Chapter 12: Forgetting

Zheng Xian felt very angry and sad. In this world, who can see through the red dust x

Who can say clearly about emotional matters

People who like you, you don't care, people who care about you, you don't like. Feelings are like that, they make people feel confused and lost.

Why are feelings always so tormenting?

Zheng Xian sighed lightly, not knowing how to chat with Gao Shuai.

"Do you know, there are a lot of girls chasing me, but I don't like them, I like Xiang Yuanfang." Gao Shuai's voice was low.

"Gao Shuai, you want to open up, feelings are not wishful thinking" Zheng Xian didn't know what to say.

"I know, but I just can't forget Yuanfang, I just don't want to give up my feelings for Yuanfang." Gao Shuai's voice became deeper and deeper.

"Gao Shuai, don't be unhappy, maybe one day, Yuan Fang wants to get back together with you." Zheng Xian thought for a moment, and then said.

Zheng Xian didn't tell Gao Shuai that Xiang Yuanfang was her cousin, because she felt that Xiang Yuanfang was a stranger to her.

"Xian'er, do you mean it really" Gao Shuai raised his voice.

Zheng Xian was really drunk, she meant probably, probably, maybe, how uncertain the future was, who could have predicted.

Zheng Xian really wants to say, why the sky is so dark, why love is so difficult, who can tell you the answer

But she couldn't bear to see Gao Shuai so sad, what should she do

"Xian'er, what are you thinking?" asked Gao Shuai softly.

"I didn't think about anything, I just felt a little sleepy, send me back." Zheng Xian really felt a little sleepy.

Gao Shuai nodded, started the car, and the two stopped chatting.

Although Zheng Xian felt a little sleepy, he didn't feel sleepy at all.

She felt that without a job, there was no future.

Although there are many topics about entrepreneurship on the Internet, she is not interested in the slightest.

In Zheng Xian's view, having a job, even if it is a temporary worker, is better to start a business in the past.

There are countless examples of this in reality.

Some people, as soon as their brains are hot, immediately quit their stable jobs and devote themselves to starting a business, and in the end, the bamboo basket is empty.

The business failed, and all that was waiting was debt.

Therefore, Zheng Xian still wants to find a job.

At this time, it suddenly occurred to her that the advertising leaflets that others had sent her before, maybe she could consider taking a look.

However, she didn't know where to throw the leaflets, or maybe she was still in the rented place.

"Xian'er, are you not asleep?" Gao Shuai suddenly spoke.

"No, suddenly I feel a little annoyed." Zheng Xian replied softly.

"Xian'er, what's wrong, are you still unhappy about work?" asked Gao Shuai with a smile.

"It's no wonder that I can be in a good mood, there will be no long-term meal tickets in the future." Zheng Xian smiled bitterly.

"Being an actor is actually very hard, you can consider other industries." Gao Shuai said with a smile, Zheng Xian suddenly felt that Gao Shuai's smile was very charming.

"What other industry, I don't know what job I'm suitable for." Zheng Xian's voice was low.

"Xian'er, don't be discouraged, I'll figure out how to do it." Gao Shuai looked at Zheng Xian and said seriously.

"Gao Shuai, you concentrate on driving, don't talk to me anymore." Zheng Xian said softly.

is as smart as Zheng Xian, she didn't hear that Gao Shuai wanted to help her.

She remembered that the crew said that Gao Shuai's family was a company.

In this way, Gao Shuai is also a rich second generation. Why are there so many rich people in this world?

Although Zheng Xian is very poor, he has a good mentality.

She is not like Xia Bing, who has a hatred of the rich and thinks that rich people are bad people.

As long as she thinks of Xia Bing now, she feels very strange and disgusted.

Zheng Xian couldn't help but sigh, feeling very tired.

"Xian'er, why are you thinking about work again, I'll help you find a way, you can rest assured."

Zheng Xian smiled and didn't say anything because she didn't know what to say.

The car drove smoothly and finally arrived at the place where Zheng Xian lived.

"Xian'er, do you live here," Gao Shuai said in surprise.

Zheng Xian knew that Gao Shuai would ask this, and she was mentally prepared.

"I'm staying at a friend's house for the time being, and I'll be moving out soon." Zheng Xian was telling the truth.

How could she stay for a long time, this is not her home.

"Xian'er, when you move, remember to ask me for help." Gao Shuai said with concern.

"That's for sure, don't worry, I won't forget." Zheng Xian said with a smile.

Bidding farewell to Gao Shuai, Zheng Xian walked towards the villa.

She deliberately asked Gao Shuai to park the car farther away just now, for fear that she would just run into Leng Jun.

