year, Fei Yue would feel dazed and confused, even when Fu Yunao was around.
There are very few memories of her family, and she can only barely remember one or two when she tries very hard to recall them, not including the appearance of her parents. The word "parents" hadn't appeared in Fei Yue's life for a long time, so she had almost forgotten what her parents looked like.
She only vaguely remembered that when her father left the house, there were still colorful fireworks outside, the sound of firecrackers in the Chinese New Year's Eve burned people's nerves like boiling water, the smell of gunsmoke filled her nose, people had to get very close when talking to people, and they had to shout desperately to be heard.
There was still a Spring Festival Gala on the thick and small TV, and there was Zhao Benshan at that time, I don't remember what Feiyue was playing, she was lying on the dilapidated window to watch the beautiful fireworks outside, thinking that she would ask her parents to buy her fireworks next year, she had never let off fireworks, she wanted to play them too.
She saw the figure of her father leaving downstairs through the window, she thought that her father knew to go out to buy her fireworks, she was very happy, poked her head out and hooked her body to call her father in the sound of boiling firecrackers, but her father did not look back, she wanted to call her mother, but when she turned her face, she saw her mother sitting on the edge of the table crying, and there were hot dumplings on the table, a full bowl, but no one ate them.
She never saw her father again, the tall, silent man.
She was eight years old.
Mom also left one winter, and that weekend Fei Yue returned home from the semi-boarding school, there was no one at home, a plate of fried potatoes on the table, and some unfinished white rice in the rice cooker. At five o'clock, Fei Yue heated the food, put it in the rice cooker to keep it warm, and after cleaning up the table, she waited for her mother to come back while doing her homework.
She couldn't wait for her mother, all she waited for was a panicked neighbor, "Yueyue, your mother has an accident!" ”
My mother died in a car accident, and in one winter, it was also that winter that Fei Yue saw her father, who she hadn't seen for a long time, and then she learned that her father had another wife and children, and lived in a big house, which was more beautiful than the TV.
She was eleven years old.
After the winter vacation at the age of twelve, she was sent to school in F City by her father's driver, and every month there would be enough living expenses on her card, and there was a nanny by her side, and she never saw her father.
In the past, her father was reluctant to answer her calls, but when she grew up and understood many things, Fei Yue never took the initiative to contact Fei Zhenglu again.
So Fei Yue hates winter very much, and when winter comes, she feels that something bad will happen.
It turns out that this is indeed the case, which is directly reflected in the fact that Fei Yue actually received a call from Fei Zhenglu, and when she saw the string of numbers jumping on the mobile phone screen, Fei Yue thought that it was a student looking for her.
"Hello." After picking it up, she put it next to her face, clipped it between her shoulders, and went on with her free hands.
"Yueyue." A deep male voice came from there.
Fei Yue stopped all her movements, and when she raised her eyes, there were too many emotions in her eyes, she put down everything in her hand again, picked up her mobile phone and walked to the rest room, and asked tentatively, "Dad?" ”
Even if he hadn't seen Nian for many years and rarely called, Fei Zhenglu's voice had already been deeply engraved into Fei Yue's brain and flesh.
"Yes." Fei Zhenglu responded and said bluntly, "I have time to come back next Saturday, your brother's birthday." ”
Fei Yue was a little surprised to hear this, Fei Yi never called her specifically on Fei Yi's birthday in the past, to be honest, she didn't know what Fei Yi's birthday was before today, just like everyone didn't know the real relationship between her and Fei Zhenglu.
Over the years, Fei Zhenglu has ignored her, and has never taken her to any public place, except for the maid at home, no one knows that Fei Zhenglu took a girl home more than ten years ago.
Fei Yue now knew that Fei Yi's birthday was the same day as Mai Ziqi, and after being surprised, Fei Yue almost didn't hesitate, and refused very directly, "I'm sorry, I have something to do next Saturday." ”
This answer made Fei Zhenglu very dissatisfied, and he said with a very tough attitude, "If there is something, push it away!" ”
Fei Yue was even more dissatisfied than Fei Zhenglu, her mood had become very bad because of Fei Zhenglu, as if someone had thrown her heart to the ground and stepped on it a few times.
She didn't suppress her emotions, and said in an unhappy cold voice, "I'm sorry, this matter is very important to me, I made an appointment half a month ago, I can't push it off, I can't go to Feiyi's birthday." ”
Choosing between Fei Yi and Mai Ziqi, Fei Yue of course chooses Mai Ziqi, one is an emotionless half-brother, and the other is a bosom friend who has been with her for many years, she is not cheap, and she rushes to stick to their family's cold ass!
Fei Yue could almost foresee the embarrassing scene when she went to Fei Yi's birthday party, she didn't want to see Park Yinghong, so she didn't go! Park Yinghong is Fei Zhenglu's current wife, Fei Yi's own mother, and her stepmother, who has been looking at Fei Yue unpleasantly since she was a child!
"Fei Yue!" Fei Zhenglu was very angry and shouted Fei Yue's name, "Why are you so ignorant!" ”
Fei Yue laughed angrily, her laughter seemed lonely in the empty lounge, and her tone was even a calm rhetorical question, "How do you want me to be sensible?" I haven't called you once since high school, and I haven't been in your field of vision once, and I have never asked you for alimony, nor have I asked you for anything, isn't that sensible enough! ”
I thought that Fei Zhenglu would be more or less touched, but Fei Zhenglu was far more ruthless than Fei Yue expected.
