Shouldn't you have such extravagant expectations? Xu Ruoxian kept asking herself, and some strange thoughts flashed in her heart from time to time.

Maybe, her life will be confessed in the palace. But before she died, she wanted to go out of the palace to see.

She wants to see the flying flowers in the sky, the blue lake, and the fishing boats, and she wants to go home to see.

Even though everything was already wrong, she still wanted to see it.

Perhaps this thought will become even stronger when life comes to an end. In recent days, Xu Ruoxian has often felt like this.

Although in order to reassure Yan'er, she has been eating more and more recently. But she knew that many times she had quietly vomited it out,

The situation that she had to swallow in front of Yan'er a few times was also because she didn't want the people in front of her to worry.

Because Yan'er has followed her for so long, she hasn't had a good life. Because she didn't know martial arts, Yan'er went to learn martial arts to protect herself.

Because she couldn't cook, Yan'er went to learn cooking skills from the chefs in the imperial dining room to make snacks for herself.

However, in the end, she still has to disappoint Yan'er. I remember that she promised Yan'er that she would promise her a good family, but now she is going to disappoint her.

She wasn't sure if she would make it to that point.

At every turn, she felt like she was dying. Every moment, she is thinking about what kind of attitude she should use to treat Yan'er.

Lately, however, she has found herself increasingly limited in what she can do. Because let yourself be well-treated, eat well at every meal and rest well.

It seems that the only thing she can do now not worry Yan'er is what she can do.

So, that's all there is to it. Xu Ruoxian looked at Yan'er, who had been busy since early in the morning, and carefully stroked her head.

Sleep and get some rest. I will do my best to give you what you want. Sleep well, Yan'er.

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Xianfu Palace

Jiang Yun paced left and right in the palace, very uneasy.

She didn't know why she was upset, her mind was sometimes sober but sometimes a little delirious.

Over time, the palace maids and eunuchs who were waiting around finally fled unbearably.

If you can't hide or escape, you will reduce the number of times you meet Jiang Yun. Or, just open a small gap from afar to deliver three meals and water on time.

Although Jiang Yun has now fallen into such a field, it is undeniable that she is still the current queen of Hualing Kingdom.

As the queen Jiang Yun, even if the crazy queen has not been abandoned, they will not dare to slack off.

Besides, they felt that they were pretty good compared to Luan Cui. Luan Cui is a personal palace maid, but she has to accompany her for at least half an hour every day.

Accompanying the current queen for half an hour every day, who is sometimes sober and sometimes demented, they can't even think about it.

But Luan Cui still did it, and he still acted like a nobody. This made them very admirable.

A few little palace maids were talking in the corner of the whisper, and when they saw Luan Cui coming out of the house, they hurriedly greeted her.

"Aunt Luancui, tomorrow is my sister and I who will deliver food to the queen. But what should I pay attention to? A little palace maid said, revealing an emerald bracelet.

Luan Cui couldn't look down on such an ordinary object, but after touching the slightly expectant eyes of the two, she nodded slowly.

"There's nothing to pay attention to. But don't wear red or wear red jewelry, or you'll be out of luck. Luan Cui said, chuckling and leaving.