Chapter 7: The Warm Man (I)

Wu Wei was a little excited and looking forward to it, wondering if Mu Yuxun had changed his mind.

Locked the bicycle not far away, and went on a trip with Mu Yuxun to enjoy the time.

Sitting on the lawn, soaking up the afternoon sun, one is enjoying the scenery of the slanting sun, and the other is pushing the side bangs to the ears with his hands.

Mu Yuxun fiddled with his thumb, thinking about how to open his mouth.

He could only wait anxiously for her to open her mouth.

"Wu Wei, thank you for taking care of me all the time." Mu Yuxun paused and continued, "You are a good person, the warmest and gentlest person I have ever met. ”

Mu Yuxun, who was sitting on the lawn, bowed his legs, holding his schoolbag, and stared at the tips of his shoes.

"But I... Not worthy of you. I am aware of my own conditions, and no matter how hard I try, it is difficult to change the opinion of the people around me. Like they say, I... It's just a wild child, pitiful. "I stuttered a little, I choked up.

"I am mean, very selfish, I never refuse your kindness to me, bind you with my own pity, want to lock you away, and even ignore your estrangement from your parents."

Mu Yuxun's eyes were full of tears, but he was very clear.

"It's better for us to see each other less in the future, so it's good for you and for me. And thank you for the cake, thank you for the breakfast. Thank you for taking care of you all the time. ”

Holding his schoolbag, he ran away in embarrassment, not giving Wu Wei a chance to recover, and escaped from Wu Wei's sight.

Mu Yuxun sat on the ground in a remote corner, surrounded by several trees and vegetation, as if cut off from the world. I couldn't hold back and not cry, but I recalled Wu Wei's goodness in my mind, and I remembered the purpose and relived the past, but the more I recalled the beauty of the past, the more I couldn't suppress my feelings, and I shed tears of unwillingness and reluctance while holding the shabby schoolbag. With coughing and choking, he cried out, hoarse and silent.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I can't hurt you anymore, I don't want to be a wild child who destroys other people's families. Secrets, memories, confessions, touches, resonances, these are all experienced by me. Mu Yuxun buried his head deep in his schoolbag.

"You're such a nice guy... What a warm person... Thank you, but I can't accept you selfishly... Not in harmony with the family, not in harmony with the surroundings. I'm sorry... I won't forget your gentleness, thank you for spending so much happy time with me, thank you......." Mu Yuxun wiped his tears with his sleeve while wiping his snot, explaining to himself, and apologizing to Wu Wei, who couldn't be heard.

Recalling the bits and pieces of being with Wu Wei, thinking about how much Wu Wei has taken care of himself in the past few days, holding his own hand and ignoring the eyes of others.

The tears couldn't stop flowing down, and he covered his mouth with his hands, afraid that others would find out that someone was crying in the middle of this surrounded by trees and flowers, and that others would see him embarrassed.

Mu Yuxun, who was choked up, no matter how uncomfortable, painful, and remorseful, did not waver in his decision. She believes that the gentle and kind Wu Wei will definitely meet a real girl who is worthy of him. The cruel decision stabbed Wu Wei's heart and made himself even more bruised.

After five or six minutes, Mu Yuxun quieted down, his tears were intermittent, and his choked throats were still there. The pain that no one could share, that no one could listen to her own grievances, made her tremble a little.

A familiar and warm hand holding a tissue appeared in the field of vision, Mu Yuxun looked up along his arm and saw the handsome and gentle face.

"Say okay, don't meet, you go.... There you go! Mu Yuxun choked, grabbed the grass beside him and threw it at Wu Wei, and then grabbed and threw it again, over and over again.

Wu Wei didn't dodge, nor did he stop it, and let Mu Yuxun vent to himself.

"What a silly girl who wants to play with me in this park." Wu Wei will not blame her, but will only comfort, pamper, and care for her with countless tenderness.

Holding a white tissue, he gently stroked Yuxun's cheeks, dried the tears on his face, and took out another one to help her wipe off the snot that had flowed to the corners of her mouth.

"Look at it, my hair is messy, is it still the little angel in my heart?" Wu Wei brushed the bangs of Yu Xun with his fingers, and no longer covered Mu Yuxun's extremely aggrieved face.

"I... I..."Mu Yuxun, who was crying into tears, was blocked by Wu Wei with his index finger.

