Xie Lan was deeply aware of her mistake, but no one gave her a chance to save her, and every time she saw her, the girl would tremble.

Walking out of the mall, I looked back at this bustling building, which used to be a place of self-satisfaction, and now, as long as I step into this realm, I can't help but think of whether the tiles under my feet were not wiped by him.

Xie Lan wants to work hard to repair the relationship with her son, and she also wants to change the image in Mu Yuxun's heart, if time goes back, she will never do this. She wants to change herself, slowly influence them, and regain the recognition of her children. It's just that Xie Lan didn't expect that God would make a joke with her in the future.

In the past two weeks, Mu Shengnan has been at home with his daughter every day, and his hair has also decreased, as if he is losing his hair.

"Yu Xun, you have to take care of yourself after your mother leaves, don't work again after the summer vacation, your mother will give you more living expenses, remember to wear more when it's cold, Wu Wei is a good boy, you listen to him more."

Mu Shengnan's last sentence was blushing.

"Got it, Mom. What are you talking about today? ”

"Mom is leaving next week, and when we meet again, my daughter will be a college student, and I make a lot of money in remote places, and if I have saved enough money, my mother will not go to work, and my mother will write more letters back."

"Mom, it's not very practical, I work hard in college, I have some jobs, and there are scholarships, which can be supported."

"When you really don't need it, you're telling your mom that mom won't go to work when she arrives."

Mu Yuxun was very moved when he heard this, and swore to his mother that he would go to a prestigious university and would honor his mother.

With Mu Shengnan leaving, Mu Yuxun was left in the empty house, but the small house seemed so lonely.

Mu Yuxun will be given a fixed amount of living expenses every month, many of which are worth 1,000 yuan, and a letter from home will be mailed to Mu Yuxun every week, but there is no mailer's address, probably afraid that he will look for her during the holidays. On the first weekend night of every month, Mu Yuxun would sit by the telephone, waiting for his mother's call.

This life lasted until the winter vacation of the third year of high school.

On this day, before the New Year, Wu Wei came out of Mu Yuxun's home, and as soon as he arrived home, his mother greeted him, "There is your letter." Standing in front of my son, I don't know why, I want to ease the relationship, I don't know how many times.

Xie Lan and Wu Wei are a bit like strangers now, there is little communication to the point of pitiful, Wu Wei either goes to school, or studies, or accompanies Mu Yuxun, and does not allocate time to his family.

Wu Wei didn't understand, who would send a letter to himself, it should be said, what era would still send a letter.

Back in his room, Wu Wei opened the letter, but was shocked by the content of the letter, and walked out of the room without doubt.

"I'll go out tomorrow and come back in three or four days, don't ask me where I'm going."

Wu Wei picked up the phone,

"Yuxun is me, I'm going out tomorrow, and I..........'ll be back in three days at the earliest" explained some family routines to his girlfriend, just like a husband told his wife.

"Where are you going, you have to talk to your family, what if something happens, even if you don't think about us, you have to consider Mu Yuxun." Xie Lan took out Mu Yuxun as a shield.

"You just say that I went back to my hometown to see a friend in the village, he had a car accident, in short, don't let Yuxun know that I received a letter today. If she knows, I will hate you for the rest of my life and will never forgive. ”

After that, Wu Wei packed up his things and left early the next day.

After a few hours by train and seven or eight hours by car, I came to a remote township and asked a few people before I got into a motorcycle and went to a nearby village.

After a day of tossing, Wu Wu's bones are about to disperse. When he arrived in the village, many people were looking at him, such a white child, and he didn't know whether it was a man or a woman, and the woman was not as white or handsome as him.

Wu Wei stretched out his hand to the child next to him,

"Little friend, do you know where Mu Yuan's family lives?"

The child nodded and walked him over, not much different from other homes, except that there were a lot of rags hanging in the yard, frozen and hard.

"May I ask if it's Mu Yuan's family?"

"Who are you looking for?" An old lady spoke in tongues.

"Hello auntie, my name is Wu Wei, I'm looking for Mu Shengnan, Aunt Mu."

