I have a grievance, please listen to it.
Nan Huaifeng sat on the side of the radio room, and after the principal commended him, it was time for him to give a speech. The principal is a middle-aged fat man with gold-rimmed glasses. At this time, he was in front of the microphone in the radio room, talking. Because of nervousness, Nan Huaifeng's hand holding the speech was trembling slightly, and although it was winter, a layer of fine beads of sweat appeared on his forehead.
The principal's mellow voice came over the radio: "Hello, students. First of all, I would like to apologize on behalf of the school for a bullying incident that occurred on the way out of school yesterday. This morning, the school board unanimously decided to ensure the safety of students going to school and leaving school. We will contact the Municipal Public Security Bureau to clean up the vicinity of the school. Secondly, we will commend Nan Huaifeng, a student in the second (8th) class of high school for his righteousness and bravery, and award him an honorary certificate of 'outstanding student' and a bonus of 1,000 yuan. ”
He continued: "Nan Huaifeng's name, everyone must have understood it by now, right? But before that? How many people know the name of this teenager? Or do you know him? Know him? His grades may not be outstanding, and his personality is a little introverted. But it was such a little-known teenager who dared to stand up and rescue his classmates from several young people in society. This spirit is worth learning from all of us! There is a good saying: 'The wild man is angry when he sees injustice, and wears out the ancient knife in his chest.' 'What's more, we're readers?' Next, let's invite Nan Huaifeng to give a speech and talk about what he thought at that time. Please give everyone a round of applause and encouragement! ”
After the principal's words, there was a commotion in the classes of all grades, and then a continuous applause was remembered. Although he was in the broadcasting room, the long-lasting applause still reached Nan Huaifeng's ears, and he lowered his head, not knowing what to feel in his heart.
Even the principal whispered to him a few times, but he didn't seem to hear it, just silently lowered his head and looked at the speech in his hand.
The headmaster thought it was the first time the teenager had spoken, and he was too nervous. Hurriedly holding his stomach, trotted over, and gently patted his back to let him relax and not be nervous.
Nan Huaifeng realized that the principal had finished speaking, and now it was his turn. He looked up blankly, smiled apologetically, but put away the speech and slowly walked to the microphone.
The principal's apologetic smile at the young man was undeniable, and when he saw Nan Huaifeng put away the speech and walked slowly, he was stunned, and then he lifted his glasses and smiled. Looks like you're prepared? I was afraid that he had misunderstood this young man. That's fine, young people should be so calm.
Nan Huaifeng sat in front of the microphone and tidied up his clothes. He knew that what he was going to say would speak clearly to the ears of everyone in the missionary school. He raised his hand to wipe the sweat from his forehead, changing his usual taciturn style. I saw him calmly open his mouth and say:
"Hello dear teachers and students. I am Nan Huaifeng in the second year of high school (8). First of all, thank you to the school and you for your encouragement. This is the first time I have spoken in the school radio room, and it is inevitable that I will be a little nervous. If there is anything wrong in the future, please correct it to my classmates for me, I don't want my wrong views to affect you. ”
There was another round of applause in the school, which was even louder than before. While the principal applauded on the side, he couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed.
In the second year of high school (8) classroom, there was a sigh, it turned out that Nan Huaifeng "can talk"? Seems to sound pretty good? The girls who usually like to fight for Nan Huaifeng are even more like at this time, and they don't seem to want to miss every word with their ears wide open.
Shen Qing sat quietly in her seat, holding her chin with her hands, with a sincere smile, her eyebrows and eyes like a curved crescent. The boys who watched it were itching in their hearts, and they couldn't wait to run to the radio room immediately, kick Nan Huaifeng away, and confess the girl to the whole school. I believe this is what all the hot-blooded boys think, right?
Gao Ning was sitting on a chair next to the podium, preparing for class. When he heard Nan Huaifeng start to speak, he was stunned, stopped what he was doing, closed his notebook, and put the pen and notebook on the podium together.
He smiled, this kid sounds pretty talkative, didn't he hide it from everyone before? After listening to it for a while, he looked strange and raised his eyebrows, it seems that this kid didn't read according to his speech, but didn't play according to the routine?
Then, he smiled with relief, which is very good! It's good that a student like him can be free from one pattern. Regardless of whether he was really introverted or pretended to be before, it is already very good to be able to express his thoughts now.
Nan Huaifeng was silent for a while, and then said, "Disturb everyone for a while, I want to talk about what kind of person I am first." I am a withdrawn person, I don't like to deal with people since I was a child, and I usually don't bother to speak. So I don't want to get a lot of attention from people because of this. Although I didn't expect to be able to live in school in silence as before. ”
He continued: "This time I stood up for righteousness, it's actually nothing, I don't know, if it was you who would have stood up, but I think any boy with integrity in his heart will stand up like me." And those who don't come forward aren't necessarily cowards, they may turn to others for help. ”
His expression was calm and his tone was calm, as if he was saying something insignificant.
What I'm going to say next may have nothing to do with that. But I don't vomit or feel unhappy, and I ask for your forgiveness. ”
Suddenly, there was an uproar on all floors of the school, and those homeroom teachers and students were puzzled, what is this kid selling? The principal on the side, with a confused face, looked at the young man in a blue school uniform in front of the stage, what did he want to say? Do you want to stop him from continuing? He hesitated for a moment, but let Nan Huaifeng continue to speak. The headmaster sat down in his chair and sighed, he was getting old after all.
