Chapter 90: Ignorance, My Heart Grows

"Qiqi, all these years, I have been sick, have you been wronged?"

"Don't be wronged, Ah Lian is the best person in the world." Ah Qi took Zhaolian's hand and said with a smile.

Zhaolian didn't speak, just looked at the beautiful picture on the table in silence. That's his new drawing. The picture shows a little girl in red, smiling like a flower.

It was Qiqi, his dead lover.

Ah Qi followed his gaze to look at the painting, and his heart ached. There is a small tear mole under her left eye, but the little girl in the painting has a clean face.

Yes, Qiqi is dead, Zhaolian is crazy, she looks like Qiqi, Zhaolian treats her as Qiqi, but the person in her heart is not her. Although she has acted for all these years, she is not Qiqi after all.

"Qiqi, aren't you busy today?" Zhaolian suddenly asked.

"Not busy, what's wrong?" Ah Qi was stunned for a moment and replied.

"No, it's just that thinking about how you seem to have a lot of things going on weekdays, it happens to make me sleepy too. Can you help me to bed? Zhaolian said with a smile.

Ah Qi was stunned, nodded with a smile on his face, and carefully helped Zhaolian to the bed.

Zhaolian lay down on the bed, and her slender fingers pulled the corners of her clothes while Ah Qi was unprepared, and Ah Qi was pulled into his arms by him when he was unprepared. Ah Qi's face turned red all of a sudden, and Zhaolian felt very funny, the new God Ah Qi, who was not afraid of heaven and earth, actually had such a time when he blushed.

It's just that how long has he not seen "Ah Qi"? Ah Qi has always been Qiqi in front of him, wearing a mask called "Qiqi", which makes him always feel unreal. He looked at the tears on Ah Qi's face, and unconsciously gave birth to Ah Qi...... The idea of looking a little better than Qiqi.

He was amazed at how he had such an idea. No! No! Qi Qi is the person he loves, and Ah Qi is not her no matter how similar she is.

He smiled bitterly, thinking as if nothing had happened just now: "The leg is wasted, and I habitually want to grab something." Qiqi, are you okay? ”

Ah Qi hurriedly stood up and forcibly calmed his mind: "It's okay, I think I still have something to do." ”

After saying that, Ah Qi ran out.

Ah Qi went out for fear of being seen by his subordinates, so he ran away like a light wind, leaving only an afterimage.

What's wrong with her, Zhaolian...... She remembered the temperature she had just felt in Zhaolian's arms, as if something different was there. It's her? Or Zhaolian? She was a little annoyed, Zhaolian was the one who liked her twin sister, how could she have any thoughts about her. She must have been overhearted.

Ah Qi, Zhaolian is not someone you can love, wake up.

She told herself.

But she didn't realize that for a long time, she had only worn the red clothes that Zhaolian liked. Even if the red clothes don't match her own cold temperament and her usual cold face. But she was still dressed in red, and maybe she didn't know why.

She didn't know where to go when she left the courtyard, and unconsciously stood in front of the wine shop that was once opened by Jiu Niangzi. The wine shop has been taken care of by Fengyuetian after the death of Jiu Niangzi, but it is not cold. Everyone doesn't seem to care that the smiling proprietress has disappeared for a long time.

Ah Qi sat in the private room of the wine shop, and her subordinates brought her the old years she usually loved to drink.

She sat alone by the window, her eyes inexplicably a little wet.

Jiu Niangzi is the master who raised her, taught her martial arts, taught her how to deal with the affairs of the organization, and everything she did was given by Jiu Niangzi. She still remembered that her master, who had always been very powerful in her eyes, used to be so chic and wanton. She told her:

"If you like someone, you have to be brave enough to chase it. If he doesn't, you can break his legs. ”

Now Zhaolian's leg is really broken, but she can't catch up with him anymore. Between them is her twin sister, a dead man, how to fight?

But even if she is as chic as a nine lady, in the end, Qin Zihuai still lost a mess, and lost his heart and life. Before he died, he didn't know that the young man he liked had always been her in his heart, and he didn't know that she had already told him her true heart.

Her master, such a powerful person, died so sadly in the end. Heartbroken and dead, she closed her eyes and recalled the appearance of Jiu Niangzi lying in Qin Zihuai's coffin, maybe this result is not too bad. Life is not the same, death is the same.

Fortunately, her master had a consummation after death, but now that she arrived, she was afraid that she would not even be able to have consummation after death.

Is this the fate of their master and apprentice, she poured a pot of the past, and the bitter taste spread and choked her tears. This wine is so bitter that there is no aftertaste at all. She poured another pot without hesitation.

If this is the case, so what? She is the new God of Fengyuetian, and she is the famous ghost hand Ah Qi on the rivers and lakes. Love for her is not the only thing, nor is it the most important thing. She can put it down.

She coughed with tears on her face, picked up another jug of wine and threw it on the floor.

"Master, apprentice respects you."

In vain...... Envy of you......

She vaguely seemed to see that the master had knocked her head with a smile and said to her, "Why do you keep a cold face?" Laugh a little. ”

Master...... I want to fight for it one last time.

She got up and rushed to the small courtyard on the outskirts of the city, and everyone looked at her like the wind with an unknown look. What's going on?

