Chapter 3 Willing to Gamble and Lose

Zheng Xian actually realized that the reason why Leng Jun told her the truth was that on the one hand, he respected her feelings, and on the other hand, he was also testing her.

It's good to throw stones and ask for directions, Zheng Xian smiled.

She wouldn't tell Leng Jun who she cared about. x

Because, the easier it is to get the affection, the less it will be cherished.

"That day, I was holding a shareholders' meeting, and the secretary came to report in a panic that there was an uninvited guest in the president's office!" Leng Jun said angrily.

Zheng Xian was so surprised that he couldn't speak, how could Shi Lei, who looked so gentle and elegant, be so impulsive

"Do you know how arrogant he is, he actually said that I hid the golden house!" The more he calmed down, the more angry he became.

When Zheng Xian heard this, he was even more surprised.

This doesn't look like the Shi Lei she knows!

"So what did you say!" Zheng Xian couldn't help but smile and asked.

"I asked him what evidence he had," Leng Jun's voice raised an octave.

Zheng Xian didn't want to ask any further, because she could feel that Leng Jun was very jealous now.

Leng Jun looked at Zheng Xian and said suspiciously, "Aren't you curious at all?"

"What's curious, I'm not interested in this topic." After Zheng Xian finished speaking, he went downstairs. you

"Hey, where are you going, just go," Leng Jun's impatient voice came from behind him.

Zheng Xian didn't pay attention to him, she suddenly felt a little thirsty, so she wanted to go downstairs to squeeze a glass of juice to drink.

Walking to the corner of the stairs, she heard her aunt talking on the phone, which was very mysterious.

She was about to walk away, but suddenly she heard a familiar name and stopped.

How could my aunt know Xia Bing

Zheng Xian was stunned, she thought that she didn't mean to eavesdrop anyway, Xia Bing was her best friend again, and it was not wrong to care more.

"That's it, it's time to come later, if there's anything to call again, I'll hang up first." Zheng Xian saw her aunt looking around in a panic before walking to the kitchen.

Zheng Xian was puzzled that he had finished speaking so quickly

She smiled and shook her head, thinking that it was none of her business, why was she so curious.

Zheng Xian also walked towards the kitchen, just in time to see the aunt walking towards him. She didn't know how to say hello, whether she should call her aunt or the housekeeper

"Are you hungry and haven't eaten properly at noon, or I'll tell them now to prepare something for you to eat," the aunt asked softly.

"Excuse me," Zheng Xian wanted to say and stopped.

"You can call me Aunt Cui."

"What"

Zheng Xian didn't expect that her aunt would ask her to call her so.

It seems that the aunt is also suspicious of her.

Zheng Xian wanted to ask just now, where is the juicer. Unexpectedly, my aunt understood her wrongly.

"I know you have an opinion about me, and for so many years, I have never returned, regardless of whether the children live or die. I'm not a proper mom, I'm guilty, I'm repentant. Auntie's voice sounded sad.

Zheng Xian didn't know what to say.

Auntie is right, she thinks so too, so she won't stand in Auntie's position.

Sometimes, even forgiveness takes time, maybe a year, maybe two years, maybe a lifetime.

Why was my aunt so ruthless in the first place, don't say that everything has a reason, don't say any reason, if it's wrong, it's wrong.

If my aunt had a little sense of responsibility, she would not abandon her children.

Because of her irresponsibility, the youngest daughter Xiang Meng Jiang suffered from depression and chose to commit suicide, thanks to Leng Jun who saved her. Although after that, Xiang Meng Jiang was not in a good relationship and still embarked on the road of suicide, there is no doubt that most of the responsibility lies with the aunt.

Because of her irresponsibility, the eldest daughter also ran away from home and is still missing.

Zheng Xian felt that the only thing she was glad about was that her aunt's second daughter, Xiang Meng Huan, did not go to extremes because of this.

Thinking of this, Zheng Xian sighed lightly, she was in no mood to drink juice and was ready to go upstairs.

At this moment, Leng Jun walked over head-on, because she was concentrating on things just now, so she didn't notice when Leng Jun came down.

"Aunt Cui, help squeeze a glass of fresh juice." Leng Jun suddenly spoke.

"President Leng, I'll go now."

Zheng Xian looked at her aunt, and suddenly felt that her aunt's eyes were a little flustered, and her back was a little lonely.

"Xian'er, are you hungry, eat more for dinner later, I still have something to do, so I can't eat with you." Leng Jun looked at Zheng Xian, and his tone was unusually gentle.

Zheng Xian felt very warm in his heart, and nodded with a smile.

