The spring afternoon sun shines through the blinds of the hospital room and onto the white sheets of the hospital bed. There was a comatose girl lying on the hospital bed, but she looked like she was asleep, and she had been in a coma for a whole day since she was admitted to the hospital the evening before yesterday. Although the girl's head was wrapped in layers of bandages, it was not difficult to see the delicate face under the bandages. If it's on a sunny day, I'm afraid that a girl will smile and attract countless adolescent teenagers. I saw that on the girl's charming face, a pair of beautiful eyebrows were slightly wrinkled, as if she had dreamed of something unhappy.

In front of the hospital bed sat a young man covered in dried blood. The boy is not very sunny and handsome, but his face is slightly pale, which makes people inevitably feel "gloomy". But a pair of eyes makes people can't help but take a second look, and the dark pupils, like an abyss, make people involuntarily sink into it.

He reached out to soothe her frown, who didn't know whether it was pain or sadness. He held her hand with a gentle expression, and whispered in a voice that others couldn't hear: "Shen Qing, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to do this to you, it's just that I'm leaving, I'm sorry." When the quilt was covered, the boy looked haggard, his eyes were red, and his face was full of tears, and he seemed to be unaware of it, and he rubbed his messy hair vigorously, stood up, and turned to leave the room.

After the rescue the night before, the doctor told him that Shen Qing was injured in the head, so there may be some sequelae, such as "selective amnesia".

He shook the doctor's hand desperately, and said anxiously: "Doctor, you must have a way, please save her, please, really please......"

The doctor couldn't resist him, so he had to shake his head and smile bitterly: "It's not too serious, you have to believe her, you may forget something, no one can say for sure, but it's not impossible to recover." But it's up to her. ”

After the doctor left, the young man's eyes were desperate, but he laughed at himself: "What qualifications do you have to make her not forget you?" ”

……

At this moment, a middle-aged man who was not confused pushed open the ward. I saw the man who pushed the door, panting, sweating profusely, with a little dust and anger on his face. A suit was covered in dust.

He is Shen Qing's father, Shen Ruhai, and he regrets it after learning the news of his daughter's car accident. Drove back from out of town overnight, speeding countless times along the way. He was a small businessman, his wife gave birth to a daughter, and died of illness when her daughter was nine years old, he was busy with business during that time, and rarely accompanied his wife and daughter, and after his wife died, he never married, so he was very caring for this daughter. When he saw his daughter lying on the bed unconscious, his heart was full of anger, and then he said to the boy in an unquestionable tone: "You come out with me!"

In the corridor outside the ward, the middle-aged man slapped the young man in the face fiercely, as if he was still angry, he kicked the young man again, and the young man, who was already haggard, leaned against the wall and half lay on the ground. He clutched his stomach and didn't say a word, just staring blankly at the ceiling of the hallway.

Shen Ruhai grabbed the boy's collar with both hands, pulled him up from the ground, grabbed the boy's neck with one hand, and pressed the boy against the wall, he frowned, pointed at the boy, and reprimanded loudly: "Nan Huaifeng, what are you still doing?" You didn't hurt her enough? Are you satisfied that she has become like this because of you now? ”

The patients and nurses in the corridor were alarmed by the anger of the middle-aged man, and they stopped to watch the excitement. But no one dared to step forward to persuade him, and the middle-aged man's face was as gloomy as water, as if he would strangle this weak teenager in the next second.

In the face of Shen's father's reprimand and reprimand, Nan Huaifeng was still indifferent, and the middle-aged man was so angry that his face turned red.

Moments later,

Nan Huaifeng stretched out a pale hand to break free from Shen Ruhai, leaned against the wall, slowly supported his body with his hands, and held on to the wall. The slender teenager silently took out a crumpled diagnosis from his pants pocket and handed it to the middle-aged man.

Although he was angry, the man frowned, but still took the crumpled "waste paper". He unfolded the piece of waste paper, and the huge four words "brain tumor" were written on it!

Shen Ruhai's pupils shrank, his brows furrowed even tighter, he didn't speak, and Nan Huaifeng still looked like he was blank. For a moment, the scene was extremely silent.

He couldn't be clearer about his daughter's early love. He is a small businessman who travels away from home from time to time, and he feels guilty about his daughter, who is more sensible and studies hard since she was a child, so he rarely worries. He only hopes that his daughter will be as gentle as the sunshine and not be affected by the negativity of life. But just three months ago, the sophomore (8) class teacher called him for the first time to go to school, saying that he found out that her daughter was in early love?

