Chapter 245: A Smile and a Grudge
I listened to Liu Sisi's slightly helpless and sad words, and I couldn't answer for a while.
Liu Sisi looked up at me, slowly exhaled a breath, and his expression was much more relaxed: "Fang Jinyu, do you know? The hip-hop club was not the first time I saw you. ”
I watched her quietly and waited for her to continue.
"The first time I saw you, it was on the first day of military training, that day Chen Wan had low blood sugar, sat in the rest shed on the side to rest, and looked at you intently, I sat next to her, followed her gaze, and saw you."
"You are competing with the boys of the opposite company in the training ground, turning over several times, you seem to be expressionless, but there is an evil smile on the corner of your mouth, and your eyes are full of confidence and teasing smile, you look like a bright and flamboyant girl."
I listened to her and my expression slowly relaxed.
"At that time, I thought, a girl like you is very different from Chen Wan."
"Chen Wan obviously thinks the same way, she pointed at you, trying to tell me in a bland and uncaring tone that she envies you very much."
I looked at Liu Sisi and didn't know what expression to make.
Liu Sisi smiled and shook his head: "I didn't understand it at that time, she studied well, danced well, and there were many excellent people around her who pursued her, what do you have to envy." ”
Then she looked at me with burning eyes, and her tone was serious and serious: "Until the day of the military training performance, backstage, I and Wanwan saw Jiang Yueze waiting for you, and I understood everything." ”
"I watched from afar as he handed you clothes, took a guitar, handed you specially bought milk tea, and helped you put on a fluorescent bracelet, with a small smile in his eyes."
"At that time, I really understood the loneliness in Wanwan's eyes, the peace of helplessness and necessity."
You may never understand this feeling. But I saw it in my eyes and became a piece of my heart. ”
"I feel uncomfortable when I see you, and I can't help myself from finding fault. But she still looked insignificant. I didn't understand and asked her why she didn't fight for it? ”
She raised her head and looked at me seriously: "Guess, what do you say about Wanwan?" ”
I shook my head truthfully, indicating that I didn't know.
Her eyes also added a touch of regret and distress: "She said that from the beginning, she knew that she was a complete side, and there was no possibility. ”
"So she has to live her own life with her pride, her self-esteem, her own sadness and unsuccessfulness."
She sighed slowly, her tone melancholy and relieved: "It was also at that time that I felt that she was right." ”
I was so complicated that I didn't know what to say.
"You don't have to feel anything, and you don't have to think I'm whitewashing." Liu Sisi shrugged his shoulders indifferently: "I should think of whatever you think, I admit what I do." ”
"I just want to tell you that I don't know what happened between you and Jiang Yueze, and I don't know when Wanwan's thoughts about Jiang Yueze began, and I don't know what the relationship between you is, and what will happen in the future. But I know that she likes it no less than you. ”
Her voice gradually lowered, with regret and helplessness: "So, I hope you don't let Jiang Yueze know Wanwan's intentions, and don't let her last dignity be torn apart." I won't trouble you again in the future. ”
I swallowed hard, and a string of syllables came out of my throat tightly: "Don't worry, I won't." ”
Liu Sisi's eyes filled with a smile, and he was obviously relieved: "Thank you." ”
I shook my head and didn't say anything more.
Liu Sisi's expression was kind, and his eyes were flat: "Then, goodbye." ”
I nodded, "Goodbye." ”
Liu Sisi smiled at me, and everything between us dissipated into the wind with that smile.
There is no trace of it anymore.
Watching her slowly walk away, I slowly turned around, looked at Jiang Yueze not far away, and my old friends, and felt a sense of vicissitudes in my heart.
I looked at Jiang Yueze's breezy and moon-like eyebrows and eyes, not the youthful and shy in my memory, with the maturity and demeanor of an adult, without the slightest secular appearance, I am obviously still a young man in my memory.
Yes, everything is changing, but my boy, the boy I love, still hasn't changed.
I laughed again, walked briskly towards him, and finally ran slowly.
As if sensing it, he turned slowly, his eyes focused and bright, watching me get closer and closer to him, and slowly taking a step to tell me that he was welcoming me.
I stopped awkwardly before I could take a step into his arms, and slowly raised a big smile at him.
"Jiang Yueze, thank you for still being there."
He didn't speak, and laughed slowly: "No thanks, it should be." ”
"Hey! I love chatting on the road! ”
Not far behind Jiang Yueze, Ren Zijin's voice came, with helpless disgust: "If you want to talk, no one cares about you when you go to the hotel to chat all night, can you leave now?" It's very cold in winter! ”
I giggled and shouted back to him, "Coming soon!" Go to the hotel and chat all night! ”
Jiang Yueze looked at me, and the tail of his eyes slowly hooked.
There was a bright and gentle smile in his eyes.
When we arrived at the hotel and continued to kill the werewolves, we went back to our rooms to rest. Raindrop Book House
Gu Jiatong and Lu Zhixin and I felt a little hungry, so we ordered pizza, fries, fried chicken and coke for ourselves and the boys, and whispered behind closed doors.
I ate a piece of chicken steak and gave a thumbs up and was amazed at how delicious it was. Gu Jiatong was very concerned about what Liu Sisi told me just now, and insisted that I talk about the details.
