126 With you to the end of the world
Jing Ruoran sat beside Kou Le'er and didn't close her eyes all night. Looking at her in her sleep, she was so safe, as if she had found the safest place, and she didn't care about herself.
Jing Ruoran's heart was indescribably happy. She finally stopped rejecting herself, but not refusing does not mean accepting it. In Kou Leer's heart, he still regarded him as the safest barrier. Even so, it also made Jing Ruoran happy.
Thinking about the beginning, he took all the trouble to arrange the moonlit night as an errand in the Shangguan Mansion, paying attention to her every move, and later, he sent Luo Dingming to her as a guard, and later, when she gave birth to a child, he wanted to see her. But I am afraid that this rumor will affect her reputation. Later, she broke off from the house, and he followed. Seeing her ruthlessness towards Shuralie, his heart was really happy. But when I really saw her, I found that she was full of gray hair, so pitiful.
One by one, one scene after another, appeared in front of me. An elusive smile tugged at the corner of Jing Ruoran's lips. This woman, from the very beginning, has been destined for herself, in order to make her survival easier, she really paid too much, and now, when she finally sees that her efforts will be rewarded, how can she not be happy, but then again, even if there is no return. He doesn't regret his efforts either.
In the middle of the night, Kou Le'er woke up and saw Jing Ruoran on the bed. Still looking at herself with a smile, an abnormal flush appeared on her face, and Kou Le'er could clearly feel the man's intentions for herself, even though her snow hair was all over her shoulders. Even though he was pale and weak, this man still looked at himself affectionately with his good-looking eyes, what kind of virtue and ability could he make the emperor pay for himself.
"See what?" Kou Le'er was coquettish, she really couldn't stand his fiery eyes.
"Look at you. It's so beautiful. Jing Ruoran's affection seemed to be on her face, infinitely playing to Kou Le'er.
"What's the matter, it's the mother of two children, what else is there to see." Kou Le'er got up and leaned against the bed rail, her lower abdomen warm and much more comfortable than before. Moreover, the palms and stomach no longer feel cold. Thinking about it, this meditation master's blood-invigorating medicine is easy to use. Moreover, it can also be seen at a glance that the meditation master is definitely not an ordinary person.
"No matter how many children you have, no matter what you have become, in Ruoran's heart, you are still the first acquaintance, people are more beautiful than flowers, and your face is more beautiful than flowers." Jing Ruoran got up and sat on the edge of the bed, and easily hugged Kou Le'er's body in her arms. Big hands brushed her white hair, so loving.
nested in Jing Ruoran's arms, particularly down-to-earth. He also feels that he is particularly safe, not because he is the emperor, but because of his deep affection for himself.
"Why did you promise to let him go?" Kou Le'er asked lightly, raising her face to look at Jing Ruoran's face.
"No why? It's just that because you have let go of your hatred, you can naturally let go of your feelings, and if I lock him up again, it won't make sense. For a few days, you have not asked about him, which means that you have no other person in your heart, so why should I be afraid that he will jump out and take you. Jing Ruoran's heart knew who Kou Le'er was referring to. If you can let him go, so that worry-free can practice with peace of mind, it would be a good thing. ”
"You don't have to say yes." Kou Le'er knew that it was because of herself that Jing Ruoran agreed to let Shangguan absolutely love. Because he was afraid that Sanssouci would attack him again.
"Promise worry-free, you can rest assured. Why didn't I say yes? Although there are not many words, Kou Leer can still taste Jing Ruoran's dedication to herself from these words, and she doesn't dare to say too many words, the two of them lean together quietly, without the entanglement of desires, just to please each other in peace, this feeling is too beautiful and too beautiful.
"Where are you going next?" Jing Ruoran broke these calms and asked softly.
"Nowhere to go." Kou Le'er didn't know where to go, so she had to tell the truth.
"It's better to go back to the palace with me, and you will be my emperor." Jing Ruoran's heart naturally can't let go of the position of the world, not because he loves power too much, but because of his own responsibility.
"You know, I don't care about that, I won't enter the palace. I won't be your emperor or queen. "You can't give up too much for me, knowing that there is no result, and our future is still unknown, I will not give you any promises." After sending me to Qingyue Mountain, you might as well go back to the palace. The world needs you. "Kou Le'er doesn't want Jing Ruoran to become a godless king who gives up the world because of herself.
"So what's the matter. Even if I don't have a promise, I am willing to be with you at the end of the world. The affairs of the court are arranged by the queen mother. It doesn't matter much if there is one more and one less me. Jing Ruoran's answer was also sincere, although he has paid a lot for the world over the years, but the real power is in the hands of the Empress Dowager Jingxian. Marrying Concubine Yang can make you happy for a while, but marrying Concubine Shu is something that she is not happy about, and the position of emperor and queen has been unoccupied for many years, which is also the meaning of the Empress Dowager Jingxian.
"They're going to hold a grudge against me." Kou Le'er is a little worried about Concubine Yang and Concubine Shu, such a woman in the prime of her life may face the treatment of the harem of old death. Red makeup youth is limited, and you can't be like this.
