XXXIII. Go home
After arguing with Xiao Xian for a few words, Chen Liang hid in the studio very angrily. In the past, as long as I stayed in the studio, I could calm down, but now when I look at these painting tools, I feel extremely ironic. Don't you have a number in your heart about what you do? Help her to come here, why lie to her, if it's really nothing, why not just say that you want to lie? The more Chen Liang thought about it, the more angry he became... She didn't want to follow her mother's old path, and she was terrified to think about the endless quarrels.
Xiao Xian cooked dinner, opened the door of the studio, looked at the messy floor, and asked: Are you still angry? People are iron and rice is steel, and if there is anything, you must eat first.
Chen Liang followed out without saying a word, still eating well, but he looked like an emotionless foodie.
Seeing Chen Liang's silent and sullen appearance, Xiao Xian finally couldn't help but ask: Aren't you angry enough? I don't even know what you're angry about?
Chen Liang was angry, and she was angry for a long time, no one knew what was wrong, put down the dishes and chopsticks in his hand, and said: Don't you even have a little enlightenment? There is no impermeable wall in the world, paper can't contain fire, don't you have a number in your own heart? I don't know how you grew up...
After speaking, Chen Liang left the table, and an unhappy dinner and an indigestible dinner ended. Back in the room, Chen Liang began to take out the suitcase to pack simple clothes, and also checked the recent general air ticket on the Internet, she wanted to go home first to calm down, instead of arguing with Xiao Xian here, it was better to go home and spend more time with her mother, she was also homesick, and she had her mother's home.
Xiao Xian couldn't eat anymore, and sat alone in the living room, thinking: There is no doubt that he loves Chen Liang in his heart, and he has clearly sorted out Lin Meixi's relationship. It was he who misunderstood Lin Meixi and left him secretly. Now he knows that Lin Meixi's departure was also helpless and forced to do it... At the beginning, his game career was just on track, but Lin Meixi found out that he was sick, it was leukemia... This kind of torment and need to be accompanied by someone anytime and anywhere to fight the disease for a long time, she had to disappear suddenly without saying a word. Because she was found early, she has now recovered well and is very stable, so she found Xiao Xian again. In the end, looking at Xiao Xian's smile was all for Chen Liang, she also let go, and now she is just an art teacher in a certain school here. Xiao Xian just wanted to give some help and care within his ability, even if it was a kind of compensation and compensation for his original debt. Especially this time, Lin Meixi's fracture was because he helped him block a falling object from a high altitude.
Xiao Xian didn't feel that he had done anything wrong, he didn't say it because he was afraid that Chen Liang wouldn't pick him up, after all, Chen Liang was so resistant to Lin Meixi's matter.
With a lot of things in her mind, Xiao Xian tidied up the dining table and kitchen, and wanted to go to the room to tell Chen Liang that she was going to Club X tonight and stared at them. When he walked to the room, he saw Chen Liang packing his clothes with a suitcase, he grabbed the suitcase and asked, "What are you doing here?" Traveling for business? Even if you're angry with me, can't you just walk away?
"No, I just thought we all need to calm down, I want to go home first."
"Home? F City? What do we need to calm down? It's a very simple matter for two people, as long as I love you and you love me, it's enough. Xiao Xian said loudly.
It can be seen that we really have to think about it a lot, and the love of two people is different from living together for a long time. There's a lot more to learn here, like love... It's not enough to love each other. I think we really think about whether we can really let go of all our dignity and care for each other, and there are more compromises. I think it's to think separately for a while..."Chen Liang said seemingly calmly, his heart was already fragile and vulnerable.
Xiao Xian asked angrily: Do you know what you're talking about? Is it that you have been working less recently, and you are too idle to think nonsense?
"Then do you know that you are also very selfish, people are selfish and greedy, and they don't think about whether they have done anything wrong, where they are wrong, how to remedy it, they will just keep asking for it. I'll admit that I'm like that, and I feel more selfish, greedy, and loving you every day, and I demand the same from you. To bind you in the name of love, I admit that I am selfish and want to have all of you, I want to admit that I am stingy and don't want to share you with anyone, I know that there are many, many problems, but I still have a fluke and I just don't want to let you go. But this kind of suspicion, insecure life is not what I want. Chen Liang said with a smile, but tears fell very sincerely.
"We can get married, and there is no such thing as insecurity." Xiao Xian said.
"Marriage is nothing more than a ritual, a meaningless, insecure existence. With a marriage certificate in hand, wouldn't you... Do you know? I hate it when you lie, and I'm scared, I know it, I don't know, one day you won't even bother to say it, how will I deal with myself then? Chen Liang asked.
