Chapter 374 The last person I want to hurt is you
Her lips flared open, wanting to speak.
But he was firmly blocked, and her hand was grasped by his, and he came over and swallowed all her whimper. His kiss came quickly and quickly, and he soon became intoxicated.
After a long time, she felt like she was dead, and he let her go, lay down on the big sofa and trapped her in his arms, like a drowning fish grasping for his chance of survival.
He hugged her tightly, his chin down her neck, and the warm kiss fell on her skin little by little.
Stretch your fingers out and squeeze in. Intertwined with her ten fingers.
"Do you think that's funny...... "She's still going to go, even if it's to run."
"I don't want to hurt you......," he whispered, "I won't hurt you, and I'm the one who won't hurt you the most in the world." Boa. ”
She thought of what he had done, and she hadn't told her much of it, he was doing it silently, silently waiting by her side, but not saying anything. No one in this world would love her like that.
He lowered his head and bit her ear, and the tingling sensation then spread to her body, and she was a little uncomfortable and wanted to avoid it. However, Huo Zizheng turned her over and let her look at him, staring at her with a pair of dark eyes, "Your birthday is coming in a few days, it's been 5 years, I haven't been with you for a birthday, this time I'll accompany you for your birthday, okay?" ”
He raised his hand and pinched her little face.
"I'll prepare a birthday present for you, and I'll be with you every year for your birthday." He said lightly, but his tone was so domineering that he didn't give her a chance to refute at all.
She nunu mouth.
I thought of my birthday.
Of course, she wanted to celebrate her birthday with the person she loved the most, and even though she was unhappy, she thought that he still agreed.
"Okay, I'll stay until after my birthday." She nodded and said, "It doesn't matter if you don't sign the divorce, you can be divorced after two years of separation." ”
After she finished speaking lightly, Huo Zizheng's bright eyes looked at her, her eyes did not flicker at all, and she looked down and didn't know where she went. He held her face with one hand, lowered his head, and kissed her lips little by little.
“…… You can't leave, Bao'er. I don't believe you can walk away, you can really let go of me. He bet, he didn't believe that Gu Bao'er didn't love her.
She trembled all over, he hugged her and kissed slowly, little by little, she didn't resist, let the tip of his flexible tongue stir in her lips, her little hands grabbed his clothes, wanted to push away, but her body reacted otherwise...... Slide down slowly.
He closed his eyes and lowered his head to kiss her lip.
A little bit of a kiss. One hand was at her side, and slowly she slid down and lay there, her hands grabbing his sleeve as if boneless, his kiss as deep as the other hand reached through her dress.
Gu Bao'er hurriedly grabbed his hand and didn't allow him to touch herself.
Her belly was already somewhat noticeable, and because of her thinness, her belly was easier to spot.
Grabbing his hand, her beautiful eyes suddenly widened: "What are you doing to let go of my ......"
There was resistance in her eyes, she grabbed his hand with one hand, her breath was disturbed and a little uncomfortable, looking at him: "I'm uncomfortable......"
His breath was also very chaotic, looking down at her little face, which was tinged with a faint pink, his big hand touched her face, and his eyes were gentle as water, looking at her, "I won't touch you, Bao'er......"
He wouldn't touch her and straightened her clothes. He was very uncomfortable, but he was determined not to touch her. Holding her in his arms, he lowered his head and kissed her forehead, there was still a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, and he wrapped her hot breath around her: "No matter what you say, I won't let go of your hand, Bao'er......"
But.
said it so lightly, as if she could take it seriously, and a somewhat helpless smile appeared at the corner of her mouth.
Huo Zizheng carried her back to the upstairs bedroom, put her on the sofa and took out her clothes, "Okay, I'm tired for a day, I'll take you to the bath." ”
"No, I'll do it myself." She immediately shook her head, he would find out if she went in, and after taking her clothes inside, she locked the door to prevent him from coming in, and after going in, she took a quick shower and came out. There was still billowing air on his body.
Huo Zizheng finished smoking a cigarette and saw her come out and squeeze the cigarette butt off.
Hook your fingers: "Come here." ”
"What ......," she asked, looking at him cautiously.
"Shall I come or will you come over?" His tone rose slightly, but it was very threatening. And Gu Bao'er looked at him carefully, and after struggling in his heart, he still moved over, looking at Huo Zizheng.
He stretched out his long arms and pulled her into his arms and sat down, parted her legs, let her sit between his legs, and took the towel in her hand in one hand, she had a faint smell of milk after bathing, and then he held the towel, but his slender and bony fingers were interspersed between her wet hair. Gu Bao'er felt his slender fingertips, and he took care of her hair very seriously.
All the way until the hair dries out.
She didn't speak, and neither did he.
Then he put down the towel in his hand, hugged her in his arms, rested his chin on her shoulder, smelled her hair and whispered, "It's so fragrant......"
