"If you want to help me, don't do anything, you should do your job well, be selfless, don't shield anyone, and don't face the loss of any life hastily, because every one is a living life.

You say you want to help me, but you don't trust me or want to figure out this confusing and foggy matter, but just from a note that is difficult to distinguish between truth and falsehood, you arbitrarily conclude who is right and wrong, but just make a conclusion with an opinion, and you want to distort the truth of the facts, just want me to commit myself and beg you to excuse me, I am not guilty, why do you want to help me excuse me, is it because you like me? Even if I do something wrong, are you going to do this to help me, and be fair to others? If one day your relatives do the wrong thing, will you also confuse black and white to shield and connive at them? If you really want to help me, you should shoulder the responsibility of the uniform on your body, don't show favoritism, don't cover up, don't distinguish between right and wrong, seek truth from facts, be down-to-earth, and win the hearts of the people. ”

Mo Xiaoxiao's words were like a basin of cold water, directly extinguishing his enthusiasm to the brink, in fact, what she said was very right, he shouldn't abuse his power so much, trying to shield others with his own selfishness, this is very unfair to the victim or others, and he shouldn't try to help her in such an unsightly way, not only to harm her but also to himself, this is like a long road with no end, once he sets foot on it, it will be difficult to turn back, and he will make himself become more and more bastard and more and more stinky, How is it different from those who are full of wickedness?

In fact, there is another point, it is his distrust, when a person does not trust the person he loves, then this kind of love is deformed and does not last long, he misses Mo Xiaoxiao very much, but his way is not right, it will make her not understand herself but even more disgusted, after all, He Yuwen understands her, she is sometimes like a hedgehog, even if she comes from the darkness, she will never succumb to the darkness, yearning for the light but also deciding not to go astray to climb.

"I just want to help you, I want to be good to you and love you, why can you always see He Yuwen's goodness, but not my good intentions? You will always only see my negative and not see the positive, what you say should be righteous and awe-inspiring to me, and you should be iron-faced and selfless, but because the person who happened is you, the woman I miss in my heart, what can I do, I can't bear to let you be hurt a little bit, even if this will be pointed out for thousands of years, and later generations will point at me and say that I am a mediocre person and say that I am an emotional and irrational person, so what?

I'm just using my way to protect the people I want to protect, I don't think it's wrong for me to do this, right and wrong are defined by others, love and hatred, hatred, grievances and grievances are other people's business, and everyone who has anything to do with me is selfish, I am no exception I just do what I think is right, 10,000 people have 10,000 definitions of right and wrong, why are you always so righteous and awe-inspiring for everyone's sake, why is my preference so unbearable in your opinion. ”

Seeing Gu Yichen lose control of his emotions and almost collapse as he spoke, Mo Xiaoxiao suddenly felt a little guilty in her heart, but in the face of his words, she herself didn't know for a moment that she was as lonely as facing him.

"But isn't it cruel to let down someone who is not wrong because of one's preference? If a person makes an unforgivable mistake, it is your kindness and your love to forgive her, but others cannot forgive her, this is not the narrowness of others, it is not the small-mindedness of others, because you have not personally experienced the suffering suffered by others and cannot empathize, you cannot say forgiveness for others, otherwise this is your sin, each of us is an independent individual, we have different joys, sorrows, joys, loves, hatreds, and hatreds, so you can't use your own selfishness to represent the majority of people. If the person you love she also supports you to cover up and indulge her like this, and evade responsibility with your own mistakes, then such a person is not worthy of your love, because there is a first time, there is a second and third time, there will be more and more people who are disappointed, and more and more people will be hurt, and the situation at that time is not at all out of your control, don't make mistakes again and again, get lost, love someone without mistake and want to protect her is not wrong, but the premise is not to protect the person you love by hurting others, because the person you hurt also has someone to love... …”

Mo Xiaoxiao's words fell, Gu Yichen fell into silence again, turned his back to Mo Xiaoxiao, didn't say anything, raised his head with his hands behind his back, didn't know what he was thinking at this moment, and slowly spoke for a long time: "That's it for today, wait for He Yuwen's news for three days, you can sleep here tonight, otherwise others will talk nonsense, you rest early, I won't bother you, the night is already very deep." ”

After Gu Yichen finished speaking, he stepped up and walked towards the door, the door was like a cutting line between today and tomorrow, and it was dawn when this closure was opened again.