"It's torturing myself, my heart will break. Because if you are lonely, I will also feel lonely, and if you are miserable, I will also feel uncomfortable. I was behind the tree early, but I could only wait for you to vent before I appeared, I couldn't do anything, I'm sorry. Sad but with warm words to explain himself.

"You're like a balloon, you can take any amount of air, but I'm worried that I'm the needle." Wu Wei knelt on one knee, held up Mu Yuxun's cuffs, and wiped the sticky matter mixed with tears, extremely careful.

"Look, except for when I used to pick up waste garbage, when have you ever been so sloppy, are you still a little angel I know?" With that, he took off his school uniform jacket and put it on the girl.

Mu Yuxun tugged on the cuffs with both hands, and the strong sense of loneliness made her dare not let go.

"Enough crying?"

Mu Yuxun didn't speak, shook his head, and choked up intermittently, even more aggrieved.

"I'm sorry for making you sad because you don't know what I think, and you are cranky." Wu Wei said as he wiped away Mu Yuxunxin's overflowing tears with his thumb.

Mu Yuxun was still sitting on the ground, while Wu Wei slowly moved next to her and sat down next to her. "I'm sorry, maybe saying this will make you angry, I'm thinking about one thing, although I don't need to say it, but I have been hiding it from you, it feels like lying to you."

"Actually, when I was a child, I used to follow you a lot, and as long as I looked at you, I was very satisfied. You say that children know what is rich and poor, where do they understand pitiful, I just think you are so cute, like an angel, I, I have tried to take you away several times, but in fact, it is a naked kidnapping." Wu Wei looked at the sky and recalled, showing a little devil-like smile, but so innocent.

"If I'm bolder, I'm probably the youngest kidnapper in human history, I'm not a decent man, I wanted to hide you secretly at a very young age, it's not a glorious past, if I can not say it, I will definitely hide it for the rest of my life, so small have such dirty thoughts. Because I like you, I want to show you the perfect me. Wu Wei's left hand pulled Mu Yuxun's right hand and put it on his lap, while his right hand gently covered her hand, soothing Mu Yuxun's heart.

"I'm also annoyed that I used to have that kind of despicable thought. It's not too much to say I'm a jerk. ”

"And it's not just love for you, as you think. You're perfect like a little angel, jealous, loved, and when I become sensible, I feel distressed. Gentle words are like love words, warming Mu Yuxun.

"I hate my parents, who looked at the world with colored eyes and had no love or compassion. Even without you, I hate such a family. Wu Wei showed the strong side of the man, his voice was a little low, and anyone could hear the hatred for the family.

"Over the years, I've been trying to keep myself from being like my parents, and sometimes I feel like I'm hypocritical, disgusting, afraid that I'll one day defile you, and I'm like a toad covered in dirt compared to your purity." Wu Wei unconsciously held Mu Yuxun's hand.

"You know, for me, if you say a word to me, I can be happy all day. In the early morning, when I ride your bicycle to school, and in the evening, I pedal your bicycle to carry you home, which is my happiest time. Wu Wei said very gently and heartwarmingly.

"People often say that when happiness knocks on the door, you have to hold on tightly, but I just let the tail of happiness slip away, it's really useless." He lowered his head and mocked his own incompetence.

After a while,

Wu Wei tilted his head sideways, and said softly to the girl who didn't dare to look at him, "I'm a little tired, I've just cried for so long, so sad, come, rest." Wu Wei stretched his legs straight and laid them flat on the lawn, patted his legs and hinted.

Then put his left hand on Mu Yuxun's left shoulder, with a little force, and Mu Yuxun also obeyed Wu Wei's strength and slowly pillowed his head on Wu Yu's leg.

"Then will you pick me up and go to school in the future, and will you accompany me to the cafeteria?" Mu Yuxun muttered quietly, a little aggrieved.

Mu Yuxun, who was physically and mentally exhausted, slowly fell asleep, and his hands were still holding Wu Wei's hands and never let go.

"Silly girl, really silly girl." Wu Wei caressed the girl lying on his lap with his left hand.

"How can I not, only you are willing to not."

Wu Wei's intoxicated voice was slightly aggrieved, and his gentle words were slightly sad. It's a pity that Mu Yuxun was already asleep and didn't hear it.

Like a puppy guarding food, hugging Wu Wei's arm, like a vigilant kitten, curled up, but like a baby in his arms, he slept so peacefully and sweetly.