44. Escalation of contradictions
Chen Liang took advantage of Xiao Xian's absence in the morning to finish the work in hand, and went to the company to find He Yige to deliver the manuscript.
"It's fast, I still have some collaborative designs in my hand, you pick..."He Yige said with a smile.
"I want to rest for a while, I don't know why, I feel so tired...," Chen Liang said.
He Yige can understand Chen Liang's feelings, but he still doesn't understand what made Chen Liang's attitude change, for example, she said that she wanted to work to numb herself, but she didn't vent that she still gave up numbing herself now, which made He Yige, who understood Chen Liang, feel a puff in his heart, and then Ye Qing's call in the morning was not groundless.
Looking at Chen Liang's expression, He Yige asked again: What's wrong? Is there anything uncomfortable? How you want to rest, be careful that I deduct all your rewards...
"It's okay, I'm just feeling a little tired, I haven't been coming to work lately, I'm just a decoration anyway, I believe in your decision... Go home and get a good night's sleep. Chen Liang said resolutely, not allowing Ge Duosi to leave.
After returning home, Chen Liang did not go to rest, but improved herself in her opinion... First started her scarf knitting, and when it was time, she was busy cooking for Xiao Xian... For dinner, she was busy from four o'clock in the afternoon until half past six, a simple two dishes and one soup, but she tried many times until she felt that she could eat it... looked at his accidentally cut hand, and cried alone, but when he thought of Xiao Xian's happy expression, he was relieved, crying and laughing, and really wanted to be a madman...
I sent the cooked dinner to Xiao Xian to the X club, but she was not familiar with the car, she drove for a long time, and arrived at the club at almost eight o'clock... Looking at Aunt Chen, who had just finished cleaning and leaving, and Xiao Xian, who hadn't noticed her at all, seemed to be busy listening to the phone, Chen Liang flinched again, she wondered if she would bother him, and if he wouldn't like it. Looking at the thermal box that fell in his hand, Chen Liang turned around and left...
Even if Xiao Xian saw the lunch box left on the ground later, he felt that he was thinking too much, he felt that he had been nervous and annoyed recently...
When I came home in the evening, it was as expected... Xiao Xian looked at Chen Liang, who was busy in the kitchen, frowned slightly and said: Your design draft is finished?
"Well, it's done... During this time, I will rest at home, some time ago I neglected you, and I want to accompany you well. Chen Liang said with a smile.
Chen Liang's work ability Xiao Xian has seen and admired it very much, it is good that she can accompany herself, but... He always felt weird...
"Taste it..."Chen Liang beckoned.
Xiao Xian looked at the simple three dishes and one soup, but he could understand Chen Liang's hard work, it can be said that it is completely inconsistent with the word delicious, but he still worked hard to finish it... Carrying the kitchen waste to throw away, Xiao Xian is about to doubt his life... The two big bags full of ingredients were "sacrificed" in this way, in exchange for a meal that was really difficult to swallow, he thought she was just a whim, and she would be tired of playing this kind of good wife game in a few days.
When he got home, Chen Liang had already cleaned up and read on the bed, and Xiao Xian threw down his phone and went to take a shower. When he came out this time, he found that Chen Liang's face was abnormally bad, so he asked: Are you okay? Where is it uncomfortable?
"Don't you know what's wrong with me?" After speaking, he put on the quilt and turned around.
Xiao Xian was confused and felt inexplicable, until he picked up the phone, he didn't know why she was angry... Look at the prompt on the phone screen: Wrong password, please try again in an hour...
"Chen Liang, do you mean that? In the half a month since you came back, what are you thinking about the brawl? Do you know what you're doing? Xiao Xian broke out, and very angrily lifted Chen Liang's quilt and said.
"Do you find it boring? Are you tired of it? What's the shady thing asking you to lock your phone screen all of a sudden? Those ambiguous text messages? Are you scared? Chen Liang said loudly.
"Do you know what you look like right now? Just think of a madman, a psychopath, you know? Why am I scared, you just want to see it so much, do you want me to fulfill you and make you die..."Xiao Xian shouted even louder, covering Chen Liang's voice.
Looking at Chen Liang's trembling crying, Xiao Xian said irritably: Can you not think about some messy things, I have never replied to those text messages, it is just a woman I met in a bar before, I haven't seen it for a long time.
"What about Lin Meixi, do you dare to say that you haven't seen it for a long time?" Chen Liang asked weakly and softly.
"You're just making trouble," Xiao Xian said.
The two argued, and suddenly Xiao Xian's phone rang...
"Envy, grandpa has arrived at the airport in S City..."