Gu Yichen returned to the residence arranged for him by the bureau in despair, but he couldn't sleep when he was lying on the bed, tossing and turning, he didn't think about that bizarre case in his heart, and thought about Mo Xiaoxiao's words over and over in his mind, his heart was very painful, he didn't understand why what he did was wrong, and he didn't know when he woke up overnight, Mo Xiaoxiao was like a stranger to himself, and he didn't think about embarrassing her at all, even if it was really her mistake, I just want her to give in and beg me to help her, so that she feels that she is important to her, but it is self-defeating and more than worth the loss.

When he was at the headquarters of the Jiangcheng Police Station that day, one day he suddenly received a letter from his sister Gu Qingshui, saying that Mo Xiaoxiao was in trouble, she may have killed someone, and now the situation is embarrassing and there will be a lot of turmoil, the reason why Gu Qingshui told him was also because he wanted Gu Yichen and Mo Xiaoxiao to get back together so that Mo Xiaoxiao could feel his importance, and when Gu Yichen saw such a letter, he hurriedly reported to his father and fought for the right to come here to deal with this matter. It took all his strength to get the opportunity to come here in the name of Gu Qingshui, and he tried his best to help her, but he didn't expect such a criminal result, but He Yuwen became Mo Xiaoxiao's hope, which made him unexpectedly painful.

Time flies quickly, like water passing quietly little by little, these days He Yuwen is exhausted and exhausted, looking at the wall calendar on the wall and tearing off three more, his heart can't help but panic.

He Yuwen sat on the chair in the hospital, he hadn't slept for two consecutive days, and he had just squinted for a while when he was awakened by a knock on the door.

"Knock knock...!"

"Come in." He Yuwen was stunned by the sudden knock on the door, came back to his senses, rubbed his temples and looked a little unrefreshed, picked up a glass of water on the table, took a sip to make his mind clearer, and picked up the glasses on the corner of the table, put them on the bridge of his nose, and slowly responded to the people outside the door.

"Dean He, there is news from the morgue, asking if you want to dispose of the two corpses first, it has been too long, and the weather is so big, so ......" The little nurse outside the door said softly, testing He Yuwen's attitude.

"It's not okay, we have to wait for the family to come and discuss how to deal with it, by the way, why hasn't the family of the Liang family arrived yet?"

"I've been notified, I should be there in the afternoon, do you want to go over and see the body first, maybe you can see what you find?" The little nurse looked at He Yuwen with a sad look and said comfortingly.

"Well, that's fine." He Yuwen thought for a while, then agreed, and then got up from his chair and walked to the morgue.

The morgue of the hospital is in the basement of the hospital, as soon as I walked into the room, I felt the cold wind blowing from all directions, even if it was midsummer, it was as cold there as ever, and people couldn't help but shiver, He Yuwen was at the door, an old man who was guarding, handed him a mask and sanitary gloves, and he went in.

Entering the door, a faint smell of disinfectant water and the smell of rancid water came over slowly, He Yuwen entered a room, there were only two corpses in it, all covered with white cloth, I couldn't see it, only a small information sign hung on the pale bed, he approached slowly, his mood was also unusually complicated, the morgue in the basement was cold, but He Yuwen's forehead was still bursting with cold sweat, not because he was afraid of corpses or anything, because he was afraid that he would not be able to control his emotions, After all, the two corpses lying there were once two living people in his life, people who had rejoiced or grieved in his life, how could he not be afraid.

A cold corpse by the door, with an information sign hanging next to the bed, with Mo Yao's eye-catching name written in a big red pen, just like a prominent existence in the book of life and death, which means that a fresh life is over.

He Yuwen stood in place and was silent for a moment, before he mustered up the courage to lift the white cloth covering his body, the scene in front of him made him unbelievable, he couldn't believe his eyes, although he had already been mentally prepared in his heart, but when he saw his unrecognizable and miserable side, his hands still trembled, and he endured the violent emotions in his heart and the feeling of turning the river and sea in his stomach, before he calmed down and continued to check.

He Yuwen carefully put aside the white cover on his body, because the corpse had been soaked in water for too long, and he couldn't see it clearly, his original appearance was only a few points recognizable from the general form, and all the clothes on his body were seriously decomposed, and all the clothes on his body were not removed, He Yuwen tiptoed to check his body to see if there was anything to break through, and he didn't find anything suspicious all the way, and suddenly felt a bulging thing in his clothes pocket, He Yuwen hurriedly took out the bulging things, only to find out that it was a New Year's gift given to him by Mo Xiaoxiao during the New Year, but he didn't expect him to carry it with him, thinking of this, when he resurfaced in his mind when he was lively and cheerful and sensible, that simple smile had been lingering in his mind...!

Some things, some people think that there are many tomorrows in the future, and unexpected accidents always make people have no time to say goodbye, and those pictures of laughter and laughter are like a world away, and they have been spinning in his mind......