Leng Jun likes to be jealous so much, she doesn't have much time, and she doesn't bother to explain.

"Zheng Xian, you're back, the president is waiting for you upstairs." This is the unfamiliar voice of my aunt.

She whispered that she understood, and headed upstairs.

When did Leng Jun come, why didn't he go back to Leng's villa

Zheng Xian looked at Leng Jun and asked with a smile, "Why are you here?"

"Who is he" Leng Jun didn't even look at Zheng Xian, and said suddenly.

When Zheng Xian heard this, he was stunned, could it be that Leng Jun saw Gao Shuai driving to pick her up

"Why don't you answer" Leng Joon looked angry.

"Didn't you see him, in the place I rented before, that time he was drunk, and the landlord came to pick him up, did you forget" Zheng Xian patiently explained.

Although she didn't want to explain, she didn't want Leng Jun to be angry.

Why does he like to be jealous so much, Zheng Xian really doesn't understand.

"Oh, it turned out to be a relative of the landlord, how could he be with you" Leng Jun said impatiently.

"My cousin couldn't come for a while, and he called me to ask about the crew, so I asked him to help send it back, that's it." Zheng Xian is used to lying.

"yes, how can I trust you" Leng Jun was still angry.

"Whether you believe it or not, that's all your business, and it has nothing to do with me." Zheng Xian said angrily.

"Why, you're angry," Leng Jun turned his anger into a laugh.

"How dare I be angry," Zheng Xian's voice was low.

"Are you paying too much attention to me, aren't you leaving, how did you see him driving me back" Zheng Xian couldn't help but ask curiously.

"You don't have to worry about that, you have to remember anyway, you can't fall in love with anyone but me." Leng Jun said domineeringly.

"Why don't you promise me that you can't fall in love with any woman but me." Zheng Xian said loudly.

"I can guarantee it!" Leng Jun looked at Zheng Xian and said seriously.

"Yes, how can I trust you" Zheng Xian also said deliberately.

"I'm really convinced of you, okay, let's talk about something happy, okay" Leng Jun finally smiled.

"I'm a little sleepy and don't want to talk anymore." Zheng Xian suddenly felt a little tired today.

"Xian'er, what's wrong with you" Leng Jun's tone sounded very gentle.

Zheng Xian has been worrying about finding a job, so he doesn't want to chat. However, she won't tell Leng Jun about being fired by the crew.

Zheng Xian thought to herself, how embarrassing it would be if Leng Jun knew that she had become a jobless vagrant.

"I'm fine, I'm just feeling a little sleepy, you don't have to worry about me." Zheng Xian looked at Leng Jun and said seriously.

"Okay, you rest for a while, remember to take care of yourself, I'll leave first if I still have something to do." As he spoke, Leng Jun kissed Zheng Xian's forehead.

Zheng Xian felt that Leng Jun was sometimes very good to her, and sometimes he was hot and cold to her.

To be honest, Zheng Xian felt that even though she had known Leng Jun for so long, she still didn't know Leng Jun very well.

She looked at Leng Jun's back as he left, and suddenly felt very lost, she should have talked to him for a while just now.

Zheng Xian was a little bored in his heart, and fell asleep thinking about it.

When she woke up, she felt a terrible headache.

Just then, her phone rang.

When she looked closely, it turned out to be her cousin calling.

"Sister Xian, where do you live now, I can't find the address you sent me." From the phone came the voice of my cousin in a hurry.

"Huanhuan, do you have something wrong," Zheng Xian asked softly on the phone.

"Sister Xian, Dad called and said she was back!" Huan Huan said in a panic on the phone.

When Zheng Xian heard this, he was stunned, could it be that his aunt went home again

"Sister Xian, why did she come back for two years, she was really ruthless. What is she doing when she comes back now?" came her cousin's deep voice from the phone.

"Huanhuan, don't worry, there are some things, let him pass the past, okay" Zheng Xian said softly on the phone.

"Xiang Mengfang and the third sister look the most alike, we almost can't recognize them. Huanhuan said unhappily on the phone.

What, Xiang Yuanfang went home, why did she suddenly go home

Zheng Xian had a series of questions in his heart, but he didn't know how to tell his cousin.

"Sister Xian, if you don't want to face the lotus, why is the address you sent wrong, you can send it again, I'll go and see where you live now." Huan Huan said anxiously on the phone.

Zheng Xian listened and was a little uneasy. The address she called her cousin was not specific.

Because she doesn't want anyone to know where she lives now.

It's not that she doesn't trust her cousin, because she is worried that Qin Alian will follow her cousin, so that she will not have a peaceful life in the future.