"I can give them a gorgeous life, but it will be difficult to invest in true love in the end, if I don't choose like this, I'm afraid that in this life, I will not be able to feel at ease. Le'er, don't refuse my company with you, I only have you in my heart. May I be with you to the ends of the earth. Jing Ruoran naturally said the truth. In such a situation, such an affectionate man, Kou Leer couldn't refuse with confidence, so she could only break free from his arms, pull the quilt and lie down again.
"I'm tired, I'm sleeping, you can go back to the house and sleep, you don't have to guard me." Koleer really doesn't want other people's men to pay so much for themselves. Besides, I owe Jing Ruoran too much, and it's not good to owe it again.
"Sleep, when you're asleep, I'll go back to my room." Jing Ruoran helped Kou Le'er pull the quilt again, and reached out to stroke her face. Seeing her close her eyes, she breathed a sigh of relief.
I really don't know if my choice is correct, but I don't want to let Kole wander alone in the red dust. Getting her is the happiness of a lifetime, happiness is just around the corner, Jing Ruoran is reluctant to give up.
Jing Ruoran also thought a lot in her heart, she would never return to the court, and the Empress Dowager Jingxian really couldn't sit still, and she had asked someone to send a letter several times to go back by herself, but she really couldn't let go of Kou Le'er.
Close the bed rail. He squinted like this all night. smelled her body fragrance, it smelled so good, but I didn't dare to do anything wrong to her. This is Jing Ruoran's heart for Kou Le'er, as pure as a blank piece of paper.
When she woke up in the morning, she found that she had suddenly had a menstrual experience. Xu is because of the effect of the medicine prescribed by the meditation master, the body is actually lighter, and the face is also a little red, although it is matched with the white hair, it is even more beautiful. 、
Kou Le'er was stared at by Jing Ruoran tightly as soon as she got into bed, and Kou Le'er was really embarrassed to look at his eyes again, so she had to cover her face with a square handkerchief. Jing Ruoran felt Kou Le'er's embarrassment. I had to withdraw my eyes and chuckle embarrassedly.
The two came to the restaurant together, and a group of little nuns had eaten their meal, and they were walking out the door in twos and threes. Seeing Kou Leer and Jing Ruoran coming over, she automatically got out of the way, Kou Leer chuckled, naturally let go of Jing Ruoran holding her hand, and entered the restaurant with a smile.
The light vegetarian porridge and the green vegetarian dishes are eaten by the two of them, but they have a different flavor.
When it came out, the sun was already shining. Kole was a little afraid to look directly at the stiff sunlight, and reached out to block her eyes. Originally, he was going to go down the mountain, but because of Kou Le'er's strange appearance last night, Jing Ruoran couldn't rest assured and wanted to stay for one more day. And Mrs. Jingxin is also very hospitable, and she doesn't want to go on the road with a body like Ko Le'er. Therefore, the holy love was difficult to resolve, and Kou Leer had to agree to rest for one more day.
The two of them went to see the little snow in the mountains, that kind of romantic feeling, no one can match, Kou Leer obviously felt Jing Ruoran's carefulness, no, it was the carefulness of her own intentions.
When I returned to the temple, it was sunset.
When they first stepped into the main meditation room, Jing Ruoran and Kou Le'er were startled at the same time, there was one more person, and it was the last person they wanted to see. It was the Empress Dowager Jingxian of the current dynasty.
I saw Kole enter the house. Empress Dowager Jingxian put away her lazy eyes, and a little joy appeared in her eyes. However, when she glanced at Koleer's white hair, there was an unbelievable suspicion in her eyes. However, the gray hair is there, and no one can not believe it.
"Le'er has seen the Queen Mother, and the Queen Mother is healthy." Korler's first instinct was to salute.
Unexpectedly, the Empress Dowager Jingxian actually walked down and grabbed Kou Le'er's jade hand. Place it in the palm of your hand and look closely. I haven't seen this child for many days, but I really want to, but I can't accept her changes. I actually felt a little sorry for myself.
"The Queen Mother. How do you find out where your baby is? Jing Ruoran didn't expect that Empress Dowager Jingxian could find herself so quickly, and she felt a sense of loss in her heart.
Letting go of Kou Le'er's hand, Empress Dowager Jingxian looked at Jing Ruoran on the side. When looking at him, Jing Ruoran felt the old age of the Empress Dowager Jingxian, so helpless. For a while, Jing Ruoran was a little soft-hearted.
"Emperor. You are such a big person, why do you have to worry about your mother to do things, when are you going to let me, an old man, worry about it, I am not young anymore, and I don't want to worry about anything anymore. In the eyes of the Empress Dowager Jingxian, there was obviously a kind of loneliness.
A woman, who has lasted so long, thought that she could finally relax, but so many unexpected things happened. The emperor has no reason to disappear, the righteous princess has fled for no reason, and everything has to find a reasonable excuse. But. Jing Ruoran didn't even give her an excuse, let herself come and go freely, and put the heavy country on her woman's shoulders.