"Why didn't you say a word, who came with you?" Xiao Xian asked.
"Why do you feel very unhappy, I came alone, I'm not old yet, I don't need to follow with me..."Xiao Xian's grandfather said arrogantly.
"Alright, you just wait there, don't let yourself get cold, I'll be there soon." After Xiao Xian finished speaking, he hung up the phone and prepared to leave.
Chen Liang grabbed him and asked, "Where are you going?" Are you going out to find her?
Xiao Xian got angry and said angrily: Yes, I just went out to find her...
Chen Liang snatched Xiao Xian's mobile phone and smashed it desperately...
"Crazy, really crazy... You're a neurotic... I'm annoyed now, wait until you calm down. Xiao Xian picked up the mobile phone card that fell on the ground and left.
Hearing a loud closing sound, Chen Liang broke down and cried, she thought she was crazy... What the hell did she just do?
After Xiao Xian left home, he drove to the mobile phone store to buy a mobile phone and put the card in, as soon as he turned it on, Chen Liang was bombarded with countless messages, all of which were sorry words, Xiao Xian thought that he was also crazy. When he received his grandfather, Xiao Xian sent his grandfather to the hotel for a temporary stay.
"Why don't you let me live in your house, it's not convenient to stay in a hotel..."Grandpa asked unhappily.
"You came over so suddenly, how can I take you home, not afraid of scaring your future granddaughter-in-law?" Speaking of this, Xiao Xian didn't feel good in his heart, he scared Chen Liang just now, but she scared him first.
"It's really inferior, haven't you done it yet?" Grandpa was a little disdainful of Xiao Xian.
"yes, she hasn't agreed to be my wife yet, so... Grandpa should be well-behaved and don't scare my wife away. Xiao Xian said.
"Come on, it's not your wife yet... But I want to meet her, you can arrange it..."
"I know, you rest early, I'll go back first, I suddenly ran out alone, and I don't feel at ease when she's home alone."
"All of them have a daughter-in-law and forget their mother... Go, go back. ”
"You're grandpa... It's closer than my mother..."Xiao Xian said flatteringly.
Seeing that his grandfather finally smiled, Xiao Xian hurried back, but saw Chen Liang huddled alone by the floor-to-ceiling window with a pillow and already asleep, what a lonely existence... At least this is the feeling that gave Xiao Xian, Chen Liang was really tired, and he was also seriously thinking about the problem of security.
Stretched out her hand to pick up Chen Liang, but accidentally alarmed her who was asleep, only to see that she was about to cry, muttering: I'm sorry...
"No one is sorry for anyone, maybe something is wrong between us, and it's over, okay? Let's get married..."Xiao Xian said suddenly.
"Married?" Chen Liang repeated with wide eyes.
"Yes, get married, your behavior tells me that you are very insecure, let's get married, getting married won't make you feel so insecure..."Xiao Xian explained.
"Does marriage equal security? There is such a thing as a sense of security, which comes from the heart, not a marriage letter..."Randao will not divorce after getting a marriage certificate? Won't he meet her after he has a marriage certificate? Chen Liang thought.
"I think I can give you everything, I can do what I can do, and you don't want to get married, what do you want to do?" Xiao Xian asked.
"I guess our idea is not... You weren't like this before, don't you understand me? You know what I mean... What about after you get married? Can you guarantee that you will not contact Lin Meixi, can you guarantee that you will not get divorced? Chen Liang asked.
"I don't understand you more and more, how do you think so much? How did you get there? Lin Meixi, she will leave sooner or later, do you understand what you call yourself distressed and self-inflicted? "There are no good words to quarrel, and Xiao Xian's words are also very serious.
In the next two days, Chen Liang pretended to have a sense of time passing on the surface, and kept following Xiao Xian's left and right, accompanying him to and from work.
"Hey... I know, I haven't told Chen Liang yet, I'll come over here, don't worry. Xiao Xian comforted his grandfather on the phone, he hadn't spoken to Chen Liang about this matter yet, and with their current state, he didn't know how to speak.
"Are you going out? Who made the call? Chen Liang asked nervously.
"Go out to meet someone, you can take a taxi back first, I'll go back later in the evening..."
Seeing Chen Liang's loss, the members of the group stepped forward one after another, comforting them all with nonsense, Lin Xichen stepped forward and blasted them all away, looked at Chen Liang and asked: Are you okay? Are you going to my house to accompany Ye Qing? She's bored at home right now...
"Oh, okay, I'll take a taxi right now." Chen Liang went down the steps given by Lin Xichen, but she didn't really go to find Ye Qing, but followed Xiao Xian to the door of the hotel, mistakenly thinking...