On the way to school, he was apprehensive, blaming himself for spending less time with his daughter, and worried that his daughter would change because of this, and that she would have a gap with him. He knew that his daughter had a lot of grievances against his young family carelessness, but she never really lost her temper with him. When he was a child, he taught his daughter that sometimes it was inevitable that she would lose her temper, but the girl did not refute it, but just hid in her room alone, holding a picture of her mother and crying.

But as he grew older, his daughter began to understand him, and more often than not, the father and daughter got along very well, and they could often hear their daughter's laughter.

When he went to school, a young male head teacher wearing black-rimmed glasses was facing the teenager and girl at the door of the office, conducting ideological education. Gao Ning, Shen Qing's head teacher, is a young man who is still young, whether he is teaching or outside of class, he can always talk and laugh. It's just that he was also distressed to find out the love letter that the girl received. In Gao Ning's view, early love in high school is no less than ruining a girl.

He asked Gao Ning to let the two children return to the classroom first, and then after a conversation with Gao Ning, Shen Ruhai learned that his daughter really started to fall in love. He sighed casually. He looked at his daughter's strange and familiar back, and he realized that his daughter had grown up and was becoming more and more like her and him. It's no longer the little girl who pestered him to buy a rag doll, and if he didn't buy it, he would squat on the ground and cry and say that he missed his mother. Regarding the handling of this matter, in the eyes of others, he seemed very rash, and in the face of the head teacher's desire to speak, he said lightly: "Let her go, it's good if she's happy, I believe in her."

When he left the school, he didn't know what he thought, and suddenly smiled, his daughter's object was a poor student in the same class, but that poor student's name was quite elegant, Nan Huaifeng? Poor? But it doesn't matter, as long as he is good enough to Shen Qing. Could the person Shen Qing like really be a "bad student"? If it's not good, well, he has his way too......

To be honest, sometimes he sincerely envied that kid, and his daughter laughed more and more in those two months. Shen Qing often goes out with Nan Huaifeng on weekends, and is always happy when she comes back. He can even recall it clearly:

Shen Qing quietly poked her head out at the door and raised the doll in her hand: "Hehe, Dad, Nan Huaifeng gave me a gift for the first time, alas, is this ragdoll bear good-looking?" ”

Shen Ruhai sat on the sofa in the living room, looked at the newspaper, and glanced at it: "Who is Nan Huaifeng?" To be honest, so-so. ”

Shen Qing blushed and said loudly: "Hey, how can you be like this, this is the first time he has given me a gift!" ”

Shen Ruhai has a black line and a black face, and he said that his daughter was her father's little lover in her previous life, and he was no exception, and he was very distressed about this daughter. His daughter's love and concern for Nan Huaifeng made him sometimes jealous and headaches. Like a child who has been robbed of his beloved toy, a person pouts and mutters, "Boy, don't let me catch you......"

Shen Qing: "......"

Shen Qing waved his hand: "Hey, Dad, he went for a walk in the park with me today, he bought me a rock sugar gourd, he said that his favorite is the rock sugar gourd, and his father often buys it for him." ”

Shen Ruhai: "Is there less delicious food that Dad buys you every time?" ”

Shen Qing raised her head and glanced at Shen Ruhai: "That's different, understand?" ”

Shen Ruhai: "Stinky boy......"

He even remembered that once Shen Qing came back with a blushing face, he looked like he had been robbed of his beloved woman, and his face was extremely bad.

He wanted to say it sharply, but he still asked with a red face and a white face: "What did he do to you Shen Qing?" Look at your bear-like look! ”

Shen Qing's face turned even redder, and the girl said softly: "No, no, I'll hug him......"

Shen Ruhai: "Boy, you're really finished......"

……

But just two weeks ago, my daughter has become silent, and she doesn't have the usual sunshine and smile, and every day when she comes home, she locks herself in her room when she says hello. The head teacher has also called more than once, Shen Qing's recent study state has been very poor, although she works harder than others, but it is not good for her health to continue like this. Every time he wanted to talk to his daughter, Shen Qing locked himself in the room, making him anxious but overwhelmed.