I took a piece of pizza in my mouth and said vaguely, "It's nothing, just thank me, I feel a little rude today, and apologize to me." ”
Lu Zhixin slowly smoked a french fries and stared at me: "Apology and thank you are four words, can you say it for so long?" ”
I glanced at her and explained helplessly: "We had some misunderstandings before, so we just took the opportunity to talk about it, and I really don't have anything to tell you." ”
Gu Jiatong immediately asked the bottom of the matter: "What misunderstanding?" ”
I sighed and briefly told me about the new admission of the club, and the two of them let me go.
When I picked up another piece of pizza and opened my mouth wide to take my mouth, the two of them began to ask something else: "Then you tell us, what is going on with you and him Jiang Yueze now?" ”
I instantly felt that the power of the desolation in my body had been emptied, and I closed my mouth in a stupid way, and I felt much more comfortable after taking a bite.
I felt the cheese wrapping around my mouth, and my heart was filled with satisfaction, and my mind began to think about the questions they were asking.
I thought about it for a long time before answering their question: "I can't tell what we're doing." It's clear that he's chasing me now, but I'm actually teasing him more often; Obviously we are not together yet, but holding hands, hugging, kissing these things that couples should do, we also do it naturally. It's as if we've been together for a long time. ”
The two of them are worthy of being learning machines with powerful hearts, and they didn't have a trace of surprise and jaw drops at all, but continued to ask calmly: "Then why didn't Jiang Yueze confess?" ”
"Yes, he doesn't confess, you can take the initiative, but why don't you take action?"
I listened to their questions, and I felt that the pizza in my hand suddenly stopped smelling good, and the cheese was not rich.
I swallowed the pizza in my mouth as I chewed wax and said in a low voice, "He said he didn't want me to have a knot in my heart with him." He wanted to wait for me to let go of the past, untie the knot, and be with him carefree. ”
Gu Jiatong and Lu Zhixin's eyes instantly became obscene: "Wow~ This damn sweet love!" ”
"Wow~ This boyfriend's domineering declaration!"
I couldn't help but smile as I looked at them.
I laughed and scolded them, making a fuss, and it took a long time for the three of them to stop.
"No trouble, no more trouble." Lu Zhixin waved her hand, drank a sip of Coke and calmed down, and it was another white-clothed killer Doctor Lu with a cold face: "Anyway, you haven't told Jiang Yueze about the events of the year?" ”
I shook my head silently.
Lu Zhixin sighed, and her face became a little darker: "Then when are you going to say it?" ”
I shook my head again silently.
Lu Zhixin sighed again, very puzzled: "I'm also convinced, why is this Jiang Yueze so calm?" You don't say he doesn't ask? ”
I nodded.
Gu Jiatong stared at a pair of watery eyes, pointed at herself, the corners of her mouth twitched, and she was very helpless and aggrieved: "Please note that there is still a person sitting here who also doesn't know the inside story, please consider my feelings." ”
I instantly felt a little guilty and handed her a big chicken wing to make her happy.
But she would be mistaken: "What? Do you want to take the food to the gagged mouth? ”
I shook my head and apologized very seriously: "I'm sorry. ”
Gu Jiatong didn't react a little: "What's the matter?" Why did the script suddenly become like this? Shouldn't it be to tell me the inside story? ”
As soon as I heard it, guilt came from all directions, and my tone was lower than before: "I disappeared without saying a word, and came back to repeat without saying a word, obviously getting along with you day and night, and the friendship was extraordinary, but I never opened my mouth to give you an explanation." ”
"Ugh." Gu Jiatong was a little at a loss for a while, glanced at Lu Zhixin helplessly, and comforted me very unnaturally: "It's okay, I don't mind." I know it's you who is the hardest, and I don't want to expose your scars, so you don't have to blame yourself. ”
Lu Zhixin looked at her with a smile, and her tone was wilted: "I heard Wang Jiayi say, when I was repeating the study, you found Teacher Wang and asked to put you and Jinyu into his class, and you still want to be at the same table?" ”
Gu Jiatong immediately became embarrassed: "It's not all. I just think Mr. Wang's teaching is very good, and I am used to his teaching mode. ”
"Yo yo yo," Lu Zhixin teased her very unceremoniously: "With a high score of more than 600, it is a top-notch score in a small class, why do you like to squeeze Teacher Wang's 144 students' Chase Shop?" ”
Gu Jiatong laughed unnaturally and shoved a mouthful of chicken wings.
I looked at Gu Jiatong's unnatural appearance, and my heart warmed.
Gu Jiatong looked at me and waved his hand slightly embarrassed: "Don't look at me like that, I really don't feel anything." On the contrary, it was Jiang Yueze, when I was repeating, I sent me messages every now and then, asking how you were doing. ”
Lu Zhixin and I were stunned, no one had ever told me about this.
Gu Jiatong glanced at me and hated me for not being angry: "Otherwise, where do you think I got those latest national mock test questions?" In addition to Hengshui, our school is a 100-school alliance, when will there be other information? You don't think about it either. ”
I choked up and stammered: "I thought, I thought it was your own channel, so you gave me a copy." ”
"The director of the third year of high school is your own uncle, he has no channels, where did I get my own channels?" Gu Jiatong's eyes were about to roll to the sky, and there was a look of disgust on his face: "Poor Jiang Yueze, with his own thoughts, has never been discovered." ”
Lu Zhixin smiled and leaned back, staring at me alone, happy and melancholy, happy and sad in my heart.
My beloved boy has done so much for me silently.