As soon as she pushed the door, the cold wind outside the door, which had already been prepared, rushed in, devouring the warmth of the room unscrupulously, rushing towards Mo Xiaoxiao viciously, robbing her body temperature, she had to wrap her clothes tightly again, and gently approached the fire, she clearly felt that a fierce wind behind her was lying on her back, tearing her clothes with teeth and claws, and putting the cold hands and claws into it to make her tremble, and in front of her was a pile of raging fires, Fighting against the cold wind in her back.

Watching him silently from the side, Zhao San'er saw that he went straight out without saying a word, and hurriedly asked, "Hey, where are you going, big brother?" ”

Zhao Si'er's body, which was as strong as a cow, gradually disappeared into the eyes of the two of them without looking back, but said lightly: "Add some firewood!" ”

Seeing that Zhao Si'er left, Zhao San'er didn't speak again, just stayed by the fire and roasted the fire quietly, silent.

Mo Xiaoxiao looked at the fire for a while, and saw that he seemed to have a lot of mysteries in his heart that he couldn't solve, so he wanted to talk to him.

"Hey, I've always had a question, I haven't figured it out, can you tell me?" Mo Xiaoxiao first tentatively opened the chatterbox.

Zhao San'er said casually while fiddling with the fire: "What's the problem?" If your eldest brother is not here, you have to ask quickly, otherwise my eldest brother will have to talk too much about me when he comes back! ”

Mo Xiaoxiao glanced at the door, and saw that Zhao Si'er did not come back, so she moved slightly to Zhao San'er's position, lowered her voice and asked in a low voice: "That's it, are you brothers?" Why doesn't it look like it at all, and ah, your eldest brother's name is Zhao Si'er, and your name is Zhao San'er, aren't you older than him? Why do you still call him big brother? ”

Zhao San'er glanced at her, and then slowly said: "Actually, we are not brothers, everything has to be the same as nine years ago." ”

"Nine years ago, I was not a gangster, my parents were happy and my parents did a small business, although they were not rich and expensive, but they were also a well-off family, but then my father became addicted to gambling, everything changed, he often went to the casino, business and housework everything was lost to my mother, over time my father owed a lot of debts because of blockage, since then people often come to my house to force debts, my mother gave all the existence to others, but she didn't know that it was a bottomless pit, where to be clear, Selling all the belongings and even the house is still a lot of money, my father was forced to repay the debt, couldn't help but drink poison in a fit of anger and died, leaving me and my mother, my mother was forced to have no choice, but those people said that if I couldn't pay the debt, I would die, and the last time I asked for a debt, my mother really had no choice, borrowed what should be borrowed, and sold what should be sold was not enough to repay, and those people rushed in, and my mother threw me down from the well in the backyard at a critical moment of life and death. Let me hold on to the rope and not come out of any sound I heard, while my mother was left alone to face the things that had lost her conscience. ”

Mo Xiaoxiao was a little moved when she heard this, and she couldn't bear it, and continued to look at him intently.

"Later, when I was in that well, I heard the sound of those people scolding my mother, and I heard my mother's crying, but I couldn't go out, and if I went out, I would only die, and then my mother would fall short, and I kept going there, do you know how sad and angry I am? The kind of anger that dared not speak, grabbed the rope to death, gritted his teeth and could only greet the ancestors of those people in his heart, there was no other way, I don't know how long I stayed, until there was no sound outside, I slowly climbed out from there, I went out and saw that the yard in the broken house was in a mess, as if someone had re-raided the house, there were some smashed furniture everywhere, I ran madly towards the house, it was already dark, there was no light in the house, I tripped over the furniture again and again, stood up again and again, and finally, I touched my mother's cold hand in the dark, her hand was like an ice cube, hard and cold, I put her hand into my clothes, but I couldn't cover her no matter what, I wanted to cry, I wanted to cry hysterically, but I didn't dare to attract people, I could only cry silently. I tried to touch her face with my hands, but all I touched was a blur of flesh and blood, I couldn't control my emotions anymore, I cried out hoarsely, hugged her and cried, I even wanted to pick up a machete to fight with those wolf-hearted things, but I was weak since I was a child, like a weak chicken, I was only nineteen years old, and I lost my home in two months, and those days collapsed like my home in an instant.

