Qin Xiao couldn't tell whether he was gambling or gambling on the last hand, he didn't reply to Su Nannan's text message, but after he put away his mobile phone, he said to her: "I'll go out." ”

Chen Enci's fingertips trembled slightly, staring at the mobile phone with the screen still on, and did not speak.

Qin Xiao maintained the posture of squatting in front of Chen Enci and did not move.

The phone went off automatically because no one touched it for a long time.

The light that suddenly dimmed in front of her made Chen Enci a little sober, she slowly lifted her eyelids and met Qin Xiao's eyes, her face was very calm, her eyes were also very quiet, she looked at him fixedly for a while, and then nodded her head, and her tone was calm and terrifying.

She said, "Okay." ”

Qin Xiao's heart throbbed fiercely.

Good.

Very good.

Qin Xiao nodded and stood up.

He must have been crazy that day, the more calm and calm she became, the more he wanted to tear her expression, he wanted to see anger and jealousy on her face, even a little bit of displeasure, because he thought, as long as she had a little bit of emotion on her face, he could tell himself that she not only liked him, she also loved him a little bit, she was just embarrassed to say that she liked her.

He took his phone and pretended to send voice messages, he just wanted her to hear.

He said, "I'll see you later." ”

He also said, "Where will I meet?" ”

He was absolutely crazy that day, he entered the master bedroom, put down his phone, and went to the bathroom with his clothes to take a shower. I cleaned myself up and cleaned up, and I couldn't smell a trace of wine on my body before I walked out.

While arranging his hair in the mirror, he also sent a voice message with his mobile phone: "I'm going off now." ”

From beginning to end, she sat on the sofa without any reaction, her back was straight and straight, she sat in a regular posture like a primary school student, she looked at the TV in front of her, her eyebrows were calm.

Chen Enci slowly turned her head to look at the door, she nodded lightly at him, and said "um".

Qin Xiao looked directly into Chen Enci's eyes: "I may come back very late, you yourself rest early." ”

Chen Enci said "um" again, and then lightly returned his gaze to the TV in front of him, "Got it." ”

Qin Xiao stood at the door for a while, didn't say anything, turned around and pushed the door and left.

As the door slammed shut, Chen Enci still couldn't see any emotion on his face.

There was a very funny variety show playing on the TV, a group of artists laughed from time to time, she watched them laugh, laughed along, laughed and laughed, she slowly turned her head to look at the door.

She wanted to get up, wanted to chase him out, wanted to stop him, wanted to ask him, Qin Xiao, can you not go to Su Nannan, I want to tell him, I really don't like you knowing that a girl likes you, and still walking so close to her.

She really got up, but when she ran to the door, she suddenly felt funny.

He didn't care about the peach blossom he provoked, why should she care? She cares, can she change anything? Didn't her mother care enough? But what about the end?

Chen Enci withdrew his hand from the doorknob and sat back on the sofa.

She didn't know how many times she saw the advertisement for the same milk powder, the door lock was opened, and Qin Xiao, who had been out for a long time, turned back.

She turned her head to look and saw that he was empty-handed, and before she could ask him why he came back so quickly, he opened his mouth first: "I forgot to take my wallet." ”

Chen Enci nodded and swallowed back the words that came to his lips.

Qin Xiao opened his mouth again: "You can help me get it, it just so happens that I won't change my shoes." ”

"Okay." Chen Enci got up and asked, "Where is the wallet?" ”

Qin Xiao: "It's right next to my computer." ”

Chen Enci said "oh" and went to the master bedroom, his wallet was placed in front of the mouse, and she easily found it.

She walked up to him and handed him the purse.

He didn't answer, just lowered his head slightly, looking at her.

His eyes were very complicated, she couldn't read or guess, she was inexplicably irritated by him, she handed the wallet forward: "Here you go." ”

He still didn't answer, still staring at her with unblinking eyes.

Seeing that he didn't answer, Chen Enci put his wallet on the shoe cabinet next to him: "I've put it here for you." ”

Qin Xiao followed her movements, glanced at his wallet, and after a while, he turned his head away and closed his eyes as if he was violently suppressing some pain.

Chen Enci saw that he didn't speak, so he didn't say anything more, turned around and walked into the house.

With her movements, Qin Xiao slowly opened her eyes and looked at her back.

He really felt that he was a fool, he was the one who wanted to gamble, and it seemed that he was the one who went out of the house freely, but he was the one who couldn't move his feet when he stood at the door, he thought she would chase her out, but he waited for more than ten minutes, and there was no movement behind the door, in these ten minutes, he thought a lot, whether she would cry, whether she would be angry, the more he thought about it, the more uneasy he became, he walked around the door irritablely, and then took out the key and opened the door.

But what about her?

Much calmer than he imagined, much less about himself.

She was watching TV like someone who was fine, as if the person who had just gone out to find another girl wasn't her boyfriend.

Qin Xiao watched Chen Enci sitting on the sofa, watching Chen Enci change the channel with the remote control, and at that moment he felt like a beast that had been cornered.

He just wanted to see a little bit from her face, no, even under her eyes, a little bit of care.

He really didn't ask for anything else.

But even if she asked for this, she couldn't give him it.

Qin Xiao felt that he was not crazy, but really crazy, driven crazy by her, or even driven crazy by his own love.

He loves her, so he hopes that she loves him too, he longs too much for them to be equal in love, and he hopes too much that how much love he can get her the same love.

He made the common mistake that everyone would make, he was not a saint after all, at the beginning he was willing without complaint or regret, but in the end, he was still unwilling.

You know?

Sometimes, too much love is also too hurtful.

He was so unwilling, he wanted her response so much, he looked at her indifferent appearance, and wanted to go up and hold her shoulder, and ask her what he wanted to do, so that she was willing to try to love him.

The breath in his heart became thicker and thicker, and in the end, he neither stepped forward to grab her shoulder, nor questioned her, but called her name very softly: "Chen Xi." ”

She hesitated for two seconds, then turned to look at him.

He looked back into her eyes and called her name again: "Chen Xi." ”

Then, he said, "Let's break up." ”

(End of chapter)