"Just when what you say is true, but now it's different."

My heart was beating uncontrollably, as if I had foreseen how choppy Lu Zhixin's words would be.

"Didn't you find out, is it Jiang Yueze who doesn't want to let you go now?"

I turned my head to look at her, my hands and feet were cold, but my tone was calm and calm: "What do you want to say?" ”

She stared at me seriously and said slowly: "Do you want to know what will happen after you leave in your third year of high school?" I'll tell you. ”

I didn't want to turn over, and turned my back to her: "I don't want to." At least not yet. ”

"If you don't want to, you don't want to, I won't force you." Lu Zhixin began to pull me again, asking me to face her again: "Talk is talking, don't turn around." ”

I turned around and stared at her, and she had a look on her face: "It's okay if you don't want to know, then I'll say something else." ”

I stared at her with a look of please.

She sighed slowly, and the soft and gentle girl's voice sounded: "Do you know how Ren Zijin and I got along in the first place?" ”

I shook my head, indicating I didn't know.

She looked at me seriously: "It was a week after you left, when Jiang Yueze learned that you would never come back to prepare for the exam, and we had frequent contact."

I was a little confused, and I couldn't figure out what this had to do with me leaving, and I couldn't figure out why Jiang Yueze was looking for me.

Xu saw my doubts, she continued, and her voice was more vivid in the dead of night: "At that time, Jiang Yueze came to ask me every once in a while, have you contacted me?" Gradually, there are more and more times, and people have spread that in fact, Jiang Yueze has always liked me, and you are a cannon fodder used to confuse the public. ”

I think it's ridiculous and funny. Lu Zhixin also felt that this statement was too stupid and a little embarrassed: "It made me very weak at that time, and I really thought that what others passed on was true, for fear that he would not be able to hold back and confess to me one day." I even planned it, he confessed on the front foot, and I made it clear with death on the back foot, and I would never do anything sorry for you. ”

I couldn't help but want to laugh, which made Lu Zhixin very embarrassed, and made a gesture to strangle me, and made a lot of trouble before continuing to talk seriously.

"Jiang Yueze probably heard these unreliable things from others, and every time he came to me after that, he called Ren Zijin out, and others didn't think there was anything."

"Every time he came over, he would give me some new problems for liberal arts students, math notes, English compositions, and new novels to read, and let me give them to you."

"Didn't you ask me where those questions came from? He gave it to me. ”

"He's afraid you won't accept it, so I'm not going to tell you. I also thought that according to your stubborn temper, I would definitely not accept it, so I didn't tell you. ”

My heart instantly felt like eating kiwifruit, sweet and sour and a little astringent, I looked at her and asked uncertainly, "Is it?" ”

"Yes," Lu Zhixin nodded affirmatively: "At that time, you didn't let me tell him your current situation and contact information, so I didn't say it." And he won't let me tell you the source of the question, only let me say that I found it for you myself. So during that time, I was a double agent, not to mention how hard it was. ”

I didn't say anything, silently digested what she said, and my heart was like boiling a pot of very pure coffee, adding some sugar, adding some milk, and began to sweeten and aroma slightly.

Lu Zhixin continued: "After that, Ren Zijin and I became more and more familiar, always talking together and doing questions, and gradually, I couldn't control my heart. ”

"When I saw Jiang Yueze at that time, I always felt that he was lonely, obviously his expression was as stinky as ever, and he was still the same as the cold person who was not approached, but it just gave me a sense of loss that I had lost something very important."

My heart shrank so hard that I frowned. I seem to be able to imagine his tall and cold back, lonely shuttling through the corridor to Lu Zhixin's class, proud and lonely.

"I knew then that he must care about you."

"You're not there, you don't know these things, and you won't let me tell you. I used to think, don't say it, don't say it, you don't want to remember those unhappy things, why should I mention it. ”

"But now seeing you like this, I really feel the need to remind you that a person like him, who is cold-hearted and cold-hearted, is so good to you, it is enough to see how important you are to him. So you should be brave and go boldly and try to pursue him. ”

"You have to think carefully and clearly, don't miss such a good person because of your hesitation."

I recalled the bits and pieces he had given me since the reunion, prepared milk tea for me, prepared a bracelet, prepared plum candy that I liked to eat, comforted me in a soft voice, and was willing to be involved in the center of public opinion for me, so that the alumni could support me and watch the scene protect me...... One by one, each by one, is good to me.

Lu Zhixin looked at me, sighed weakly, tried to put on a well-behaved and sensible posture, and humbly asked: "Now, can you tell me that I will avoid him in the future?" ”

My heart was already crumbling, and I grabbed the sheets and unconsciously whispered, "I don't know." I don't really know. I'm in a mess right now. ”

Lu Zhixin stared at me tightly and let out a long sigh: "If you don't know, think about it." There are some things that you always have to think clearly. ”

I hesitated: "I ......"