A week later, on weekend nights, Shen Qing returned home with red eyes, and after seeing him, she didn't say a word, hugged him and began to cry, repeating "Dad." He doesn't want me anymore, he doesn't want me anymore......" He hurriedly comforted his daughter, patting her back gently, and said, "Don't cry, Xiaoqing, Dad is going to make you your favorite braised pork ribs......" After a while, when he took off his apron and came out of the kitchen with ribs, Shen Qing sat on the balcony, hugged his legs, looked out the window in tears, and asked softly: "Dad, why doesn't he want me anymore?" What am I doing wrong? Why didn't you tell me? I can change it, it's really ......" Seeing this scene, Shen's father was like a knife, although he knew that his daughter would not do stupid things, but he watched his daughter think about tea and dinner all day long, and his eyes were red...... This middle-aged man, who looked elegant and easy-going, suddenly had a hideous face, and the next moment he looked like a spring breeze. It's just that these subtle facial expressions are so terrifying in Shen Qing's eyes.

Shen Qing couldn't care about the tears on her face, and walked over tremblingly and took her father's hand and said urgently: "Dad, don't go to him, don't go to him, I don't like him anymore, it's really ......"

Father Shen looked at his daughter's heart-wrenching appearance, and couldn't help but feel soft, he felt that he really owed his daughter too much over the years. He pulled his daughter to sit on the sofa, put a blanket on her, and said earnestly: "Okay, Dad will promise you once, this time, and the last time." I won't be busy this week, and I'll be at home with you. ”

But he really didn't expect that on Wednesday, he would be too busy on business. The daughter promised him that when he came back, she would not go to Nan Huaifeng again. But he didn't expect that his daughter couldn't help but run out on the weekend and went to find Nan Huaifeng. And he didn't expect that his daughter had a car accident on the road, and Nan Huaifeng had a brain tumor...... There are too many unexpected things in this world, but why did they all appear to his daughter, which made him unhappy as a father and made him very unhappy.

He has known Nan Huaifeng, although he believes in his daughter's vision, he is not unconcerned about his daughter. Nan Huaifeng, a native of Y City, was abandoned by his parents shortly after birth, grew up in an orphanage, has a withdrawn personality, and does not like to talk. The strange thing is that the baby boy in the winter was not frozen to death on the side of the road. God played a harmless joke on him again, and it just so happened that he was picked up by the director of the orphanage who was passing by and raised him.

The academic performance is average, and there have been almost no conflicts with teachers and classmates, and as for the few times there have been contradictions, it is still somewhat interesting. The first time, in elementary school, when he came home from school, he was discriminated against by his classmates and said that he was a "wild seed", he did not refute it, but in response to their ridicule of hot pursuit, he swung his fist and hit several students. Yes, the poor and lowly can't be moved, but they can't bear it, they don't need to endure it anymore, and they don't lack the arrogance that the year should have. The second time, when he was called to retaliate by his classmates, he didn't act rashly, but ran away and reported to the teacher, very good, brainy, not blindly arrogant, and arrogant. The third time, it was Shen Qing on the way home from school, was stopped and harassed by a few thugs, the kid didn't know where to find a knife, rushed in and waved it randomly, pulling Shen Qing, who was standing on the ground and pale, at a loss, grabbing the corners of his clothes with both hands, and ran out without saying anything. Fortunately, it didn't hurt anyone, and several gangsters were dumbfounded, but sure enough, it was still a young man?

This kid doesn't look like a person who has been abandoned from the beginning, why is this happening? Shen Ruhai used the thinking logic of a businessman to understand that there must be a demon when things happen, and this kid is afraid that he will encounter some trouble. He no longer thought deeply, smiled, the contradictions of young people are solved by young people, young people always have a lot of time, to meet, to change, to work hard......

But he never expected that this would be the result in the end.

At this moment, Nan Huaifeng suddenly knelt down, lowered his head, a pair of bloodshot eyes, shed tears again, and said hoarsely: "I will leave, please don't tell her." The doctor said she had a moderate concussion and might forget what happened before, sorry, I couldn't protect her. ”

Although the middle-aged father couldn't accept that the teenager was so ruthless, he couldn't bear to do so, he sighed and threw the diagnosis in front of him. In the end, he waved his hand: "You go." He turned around and entered the room. Leave this last dignity to the boy who has just come of age and has to accept reality. Looking at Shen Qing, who was unconscious, and Nan Huaifeng outside the door, didn't he look like him at the beginning? Shen Ruhai couldn't help but feel a little lost and annoyed, why is this happening? Why!

Nan Huaifeng staggered to his feet, leaned against the wall, and walked out of the hospital in despair. When he arrived at the entrance of the hospital, he looked up with a complicated expression, this "heaven" and "hell".