"Don't ...... like this" He kissed her like this, making her feel embarrassed, and constantly wanted to escape: "Huo Zizheng, you said you wouldn't touch me, don't force me to ......"
She didn't like it.
It turned out to be such an escape.
A wounded expression flashed in his eyes, and he took a deep breath, she didn't want him to force him, "I like you, so it's normal to hold you, I never wanted to really let you go...... Bao'er, I can wait for you, no matter how long it takes. Wait for the day when you accept me again......"
He said softly and silently.
He won't let her go, he won't let her leave him, he can give her space if she wants, but it must be within what he can get, saying that, he put Gu Bao'er on the bed, and went to the bathroom himself, and when he came out of it, he saw her curled up on the bed. He untied the towel from his waist, and then covered her himself, holding her from behind.
"Bao'er."
Her body shrunk slightly, so she didn't fall asleep.
He bowed his head, kissed her ear, and whispered slowly, "We still have a long, long time to take our time, so don't lose faith in me, I love you." So don't push me away easily......"
His gentle words slowly stretched her heart open, slowly stretched, making her feel as if it was about to explode. She clutched her pillow and closed her eyes, not daring to turn away.
Don't let go......
But what if you watch her die?
She couldn't imagine what it would be like when he lost her.
"I'm afraid, I'm afraid I'll never be able to hold your hand again. I'm afraid, I'm afraid you'll never like me again. His forehead rubbed against the back of her head, and his hand rested on her chest, where her heart was beating. I can only live here, you promised me, so you can't fall in love with anyone else. ”
She promised.
He was answered by the silence of the room. She didn't answer him, she only heard him sigh leisurely, raised his hand and touched her head, "Sleep." ”
For a long, long time, she didn't fall asleep.
He held himself in the same position all the time, holding her inherently, as if she were his exclusive product. He lowered his head and kissed her hair, and in the middle of the night, she heard his thick male voice.
"Bao'er, you may not have imagined that I would love you like this and like you like you so much. Maybe you are the calamity of my life, I love you, and you are more important than me in my heart, so how can I be willing to hurt you. He asked in a low voice, "What should you tell me to do?" How do I do that? ”
She didn't open her eyes, just listened.
The discomfort in her heart became more and more, making her more and more uncomfortable. I couldn't breathe uncomfortably.
He hugged himself from behind, until he couldn't stand her sleepily and gradually fell asleep, and when she woke up the next day, she turned over and saw the person behind her, his handsome face had blue stubble, and there was still some blue gray under his eyes, he had a lot of vicissitudes. In her memory, he had always been chic and colorful, and he shouldn't be so depressed. He didn't seem to be completely well after a serious illness that day.
She lifted her hand and slowly landed on his face, trying to remember his face more clearly. Before his hand touched him, he heard a phrase overflow from his throat, "I love you...... Boa. ”
Then he hugged her with his chin against her forehead.
Her heartbeat leaked by half, and later she realized that the fool had not woken up, and was still in a dream, and that action just now was a subconscious action. She doesn't sleep in a good position, and he is always worried that she will catch a cold, so he will hold himself like this every time.
This is already his knee-jerk action.
She instantly felt as if her eyes were wet, otherwise why would her vision become more and more blurred, looking at his handsome face, she was lying there and forced the sadness in her heart back, what should she do? How should it be? She didn't know what to do.
She then closed her eyes, and finally slowly sat up and walked out onto the terrace, where she sat on the chaise longue, her legs bent and looking at the rising sun, and the dew on the flowers. The morning sun is so vigorous, and the sky outside is so beautiful.
Tears could not help but fall, as if the embankment had burst. She hid here and began to heal herself, trying to build a wall for herself. Thinking of the knee-jerk he had just made in his dream, and the words he had spoken last night. Her heart was like a knife, as if she was walking on the edge of a knife, and every step she took hurt her heart.
She sat there, letting the cool morning breeze ruffle her hair, her little face still stained with dry tears, and she looked into the distance, but her thoughts were chaotic.
Huo Zizheng subconsciously touched the person in his arms, but he didn't touch the empty piece, he immediately refreshed: "Bao'er!" ”
Then he sat up, the place where she had slept was already cold, and he walked down without bothering to put on her shoes, her shoes were not changed, and she was still here. He searched the room inside and out, but found no one, and then ran frantically to the bedroom. The morning breeze blew the curtains flying, and he watched the curtains flutter and strode over.
There was still a tremor in his voice, and he ran out barefoot.
"Bao'er!" He walked out and saw the familiar little figure on the recliner, he was afraid, really afraid.
Last night she said she was pushing her.
He was scared when he thought of what he had just said, and he had never been so afraid. It was like losing her. He walked over and saw her sitting there in a daze, wondering how long she had been sitting here.