Later, my cry attracted people, and I heard a lot of people running towards the house outside the gate, and they were holding burning torches, illuminating the dark courtyard, and those curses filled the silent courtyard to the brim, and I had more than ten thousand voices in my heart, so that my frail and sick body picked up the machete and slashed at those people, but I still didn't, it's not that I'm cowardly, but I don't want to die, it's not that I don't dare to die, I don't want to die in vain, I don't want to die in vain, and going out must be just an egg touching a stone, So before those people rushed into the house, I ran out of the backyard in tears, jumping off the 10-meter-high wall in the backyard. ”

Mo Xiaoxiao looked at him intently, with regretful tears in the corners of her eyes: "Then, they didn't find you later, right?" ”

Zhao San'er shook his head: "No, I jumped off the high wall, broke my hand, and couldn't move my feet, I knew that those people would chase me out, and then catch me back and kill me, I can only be like a fish that has been drained of water, lying on the ground waiting for death, I seem to see a big beam of fire burning, rendering the night sky like day, the tongue of fire is dozens of feet high, those are my house and my mother's body and burning, I know, But what could I do but quietly look at the helpless chicken, I thought I would soon see my mother, but at this time my eldest brother appeared, and he saved me. ”

Mo Xiaoxiao heard it clearly: "So, do you know each other like this?" ”

"Well, when I woke up later, it was under a bridge cave, it was my eldest brother who saved me, he was not like this before, Qi Yu is very friendly, he told me that he came here to find relatives, but he didn't tell me who he was looking for, what kind of relatives he recognized, I didn't ask much, but then I found out that he lived in Yangzhou, he told me that there were no relatives in the world, and I didn't find relatives, so the two of us depended on each other, he knew what happened in my family, and I began to be incognito for my safety, with him a surname, the name is also with him, in Yangzhou over the years I often do some stealing chickens and dogs, he didn't say anything, you ask me why I don't do something serious, because my hand is broken, the body is weak and can't do heavy work, my eldest brother seems to have some hidden disease, every rainy day he is uncomfortable, will have a headache and do not want to give birth to limbs weak red rash, I heard him say that he is old and sick I didn't ask anything, he is only two years older than me, to me like a brother and father is very good. ”

After listening to Zhao San'er's words, Mo Xiaoxiao fell into endless contemplation, but he didn't expect that there would be such a difficult thing between them, was what he just said too much, he just speculated about the two of them on the surface, it really shouldn't be.

Mo Xiaoxiao raised his head, looked at him and slowly continued: "Then do you know who the person you hunted down and killed was?" Could it be that the police at that time ignored such a heinous crime as murder and arson? This heinous crime shouldn't have no response at all, right? Although your father owes people debts, and it is natural to repay debts, you can't force people to die, right? You can pay back the money you owe, but this sin is not punishable by death! ”

"You probably don't know anything about the situation, but if you were me, you wouldn't be in that situation. In this era when justice is worthless in the face of power and authority, who can change it, I can only be carried away, and my life is up to people, not to heaven, let alone me. Even if I have great ability, in another thirty or fifty years, I will not be able to compete with my enemies and wait for me, so I can only keep my hatred in my heart, and live such a life in secret, this is the reality. ”

After Mo Xiaoxiao listened to his words, she couldn't tell whether she was sad and angry, desolate, sympathetic or contacting her, just listening to his words, obviously unwilling to say who her enemy was, Mo Xiaoxiao didn't ask him anymore, it was good for him to think so, although he was indignant and sad for him, but for him, it was already the best ending not to dwell on it, some things were not cowardly, but they were forced to be helpless, maybe this is also a way to protect themselves, When is the time for retribution......

Mo Xiaoxiao suddenly felt very sad when she thought of this, and she felt a wave of self-blame and guilt in her heart: "I'm sorry, I'm ...... I didn't mean to say that, I just didn't think you had such a bleak past, and I shouldn't have made any conclusions about you when I didn't know the whole story, I'm sorry. ”

Zhao San raised his head suddenly, glanced at her, and said disdainfully: "Why do you want to apologize to me, I don't need your apology or your begging, you are right, I am now a very vicious person, I have done many bad things, I have always been a disgraceful chicken and dog thief, I don't need anyone's pity, and you don't need to forgive me for my sins because of my unbearable past, because what I do is what I do, what I do is what I don't want to do, what is wrong is why there is no reason, and the wicked are the wicked." I'm just bored to tell you this, don't think that this is just trying to get your mercy, then you're wrong. ”