This is the second time he has come to the hospital this month, he had a splitting headache at home half a month ago, and his face was hideous, and he rolled on the ground with a hideous face. This feeling has been felt many times since I was a child. The man also took him to the hospital many times, but after each examination, the man always kept silent. Until a few years ago, the man took a few doses of medicine from an old Chinese medicine doctor, and after he took it, he felt less headache, but he always felt that the disease was very serious, and he guessed that it might be related to his abandonment. But all this was buried with the death of a man at the end of his seventeenth year.

He couldn't bear it that day, so he went to the hospital and asked the doctor in person. When he learned the diagnosis, he left the hospital silently with the diagnosis in his hand. When he got home, he sat on the floor, staring blankly at the love letters in the drawer and the portrait of the man on the table. That night, he never smoked, bought a few packs of cigarettes for the first time, and sat in the small living room all night without saying a word. He couldn't afford to pay for the hefty cost of brain surgery, and he couldn't afford it. The doctor said that it could not be delayed any longer, that it would take more than 300,000 yuan to operate, and that the chance of success was less than 10 percent...... For someone like him, this is tantamount to a "death sentence".

He looked back at the window, his eyes were blurred with tears, and he smiled miserably: "Shen Qing, see you in the next life, I'm very happy to meet you in the past few months." After saying that, he didn't look back and left the hospital.

Shen Qing, who was lying on the bed, seemed to dream of something, and a line of tears crossed the corners of her eyes. Shen's father was even more red, and silently wiped away his tears for his daughter with his hands.

At noon the next day, the girl lying on the hospital bed woke up, and she slowly sat up on the hospital bed. She covered her head with one hand and raised her hand to block out the sun. Her face was slightly pale, but there were some doubts, as if she couldn't remember many things clearly. When she wanted to reach for the water glass next to her, she accidentally woke up a chubby girl who was asleep with saliva next to the bed. Her name is Lin Yuanyuan, she is Shen Qing's best friend, and she is also a tablemate in high school for two years, Lin Yuanyuan is a baby face, a pair of willow eyebrows, and her eyes are not big.

The way the baby-faced girl slept on the hospital bed with drooling was so cute. And when she was awakened, that expression was simply a living Oscar imitation show! In just one minute, he first covered his mouth with his hands in disbelief, then scratched his head with one hand, deeply puzzled, and then covered his chest and looked up and sighed. Grief-stricken, and finally burst into laughter. If others were here, they would definitely be amazed, this girl is simply a natural acting school!

Shen Qing remembered her, and then pointed to the saliva next to the corner of Lin Yuanyuan's mouth, the latter was stunned for a moment, and quickly laughed awkwardly, took out a tissue, and wiped the saliva off.

Lin Yuanyuan hurriedly wanted to call a doctor, but was stopped by Shen Qing, she smiled: "No need, I want to be quiet." ”

Lin Yuanyuan poured her a glass of warm water, handed it to her, held her right hand, and asked anxiously, "Shen Qing, are you okay?" You were in a car accident and the doctor said there might be sequelae, did you feel anything uncomfortable? You must tell me if you are uncomfortable! ”

When Lin Yuanyuan let go of her hand and drank another glass of her own water on the side, she was also a little thirsty after sleeping for so long.

Shen Qing shook her head: "It's okay, it's just a strange dream, I dreamed that there was a strange boy who had been sitting in front of my bed and weeping, I felt very familiar, but I couldn't remember who it was, no matter how I tried to get close, I couldn't see him clearly." ”

Shen Qing asked suspiciously, "Do you know who it is?"

Lin Yuanyuan immediately seemed to realize something, choked on a mouthful of water, and hurriedly replied: "I don't know, I don't know, you may not know either." ”

Regarding the girl's performance, although Shen Qing was puzzled, she didn't ask again.

Lin Yuanyuan took another sip of water, calmed down, and asked in a low voice again, "Do you remember why there was a car accident?" Do you remember a guy with the surname Nan? ”

Shen Qing shook her head again: "I don't remember."