Lu Zhixin looked at me and had a rare patience: "I want to talk about the past, right?" ”

I was pierced in my heart, embarrassed for a while, and my fingers unconsciously rolled the quilt: "You know the past, you know everything, you know, I really owe him a lot......"

"The past is the past, the present is the present," Lu Zhixin interrupted me without hesitation: "I never feel that there is any conflict between the two. ”

I looked at her fixedly, my eyes wandering uncertainly: "Do you really think so?" ”

She nodded seriously: "People are living in the world, why should they grasp the present and live so tired with the past?" ”

I didn't speak, and my heart was like a clueless yarn, chaotic.

She picked my chin lightly, and her tone was gentle and serious: "You just need to think clearly, whether you want to be brave enough to catch him." If you decide to try to be together, there will be a way to untie the knot between you. ”

I looked at Lu Zhixin's eyes and nodded slowly and firmly.

"Good. I'll figure it out. I heard myself say that.

Lu Zhixin looked at me, showed an aunt smile, and dragged me down on the bed: "Okay, my mind is solved, sleep!" ”

I turned off the light, covered the quilt, and closed my eyes. , but the mind is still clear.

It was Lu Zhixin's words over and over again: "He must care about you very much." ”

"You just have to think clearly, if you want to be brave enough to catch him."

"The past is the past, and the present is the present."

"If you decide to try to be together, there will be a way to solve the matter between you."

“……”

What kind of care does he care about me?

Does he, too, like me?

Should I ask him about it?

So how do I open my mouth?

Should I catch him or not?

How do I choose?

……

I was so distraught that I couldn't think of a reason for it, so I simply didn't want to.

Forget it, let it be.

I told myself.

The next day, Lu Zhixin and I tacitly didn't mention last night's incident, and tacitly asked the two of them to play alone, Ren Zijin and Jiang Yueze didn't think much about it, and readily agreed.

Who knew that Lu Zhixin lacked a rare conscience, taking into account that I had a basketball game at night, she didn't ask me to accompany her shopping, just watched a movie, had a meal, and went back to the hotel, letting me sleep until the evening.

In a daze, Yan Yu called me, and his tone was a little anxious: "Don't play crazy and forget about the night game, tonight is not a soft bone for biological science!" ”

I was in a daze and covered the phone for fear of waking up Lu Zhixin, who knew that she was not in the room, I looked around before I was relieved to call: "Okay, I know, I'll go back in a while." ”

After hanging up the phone and washing up, Lu Zhixin came back slowly, carrying a lot of food and snacks.

"Are you awake? Now, I'm going to buy dinner with Ren Zijin. Don't you have a game tonight, eat well and go back to playing. ”

I nodded, opened the food box, and devoured: "Have you eaten with Ren Zijin?" ”

"No, isn't this going to eat with you", she also opened a food box, "Jiang Yueze has some software things to communicate with Ren Zijin, I have been in the dormitory for an afternoon, I bought food with him, and he went back." After eating in a while, let's watch your game together. ”

As she spoke, she unscrewed the yogurt and handed it to me: "Is it professional to Jiang Yueze tonight?" ”

I nodded and replied naturally, "To their freshman basketball team." ”

"Wow," Lu Zhixin exaggeratedly exclaimed, "Isn't that someone's sweetheart also coming to watch?" ”

I was suddenly a little nervous and embarrassed, and I felt cold when I remembered that I had promised him to use the moves he taught me in this competition.

The most terrible thing is this game, playing with his professional juniors. And their professional tactics are all taught by him, the basketball captain.

And I, who had been taught a few tricks by him, actually had to get an axe in front of his well-trained team.

If he comes to watch me play tonight, I don't know where to put my hands and feet.

I instantly felt stupid enough to die, and I wanted to hit my head to death.

hurriedly finished eating and went back to school, changed into a jersey, and when he arrived at the playground, he found that Jiang Wei had also returned.

I saw Xu Siyang and Sun Zeyi in the second field wearing a water sky blue jersey before I reacted.

There is a competition between computers and materials tonight, and Xing Sisi will definitely appear whether he is cheering for the economy or computers.

I looked around and found that Jiang Yueze and the others hadn't come yet, so I was going to take Lu Zhixin to chat with them and pass the time.

was about to introduce Lu Zhixin to them, who knew that Yan Yu pulled Lu Zhixin over, with a look of joy that an old friend hadn't seen for a long time.

Well, I'm worrying about it again.

Just as we were about to join their group chat, the coach waved at us, and I had to run over with my teammates to listen to the coach's tactical guidance.

During this period, I looked up several times, and I could see a few of them gathered together, chattering, not knowing what they were plotting.

I looked inexplicable, so I simply ignored them and listened carefully to the guidance.