I had pantothenic acid on the tip of my nose and didn't know what to say. After a long time, he only said, "You go in, I'm leaving." ”

He withdrew his hand and said lightly, "Go ahead." ”

I waved my hand and turned around and walked back without hesitation.

After taking a few steps, I always feel that some words have not been explained, and if I don't say it at this time, I will talk about it later, and it will be a little late.

Thinking of this, I stopped and turned around, and he was still there.

In the cool late autumn, the leaves are flying all around, golden yellow, rustling, and the warm yellow of the street lamp hits his slender and prosperous body, like a thin glaze, and the whole person forms a beautiful scenery of the autumn campus.

I felt that my eyes were in a trance again, and my speech was fluttering: "Lu Zhixin told me that day, in fact, I don't need to care about what happened before, because this will not be an obstacle between me and you, she said that there is always a way to solve it." ”

Jiang Yueze's expression was still faint, but those heart-warming eyes became very deep, making it impossible to see the depth.

Then I heard his extremely unsteady voice, full of astringency and caution: "She is right. ”

My nervous mood was suddenly relieved, just like a criminal who was waiting for the verdict suddenly received an amnesty order, and the whole person's strength was emptied, but my heart was joy, happiness and satisfaction for the rest of my life.

I couldn't hold back my smile any longer, my heart was full of thoughts about how he was so good, and I didn't have any scruples when I spoke: "I don't plan to talk about the past, but I won't run away from it." If you want to know, I'll tell you sometime. But now, I don't want to say, is that okay? ”

He was silent and hummed heavily: "Then don't say it, I won't ask." ”

I felt a little relieved, but it was replaced by greater tension, and even my voice was unstable: "Many things in the past are very complicated, and I have a lot of things that are wrong, if you know one day, I hope you will not alienate me because of these things." ”

His eyes brightened again, still bottomless, but there were still ripples, and his voice was rare with pleasure: "No." ”

I'm relaxed now, and the big bunch of in the past is like a thorn in my heart to me, and it will prick me every now and then.

What scares me even more is that the relationship between me and Jiang Yueze, which I have managed to repair or even go to the next level, will fall apart again because of the day when these old things are turned over.

I really, can't take it anymore.

I don't dare anymore to risk our relationship.

I don't want a day like that, when it's a stranger to him.

His voice was hoarse, with imperceptible distress: "I promise, absolutely not." ”

I smiled contentedly, as if I had gotten a toy that I had loved for a long time, and my whole body was overflowing with joy from the inside out.

I waved hard at him and walked backwards: "You go back, I'm leaving." ”

The excitement and excitement in the voice can't be hidden.

He smiled like a thousand trees blooming, and the world around him was eclipsed.

Knowing that he wouldn't go in first, I turned around and bounced away first.

I jumped all the way back to the dormitory, and as soon as I entered the door, Jiang Yueze sent me a message: I should study on my own seriously.

I struggled for a while, but decided not to tell him that I was going home, and slowly sent a word: Okay.

"What are you doing at the door?" Jiang Wei looked disgusted: "It's already 6:40, you still don't leave?" Aren't you afraid of missing your flight? ”

I looked dumbfounded and hurriedly returned to my seat and packed my headphone charger into my bag.

"Have you eaten?" Yan Ting was very concerned about whether my stomach was hungry: "You took a leave from four o'clock to seven o'clock, and you didn't eat with us, what, with others."

Agreed? ”

I put away my water glass and put the pillow aside: "Guess? ”

"I guess the hell." The words were obviously uncooperative, and the tone was mocking and disgusting to me: "Look at you like this, who else can you be with besides having dinner with Senior Brother Jiang?" Do you still need to guess? ”

I turned to look at her and nodded approvingly, "Words are so clever." ”

"Hey, I said, have you packed it up?" Yan Ting couldn't help but come over to see what I was busy with: "Didn't you say that it had been cleaned up a long time ago?" Why are you still grinding back? ”

"Packed up, packed up," I put a pack of pumping paper into the dynamite bag and zipped it up, "and we're good to go." ”

"Got a ride?" Yan Yu was very worried that I wouldn't be able to leave: "If you don't call a taxi, I'll call you a taxi." ”

"It's called," I hurriedly waved my hand, "I called in the afternoon, and I should be waiting now." ”

Jiang Wei looked at me carrying a large bag and a small bag, and stopped talking.

I slipped the U-shaped pillow into the crook of my arm and reminded her, "Just say anything, and I'll leave if you don't say anything else?" ”

Jiang Wei shook his head: "It's nothing, I just want to ask, don't you tell Senior Brother Jiang?" ”

I was stunned, but finally shook my head: "No, it's not a big deal. ”

Jiang Wei nodded: "Okay, remember to send us a message when you get home, don't let us worry." ”

I was surprised, pointed at them, and made an aggrieved expression: "Won't you send me downstairs?" ”

The three of them looked at each other helplessly: "Send it, why don't you send it." ”

Yan Ting took my explosives bag and complained again: "It's not that I said you, you can be regarded as the goddess of the Chongwen Academy of Economics and Management, can you buy a feminine and fashionable bag, such a schoolbag, it takes a lot of effort to blow up the bunker?" ”

Yu giggled: "Don't learn from the whale's broken mouth, you must always remember that you are a lady." ”

"What kind of lady, can you be a lady with you?" Yan Ting glanced at Yu Yu: "You take the U-shaped pillow for her." ”

"Oh," Yan Yu and Jiang Wei worked together to help me get a U-shaped pillow and a mobile phone, and a person helped me get a small bag, and they set off like this.