Ah Qi rushed into Zhaolian's room, the tears on her face had not yet dried, and she laughed, like a blooming flower on the other side, gorgeous and poignant.

Zhaolian was woken up by her, and when she opened her eyes to look at her, she heard her call him.

"Ah Lian."

Zhaolian smelled the smell of wine on Ah Qi's body and frowned: "You are drunk." ”

"Ah Lian, am I not good?"

"What's wrong?" Zhaolian suddenly felt that Ah Qi seemed to be weird, but what was even more strange was that his heart was actually hurting because of Ah Qi.

"I'm not good, so you don't like me."

"How so? I'm because ......"

Before he could finish speaking, Ah Qi interrupted him crying: "You just don't like me, because I'm not Qiqi." Right? What do you say, your leg is useless, it's not good, it's an excuse to harm other people's girls, isn't it? ”

"You got it?" Zhaolian's face changed.

When Ah Qi heard this, her whole person suddenly seemed to be splashed with a basin of ice water, what did she just say? She's not Qiqi, you know? She suddenly realized something, she looked at Zhao Lian and said, "Zhao Lian, in fact, you don't have any madness at all, do you?" ”

Zhaolian clenched the corner of the quilt and closed her eyes: "Doctor Sun's medical skills are excellent...... I'm crazy, but I'm not stupid all the time. I know you're not Qiqi, and you've always known that. Ah Qi, I hid it from you. ”

"Zhaolian......" Ah Qi was stunned.

"I know that you are ashamed of Qiqi, so I have been hiding from you that I know about this matter." Zhaolian sighed, "Qiqi doesn't have that tear mole under his left eye. ”

Ah Qi clenched his fists, looked at Zhaolian and cried and laughed: "So, I've always been the only one who really entered the play, right?" ”

Zhaolian didn't answer him.

Ah Qi looked at the red clothes on his body and closed his eyes: "Did I tell you that the thing I hate the most is red." ”

"I'm sorry."

Ah Qi ripped off his red clothes like crazy. Zhaolian saw that Ah Qi couldn't take care of her legs like this, and struggled to get out of bed and crawled to Ah Qi's legs, supporting half of her body to pick up her clothes and put them on her.

He raised his head, but saw that Ah Qi had taken off to the bare upper body, and his body was full of scars one after another. He always knew that Ah Qi was not easy, but he didn't expect that she would have so many injuries on her body.

Ah Qi closed his eyes and cried and trembled: "Zhaolian...... Why are you, why are you? It's me, it's me who met you first. ”

"Put your clothes on, don't get frozen."

"Qiqi is good-looking, those hands are very clean. Because the one she should kill is always me who kills for her. If something happens, I'll always stop her. Because she is my sister, I will protect her. She doesn't have a scar like mine on her body, how beautiful, how beautiful. Ah Qi smiled and squatted down to hold Zhaolian's hand and put it on the three-inch-long centipede-like scar on his chest: "And me, such scars are everywhere." Ugly, isn't it? ”

"No, Ah Qi, you put on your clothes first. It's cold. ”

"Zhaolian, have you ever liked me even a little bit." Ah Qi looked at him.

"I'm sorry."

Ah Qi knew Zhaolian's answer and laughed: "Zhaolian, do you think I don't have a heart?" Just because I'm not as delicate as Qiqi, just because I always have a face that even my master thinks I'm cold? Do you think I don't have a heart? ”

"I'm sorry."

"I won't come again." Ah Qi closed his eyes, "Zhaolian, I won't come again." ”

Ah Qi got up and slowly put on his clothes, helped Zhaolian up and put him on the bed, and left.

Zhaolian sat on the bed and covered her aching heart, why did Ah Qi leave, his heart would be so uncomfortable, what he loved was obviously Qi Qi.

Ah Qi didn't come back for a few days after that, and there was still a strong smell of blood in the medicine, and Zhaolian knew that it was Ah Qi's blood.

Zhaolian's madness began to worsen, he would pull the maid who came to deliver the medicine, why didn't Qiqi come, was he tired of him? It's just that when he says "Qiqi", sometimes it seems like he is saying Qiqi, and sometimes it seems like he is talking about Qiqi.

Before the end of the year, Zhaolian had begun to lose consciousness, and she slept longer than she was awake.

Ah Qi finally came. She came when her subordinates told her that Zhaolian was asleep. She sat on the edge of the bed and looked at Zhaolian's increasingly thin face, and for a while, her heart was mixed.

Suddenly, her hand was held by Zhaolian, but this time Zhaolian called not Qiqi, but Aqi.

Ah Qi was stunned, and in an instant, he withdrew his hand and wanted to leave.

"Ah Qi, don't go." Zhaolian begged her.

"What do you call me?"

"Ah Qi, ghost hand Ah Qi." Zhaolian repeated.

Ah Qi froze in place and didn't know what to say.

"I've thought a lot, a lot, and there are things I want to tell you while I'm still awake."

"I'm listening." Ah Qi said coldly.

"Actually, when you wear black, you look good too." Zhaolian looked at the roof, "You...... Very good...... It's me who is not blessed. ”

"I have something to do, it's time to go." Ah Qi's expectation was shattered with the sentence of no luck, and she prepared to leave with a cold face.

"If I hadn't fallen in love with Qiqi first, maybe I would have fallen in love with you."