Chapter 192: Original Sin 1
"Why don't you die! Why are you showing up? Your birth is sin! You have original sin! You don't deserve to be my mother's daughter! You have brought our family to shame! The woman's sharp questioning voice made Yun Shuangshuang's heart tear like pain!
Why? Why was her birth a sin? Doesn't mom like herself too? Do you think she has original sin? Do you regret giving birth to her too? Yun Shuangshuang looked straight ahead, moving forward in a daze, and couldn't see the cars speeding around him at all!
A sharp and piercing brake sound sounded, and Yun Shuangshuang, who was moving forward indifferently, felt as if she was being embraced, but in the next moment, her body flew out with a violent impact! Accompanied by Yun Shuangshuang, it was the thin back of his mother!
Her mom arrived! Her mom rushed over to protect her! So does it prove that her mother may not hate her and does not feel that she has original sin?
Yun Shuangshuang's eyes were wide open, and the moment she fell into darkness, she saw the gentle smile on her mother's face covered in blood, and her lips opened and closed silently, and she said, "Mommy loves you!" ”
"Ahh
Yun Shuangshuang woke up from the nightmare, sat up and gasped for air, her forehead was wet and cold, and she raised her hand to wipe the cold sweat from her head.
Looking around at the low mud walls covered with newspapers, looking at the moss spreading wantonly in the corners, and listening to the sound of cooking pots and pans hitting in the stove outside, Yun Shuangshuang felt like he didn't know what day it was!
Bow your head and stretch out your hand, the thin little hand looks like the hand of a four- or five-year-old toddler, this is a pair of hands that are thin but full of calluses that have already worked, lifted the quilt and pinched the same bony little thin legs, hiss! Yun Shuangshuang couldn't help but gasp, it hurt!
Although his leg hurt a lot, Yun Shuangshuang's heart was a burst of ecstasy that couldn't be suppressed! She's not dreaming! Is she really reborn?! The woman in that weird space really didn't cheat on her! She really reborn her!!
The moment he was sure that he was really reborn, Yun Shuangshuang lifted the patched, thin quilt that couldn't keep out the cold at all, and he didn't even have time to put on his shoes before he rushed out of the room with a pair of black little feet!
The sunlight outside was very dazzling, and suddenly running out of the dim room and being exposed to such a strong light stimulation made Yun Shuangshuang's eyes swell and pain, and shed two physiological tears.
But Yun Shuangshuang didn't care about any of this, she ran to a locked door, and looked through the crack in the door, and inside was a woman with a cloak and a little crazy! This woman is her mother, Feng Jinyan!
The tears in her eyes couldn't help rolling down anymore, Yun Shuangshuang covered her mouth, crying silently, and finally saw her mother again, this time, she must escape with her mother as soon as possible, and never let her mother suffer for so many years!
Yun Shuangshuang's life can be called ups and downs, she was born deep in the mountains, in a poor peasant family that favored sons over daughters.
Her mother Feng Jinyan was a wandering girl with an incomplete mind, and was touched by her father, seeing that although Feng Jinyan was mentally incomplete, she was beautiful, so she brought her back and became a daughter-in-law, and gave birth to Yun Shuangshuang in the next year!
Because of giving birth to a daughter, the Yun family was naturally unhappy, but Feng Jinyan never got pregnant after giving birth to Yun Shuangshuang, and the Yun family couldn't help it if they were unhappy, the family was too poor to marry a daughter-in-law, so they could only do it.
But after a long time, and Feng Jinyan was crazy, he couldn't work and had to be watched by one person, Yun Shuangshuang's father and grandparents were impatient to take care of Feng Jinyan, so they just found an empty room for Feng Jinyan and closed it, which was several years.
Although Feng Jinyan is crazy, she knows that Yun Shuangshuang is her daughter, and she is very good to Yun Shuangshuang, she starts to fight everyone, but she has never hurt Yun Shuangshuang once, she is crazy every day, but she shows a close smile every time she sees Yun Shuangshuang.
