Chapter 168: There is only enough to love one person in one life
After Lan Sakura left in a bad mood, Bai Lian showed a rare smile.
She looked up at Su Ye and asked, "Aren't you afraid?" ”
Su Ye looked at her smile and was slightly stunned.
It turns out that the ice beauty is so good-looking when she smiles, her smile is like a warm sun in winter, warm but not scorching.
"Afraid of what?" Su Ye sat down, looked sideways at her and said.
"She'll get revenge on you." Bai Lian restrained her smile and said seriously.
"Come on, then, it seems like I've always made enemies. It's also my fault, I'm always very sharp and don't know how to converge. If there are more people who are offended, they will not be afraid of retaliation, and it will be good to fight back. Otherwise, if you hold a grudge, how tired you are......" Su Ye said with a smile, the flesh on both sides of his cheeks was piled together, his lips were red and his teeth were white, and his bright eyes looked a little unexpectedly good-looking.
Bai Lian looked at her, and it was the first time that she ignored her fat figure and saw the beauty on her face directly.
"It doesn't seem wrong to say that......" Bai Lian lowered her eyes and pondered what Su Ye had just said.
Such a direct counterattack will be much more comfortable, and it will not be unhappy to procrastinate.
But......
"Miss Su never does things recklessly?" Although it sounded like accusations, Bai Lian's eyes were full of envy.
What Su Ye did was something she didn't dare to do unscrupulously in her life.
"I'll talk about the consequences when I come. If you are always timid, then it will become a habit. At the same time, you can miss out on a lot of opportunities. Su Ye pondered for a moment before saying.
"I never thought that the young master would like a woman like Miss Su." Bai Lian lowered her eyes as she spoke, hiding the thoughts under her eyes.
"Do you like Mo Xinghe?" Su Ye asked directly.
However, her words are not sharp, and she just asks very normally, as if she is asking if you have eaten.
"Miss Su, when you said that Miss Lan Ying was very pathetic and didn't know who she really liked, I thought of myself. I seem to be the same. I don't know what I like. Unlike Miss Lan Sakura's intentions, we have almost no choice of our own, and what the island owner instills in us is to protect the young master, like the young master, and regard him as his own life. So I don't know anything. ”
Bai Lian's voice was low, and she didn't know what she really wanted.
Su Ye's words just now were talking about Lan Ying, but it also made her think deeply.
"Is that all the people on your island like that?" Su Ye thought for a moment and asked.
Bai Lian looked at her when she heard this, there was no expression on her face, but there was obvious confusion in her eyes.
"Do the people on your island have no ego like you?" Su Ye said directly.
Hearing this, Bai Lian lowered her eyes again, and the confusion in her eyes was covered by the curtains.
Su Ye suddenly began to wonder what kind of existence the Five Elements Island was.
What is certain, however, is that the people there don't seem to have any ideas of their own, and are like marionettes walking the path set by their masters.
"I don't know......" Bai Lian shook her head.
Bai Lian suddenly raised her head, but her eyes seemed very empty, as if she was thinking about something.
Su Ye didn't speak, just looked at her.
After waiting for a long time, Bai Lian spoke: "We have lived on the island since we were children, but we are all abandoned babies rescued by the island owner. Everyone has a different degree of illness. Most of the people who are not sick are girls, and every family wants a boy, and when they give birth, they discard it when they see that it is a girl. ”
"I, Wu Dong, and Lu Wu grew up together at the beginning. Zizhu came later, and she was a little younger than us. However, she is not an abandoned baby, she is a loyal minister of the previous dynasty, and the whole family died, leaving only one child, and she was brought back by the island owner. She didn't cry for a long time when she was a child, because all her family members were killed. At that time, he was an infant baby, and he was too frightened to speak when he was babbling. It took a long time on the island to be cured by the owner. ”
She said and looked at Su Ye: "So the island owner is not a bad person, he is a very kind old man." Although he told us to protect the young master, he never forced anyone to ......"
Su Ye nodded when she heard this, and she understood what she meant.
"It's not that there are no boys on the island, and the owner of the island hasn't forced anyone, so if we have someone we like, we can get married. But every time I think about it, what comes to my mind is the words of the island owner who said that he would protect the young master. I've never had a crush either. ”
"Then Mo Xinghe? Will you be tempted by Mo Xinghe? Su Ye asked curiously.
It's also a little funny to think about it, obviously he is discussing his man with another woman, Su Ye is not a little jealous, it's not that he doesn't care about Mo Xinghe, but he is really curious about everything about the Five Elements Island.
Bai Lian's feelings made Su Ye really hostile.
"What does it feel like to be excited?" Bai Lian looked at Su Ye and asked, her eyes were really confused.
She never knew what it was like to have this vocabulary in people's words.