Lin Yuanyuan breathed a sigh of relief, but raised her thin eyebrows again, and said with a serious expression: "When you went out to play on the weekend, you were accidentally hit by a car, and the driver injured people because of drunk driving, and the driver lost a lot of money, and now he has been arrested." Do you remember me? Remember your father and your teachers and classmates, right? After the teacher and classmates heard that you had a car accident, they hurriedly took out their morning self-study time to visit you this morning, but unfortunately you didn't wake up at that time, and I asked my mother to ask Lao Gao for leave, so I will always accompany you until you are discharged from the hospital. ”

Shen Qing nodded, but shook her head again and smiled, "I can't remember clearly, it's very vague, thank you for always being with me." ”

Little did she know that when she was in a car accident, a boy was taken to the hospital in a fit of fascination, and he walked over in the operating room. didn't eat or drink, for a whole day, just looked at her with tears in his eyes, and stayed in front of her bed.

They chatted like this, and Shen Qing's mobile phone had already fallen and could no longer be used when the car accident occurred. When Lin Yuanyuan opened her mobile phone to introduce her classmates, Shen's father came back with two plastic bags, one braised pork ribs and one scrambled eggs with tomatoes. When he saw Shen Qing wake up, he was not only happy, but also couldn't help but feel distressed.

After Lin Yuanyuan greeted Shen Ruhai, after telling Shen Qing's situation, she covered her stomach and said that her stomach hurt and she had to go to the bathroom. Leave this small ward to the father and daughter, they must have a lot to say. She has known Shen's father since she was a child, but she has never seen Shen Ruhai with such a bad face.

Shen Qing looked at this middle-aged man whose sideburns were already slightly white, the corners of his eyes were slightly sour, and he felt that he had been really willful all these years. She was about to say something, but was interrupted by Father Shen smiling and waving his hand.

Shen Ruhai twisted the packed meal, walked to the hospital bed and sat down, he gently patted Shen Qing's hand and asked, "How does Xiaoqing feel?" Is there anything uncomfortable? At the police station, I've already dealt with it, and that person can't escape two years in prison. ”

Shen Qing shook her head and said with a smile: "Dad, don't worry about me, I'm fine, it's just that some memories are very vague, the doctor has come, maybe it will be fine after a while." ”

Then, Shen Ruhai chatted with his daughter for a while. After the doctor came to examine Shen Qing's head,

Shen Ruhai opened the meal, explained to his daughter, left the ward, and took Lin Yuanyuan back home to bring a few sets of clothes for her daughter.

Shen Qing silently picked up a glass of water, looked at the place where the young man was sitting before, and she looked out the window.

In fact, when Lin Yuanyuan asked the person surnamed Nan, she overlapped with the crying boy sitting in front of the bed in the dream. It's just that she didn't know who he was or what happened, she only vaguely remembered that a boy gave her a doll, a string of rock sugar gourds, and a hug......

After arriving at the community, Lin Yuanyuan and Shen Ruhai got out of the car.

Lin Yuanyuan took a deep breath and exhaled slowly: "Uncle, although I don't know what happened between them, please believe in Shen Qing, she will definitely get better."

Shen Ruhai turned his head silently and looked at the baby-faced girl, he remembered Nan Huaifeng who was kneeling on the ground in the hospital corridor again, his face was pale, and he was silent for a while: "I know, don't mention Nan Huaifeng again......"

Lin Yuanyuan sighed and said no more.

She used to come to Shen Qing's house to play, so she was very familiar with her family. After she went upstairs to pack Shen Qing's clothes, she went to the hospital with Shen's father. The doctor said that Shen Qing would have to stay in the hospital for another week, and she stayed with her.

In this week, because Shen Qing had a cheerful personality and gentle nature before the car accident, she was usually very popular in the class, and many classmates came to visit her one after another, and some teachers came to ask for warmth and wish her an early discharge.

Father Shen saw that Lin Yuanyuan was with her, so he didn't bother the two of them, but was responsible for delivering three meals a day every day.

The night before she was discharged from the hospital, Shen Qing stood in front of the window and asked, "Yuanyuan, do you know who that boy is?" ”

Lin Yuanyuan stuffed snacks into her mouth while playing games, and replied inarticulately: "Maybe you watched too many movies and are dreaming, right?" ”

Shen Qing had asked her several times in the past week, but Lin Yuanyuan just didn't tell the truth, and the other classmates didn't talk about it, and when she asked, their faces were always weird.

The night was beautiful, and the sky was dotted with bright stars, but the more it was, the more lonely she felt, no, she felt that person was lonely.

Shen Qing looked thoughtfully at the night sky outside the window, lowered her head, and said softly, "No matter who you are or where you are, I will find you." ”

Lin Yuanyuan on the side was dumbfounded, she had never seen such a gentle Shen Qing, and she had never seen such a sad girl between her eyebrows.