What kind of person Qin Alian is, she knows best.

Stepmother Qin Xifeng is really spoiled for her daughter.

Thinking of that stepmother Qin Alian, Zheng Xian became even more angry.

If it weren't for her stepmother being so mean to her, she wouldn't be homeless.

Now, although she lives in a palatial villa, this is not her home.

In Zheng Xian's logic, home is the warmest place in the world.

"Sister Xian, are you still listening to the phone" From the phone, my cousin's familiar voice came.

"Huanhuan, I'm listening to the phone, was the signal bad just now" Zheng Xian asked suspiciously, she thought her cousin had hung up the phone just now.

"Sister Xian, do you come to the café or will I come to look for you," Huanhuan said on the phone.

"Why don't you be okay tomorrow, whether you come over or I go to the café to find you, I feel a little tired today." Zheng Xian told the truth.

"Okay, Sister Xian, then contact me tomorrow, if you feel tired, you have to rest quickly." Huanhuan raised her voice.

When Zheng Xian heard this, he was very moved, his cousin was a very kind person.

She forgot to ask her cousin about Shi Lei just now, she really wanted her cousin to be with Shi Lei.

I don't know if Shi Lei has forgotten her

Just as she was deep in thought, her phone rang again.

Zheng Xian took a closer look, and it turned out to be a call from Shi Lei.

She was very surprised, she was thinking about Shi Lei just now, and the next second, Shi Lei called.

This is not the legendary heart of the heart

Zheng Xian had a trace of hesitation and hesitation, she didn't know what to say after answering the phone.

The phone was still ringing without giving up, and Zheng Xian decided to answer the phone.

"Hey, hello, I'm Zheng Xian." Zheng Xian pressed answer, and then whispered.

"Xian'er, after I called you last time, you didn't save my phone number" Shi Lei's nice and familiar voice came from the phone.

"I'm sorry, Shi Lei, I don't think there's any need for us to contact each other anymore, so I didn't save your phone number, please understand and understand, okay" Zheng Xian habitually lied.

Actually, Shi Lei's phone number, she has never forgotten, never.

Once upon a time, she cared so much about him. 24 hours a day, she doesn't feel like everything is as important as making or receiving calls.

At that time, Shi Lei also cared about her and was very considerate to her.

If it weren't for Qin Alian's sabotage, how could she and Shi Lei be separated.

Zheng Xian suddenly felt a lot of emotion.

"Xian'er, are you still listening to the phone, I want to talk to you about something, I don't know what you think" Shi Lei's voice was very good.

"Shi Lei, what you want to say, just say it directly." Zheng Xian seemed to have guessed what he was going to say.

"Xian'er, you are so smart, how could you be fired by the crew If you like acting, I'll help you, okay" Shi Lei's familiar and beautiful voice came from the phone.

When Zheng Xian heard this, she was stunned, how could she guess that it was different from what Shi Lei said.

She thought that Shi Lei would say that he didn't want to forget her, and then let her wait for him.

Zheng Xian didn't know how Shi Lei knew that she didn't have a job, she was only moved in her heart now.

A person as good as Shi Lei is so considerate, sometimes Zheng Xian hesitates to give up.

"Xian'er, are you listening to the phone, why don't you talk," Shi Lei said loudly on the phone.

Zheng Xian thought for a while, and then said to Shi Lei with a smile: "I'm listening to the phone, Shi Lei, thank you for caring about me so much." ”

"Are you still so polite to me, you don't know my feelings for you." Shi Lei raised his voice.

Zheng Xian was stunned, in the final analysis, Shi Lei still didn't want to forget her and didn't want to give up his feelings for her.

She didn't know how to refuse Shi Lei, a good person like Shi Lei, sometimes she really couldn't bear to refuse. x

"Shi Lei, do you have time tomorrow, let's meet and talk, okay" Zheng Xian officially sent an invitation to Shi Lei.

"Okay, Xian'er, I'm free tomorrow, you say the specific time and place, I also want to have a good talk with you." Shi Lei said happily on the phone.

"Shi Lei, if you don't look at this, we will make an appointment at your café at noon tomorrow, what do you think" Zheng Xian tried to discuss with Shi Lei.

"Xian'er, listen to you, listen to you, then see you tomorrow at noon." Shi Lei raised his voice again.

After hanging up the phone, Zheng Xian suddenly felt a headache again.

To be honest, she was very conflicted and entangled.

The reason why Zheng Xian made an appointment to meet at the café tomorrow was because the environment of the café was very good, suitable for talking and adjusting his mood.

Tomorrow's matter will be talked about tomorrow, Zheng Xian felt a little headache, so he simply didn't think about it.