Leng Jun helped Zheng Xian upstairs, said some warm words to Zheng Xian, and left.

The world's limited-edition Rolls-Royce parked outside the villa, Leng Jun's face was solemn, and he quickly opened the car door, and the world's limited-edition Rolls-Royce was gone.

A City Cemetery

Leng Jun was dressed in black and stood in front of the tombstone with a solemn face.

"Ah Lian, I've come to see you, are you doing well in another world?"

"After all these years, I have never forgotten you. Do you know how tired I have been living for so many years, I originally thought that I would never fall in love with any woman except you again, but I didn't expect her to appear in my life. ”

"Ah Lian, do you know that she looks so similar to you, so beautiful. What's even more incredible is that she also likes to cry just as much as you do, and it hurts to cry. ”

"You know what, at first I wanted her to stay with me, because I saw her as your shadow, and when I saw her, I could think of you. But, you know, she rejected me and told me clearly that she would never be a stand-in for anyone. ”

"I began to be curious about this woman, but I didn't expect that she turned out to be your cousin. No wonder you look so alike. Ah Lian, this world is really small, I didn't expect your cousin to break into my life. ”

"I admit it, I'm in love with Zheng Xian now, I believe you won't blame me, right, I believe you must be reluctant to let me be lonely in my heart for the rest of my life, right"

"Ah Lian, I'll try to forget you slowly, so it's fair to Zheng Xian, don't you hope you don't blame me, okay, I'll come to see you again! Ah Lian, you must live happily in another world! ”

At this moment, it was raining in the sky, Leng Jun couldn't tell whether it was tears or rain, he stood in front of the tombstone and refused to leave for a long time.

"Ah Lian, did you hear you crying, you know, I don't like to see you cry."

"Ah Lian, don't you cry anymore, okay?"

"Ah Lian"

The rain is still falling

At this moment, Leng Jun's phone rang

Affluent District of City A

There was lightning and thunder outside, and Zheng Xian was a little scared when he heard it.

She didn't pay attention to the weather forecast today, what, the four gods of wind, rain, thunder and lightning are all at home today

Zheng Xian was a little afraid of thunderstorms, so she covered her ears with toilet paper, but there was still no way not to be afraid.

In the past, whenever there was a thunderstorm, Shi Lei would be by her side.

Now what she thinks about is Leng Jun, a man who can give her warmth and make her dependent.

So, she pressed the familiar phone number

"Hey, where are you and why can't you hear what you're talking about," Zheng Xian said anxiously on the phone.

"I'm outside, maybe the signal isn't too good." Leng Jun's familiar and nice voice came from the phone.

"Come back soon." Zheng Xian said what was in his heart.

"What's wrong with you" Leng Jun's tired voice came from the phone.

"What's wrong with you," Zheng Xian asked rhetorically over the phone.

She could tell that Leng Jun's voice was tired.

"I'll be back in a minute, you wait for me." Leng Jun whispered on the phone.

After hanging up the phone, Zheng Xian suddenly felt a little lost.

Why did Leng Jun take so long to answer the phone Moreover, his voice sounded tired

Zheng Xian had a series of questions, but no one could ask.

She suddenly felt that there was no one who could talk to someone who lived here.

In the past, when she was unhappy, she would talk to her cousin and confide in her heart.

However, now, no matter how sad she is, she can only carry it alone.

The more Zheng Xian thought about it, the more sad he became, and he fell asleep when he lay down on the bed.

In a daze, she dreamed that she was standing in the rain, letting the rain wash away her tears

She dreamed that Shi Lei was standing not far away, calling her name all the time. x

When she was about to run towards Shi Lei, suddenly Leng Jun blocked her way.

"Xian'er, hurry up, let's go live the life we want." She dreamed of Shi Lei shouting hysterically.

As a result, she froze in place, not knowing what to do.

When he was in great pain, his cousin suddenly threw himself into Shi Lei's arms

She couldn't believe that Shi Lei had forgotten her in the corner so quickly, and regarded her as a passerby so quickly.

She looked back at Leng Jun and remembered that Leng Jun had been kind to her, but she had been indifferent.

Just as she was about to return to Leng Jun's embrace, someone suddenly pushed her to the ground, and she looked up and saw that it was her.

The person who pushed her down was none other than her stepmother's daughter Qin Alian.

She heard Qin Alian yelling at her hysterically: "Zheng Xian, are you living too arrogantly!" ”

"Zheng Xian, you snatched Ah Lei away from me, not only that, but you also supported your cousin to chase Ah Lei."

"Zheng Xian, if you don't let me feel better, I won't let you feel better!"

