In the past, Xiao Bao'er was not in good health, and he invited his husband to teach at home, Shi Qiu felt that the child was older and needed to have a playmate, so after the New Year, he watched Xiao Bao'er's body gradually become stronger, so he sent him to a private school in the west of the city.

In the first few days, Xiao Baoer was afraid of life, and cried and didn't want to go, but it didn't take long for him to adapt to the environment in the private school, and met some children of the same age.

For this matter, Su Zhi also punished Xiao Bao'er for setting up a wall, not allowing him to scare his mother, and taught Xiao Bao'er that boys will protect their mothers in the future, and those who bully their mothers will not be able to become men when they grow up.

Xiao Bao'er learned a lesson, and she didn't dare to scare Shi Qiu anymore, even if she saw a bug while walking on the road, she had to kick the bug away before Shi Qiu, and then tilted her head and asked Shi Qiu if he was a man now?

Shi Qiu was so amused by Xiao Bao'er's actions that he leaned forward and leaned back, and felt quite relieved in his heart, so he quickly nodded and praised Xiao Bao'er for being a little man.

In the past few years, she has lived a quiet and happy life, and there will be intermittent trivial things, and in terms of some things, she and Su Zhi are not all the same, and it is common to quarrel. But most of the time, Su Zhi took the lead in lowering his head, but when two people live together, they can't let one person suffer all his temper, so sometimes Shi Qiu, who is no longer a girl, will also admit her mistake to Su Zhi. Su Zhi ate this set a few years ago, and still eats this set a few years later, and there is no way to take Shiqiu.

If anything has changed a lot in the past two years, it is that the court has issued an order not to allow the people to set up so many wineries privately, but like Shi Qiu, who has been operating to a certain scale, plus the time that the godfather and godmother have been doing it, it has been for decades, and the court has also given it a chance, and it has not been completely banned, only it is not allowed to develop the scale again, and the number of wines in a year is also limited.

As a result, although Shi Qiu has regrets in her heart, fortunately, she can still make wine, even if she can't brew much wine, she can still sell some meals in the restaurant to provide for the expenses of the big guys.

Shi Qiu felt that maybe it was because of the increase in age year by year, or maybe it was the peaceful days that had consumed all her fighting spirit, and now she felt that she didn't have so much energy day by day, so she barely took care of the tavern business, and then took care of Xiao Bao'er and Su Zhi's life, she felt full of busy and fulfilling.

The imperial court has promoted Su Zhi to an official position several times, and Su Zhi is not good at shirking again and again, so he transferred a place close to Liangcheng for a period of time, but he changed his position rashly, or Su Zhi was not adaptable, or he was the person who replaced Su Zhi's position, and Liangcheng was not as good as Su Zhi did, and it didn't take long for him to change back.

Shi Qiu knew that Su Zhi actually wanted to have another daughter in her heart, but her stomach never moved later, and after seeing many doctors saying that she was raising and raising, Shi Qiu's anxiety may have been felt by Su Zhi too, so she never mentioned the matter of having a daughter.

At this moment, Shi Qiu felt that she really looked like a, she couldn't give birth to children, and she couldn't stand other women giving birth to children for her husband, so in this life, in the matter of children, Shi Qiu felt that Su Zhi was wronged.

Every time she talks about this topic, Su Zhi behaves very generously, always saying that she is tired of having children, and a little Bao'er made her bother to lose weight and lose her shape, and now she has only one child, so as not to give birth to a disobedient person and then anger her.

Su Zhi comforted her like this, and Shi Qiu felt warm when she heard it, but in the end, she still had some regrets in her heart.

Xiaojuan, the maid who was kicked out of the house by Shi Qiu before, is now married, and gave birth to a son and a daughter in the first child, and now it is said that her belly is big again, which makes Shi Qiu envious for no reason, when Xiao Juan was full moon, Shi Qiu also went to give a gift and hugged the child, and was dipped in joy.

Xiaojuan looked at Shi Qiu again, or called Mrs., and thanked Shi Qiu in her heart for being the matchmaker for choosing this husband for her, who was a good person with good quality.

In the spring, after the acacia flowers in the streets and alleys of Liangcheng bloomed, Shi Qiu and Aunt Sun also went to pick a basket, Shi Qiu used the practice of Huainan when she was a child, washed the acacia flowers, picked them one by one, and then evenly sprinkled some flour, so that the white locust flowers were stained with a thin layer, and put them in a pot and steamed them over high heat for a while.

I don't know if Xiao Bao'er has Shiqiu's blood flowing in her body, and she is particularly interested in this steamed locust flower, and she likes to eat it with sugar in a small bowl.

