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"Xianggong, tell me, are you lying to me?" Kou Le'er's hand was also scratched because of a fall, and there were red blood stains. At this time, she didn't care about the injuries on her body. With the last glimmer of hope, he asked Shangguan Jueai.
"I'll tell you Kole'er, I didn't lie to you, you hear clearly, this is Qing'er, it's Qing'er who is in love with me." Shangguan Jueai took her injured hand, and pulled it fiercely like Kou Le'er pulled Zi Ruoqing at that time.
"But, you love her, why are you so good to me, to give me so many unforgettable memories... Kou Leer's tears fell uncontrollably.
"Because, there are no other women around me, and you are so different, so it doesn't hurt to make fun of you." In Shangguan's words, I can no longer find the tenderness of those days.
The bite of the lip was bloody, and the pain was no match for the feeling of discouragement.
"I'm sincere to you, you can do this to me... Colle muttered, as if giving up her self-esteem.
"Young Master Ben has been playing with you since the beginning, and he has never loved you seriously. It's you who do it yourself, and now, Qing'er is back, and Young Master Ben only has Qing'er in his heart. You, Young Master Ben has had enough. "can do such a ruthlessness, no wonder he called Shangguan absolute love.
"Brother Che, she is still your lady after all, you can't do this to her... In Zi Ruoqing's words, some are true and some are false.
"In my heart, there is only Qing'er, Qing'er is the real lady in my heart, she, is just a jealous woman... This is the final definition given to her by Shangguan Jueai, a jealous woman and herself.
Just now it was still a harmonious music, and just now Ko Leer wanted to forget his fornication with Ser. I just saw Zi Ruoqing just now, and now, everything has changed, and everything is back to before. In the end, she still bears the notoriety of a jealous woman.
I don't know when, I don't know who left first, and Koleer no longer has a place to stand.
She had no choice but to go, choosing to return to her Falling Smoke Pavilion. Because that's where she really heals. Everything came too fast, and she couldn't accept it.
She is not a stupid person, she knows that the woman he dreams about every night is called Qing'er, but she doesn't know that her name is Zi Ruoqing.
She is not a stupid person, he knows that the man she mentions every day is called Brother Che, but he doesn't know that he is his father-in-law's absolute love.
"Chunhong, Chunhong." She cried, and finally cried. She didn't feel so sad about the love between Ser Er and Shangguan, and her heart seemed to be rotten at this time.
"Miss, don't cry." Chunhong held her in her arms. Let her tears fall on her. "If the young lady has any grievances, just say it. Don't take it to heart. Although Chunhong is a few years older than her, she is also a woman who has no feelings. She was uncomfortable. Chunhong can't understand it.
"The incense is three points strange to the bones, and the cold moon is looking forward to it. Don't compete with the group, and be alone in one for the king. It turned out that I only thought that her poems were made for her brother Che, but unexpectedly, her brother Che was my father-in-law. If it's Ser, I'm not afraid. Because Xianggong was ruthless to her. But so. Ziruoyan is different. They have affection, and only I am an outsider. It's just meγγγγγ Kou Le'er cried more and more.
"Miss, I have always believed that the lord will not choose the wrong husband for you, I used to believe it. Now also believe. Miss, let's not misunderstand the young master. They had just met and must have been excited. Maybe when you wake up, the young master will know that he loves you. Miss, you have to give the young master time, give the young master time to think, and don't make rash decisions. All right? Chunhong didn't know how to persuade her, so she had to use these words to ease her heart.
A sleepless night, tossing and turning. Lying in the attic, looking at the sky through the red curtain, the stars are dotted, like a meteor crossing, she wants to make a wish, but she doesn't want to move her body, let it be so thoughtless, unconscious. When it was dark, she took a nap. Swollen eye bags, haggard face. Everything shows her sadness.
"Miss, let's eat." Chunhong watched her get up and brought her breakfast. was pushed aside by Kou Le'er. She really doesn't have an appetite anymore.
"Eat. I don't want to eat and have no appetite. "Ko Le'er is a little weak. The sudden upsurge of retching made her hold on to the door frame and vomit, as if she was going to vomit out bile.
Chunhong was terrified. The copper bell and the golden bell also brought saliva when they heard Kou Le'er vomit. Korelle took the water and rinsed her mouth. Tiredness for no reason.
I went up to the attic and lay down again.
"Sister Chunhong, I think Mrs. Bacheng is happy." Jin Ling pulled Chunhong aside and said softly.
"There is joy." Chunhong thought quietly.
"Yes, when I didn't come to Shangguanfu, when my aunt was pregnant with my little brother, it was like this, my mother said that this is called joy, only people who have children are like this." Jin Ling seems to know a lot.
Kishi, Kou Leer doesn't know why, because she is a member of the new society. I still have a little bit of medical knowledge. The menstrual affair does not come. She knew what it meant. Why would you forgive Shangguan Jueai and Se'er. It's all because of him, because of the little life in the belly, whether he is male or female. Kole didn't want to lose his father's love when he was born. She hasn't had time to talk to Shangguan Jueai about such a thing. But it happened that Zi Ruoqing and Shangguan fell in love.
It's been five days, and since Shangguan Jueai and Zi Ruoqing met, Kou Le'er hasn't seen him for five days. He asked Korler to go to the antechamber. Kou Le'er asked the subordinate to reply that he was unwell. Didn't go. Because she was afraid to see those two affectionate faces again, she was afraid that she would cry and would not be able to accept it.
Listening to what people had learned, he and her piano sang in unison. In the Fengxiong Pavilion, we talk about poetry and music together every day. Travel and play together, sing every night. Sleep together. announced her identity to the next person in a high-profile manner, and she wanted to treat Zi Ruoqing like a master. If there is disrespect, it will be punished by family law.
When she heard this, she must have added a lot of exaggerated elements, but at this time, Kou Leer was no longer so calm, even if there were exaggerated elements, she also listened to it. She was also sad.