Chapter 116: Life is an unbearable lightness

"But it's too late." This is Su Shi's last thought, after this thought, Su Shi seemed to fall into the endless deep sea, Su Shi felt as if he was falling infinitely in the endless deep sea, and the breath around him seemed to suffocate, so that Su Shi felt the feeling of drowning for the first time, that deep despair and helplessness.

Suddenly, Su Shi's figure stopped, no longer falling, but the surrounding environment was still squeezing him, so that the sense of knowing he felt still did not disappear, suddenly, in front of Su Shi's eyes, Luo Shiqi's figure appeared, and the fairy-like shadow was like a ray of sunshine in the abyss in Su Shi's eyes.

Su Shi wanted to reach out and touch, but he couldn't touch it anyway, whenever Su Shi was about to approach, Luo Shiqi would always slowly move away from him, for this situation, Su Shi's heart, only the word despair can be described, and Luo Shiqi turned his head, couldn't hear the sadness and joy in the language, and said to Su Shi coldly without any thoughts.

"I've been waiting for you."

After that, it slowly blurred in Su Shi's vision, and then disappeared. Su Shi also stopped staying in place because of Luo Shiqi's disappearance, and continued to fall downward, and this time, although Su Shi still felt the desperate suffocation, but for some reason, Su Shi felt that he seemed to be able to bear this feeling, and the despair in his heart seemed to be much less.

The second time he stopped, it was already within Su Shi's expectations, but the person he saw after stopping this time surprised Su Shi, the person he saw this time was not someone else, but Liu Zhixun who was holding Liu Yueyi's hand, like a mother and daughter, standing in the distance, looking at Su Shi, as if he was saying something, but Su Shi didn't hear what Liu Zhixun said, but when the two of them were about to dissipate, Liu Yueyi's hand drew a few words out of thin air and flew to Su Shi's side.

Taking these words into his arms, Su Shi didn't know why in his eyes, even in this deep sea place, the pressure of the outside world made Su Shi's skin deformed, but there were still tears flowing from his eyes.

Among these characters, it is recorded how the two of them were killed by the person who obtained his powers, and the pain that Liu Yueyi felt before he died.

Recalling the days of fighting together, Su Shi couldn't help but feel sad.

The more sad Su Shi's mood is, the more relaxed he is here, after crying, not only is the external pressure reduced, but Su Shi himself has adapted, but Su Shi is no longer so sensitive to the pressure of the outside world, Su Shi can even move his body against the pressure of the outside world, and with a nervous mood, Su Shi welcomed the arrival of the third person.

It is not so much that this is a person, but that this person is a person in Su Shi's eyes, because in front of Su Shi, a woman he has never seen before appeared, a woman who seems to be the origin of all things, and Su Shi, the moment he saw her, he already understood that this person was the astral consciousness of the earth.

"Sushi, my child, although you have made a decision that you cannot afford to bear, but things are never static, but even so, you should hold your things tightly in your hands, some things, not imposed on you by anyone, but you were born with as if you were an arm and a finger. But because of your decision, I will be imprisoned on this planet forever. ”

The originally all-inclusive earth astral consciousness disappeared between words, replaced by a creature with extreme resentment and dissatisfaction, but this is also normal, after all, it is astral consciousness, every bit of her emotion, every action will be infinitely magnified, and a little dissatisfaction, in Su Shi's eyes, has become extreme resentment.

"I'm sorry, the existence of all things was created, if all this is true, may someone replace me in the future." Su Shi understood that the promotion of the earth's astral consciousness and the hope of freedom were all on him, but he didn't consider her feelings when he did this, and Su Shi's heart was now full of guilt.

The image of astral consciousness also disappeared in front of Su Shi, and Su Shi, who continued to fall, felt that he had regained control of his body, and he could wander freely in this deep sea, although he was still declining as a whole now, but Su Shi had reason to believe that after seeing a few more people, he could get out of here and return to reality.

But Su Shi, he was wrong, the next person is the current one, and he can't cross a hurdle no matter what.