He knew that he owed something to this daughter, and the guilt only stayed on his heart for a second and then disappeared without a trace, his voice was very penetrating, and he said with full anger, "You have the face to say it after so many years of not being at home!" ”
Fei Yue didn't expect Fei Zhenglu to be so brazen, and he actually had the face to beat a rake!
That home belonged to him and Park Yinghong Feiyi, and she never had her Feiyue sit on the ground, they sent her out, and they forced her to never go back, and now she is to blame her for not being at home! Amusing!
A breath of qi spread from Fei Yue's heart, and she felt that her internal organs were all hurt by the qi. Fei Yue's hand holding the phone turned pale from exertion, and she took two deep breaths, trying to regain her sanity and extinguish the fire in her heart.
But the deeper she breathed, the more painful her heart became, and in desperation, she gritted her teeth and asked, "Fei Zhenglu, why I never go to you, don't you really know!" ”
Fei Zhenglu said impatiently, "Don't talk about these useless things, next Saturday, I want to see you at the banquet!" ”
After saying that, Fei Zhenglu hung up the phone, arrogant and unreasonable.
"Doot-doo-"
Fei Yue listened to the busy sound on the phone, her limbs stiffened and maintained the action of answering the phone, her chest rose and fell violently, and wisps of blood appeared in her pool-like eyes, which looked terrible and pitiful all over the whites of her eyes, and her teeth were tightly clenched so that the green tendons at her temples burst out.
The sound of heavy breathing was extremely clear in the empty lounge, Bai Qianheng heard it outside, and couldn't help but push open the door worriedly, leaned in and asked softly, "Are you okay?" ”
What answered Bai Qianheng was the sound of heavy and rapid breathing in the room.
Bai Qianheng hesitated for a moment and pushed the door and walked in, standing side by side with Fei Yue, he turned his head to look at Fei Yue, his eyes fell on Fei Yue's distorted face, and his heart couldn't help sinking.
He had never seen such an expression on the optimistic and cheerful face of Fei Yue, he couldn't say whether he was angry or extremely disappointed, even his lips and jaw were trembling, the hand holding the phone was white and purple, and he could see the joint bones.
Fei Yue kept the posture of answering the phone and froze in place, Bai Qianheng wanted to speak and stopped, but finally didn't say anything, turned around and went out silently, and after closing the door of the lounge, Bai Qianheng took out his mobile phone and called Li Shaoqing.
"Boss, Dr. Fei may need your ......," he explained the situation as he walked out.
Not long after, Li Shaoqing rushed over, the buttons of the military uniform were unbuttoned by him, panting slightly, his face was still cold, but if he looked closely, he could see the worry between his eyebrows.
"What about people?" Li Shaoqing strode straight in, and asked without looking back.
Bai Qianheng quickly followed behind him and said, "Lounge." ”
Li Shaoqing pushed open the door of the lounge was Fei Yue or Bai Qianheng when he left, he didn't move for a moment, Li Shaoqing walked over and broke the person over with a strong move, forcing Fei Yue to face him.
Holding Fei Yue's shoulder with one hand, and holding Fei Yue's chin with the other, her deep and transparent eyes seemed to be looking into Fei Yue's heart, and Li Shaoqing's low voice was also different from usual, "What's wrong?" ”
Fei Yue's eyes, which had been frozen for a long time, finally moved, and her pale lips moved against Li Shaoqing's glass-bead-like pupils, and she shouted in a low voice as if she was uncertain, "Li Shaoqing? ”
Li Shaoqing shouted helplessly and weakly.
"It's me." The hand holding Fei Yue's chin moved, and the wide palm covered the back of Fei Yue's head, almost holding the entire back of Fei Yue's head, and wisps of heat spread from the back of the head to Fei Yue's cold body, and her low and steady voice was extremely firm, "I'm here, all the time." ”
Fei Yue's stiff body fell into Li Shaoqing's arms almost instantly, she fell towards Li Shaoqing like a faint, Li Shaoqing hurriedly reached out to catch the whole person, the slight frowning brows revealed the worry and distress in the man's heart, he coaxed softly, "What's the matter?" Who bullied us for months? ”
The liquid flowed out of Fei Yue's huge but empty eyes, flowing faster and faster, more and more, and finally converging into a river that rushed endlessly, all falling on Li Shaoqing's neat and solemn military uniform.
Fei Yue didn't speak, Li Shaoqing, who had never spoken much, patiently hugged and coaxed, one hand from Fei Yue's arm to Fei Yue's waist, and the other hand pressed the back of Fei Yue's head from Fei Yue's back, holding the petite person tightly, so tight, leaving no gap.
"Cry slowly, and if you can't finish crying, you will cry tomorrow." Li Shaoqing gently stroked Fei Yue's back and neck, as if he was touching a big cat who had been wronged and hid in the arms of his master.
Fei Yue rubbed into Li Shaoqing's arms again, Li Shaoqing's hand holding Fei Yue tightened again, looking from a distance, it looked like a vine breaking out of the ground, and it was born to be together.