Chapter 361: No One Has No Desires
He didn't mention his past to Gu Qing because he felt that many times, his past was not very glorious.
There are conspiracies and strange conspiracies, and there are people who are unpredictable.
Not everyone likes it, but there is no way for him to avoid it.
The identity and status of the Ji family doomed some people to be truly quiet from the time they were born.
Ji Huaining himself also understands this truth very well, so he believes that occasionally, if he does something wrong, as long as he can recover it, it is not the worst result.
But after Rong Yan appeared, he found that he couldn't even tolerate this half of the mistake.
What is non-cause and effect, what love and hatred, is not as important as one her.
I just want her to be happy, I don't have too many ideas, and I don't think my answer will be so clear.
All thoughts are gone, and there is only one thought left.
Ji Huaining felt that he really thought about things that he had never thought about in the first half of his life.
It doesn't seem to matter much, it doesn't seem to happen, it doesn't seem to matter.
Moreover, even if you really think about it, you won't think about it so clearly.
Previously, he had expected everything, but in the end, he suddenly realized that it was not something he was supposed to do, so he didn't want to do it.
If nothing else, on this issue alone, they don't think very clearly.
Just like Gu Qing said, occasionally, for them, they have to make a choice, and there is no big difference between right and wrong, just to see who is going to do these things.
Overall, nothing was too much of a problem.
In the end, that's all it can be.
Ji Huaining felt that he was still thinking a lot about the things of the year in his heart, or at this moment, he understood that the reason why he couldn't sleep in his heart was because there was no one who could let down his guard in his heart before.
Even when I'm asleep, I still think a lot.
will be afraid of being calculated, and will be afraid to face so many things.
He knows that in this circle, it seems that it is not so easy to survive.
Coupled with the fact that a lot of things have happened recently, it is natural that it cannot be equated.
The outside eye is very good, and even gives him an illusion that it is a good choice to be in this way.
I remember a long time ago, when he had to make a choice, it was not as easy as it is now.
Ji Huaining always felt that he was not alone, he was burdened with many people's expectations.
He doesn't necessarily make the right decision, he just can't watch himself believe everything, and then find that the reason in the middle is not what he wants at all.
Or maybe after thinking about it for a long time, I suddenly realized that it was wrong.
And it's the kind that is outrageously wrong, how many rights and wrongs there are to be able to go all the way to the present, he doesn't know.
The cause and effect of everything, when you decide to let go, you know that it is not so easy.
Even if he really thinks very clearly, you have to find that at this moment, your memory is very problematic.
More or less, there is some feeling, not everyone is like before, you have decided everything, and there is no reason to miss it.