Chapter 53: I Don't Deserve to Love Him Anymore
The world is too small, really too small!
Some people thought they would never see each other again in their lives, but they didn't expect to meet again at a corner.
Ye Xiaoluan was completely stunned, his mouth was slightly open, and he stood motionless in place, looking at the well-dressed Ning Mo in the seat with two stunned eyes, and his whole brain was blank.
Lin Wanqing is an observant person, and asked, "Do you know each other?" β
"I know, of course I know, and I'm very familiar." Zhang Dawei had a sneer on his face, he was fighting for Ning Mo.
"Humph!"
Ning Yao snorted lightly, don't overdo it, and don't look at Ye Xiaoluan.
The unnatural expression on Ning Mo's face flashed for a moment, and then he returned to normal, and said with a smile: "Minister Lin, you are more familiar with this place, so you should order food." β
In his eyes, the current Ye Xiaoluan is just a person who is slightly more familiar than strangers.
Although she didn't know what the relationship between the waiter in front of her and Ning Mo was, Lin Wanqing knew that it must be very unpleasant, so she didn't refuse, opened the menu and began to order.
Ye Xiaoluan couldn't help but look at Ning Mo while remembering.
The bits and pieces that used to be in school come to mind......
Without an umbrella, the two could only stand at the bus stop to hide from the rain; When the menstrual holiday came, she couldn't even walk because of the pain, so Ning Mo picked up her princess and walked to the dormitory without saying a word; Eating ice cream together, eating with mouths full, looking at each other and smiling backwards, etc.
How beautiful, how innocent!
After she found out that she was deceived by Gao Liwei and woke up in pain, she was so happy, there was a boy who loved her and cared for her, made her laugh when she was unhappy, gave her a shoulder to lean on when she was sad, and celebrated her warmly when she achieved something.
It's a pity that there is no going back!
She went back to that rental house, but things were wrong, how she wished that time could be turned back, back to more than a month ago, then she would not say anything to Ning Mo to break up, but would only firmly grasp him and hug him.
Seeing that Ning Mo didn't even bother to look at himself, Ye Xiaoluan only felt that all thoughts were lost, as if his soul had been withdrawn from his body in an instant, and his eyes slowly turned red......
"That's all I ordered, do you want anything else?" Lin Wanqing asked Ning Mo and the others.
"No need, Miss Lin just ordered, we're not picky eaters, hehe......" Zhang Dawei said with a smile.
Ning Mo remembered in his heart that Lin Wanqing had only ordered four dishes, which was a bit less, and he was not out of money now, so where was enough to order these dishes for a treat: "Order more, the first time you invite Minister Lin to dinner, you can't eat a few dishes so stingily." He looked at Ye Xiaoluan, "Serve all your specialties, thank you." β
His eyes were no longer affectionate, as indifferent as if he were treating a stranger.
Pain!
Heart-rending pain!
Ye Xiaoluan's last illusion was finally shattered, he was no longer him, and there was no longer her in his eyes.
I regret it, I hate it, why didn't I cherish him at the beginning?
After ordering, she quickly left the place, tears finally came out of her eyes after turning around, and she finally understood why there were lines in the movie that she couldn't regret until she lost it.
"Xiaoluan, what's wrong with you?"
A woman in professional attire walked over and asked with concern.
"Manager, I...... I'm fine. said so, but Ye Xiaoluan still kept wiping tears.
This manager is also a person with a story, she glanced at Ning Mo's table, and said softly, "The boy you told me about before is there, right?" β
Ye Xiaoluan didn't deny it, nodded, and the weak mosquito and fly responded, "Hmm".
"Do you still love him?" The manager asked.
Ye Xiaoluan's whole body trembled, smiled desolately, shook his head and said, "I'm already dirty, and I don't deserve to love him anymore." β
"Don't say that, be brave and talk to him, maybe you still have the possibility of getting back together." The manager patted Ye Xiaoluan's shoulder and comforted.
"No !!"
Ye Xiaoluan suddenly took a step back as if he was emotionally out of control, and said painfully, "Manager, do you know? His father was seriously ill, waiting for money for surgery, when he was most helpless and in need of companionship, I counted him as naΓ―ve and immature in three or five times, and then left him behind, I deeply hurt him, and now I have the face to go to him again. β
These things were said by Zhang Dawei when he called her to accuse her for Ning Mo's grievances, and she was stunned at the time, who is immature? Who is the childish one? Not Ningmo, but herself.
Self-righteous thinks that her thoughts are correct, self-righteous looks down on Ning Mo, self-righteous thinks that she has found a mature, stable and responsible man, everything is because of her self-righteousness.
The manager sighed: "Xiaoluan, the past is in the past, you are still young, I believe that the future will be better, today I will give you a day off, go back and have a good rest, okay?" β
Ye Xiaoluan was teary-eyed, a little reluctant to look at Ning Mo from afar, how she hoped that it was her who was sitting next to Ning Mo at the moment, and all the beauty was destroyed by herself.
"To make you forget, he should be a very considerate boy."
The manager sympathized with Ye Xiaoluan's plight, but could not do anything about it, just like she used to, adults must be responsible for their own actions and choices.
"Yes."
Ye Xiaoluan nodded with tears in her eyes.
"Go back and rest, everything will be fine tomorrow." The manager patted Ye Xiaoluan's shoulder again.
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"Who the hell is that waiter?"
Lin Wanqing was quite curious about Ye Xiaoluan's identity, and finally asked this sentence after finding the opportunity.
Zhang Dawei looked at Ning Mo, he was indeed Ma Daha, but when it came to Ning Mo's private affairs, he always had to ask Ning Mo's opinion.
Ning Mo smiled: "An old friend, don't mention it." β
"Yes, yes, there's nothing to mention, Miss Lin, has our Lao Ning caused you trouble at work?" Zhang Dawei hurriedly revealed this matter, Ye Xiaoluan is already in the past tense, this Lin Wanqing is in the present tense, and it can't make people's hearts respond.
Lin Wanqing took a sip of tea and smiled: "No, he has created a lot of income for the company." β
"Sister Lin, you are so beautiful, do you have a boyfriend?" Ning Yao asked directly.
Ning Mo was drinking tea, and when he heard this question, he almost sprayed, and then glared at Ning Yao, meaning that he would eat when he ate, and he always talked about what he didn't do.
"I'm so busy with work that I don't have time to talk to someone." Lin Wanqing shook her head slightly.
"A beautiful and capable woman like Miss Lin must have many suitors, and in my opinion, suitors can be lined up from one end of the Han River to the other." Zhang Dawei seems to be running the train with his mouth full, but he is exploring Lin Wanqing's reality.
Lin Wanqing didn't speak, just frowned, obviously speechless.
Ning Mo kicked Zhang Dawei under the table, and signaled him with his eyes not to talk nonsense.
The beastmaster pulled the red line for himself, and now Ning Yao and Zhang Dawei are very tacitly matching themselves with Lin Wanqing, what is the situation?