Zhao Qiqi calmed his heartbeat, and when he was about to speak, he found that he seemed to be trembling.

  She was startled, immediately came to her senses, and touched his head uncertainly, "Brother, what's wrong with you?" ”

  Sheng Jia didn't speak, he buried his face in her neck, and after a while, he rolled over and lay down on the other side of the bed, and reached out to scoop her into his arms.

  "It's very uncomfortable." He said in a low voice.

  "Not feeling well?" Zhao Qiqi was about to get up immediately, but he was hugged by his arm.

  He shook his head slowly: "No, seventeen, I just couldn't control myself, did I scare you?" ”

  "No, you won't scare me." Zhao Qiqi raised his hand and touched his face, and found that the sweat on his forehead was clammy and cold, and he said that it was not that he was unwell, so she was even more worried.

  "Brother, can you tell me? What the hell is wrong with you? ”

  Sheng Jia lowered her eyes and looked at her, her beautiful apricot eyes were full of worry at this time.

  He leaned forward and kissed her eyes, his voice in the quiet of the night, with a bit of self-loathing: "My mother's illness is aggravated, schizophrenia and paranoia, she used my face to imagine an adult Sheng Jiaxue, and firmly believed that he existed, seventeen, was it from the beginning, I was the cause of her illness?" As soon as she saw me, she would think of my brother, and she would remember those bad memories, and that would drive her crazy—"

  "It's not!" Zhao Seventeen's fast interface.

  She couldn't help but reach out and cover his lips: "It's none of your business, Sheng Jiashen, you are also a victim, why should you doubt yourself?" It's not you who really did the wrong thing, your mother's illness will definitely get better, don't think like that anymore. ”

  "Really? But she had only seen me for the past few days, and her condition suddenly worsened. Sheng Jia smiled self-deprecatingly.

  The pessimism and misanthropy that suppressed him made his smile look extraordinarily pale.

  Zhao Qiqi knew that this was his psychological effect, and once he was under too much psychological pressure, he would associate more self-awareness, and people would have such a mentality, but she was more worried that he would fall into the previous self-struggle.

  She hugged him tighter and closer: "Maybe it's not an external stimulus?" The human spiritual world is already very wonderful and difficult to understand, what does the doctor say? ”

  "Medication plus psychotherapy, I discussed with the doctor, and I don't go to see her recently." Break the person she delusionalized and let her return to the real world, lest she see herself and never be able to wake up.

  "Well, there are also grandma and Xiaohe, I believe she will be fine," Zhao Qiqi patted him on the shoulder, and said, "Don't think about it, everything will be fine." ”

  Her voice was gentle, as if she was coaxing him intimately.

  Sheng Jia stared at her for a while, then lowered his head and kissed her again, maybe only this kind of lingering could make him really feel her, have her, and not the warmth he imagined.

  ……

  Sheng Jiashen didn't want his mother to see him again, but before leaving Jiangcheng, he would still go to the nursing home every day to pay attention to her condition.

  And Zhao Qiqi just went to the company, after the campus drama was broadcast, she was a little popular, and she took the initiative to ask her to film more films, and she was training in the crew some time ago, and Ye Jing didn't tell her.

  At this time, she was about to join the group, and Ye Jing discussed the work arrangement with her.

  "There are six books here, all of which I have picked for you, the producer took the initiative to make an appointment with you, it is easier to arrange, and there are a few variety shows, you already have two movies, if you want to hit the national level, my suggestion is to take variety shows, the script can be slowed down, after all, you need to rest when you shoot three in a row, and these scripts are still in preparation, and they will not start filming immediately."

  After Ye Jing finished speaking, seeing that she was a little absent-minded, she frowned slightly, "What are you thinking?" ”

  "Sister Jing, does Cheng Ruoxue have any work arrangements this year?" Zhao Qiqi asked her casually.