Yun Shuangshuang's biggest wish since he became sensible was to escape from this family with his mother Feng Jinyan, because Feng Jinyan's life in this family was really miserable, Yun Shuangshuang's father had a big temper, and he beat Feng Jinyan out of anger when it didn't go well, because Feng Jinyan couldn't work, the Yun family only gave Feng Jinyan a meal in two or three days, or leftovers, Yun Shuangshuang watched his mother suffer, and felt very sad.
But Yun Shuangshuang didn't have anything to do, she was a child, she couldn't pick her shoulders or carry it, she didn't have a penny, she didn't even have the money to run away with Feng Jinyan and take the car, not to mention how she had to support a crazy mother when she was a child outside.
Yun Shuangshuang's greatest wish is to grow up and save money, she picks some common herbs in the mountains, and then follows the people in the village to walk more than ten miles of mountain roads to sell them at the Chinese medicine shop in the town when she catches the market, and she can only save a few yuan each time.
In this way, a few dollars were slowly saved, and when Yun Shuangshuang was thirteen years old, she finally praised a full seven hundred yuan! For a small child, this is an unimaginably large amount of money!
Originally, Yun Shuangshuang planned to save enough 1,000 yuan and then run away with her mother, but who knew that the money she liked was seen by the people in the family, and she forcibly snatched her money! Then he added some money to buy a second-hand three-wheeled motorcycle for Yun Shuangshuang's father, planning to go to the town to pull goods and make money!
Yun Shuangshuang is going crazy, that's all the hope she had to take her mother out of this hell, and she was snatched away by her father!
Yun Shuangshuang knew that it was useless to save money, so she stole the key to the three-wheeled motorcycle, and then took Feng Jinyan to drive away on the motorcycle, this run was a day and a night, Lin Shuangshuang didn't know where she should go, she just kept running along the road!
Fortunately, Yun Shuangshuang drove a three-wheeled motorcycle like this, and she really ran into a bustling city, and when Yun Shuangshuang came out, she only had more than 30 yuan on her body that was hidden by her and was not robbed, which could only ensure the survival of her and her mother for a few days.
Yun Shuangshuang wanted to sell the three-wheeled motorcycle, who knew that others bullied her for her young age, either she refused to buy it for fear that the child would steal the car from the seller, or she was ruthlessly lowering the price.
Yun Shuangshuang was unwilling, she and her mother would starve to death without money, Yun Shuangshuang remembered that her father bought a car to make money from sports cars, she gritted her teeth, and also learned to drive people to pull goods.
Although Feng Jinyan has stopped running around since he came out with Yun Shuangshuang, Yun Shuangshuang still didn't feel at ease and tied his mother to himself with a rope to prevent Feng Jinyan from running away.
Yun Shuangshuang is too young, and she is followed by a crazy mother, her business is the worst, but fortunately, the people who know about her take care of her, and the people who drive together take the initiative to help introduce them to Yun Shuangshuang when they encounter easy work, and Yun Shuangshuang drives with difficulty, praising the money little by little.
After driving the car for two years, her three-wheeled motorcycle began to break down, and it was not profitable to repair it too often, Yun Shuangshuang reluctantly sold the motorcycle, and set up a small stall in a night market to sell snacks and accessories, and this time she made money.
Yun Shuangshuang, who made money, began to open snack bars and small restaurants, and then by the time she was twenty years old, she was already the owner of a small and medium-sized hotel.
More fortunately, perhaps because of the good mood after following Yun Shuangshuang, Feng Jinyan's mind became more and more sober, and there were more and more normal times.
From being able to start communicating with Yun Shuangshuang normally, to helping Yun Shuangshuang do what he could, to completely returning to normal, and then finally one day, Feng Jinyan happily told Yun Shuangshuang that she remembered everything, her previous family, and all the memories she had forgotten!
At that time, Yun Shuangshuang was ecstatic, but she didn't expect that this was the most painful beginning of her life!