"I didn't make it clear about me, and I didn't want to lie to you, I also did it for your good..."
"For my good? Are you also ready to kidnap everything about me with this sentence? So do you think I'm okay now? Chen Liang asked in a low voice.
Looking at Chen Liang like this, Xiao Xian was silent, his tone softened a little, and asked: Then do you want to leave me and go back to celebrate the New Year alone?
Chen Liang wiped away the tears on his face and said: This is not something that cannot be thrown away, it is to give each other some space to calm down and think about some things clearly.
"Then when are you leaving, I'll send you."
"Tonight." Chen Liang smiled self-deprecatingly, it was such a coincidence, someone just refunded the ticket, she caught the nearest flight, it was more than eleven o'clock tonight.
"Let me send you, I'm relieved."
"The car should be almost there, I'll go down first... Oh, if you are free, it is better to stay at base X more and help Lin Xichen keep an eye on it, Ye Qing is pregnant and needs to be taken care of. Today I accompanied Ye Qing to the prenatal checkup, and the prenatal checkup of a certain Mo hospital. Chen Liang stopped mentioning that there were some things she didn't want to say, she thought that if she was the one who went to the prenatal checkup today, it would be really sad... Shaking his head and smiling, it seems that he has been really idle lately and thinks too much.
Xiao Xian finally understood why Chen Liang was happy today, and it was too late to explain, so he only said softly: Call me when you arrive.
"I won't call anymore, I'll send you a message, don't call me and send me a message if there's nothing to do in the last few days, I want to be quiet. Think about it yourself, the question of trade-offs..."After speaking, Chen Liang pulled his suitcase and left.
On the way to the airport, Chen Liang sent a message to Ye Qing and He Yige respectively: I've been a little tired recently, I'll come home first, and I will accompany my mother well, and add one more sentence to He Yige's message: I don't want to turn off my mobile phone, you don't have anything to do to disturb me with work and kidnap my freedom.
Why did the singer get the information, I didn't believe that Chen Liang was just tired and wanted to take a break, he couldn't get involved in their affairs, no matter what, she also chose him, didn't she?
Ye Qing's thoughts are the same as He Yige's, but she can't say anything, some things need to be calm.
Looking at Ye Qing sighing and frowning, Lin Xichen asked, "What's wrong?" Who upset you.
"I don't know how your buddy offended my family Liangliang, Liangliang accompanied me out of the hospital in the afternoon, and his expression was different, do you know some of the inside information, and I was angry back to my hometown." Ye Qing looked at Lin Xichen and asked.
"I don't know, I don't know anything, I only know how to take care of you now, it's me who is wrong today... I didn't know that you made an appointment for today's prenatal checkup, I promised Xiao Xian the day before yesterday to look at the club, his personal affairs have to be dealt with, and it has not passed until now. Lin Xichen said with a desire to survive.
"What are you making a fuss about, it's none of your business, I'm very considerate if you don't have time, it's just how Xiao Xian feels so many problems..."
"No matter what the problem is with you, if you have time, rest more, listen more to the things in the prenatal education, don't care so much, the child is tired of you... Be happy, you know? Lin Xichen hugged Ye Qing and said.
Ye Qing nodded happily and stupidly. This is the best side of love.
It was early in the morning when he arrived in F City, and Chen Liang still sent a message to Xiao Xian. Leaning on a chair in the airport, Chen Liang took a nap... In the bathroom of the airport in the early morning, Chen Liang simply sorted out his image that no longer existed, and took a taxi home.
When I returned home, the doors were closed, and I hadn't woken up yet? With questions, Chen Liang took out the keys to the house and opened them one by one as if he had cleared the customs, and after looking around, he didn't see a single figure. Where did they go so early in the morning? With questions and an ominous sixth sense, Chen Liang hurriedly dialed his mother's number.
"Miss, is there something wrong?" It was Aunt Xue who answered the phone.
"Aunt Xue, why are you answering the phone, my mother?" Chen Liang asked.
"Madame... Madame, she is not available to answer the phone right now. ”
"Aunt Xue, are you busy with anything for me?"
"No... No. ”
"Then where do you say you are now?"
"We're at home, hehe..."
"Aunt Xue, I'm at home now, I'm back, what's the matter with you, you can't fool me." Chen Liang said a little uncalmly.
"Come to the First Hospital here, I'll be waiting for you at the nurse's station on the tenth floor of the inpatient department." After Aunt Xue finished speaking, she hung up the phone.
When Chen Liang heard this, he was really scared in his heart, don't want it, hospital? Mom is sick and hospitalized, is it so serious? With questions, Chen Liang went to the First Hospital of F City.