Nan Huaifeng wiped his sweat and slowly spoke: "I want to talk to you about the injustices in my heart. In the past ten years, I have seen too many unfairness and negativity in life. Although I wanted to change, I found that people seemed so small and insignificant in this huge world. ”
Most people in the school were thoughtful.
"But am I the only one who sees it? All the teachers and students here, didn't you find out? ”
"I don't know what you've done, and I can't say that you haven't come forward. So why is this happening? All I know is that we are people who read books, and we are people who have received a high level of education. ”
"Shouldn't we work together to change the way of the world?"
His voice had just fallen
For a while, the applause in the school was thunderous, and the warm applause resounded throughout the campus.
The teenager in the broadcast studio just shook his head: "This is the end of my speech, thank you teachers and students for your support and encouragement." ”
He bowed to the principal, silently left the broadcasting room, and walked back to the classroom.
The headmaster, who was holding the tea on the side, was dumbfounded, obviously still immersed in the words of the young man with gauze on his head.
It's really amazing! How dare such a teenager say such a big thing?
Until Nan Huaifeng left, for a long time. This middle-aged fat man with glasses put down the teacup and suddenly slapped his thigh, saying yes, it's really good!
Just ask the thousands of people in the whole school, how many people can dare to say such things in public without being ignored as wind in their ears? Not to be ridiculed and spurned?
Nan Huaifeng lowered his head, and on the way back to the classroom, many students in the class turned their heads to look at him, and they couldn't stop talking. For all this, he just deliberately turned a blind eye and turned a deaf ear.
When he walked to the door of the second (8th) class, he was just about to step into the classroom. only to find that the classmates in the class were all looking at him with ghostly eyes, and Shen Qing was smiling and waving his fist at him, as if encouraging him? And Gao Ning seemed to be smiling even more.
For all this, the corners of his mouth twitched slightly, and he only felt his scalp tingle. Resisting the urge to escape the classroom, he slowly walked to the corner seat and sat down.
Gao Ning stood up, walked to the podium, and began to applaud, and the classroom burst into applause again.
Really, Nan Huaifeng had never had such an urge to escape from school.
……
The afternoon class was more interesting, with two physical education classes and one music class, both of which were more popular with the students. The boys cheered and danced with joy.
Nan Huaifeng is not excited or happy, it's not that he doesn't like sports, he just doesn't like the crowd.
Physical education classes are basically free activities, and the two classes are connected together, plus the break, which is almost two hours. During this period, many boys and girls came to get to know him again, but he still shook his head and refused as before, which made many people scratch their heads.
He lay quietly in a corner of the playground, one hand resting behind his head and the other shielding himself from the sun. Enjoying the afternoon sunshine alone, alone time.
Shen Qing pulled her hands behind her back and walked to his side with brisk steps.
Although Nan Huaifeng sensed that someone was coming, he did not remove the hand that was covering the sun, and continued to think silently.
Shen Qing saw that he didn't make any movements, so she smiled, just like him, lying on the playground, lying beside him. Doesn't seem to mind spotless school uniforms stuck to the dirt on the ground. The girl with the ponytail smiled, and looked at the boy with clear eyes,
The wind drifted into Nan Huaifeng's nose with the girl's fragrance, and he frowned without leaving a trace, is it over? He was ready to get up and change places to continue lying down.
The girl suddenly turned to him sideways and smiled: "Nan Huaifeng, your speech this afternoon is really handsome! ”
His face was as usual, but he did not remain silent, because he felt that the girl beside him was different from the others, and he finally spoke, "That was what a man told me. ”
Seeing him speak, the girl was overjoyed and replied happily: "Then, that person should be a good person, right?" Is he your father? ”
The boy did not continue to block the sun, only to see that he looked depressed and absent-minded: "He died a month ago. ”
The girl obviously realized that she had said the wrong thing, blushed, and quickly apologized in a low voice: "I'm sorry, Nan Huaifeng, I didn't mean to." As he spoke, tears began to flow.
Nan Huaifeng stood up disappreciatively, "It's okay, you don't have to apologize, and I haven't said it to anyone." He turned and walked away from the playground and back to the classroom. A man sat silently in the corner, looking up at the yellowed ceiling of the classroom.
Shen Qing sobbed quietly in place for a while, not daring to continue to disturb him. But he couldn't help but want to follow him, just quietly followed him, watching the young man sitting in the classroom, staring blankly at the ceiling. She had never seen Nan Huaifeng with such a depressed expression.
The girl whispered in a voice that only she could hear: "Shen Qing, you are so stupid, you can't make him unhappy anymore." It's okay, Nan Huaifeng, trust me, you'll have real friends. ”
In the classroom, a teenager looking up at the ceiling, and a girl with a small head quietly revealing in front of the classroom window.
Youth is always so beautiful, but it is always regrettable.
In the near future, under the moonlight, the girl snuggled in the young man's arms, and said with a gentle expression:
"If you are tired of the world, then let me open my eyes to the world for you.
If you're tired, I'll be with you.
If you're sad, tell me and I'll feel sorry for you.
……”