As soon as I got off the stairs, the car I had asked for arrived, parked in the No. 4 apartment building not far away, and the three of them sent me to the car.

At 7:40 a.m., we arrived at the airport.

As soon as I got out of the car, I saw my brother, white shirt, light-colored jeans, and white sneakers, standing there, like a breeze and moon.

"Little brother Fang Jinning!" When I saw my brother, I ran over with my bag and threw myself into my brother's arms.

He was caught off guard, took a few steps back before he steady, laughed and didn't forget to hurt me: "How much weight did you eat when you arrived in Chongwen?" I can't hold it back. ”

I rubbed his face and said coquettishly: "I didn't eat much, is it because you are weak?" ”

"Okay, okay, you're reasonable." He pushed me away and said, "Go in, go in, I'm going to board the plane." ”

After passing the security check, I got on the plane and took off not long after.

On the plane, I pulled my brother and talked a lot, chattering and excited.

When they had said everything that had to be said, they were both silent.

The elder brother sighed, and his tone was lonely: "I really, really miss grandma." ”

The tip of my nose was sore, and I almost burst into tears.

For grandma, we are all guilty and regretful.

The elder brother's eyes became far-reaching, as if he was looking far away, and his voice was also far-reaching and long: "Wanwan, do you remember when we played hide and seek at my grandmother's house when we were children?" ”

I nodded and said astringently, "Yes." I can't play with you all the time, and you won't let me. I'm so angry that I'm chasing after you

At this time, my grandmother came over and stopped me, but caught you and taught you to let me. ”

My brother remembered what happened when he was a child, his eyes were shining, and his face was full of interest: "Do you remember the egg custard made by grandma, which tastes different from that made by my mother, but it is delicious." ”

"Why don't you remember?" I also excitedly said, "But I think grandma's millet cake is the best, and my class likes to eat it." ”

He smiled and touched my head: "You eat so fat, grandma has a lot of credit." ”

I knocked his hand off: "Don't be shameless, I'm a peerless figure, and I'll kill you if you talk nonsense." ”

He didn't listen, pinched my face, opened the bow left and right, and called him by his name in pain: "Fang Jinning, don't be shameless!" It hurts! Let go! ”

He laughed, let go, and started hurting me again: "Why are you still so stupid? ”

I glared at him, rubbed my face, and opened my mouth to move.

His voice suddenly lowered, and his loneliness and loneliness were revealed: "I really, really miss grandma." The more he got to the day of his death, the more he thought about it. ”

I rubbed my cheek and watched him look down on his eyebrows, and slowly leaned on his shoulder.

"I really miss grandma, too. She's over there, and she must be doing well. ”

My brother touched my face and whispered, "When you go home, pay attention to our mother's emotions, don't be too depressed, otherwise our mother will be sensitive." ”

My tears could no longer hold back from falling into his neck socket, and I choked up: "Got it." ”

My brother touched my head and said comfortingly, "Don't be sad, your eyes will be swollen from crying." ”

I choked up and nodded, tears streaming silently.

Grandma, we really, really miss you.

When I got home, it was already 10 p.m.

Dad is watching evening self-study, there is only Mom at home, the lights are as bright as day, and there are freshly heated meals on the table, which is warm.

"Coming back?" My mother smiled from ear to ear, looked at me carefully, and commented, "Xiaoxia is a little fatter, just look at it." ”

My brother had already slipped to the dining table, picked up a piece of pig's head meat and threw it into his mouth: "Her face is fat like that, you say she is good-looking, Mom, your mother's filter is too thick, right?" ”

"Get out, you won't be able to see me." I threw the dynamite bag on the couch and sat down at the table to eat.

Mom looked at us and smiled, "Didn't eat on the plane? Hungry tiger pounced. ”

I took a sip of millet porridge and sighed contentedly: "Mother's food, it's always the best." ”

My brother was so busy eating that he didn't have a mouth to speak, so he gave me a thumbs up.

Mom smiled silently, walked to the sofa, took out a stack of gold paper under the coffee table, and began to fold ingots.

My brother and I glanced at each other and didn't say anything more.

It's my mother, who keeps babbling: "Tomorrow, your grandmother's grave will be moved to Hongqiling Field and buried with your grandfather." Your cousin and cousin may not come back, and the junior is probably just the two of you. Your grandma also misses the two of you the most. ”

"Our family 2 are all atheists, but the old people are very superstitious and believe in the reincarnation of cause and effect. So tomorrow, you talk to your grandma more, and you do everything you need to do. ”

My brother and I were silent, and we mumbled.

"It's not early, eat quickly, and go to bed early after eating. Tomorrow we will go back to the country, and we must go early. ”

My brother and I silently drank the porridge in the bowl and answered: "After eating, we took a bath and went to sleep." ”

Mom didn't raise her head, and continued to fold the ingots: "Okay, put the dishes and chopsticks there, and when your father comes back and finishes eating, I'll clean it up together." ”

I nodded, humming.

When I came out of the shower, I found that my mother was still there with the ingots.

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