"Zheng Xian, I must let you live worse than me!"

After Qin Alian finished speaking, she threw herself into Leng Jun's arms

Zheng Xian struggled to get up from the ground, calling Leng Jun's name all the time

But Leng Jun only said coldly: "It's good that you can't forget your ex-boyfriend, then you go to him and stop pestering me!" ”

After Leng Jun finished speaking, he was ready to take Qin Alian away.

"You wait!" Zheng Xian said with a sad face.

"President Leng, don't pay attention to her and let's go!" Qin Alian said arrogantly.

"Ah Lian, you go to the car and wait for me first, see if she has anything else to say." Cold, looking at Zheng Xian with disdain.

Zheng Xian looked at Qin Alian's departing back and was full of emotion.

"I'll give her away, you can talk about it now, give you ten minutes." Leng Jun said very indifferently.

"I see, thank you."

"Don't talk about the point yet," Leng Jun said impatiently.

"Leng Jun, why is it her, do you really like her, or is it because her name is also Ah Lian?"

"It's my business, it's none of your business!" Leng Jun's voice sounded low.

"How can it have nothing to do with me back then, you came to me because I look like my little cousin, right" Zheng Xian's emotions were a little excited.

"I just can't forget Ah Lian, what's wrong" Leng Jun's voice became deeper and lower.

"Leng Jun, listen to me, if you really can't forget your ex-girlfriend, no one must let you forget."

"Leng Jun, you know, I won't be someone else's stand-in. Thank you for your honesty today, I won't pester you again in the future! ”

"Finally, there is one more thing I want to tell you, no matter how nosy I am, whether I don't know how thick the sky is, I must also say that Qin Alian is not suitable for you." Zheng Xian said softly.

"I repeat, it's my own business, it's none of your business!" Leng Jun left angrily.

Zheng Xian stood in the rain and couldn't help but start crying.

She couldn't tell what was rain and what was tears

At this time, the music sounded:

I am a bird imprisoned by you, and I have forgotten how high the sky is.

If I leave the little castle you gave me, I don't know who else can rely on.

I am the bird imprisoned by you, and I get less and less love.

Watching your smile burn in the eyes of others, I can't get a hug.

I'm like a dispensable shadow of you, looking coldly at you lying.

I'm like a dispensable shadow of you, exchanging sadness with loneliness.

The sad melody made Zheng Xian unable to control his excitement anymore.

Her mind was full of Leng Jun's desperation for her, and she felt very sad!

She was like a dispensable shadow of you, looking coldly at him lying.

She was like a dispensable shadow of him, exchanging sad thoughts with loneliness.

At this moment, the suitcase that fell from the sky made Zheng Xian see the ending, and she was swept out of the house.

Zheng Xian dragged her suitcase and walked alone on the street, she couldn't see the future, she couldn't see any hope

card

At this moment, the director spoke. It turned out to be filming.

Not really, not really. Zheng Xian pinched his arm hard, feeling a little painful.

It's really not true, it's all acting.

But why does she feel so real?

The director told her that this drama has driven the development of the plot due to her outstanding performance, and it has become popular.

Zheng Xian couldn't believe that the first time she became a heroine, she became popular.

It turns out that as the director said, she does have a talent for acting.

Zheng Xian was very happy, she finally realized her dream and bought a house of her own.

She moved from her current villa because she didn't want to be attached to anyone!

She doesn't want to be a dispensable shadow, she wants to be the only one for the other party.

I'm like a dispensable shadow of you, looking coldly at you lying.

"Xian'er, Xian'er, wake up!" Leng Jun shouted nervously to Zheng Xian.

"What's wrong" Zheng Xian saw the person he wanted to see as soon as he opened his eyes.

"Xian'er, are you asleep?" Leng Jun asked with concern.

"Well, there was thunder and lightning just now, I was a little scared, and if you were in a hurry, you might fall asleep" Zheng Xian said softly.

Leng Jun hugged Zheng Xian in his arms and whispered, "Xian'er, don't be afraid, there is me." ”

Zheng Xian felt that Leng Jun's embrace was very warm, and she felt that Leng Jun was the person she could rely on.

Zheng Xian thought to herself, feelings are not a bet, and she will not be willing to gamble and lose.

If Leng Jun really loves her, she will stay by his side for the rest of her life.

If one day, Leng Joon no longer loves her, she will leave his world without hesitation.

"Xian'er, I'll pour you some water to drink." Leng Jun said suddenly.

"Jun, I want to drink juice." Zheng Xian said softly.

Leng Jun smiled, he felt that Zheng Xian was very innocent and cute.