"Heartbeat......" Su Ye pursed his lips, and after thinking for a while, he said: "It's probably that when I get closer, my heart can't help but flutter and beat non-stop." I want to pay attention to her all the time, I want to see him, and everything he does seems right to you. Try your best to get close to him, but when you really get close, you will feel overwhelmed and care about what he thinks of you. ”
Bai Lian shook her head.
"It seems that compared to the heartbeat in your mouth, the young master is a kind of mission to me. I'll be good if he's good. If he is not good, I will be sad. What the young master wants, when I risk my life, I will also give it to him. ”
Bai Lian said in a deep voice, but Su Ye's body froze.
"Sure enough, I don't like the young master." Bai Lian's eyes were a little lost.
It turns out that she has never had a favorite person, and she seems to be as pitiful as Miss Lan Sakura.
"Yes, you don't like it." Su Ye stood up as he spoke, glanced at her meaninglessly, shook his head and raised his feet to leave.
Bai Lian stretched out her hand and grabbed Su Ye's wrist.
"Miss Sue."
"Huh?" Su Ye looked back at her.
"Since you're with the young master, can you take good care of him?" Bai Lian raised her eyes and pleaded.
Su Ye took a deep breath and shook his head at her.
"White Lotus, feelings are meant to be given to each other. I will be good to him and I will repay him for his kindness to me. But if one day, when my feelings are not reciprocated, I will let go. It's tiring to say something that's too good and doesn't get a response, you know what I mean? ”
Bai Lian looked at her and shook her head blankly.
"Isn't a woman's life to be the end? If you are good to him, you must always be good to him. Bai Lian didn't understand Su Ye's words and said her thoughts.
Su Ye sighed softly.
But yes, neither of them is from the same era, and their ways of thinking are naturally different.
After thinking about it, Su Ye looked at her and said, "Life is very short, don't live all for others, think about yourself occasionally." ”
"Yourself?" Bai Lian lowered her eyes.
What Su Ye said today, although she understood what she meant, she couldn't understand it at all in her heart.
Su Ye's thoughts were completely contrary to what she had been taught.
"Yes, think about yourself, not only will you be much better. It will also be much easier for someone to fall in love with. The most important thing is for two people to be comfortable with each other, and if you try your best to keep someone good to him, it will be a burden for him. It's something I'll never do, and if it wears both of you out, then the relationship isn't worth it. ”
"Isn't it worth it?"
"Hmm." Su Ye nodded.
Bai Lian let go of Su Ye's wrist: "I understand." ”
Su Ye bowed slightly, this time he really left, leaving Bai Lian to bow his head there and ponder.
Su Ye's words today were a big shock to her, and it would probably take a long time for her to digest them.
However, Su Ye didn't expect her to understand all at once, she said that it was Bai Lian's own business to do what to do and how to choose.
Bai Lian's love for Mo Xinghe is indeed not love, but love.
Her love was very heavy, and the heavy Su Ye felt very bored when she heard it.
Are you jealous?
No, her love made Su Ye unable to even be jealous, and she only had deep admiration for her.
It was also the first time she understood the meaning of the lyrics of a song she had once heard.
"I remember when I was a teenager earlier, everyone was sincere and sincere, saying one sentence after another, please train station in the morning, the long street is dark and there are no pedestrians...... In the past, the sun became slow, the carriages, horses, and mail were slow, and there was only enough time to love one person in a lifetime......"
She hummed quietly as she thought about the lyrics.
She was singing in the house, and she sat on the roof alone and listened to her hum.
She has a beautiful voice, and when she sings, it is as if she is telling a story.
Although she spoke many words that were unfamiliar to him, he was able to relate to the picture.
"Is there only enough time to love one person in a lifetime?" The people on the roof whispered, and their kind eyes like stars bent a little with a smile.
Compared with the quiet years on this side, the other side is fried.
Lan Sakura went back to the house and smashed things frantically.
On the table, on the cabinet, all kinds of porcelain ornaments are not spared.
She seemed to be in a state of madness, and she yelled wildly while waving her arms and smashing things.
Just after coaxing Yueniang to sleep in the afternoon, Wu Dong heard the sound of broken porcelain in the house, and his eyebrows frowned.
He hurried into the house.
"Miss, be careful, don't hurt yourself!" He shouted worriedly.
Although there will be unsatisfactory times when Lan Sakura is on the Five Elements Island, she has never gone crazy like she did today.
Lan Ying, who was already in a bad mood, after hearing Wu Dong's voice, her resentful eyes fell directly on him.
Thinking that she had been seeing her mingling with the ugly woman's sister lately, her anger was even stronger.
She picked up a Guanyin ornament that was still on the table and smashed it towards Wu Dong.
Wu Dong was defenseless, and only stared at the arm-sized porcelain statue smashing towards him.