Wu was afraid that the eldest mother would not be able to hear, and her voice was very loud.

"Call in." A low, hoarse male voice came from inside the room.

After entering the house, the smell was very strong, Wu Wei did not cover his nose such an impolite action, and saw a person lying on the kang, his face was wrinkled and pale, and he was wearing a hat, Wu Wei still recognized it.

"Auntie, what's wrong with you, didn't you say broken bones in the letter?"

Mu Shengnan was wrapped in a thick quilt, and his voice was very quiet.

"I'm here, I'm afraid I can't wait for you, so I'll help Auntie sit up."

Wu Wei helped Mu Shengnan to sit up, leaned against the wall, and spread the quilt on him. The house was cold, and a coal-burning stove was not enough to warm the whole house.

"Dad, Mom, you go out first, I'll talk to him."

"Sit next to Auntie."

"Don't dislike Auntie, be sloppy now."

Wu Wei shook his head, "Yu Xun's heart will hurt to death when he sees it." ”

"So Auntie called for some letters"

"I'm afraid that if I call, your mother will hear it, after all, I have always been at odds with her, and finally let Yuxun know."

"I'm a tumor, and it's probably only been in the past two weeks." Mu Shengnan smiled helplessly.

"You're giving up on treatment? Let her know..."

"From the beginning of my illness, I had chemotherapy a few times, and then I gave up and couldn't afford to spend that money."

"Auntie, you can tell me, I'll beg me..."

"I can't do that, kid, if I do, it will be tantamount to being sold, I don't want her to be inferior forever."

"I'm sorry Auntie."

"What a good boy."

"You should know that I hit Yuxun so hard, remember that day?"

Wu Wei nodded, "Remember, she kept saying that she wouldn't go to the hospital." ”

"I found out that day, and when I saw my daughter not coming home at night, I was heartbroken, afraid that I was not there, and she would fall, so I beat her hard that time, just because I wanted her to have a long memory, or blame her."

"You know, I picked her up, but I really love her, and if I was at home, she would definitely give up school, take care of me wholeheartedly, and do everything she can to give me life, I can't do that."

"In the past, the better Mu Yuxun treated me, the more I scolded her, the more sensible I was, and the more I beat her, in fact, how can a mother not want her child to be sensible and well-behaved. I just hope that she hates me, I can barely bring her food and clothing, I think, such a well-behaved daughter, my mother must like it, if her mother sees me beating her, she will definitely come to pick her up. But her own mother never appeared. ”

"When I knew I wasn't going to live long, I was afraid, I was afraid that when I was gone, there would be no one to take care of her, she was only 16 then, and now she is only 17 years old. It wasn't until she said that you were her boyfriend, you went to school together when you were young, and you have been taking good care of Yuxun, I was relieved, and you gave her breakfast for 4 years, and I saw all of this. ”

"Can you promise Auntie, no matter how difficult it is in the future and what obstacles you encounter, you will never give up on Yuxun? No matter how Yu Xun changes in the future, can you always protect her? Guarding her like she is now. ”

"Auntie, I promise, I swear... I will guard her all my life, never abandon her, and live up to her. ”

"Auntie letter, auntie letter." Mu Shengnan shook the bell.

"Mom, you bring me what I prepared." Mu Shengnan's mother took the things and put them on the kang, and left the room with red eyes.

"Wu worry, you open it."

"These letters, you give them one by post a week, and you wait for her to receive the acceptance letter before giving her this sweater."

"Here is 20,000 yuan, this is the money I used to buy out my seniority, you keep it, there are still 6,000 under the mattress at home, and you can keep this money for college."

"If she gets into college, you tell her all about it, she didn't get in, and let her repeat it."

"Ah..... Auntie"

"Children, what are you crying about, birth, old age, sickness and death, human nature."

"Auntie, I haven't honored you yet, if Yuxun knows everything, she will hate herself to death."

"Auntie, can I stay for a few days? I want to take care of you for a few days and do a little bit of filial piety. ”