Ji Yu looked at his wife's peaceful village and suddenly sighed.

"Last year, it was also at this time, Dabao and I went to the grave and came back, just arrived at the entrance of the village and met Hu Liang, he didn't say a word, picked up Dabao and ran away...... Later, I learned that it was the Great Zhou and the Northern Liang who went to war.

The atmosphere of the New Year was dispersed in an instant, and the villagers ran and shouted like headless flies, and chickens and dogs barked everywhere, and people were panicked......

You know how it feels, right? You should also be involved in it, the front line to kill the enemy, are you afraid? ”

Guan Shan was silent for a long time, so long that when Ji Yu thought that he would not answer him, he opened his mouth.

"The warrior moves forward with the tip of his sword, except for victory and falling, there is no fear or fear, only talk."

"When you just join the army, when you go to the battlefield for the first time, and when you kill the enemy for the first time? I don't believe you've never been afraid. ”

Guan Shan seemed to think about it seriously before answering her.

"I ...... Joined the army at the age of thirteen, and after more than ten years of military career, he killed too many people, and his mood when he killed the enemy for the first time was ...... I don't remember much. ”

Think about it too.

On the battlefield, the rain of guns and arrows, which will give you time to be painful and afraid, only kill all the way, otherwise you will die yourself.

It's not numbness, it's an instinct to survive.

However, Ji Yu didn't expect that Guan Shan would join the army so early.

She had guessed that Guan Shan's background was not ordinary, but if he was really the son of a wealthy family, how could he be driven to the battlefield so early?

I have the heart to ask, but I also know that Guan Shan is mostly silent every time he encounters this kind of question.

If he is reluctant to talk about the past, he seems to be even more reluctant to talk about home and family.

It is rare for him to be willing to talk to him about things in the army now, and Ji Yu knows the truth of accepting it when he sees it.

"You...... It's amazing. ”

He boasted like this in his mouth, but there was a dull pain in his heart.

At the age of thirteen, just like Xiaozhou, he is about to enter the field of life and death to kill the enemy in blood.

What was she doing when she was thirteen?

Although some changes did take place that year, they were still far from life and death, and compared with Guan Shan, they were all small troubles that were not worth mentioning.

Ji Yu couldn't help but look at Guan Shan's side face.

When he was a teenager, he was so old and calm that it made people bored? Has he ever been flying and jumping off, and being unscrupulous?

Sensing Ji Yu's gaze, Guan Shan turned his face and asked rhetorically, "Are you afraid?" ”

Ji Yu was stunned for a moment.

Guan Shan repeated: "On the day the war broke out, are you afraid?" ”

That's what I asked.

"How can you not be afraid? To this day, I still have palpitations when I think about it occasionally.

You probably don't know that along with the news of the war, there is also the news of the arrest of strong men. Although it was later confirmed that it was a false rumor, it really scared the whole village at the time, especially those who had men in the family.

The incident happened suddenly, the situation was critical, and the rumors were overwhelming, so my brain was on strike at the time, and I really believed that even a little bean like Dabao would be arrested, so I hid in the mountains with the villagers.

Halfway through, he ran away with Hu Liang and them, and was overshadowed by Huang Jun and rolled down the hill.

Luckily, there was a cave at the bottom of the slope, and Dabao and I hid in it all night......"

Guan Shan frowned, it was not easy for an adult man to stay up all night in the mountains.

Ji Yu saw what he wanted to ask.

"If it weren't for the extra jacket, Aunt Xie would have brought a mattress and dry food, plus ......"

After a pause, he continued as if nothing had happened.

"Coupled with the fact that Da Baofu and I have a great life, your lady today may have someone else."

Although her last sentence deliberately used a narrow tone, Guan Shan was still keenly aware of the change in her pause.

Obviously, she omitted something.

The omitted part, or the person omitted, he also vaguely guessed.

Ji Yuxu was afraid that he still cared about her and Song Jing's past, and he really couldn't care about it at all.

Jiang Wu, who also crossed paths with Ji Yu and even had a marriage contract, he could treat it as nothing, but Song Jing couldn't, after all, he was the one who made Ji Yu move.

But so what? Ji Yu is already his wife, and she will join hands with him for the rest of her life.

Besides, when Ji Yu was in danger, he was indeed the one who saved Ji Yu from the predicament, compared with Ji Yu's safety, that little bit of nostalgia is nothing.

As Ji Yu said, if she can't get out of the bottom of that slope, she won't be able to meet herself.

If he hadn't met Ji Yu, he would not have had a chance to stand up again, let alone marry Ji Yu......

He didn't dare to think deeply about this kind of possible direction.

Just now he told Ji Yu that he didn't know what he was afraid of, but at this moment, he really felt an emotion called fear.

"I didn't ......" Guan Shan paused, stared at Ji Yu, and his voice was a little difficult, "I never thought that that war would cause these twists and turns, and even affect you......"

"It's none of your business, and it's not up to you to decide whether to fight or not.

Fortunately, there was no danger, the strong man was not caught, and the battle was won.

Speaking of which, thanks to your General Kou. ”

Thinking of the speculation that Guan Shan's military position was not low, Ji Yu suddenly became interested.

"You should have seen Kou Changqing, what kind of person is he?"

Close the foot of the mountain step stop.

Ji Yu thought he was tired: "Hurry up and put down Dabao." ”

Patronizing and chatting, I forgot to walk such a long way in this posture, not only Guan Shan will be tired, but Dabao will also suffer.

Guan Shan still put Dabao down.

As soon as his feet landed, Dabao walked as fast as a cannonball, leaving the two far behind. It seems that he is trying to prove that he has strength, for fear of being held hostage again.

After Ji Yu smiled, she asked the question just now.

Guan Shan lowered his eyelids and said after a while: "Why do you want to know him." ”

"People's heroes, it's not surprising to know more, right? I've heard quite a few ...... about him."

All the way to the house, Ji Yu was telling Guan Shan about the battles and deeds recorded in the speech compiled by Song Jing and his classmates.

"Is this all true, or is it just rumor?"

"True or false." Guan Shan said expressionlessly, "There is a shame in the Northern Liang peace talks, and he is always the general of the defeated army." ”

Only then did Ji Yu realize that Guan Shan seemed to be very dissatisfied with Kou Changqing.

"Although the move to negotiate peace is incredible, wasn't General Kou seriously injured at that time? And I heard that the imperial court sent someone to make a direct order...... He can't help himself, right? Still is...... Did you have a holiday with him? ”

Guan Shan was silent for a while, and shook his head slightly under Ji Yu's nervous gaze.

Ji Yu breathed a sigh of relief: "It's good if you don't have it, it's good if you don't have it." ”

If her man and her idol have a conflict, she will be very difficult to be caught in the middle.

However, the joy only lasted for a second.

"Don't think of him as a hero, he's not what you think."

Guan Shan put down this sentence in a cold voice, and went to the backyard with a calm face.

Ji Yu stood at the door of the stove room, looking at his back as if he was suppressing something, thoughtfully.

For a while, he muttered.

"It seems that husbands and idols can't have both after all......"

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Chapter 501: Husband and Idol