Shi Qiu felt that her life might just go on like this, and then Xiao Bao'er slowly grew up, from a small man to a big man, he might be as handsome as his father, with his own goals and responsibilities, and when he reached a certain age, he would meet a girl he liked, and then marry home, before her gray hair, she still had the strength to hug her grandson or little granddaughter.

Shi Qiu imagined it so beautifully, but God seemed to be very unwilling to let her live too flat, and her only child, Xiao Bao'er, couldn't wait for the acacia flowers to bloom in the second year.

In the summer, the weather was hot and humid, and it was difficult for the children in the private school to sit and listen to the end of class, so Mr. Shang was unwell, so he gave the children a holiday an hour in advance, let them go home and play by themselves, and then review the homework they had learned during the day when it was cool in the evening.

But a few playful children did not listen to Mr. and went home on time, and a few people carried their school bags and quietly ran to the pond on the outskirts of the city to play in the water.

The spring at the border pass is relatively dry, and the water in the pond is relatively shallow, but when the summer flood season comes, the water in the pond will rise more than half a person high, and with the wind, rain and sun, the sand banks on both sides of the pond will become soft, which is not a matter of concern, but it will kill several children at once.

Shi Qiu didn't expect that Xiao Bao'er, who had always been obedient and well-behaved, would follow her companions to the pond to play with the water, one fell in, the other went to pull, the other also fell in, and the rest of the children went to pull, but the water in the pond was merciless, and none of the children could let go.

When the bad news reached the house, Shi Qiu listened to the words of the villagers, and felt a few thunderbolts ringing in his head, and after standing up, he lost consciousness as soon as his eyes went dark.

Being pinched and relieved, Shi Qiu ran and lost her shoes and went to the pond, where her child had been fished up, like a broken tree by the river, lying there motionless.

She went over and called, "Little Bao'er." ”

Xiao Bao'er was disobedient this time and did not respond to her mother-in-law.

Shi Qiu felt his heart tremble, his voice whimpered, and he called again, "Xiao Bao'er." ”

Little Bao'er was still motionless, and she could no longer hear her call.

Shi Qiu hugged her child and cried heartbreakingly, this is her life, it is the meat of her heart that she used to feed with medicinal soup one bite at a time.

Shi Qiu cried and cried, and then felt that the sky was dark, and felt that the world was beginning to become a little unreal, she obviously did not do evil, and she lived a plain life, like many people in this world, but why did God always punish her again and again? If she had done something unreasonable in her previous life, then she would rather never be born than let the people around her leave one after another.

The hardships in the world have never been about eating and sleeping in the open air, nor about being enslaved by life and working day after day, but that I desperately cherish and love everyone around me, but I still can't keep anyone.

Yin and yang are separated, life and death are not seen, which is the most vicious punishment given by God to the world.

Shi Qiu knew that she couldn't escape the natural law of life and death, but how could she let her bury her child with her own hands.

Xiao Bao'er's death is a great blow to Shi Qiu, and it is also huge for Su Zhi, parents in this world love their children, and every parent pours not only money, time and energy into their children, but also all their hopes and love, even more than life.

But everything was fine, but suddenly it was gone, and it was so sudden that it was really difficult for anyone to accept.

The one who returns always goes, Su Zhi took Xiao Bao'er home step by step, and Shi Qiu followed step by step to call Xiao Bao'er's name and call him home.

The husband and wife sat with their children in their arms all night, but the deceased was finally buried in the ground, and they buried their children with their own hands.

At this moment, Shi Qiu felt that half of her sky had fallen, if it weren't for Su Zhi still supporting her behind her, Shi Qiu felt that she was almost dead.

In her dreams, she always dreamed that the child was hungry and thirsty, and dreamed that Xiao Bao'er was afraid of being lonely on Huangquan Road, and called her mother one after another.

Shi Qiu sometimes makes fools, looking at the clothes that Xiao Bao'er has worn, and thinking about jumping into the river to find his children. Often at this time, Su Zhi will always persuade her that Xiao Bao'er is a good child, he will hope that his mother will live well, and he will hope that his mother will live well.

So Shi Qiu was in a daze, remembering that she still had Su Zhi, and there was a man in this world who loved her very much, so she shouldn't just give up so easily.

Shi Qiu thought of her godfather and godmother again, at first Shi Qiu couldn't understand the eyes of the old couple when they first saw her, kind and sad, but now Shi Qiu knows, when she sees a child who is about the same age as Xiao Bao'er, it is the same.