Chapter 465: There is a rod and scale in my heart
Empress Dowager Shi didn't expect Feng Yunmo to ask this, a little surprised, and a little happy, but more distressed, "Queen Mother, ......"
Empress Dowager Shi didn't continue, and was interrupted by Feng Yunmo, "But today Erchen learned about the matter between the godmother and the godmother, and the son-in-law felt that he had to ask the queen mother, if there was anything that the son did not know, and the queen mother actually had a hard time." ”
"Ah He told Erchen that mothers love their children, and Erchen just wants to know if the queen mother really loves Erchen." Feng Yunmo took a deep breath, looked directly at the Empress Dowager Shi and asked, the faint expectation and the slightest sadness in his eyes made the Empress Dowager Shi cry on the spot, got up crying, and hugged Feng Yunmo into his arms.
"The queen mother is sorry for you, sorry for you." Empress Dowager Shi choked up and repeated this sentence, but there was only this sentence.
The expectation that rose in Feng Yunmo's heart fell silent as if cold water had been poured on him.
"Erchen knows, Erchen will retire first." Feng Yunmo said in a low voice.
Feng Yunmo wanted to get up, but the Empress Dowager Shi hugged her tightly, "Mo'er, the queen mother really doesn't know that he will be ruthless to you, if the queen mother knows, she will definitely stop him, it is the queen mother who is sorry for you, and she can't even look at the son she gave birth to." ”
When Feng Yunmo heard this, his eyes flashed with a little starlight, and the action of getting up stopped, and the Empress Dowager Shi, who was hugging her shoulder, cried suppressedly, Feng Yunmo's already cold heart slowly warmed up, it turned out that she really cared about herself.
Empress Dowager Shi cried for a quarter of an hour before she slowly stabilized her emotions, looking at the wetness on her youngest son's shoulders, her rare old face turned red, "Mo'er, change your clothes, the queen mother will let you wash your body." ”
"Nothing." Feng Yunmo didn't care, anyway, it wasn't the clothes that Ah He made for himself, and they got wet when they got wet.
"So the queen mother knows that the poisoning of her son-in-law was the hand of the emperor's brother?" Feng Yunmo looked at Empress Dowager Shi and asked directly.
Empress Dowager Shi sighed deeply, "Why does Mo'er think it will be your imperial brother?" ”
"The person who poisoned Erchen back then should be Lu Gelao, but Erchen has no grudge against him." Feng Yunmo said with a smile, "Elder Lu Ge was promoted step by step by the imperial brother. ”
Empress Dowager Shi's eyes widened in shock, "Lu Ninghao? It's him. ”
"Mo'er is investigating the events of the year?" Empress Dowager Shi asked, "The Queen Mother asked you, what is Mo'er going to do after the investigation comes out?" ”
"How much does the queen mother know about the events of that year, tell her son." Feng Yunmo asked without answering.
Empress Dowager Shi sighed, "The queen mother has a rod and scale in her heart, but the queen mother has no evidence, when you have an accident, the queen mother can't figure it out at all, but after all, this is in the palace, if the emperor doesn't know at all, the queen mother doesn't believe it, so she asked him." ”
"The emperor didn't admit it but didn't deny it, the queen mother is your mother-in-law, she came out of the queen mother's womb, how much he knows your character, he didn't deny it, it's related to him, even if he didn't do it himself, but he must have known it, maybe he allowed it, or he didn't pursue it." Empress Dowager Shi said sadly.
"You are brothers-in-law, the queen mother really can't understand why he would attack you, you are so young, there is no threat to him." Empress Dowager Shi's eyes were empty, "He may be jealous that the emperor treated you better than him, he may be in his position, he is too worried, and he may ...... The Queen Mother just doesn't want your brothers to turn against her. ”
"But it's already ......"
Feng Yunmo was interrupted by Empress Dowager Shi before he could say anything, "Mo'er, he is the emperor." ”
Feng Yunmo was silent, he was the emperor to him.
"It's not that the queen mother didn't let people investigate thoroughly, the clues were broken, the important people died, Jiang Yuchu was completely a scapegoat, he didn't know anything, so when you wanted to leave their whole family alive, the queen mother agreed, and he agreed." Empress Dowager Shi pulled the corners of her mouth and smiled, "He is really suitable for being an emperor in this regard, and he is decisive in killing." ”
"The queen mother knows in her heart, so she doesn't tell you, and she shouldn't know the general, the queen mother knows that you will have a pimple in your heart, but at that time you were still so young, the queen mother thought you didn't understand, but I didn't expect that after that incident, your personality changed greatly." Empress Dowager Shi said sadly.
"Mo'er, even if some things are laid out in the open, you can't do anything or change anything." Empress Dowager Shi looked at Feng Yunmo earnestly and said, "So no matter how much you think about the things back then, what can you do?" It's just that you won't even be able to maintain face. ”
"Isn't that bad now?" Empress Dowager Shi asked in a low voice, "You can be an idle prince with peace of mind, marry the girl you like, if you like children, choose a family from the clan, adopt one, and then die peacefully, live like this, okay?" ”
"Mother, the imperial doctor said that it is almost impossible for me to have a child of my own, so what if?" Feng Yunmo asked, "If I have my own child, will Ah He and the child be in danger?" If so, how should the sons and daughters deal with themselves? ”
"Even if it is really impossible to have children, the royal brother really has no problem with his sons, can he let his sons live in peace and stability? Can the queen mother be protected? Feng Yunmo asked again.
"Can the queen mother protect her sons for decades, can she protect them for a lifetime?" Feng Yunmo asked three times.
The expression on Empress Dowager Shi's face was a little depressed, because she couldn't answer, because she couldn't guarantee it.
"If you can see out of sight, the imperial brother asked his sons to go to the fief, I think it should be a good idea, can the queen mother and the imperial brother agree?" Feng Yunmo asked with a smile.
Empress Dowager Shi still couldn't agree, because when she asked Feng Yunmo to go out of the palace to build a mansion, she wanted the emperor to ask for a fief in Jiangnan for Feng Yunmo, and the emperor approved it, but she also made it clear that she would let Feng Yunmo stay in the capital.
The emperor's precautions are heavy, and the Empress Dowager Shi is unexpected, but in that position, she is already suspicious, and the emperor is ruthless, if she really wants to kill Mo'er, how can she stop it.
Empress Dowager Shi's silence, Feng Yunmo was expected, they were all sons, a son was still the emperor, she chose the emperor, it was right, but the loss in her heart was not nothing, fortunately, he had experienced a lot, and he could accept it.
"The queen mother, the son-in-law has retired." Feng Yunmo got up and gave Empress Dowager Shi a look, and then left Renshou Palace.
Looking at Feng Yunmo's gradually smaller back, Empress Dowager Shi's heart was uncomfortable, her youngest son confessed to herself, but she couldn't really respond.
After Rujin came in, what he saw was the Empress Dowager Shi sitting on the couch, dazed and at a loss.
"Mother." Rujin whispered softly.
Empress Dowager Shi slowly came back to her senses, "Rujin, the mourning family is not a good mother, and she can't even protect her son." ”
"Niangniang, Prince Rui will understand Niangniang's hard work." Rujin comforted.
"I don't have any suffering, it's him who suffers." Empress Dowager Shi laughed at herself, "By the way, let Lu Guifei start to serve the mourning family from Ming'er, and the mourning family is a little uncomfortable." ”