"Father, father?" Su Shi felt a burst of shock after seeing the person in front of him, after all, in terms of the importance of his father to him, if his father hadn't appeared in front, he wouldn't have appeared in such a backward place again, but Su Shi took it for granted, who said that the law of everyone's appearance was according to Su Shi's heart? The laws of their appearance cannot be explored at all, it is just Su Shi's own definition.

"Son, have you ever been worthy of your own heart?"

His father's words made Su Shi re-examine the past that he still remembers. Indeed, Su Shi can't have a clear conscience about his past, if his ability is stronger, he uses it more, and exercises more, maybe his ability can cover the entire continent in an instant when he is in New America, so that the lives of the living people who still exist on that continent do not have to be connected with the lives of that person. Of course, this is just Su Shi's wishful thinking, that kind of situation can be regarded as an absolute cause and effect, even in a high-dimensional world, it is still impossible to reverse this result.

Su Shi recalled the wishes of tens of millions of people, the corpses everywhere in Yumen City, Liu Zhixun who worked hard against the enemy, Luo Shiqi who had his fate hanging by a thread in the past, and the self who only knew why he found himself in so many things instead of thinking about how to actively get through these things, and suddenly felt a little depressed in his heart.

I still remember his father's earnest teachings to him at the beginning, teaching him not to let down the people around him, and not to evade the responsibilities he has to bear, the words that seem to echo in Su Shi's mind again, but Su Shi, at this time, can't say to Su Qiming confidently I am not ashamed.

Su Shi wanted to say something, but he found that he couldn't even say a word, because looking back on his past, he had been running away, and he had been indulging in his ordinary dreams.

Although there is nothing wrong with Su Shi doing this, the education he received and the environment in which he grew up did not allow him to inherit his father's sense of responsibility, because his father gradually let go of his responsibilities after marrying his mother, but despite this, Su Qiming did not provide Su Shi and Su Yueqi with a suitable education, but continued some of his youthful reveries after the work was over.

But one thing after another followed, even Luo Shiqi had a conflict with him because of this matter, he also had to rethink his way of thinking and principles of doing things, ability comes with responsibility, this may really be no problem, because the higher you stand, the farther you see, you have a different vision, you will definitely do different things.

On a sailing ship, some people can only see icebergs on the sea, most of these people exclaim at the icebergs and sigh at the beauty of nature, while some people with rich experience will see the hidden dangers under the sea, and at this time, these people must stand up and let everyone know about this matter, so that they can survive the crisis and go far together.

Su Shi remembered a story that his father had said, at the end of which his father had said to their brother and sister: "Human beings are never a species, and can never be independent individuals, we can only live as human beings, not as human beings." ”

When they heard this, Su Shi's brothers and sisters were still puzzled, there were obvious loopholes in what their father said, but Su Qiming didn't explain it to the two of them, and now, Su Shi seemed to understand a little.

"Being a human being, is the aggregate concept of all people, and human beings, is to represent an independent individual, indeed, Dad, I should admit that I have feelings, so I can't exist independently, as long as there is room for thinking, human beings, will never become human, but this, it's really troublesome."

Su Shi felt that he seemed to understand the deep meaning of his father's words, and also understood why a few years before he was born, their family was going to retreat to the mountains and forests, and it was not until the whole world forgot about Su Qiming that their family slowly integrated into this society.

Su Qiming's idea is to fade his honor, but retain his own ability, his own responsibility, and be an ordinary person, while Su Shi's idea is to abandon his own responsibility and only live the life he wants to live, how others think and how they do, which has nothing to do with me.

Thinking of this, Su Shi finally understood where the gap between himself and his father was, and finally figured out what he should do next.

Su Shi knows very well that he does not have the concept of thinking about others in his bones, except for the people close to him who need to invest in his feelings, for strangers, in Su Shi's eyes, those people are just a life, just like a small grass, a dandelion like a life.

By recalling his father's words, he finally understood that his escape would bring pain to the people he cared about, and these pains would eventually be transferred to himself, so no matter how much he loved himself and the people he loved, he should also share a part of his emotions to love the world. ”

Su Shi laughed, the things that had shackled him for a long time showed signs of breaking, and he could feel that he was moving towards a glorious road, and the brilliance, appropriately, shone on Su Yueyi's lap under the main hall, sleeping quietly on his body.