Chapter 11: The Real Wu Worries

Wu Wei, who can already get off work, sits in the staff lounge, his heart is like numbness, and he has lost his home, and his mother's actions today have almost wiped out Wu Wei's last beautiful vision for his parents.

Looking up at the time, there was still one hour before Mu Yuxun would get off work. Wu Wei, who was sad and had nothing to do, left the mall, pushed his bicycle, and passed the time.

Lying on the bicycle, staring at the ground in a daze, I don't know how long, the crisp and familiar voice woke up Wu Wei.

"I told you, don't come so early, wait for the tired." Mu Yuxun was standing on the side, and it turned out that an hour had passed.

"No, I just arrived."

Although Mu Yuxun's hands were still the same as before, hanging down in front of his abdomen, he rarely raised his head to look directly at Wu Wei.

"It's not too long, don't worry." Wu Wei regained his former gentleness.

After Mu Yuxun left Wu Wei, he sniffed his nose, "What did you do in the afternoon?" ”

"No.... Nothing..."

"Oh," Mu Yuxun was a little uneasy.

"I really didn't mean to hide it from you, let's go back and talk."

"May I ask you a question? Why do you care what I'm doing in the afternoon? ”

"I don't know what I care about, I just want to know." Mu Yuxun didn't understand why he was unreasonable, so he was a little aggrieved.

"I didn't mean to hide it from you, I got a part-time job as a cleaner in a shopping mall."

"Guessed, I can feel it without saying it. Your clothes smell of sweat and sanitizer. Mu Yuxun is still a little aggrieved.

"You...... It's a bit too smart. Wu Wei put his nose against his clothes and sniffed, but he didn't smell anything.

"Why, you shouldn't be short of money."

"Why should I?" Wu Wei didn't want to explain too much, but he had to explain when he looked at Mu Yuxun's eyes.

Facing the anxious Mu Yuxun, Wu Wei was a little hesitant. Put your hands on her shoulders, "I have a secret, it's not that I don't want to hide it from you, I'll give you the answer later, okay." ”

Wu Wei carried Mu Yuxun to the direction of the park, but Mu Yuxun was very uneasy, and his hands were tightly grasping Wu Yu's clothes, such concealment was most likely to cause misunderstanding and generate uneasy factors.

Along the way, the two people with different moods, Mu Yuxun was worried about the unknown, and Wu Wei was afraid of what would happen in the end.

"Wait for me here, I'll go home and get something, come when I go, don't leave." Wu Wei admonished.

Mu Yuxun sat on a wooden chair in the park, holding his legs with both hands, burying his head in his legs, instinctively wanting to protect himself.

Wu Wei, who came back at this time, had an extra iron box in his hand, the iron box that carried everything Wu Wu, holding the iron box, standing still, after thinking for a long time, he sat next to Mu Yuxun and put the iron box on her lap.

"I'm not hungry." Mu Yuxun didn't notice the obsolescence of the iron box, and only saw a few words with cookies on the surface.

Wu Wei slowly opened the iron box, took out the envelope pressed under the diary, and kept wiping the word "dream" scrawled with a childish atmosphere on the surface. "This was originally for you, but I didn't expect it to be given to you so early, I didn't even have the mind to prepare."

Wu Wei handed the envelope to Mu Yuxun, "This is what I saved from the age of ten to the present, a total of 4,400 yuan." ”

Mu Yuxun took out the contents of the envelope, a stack of banknotes, with a small amount of the old version of 100 yuan at the bottom, and a new version in red on the top. Mu Yuxun hurriedly put it back and returned it to Wu Wei after seeing it clearly, but he pressed his hands and couldn't move.

"Why give me... Give me so much money. Mu Yuxun lowered her voice, she knew that Wu Wei was good to her, but she wanted to understand more.

"Why... You keep asking me, but I can't give you the full answer, half of the answer is on you, and I did it because I was afraid, because I was cowardly, because I didn't have the courage. ”

"I'll ask you a question first, it's been buried for a long time. Do you want to go to college? ”

Mu Yuxun was stunned on the spot, not knowing how to answer.

"Sorry, I'll change the question, have you thought about graduating from high school?" Wu Wei calmly decided to face the problems that the reality tortured him.

"I... I... I'm now... In the effort. This is also a problem that tortures Mu Yuxun and does not dare to face Wu Wei.

"I'm sorry, it's not that I don't believe in your efforts, it's just that I really don't have the courage to gamble." Wu Wei bent over, lowered his head, and held his head in both hands.

"When I was 10 years old, I thought I would be able to marry a wife if I saved money. After junior high school, the more I know about you, the more scared I become. ”

"We've known each other for so long, learning together and growing together. You say you're not hungry when you're fasting, you say it's okay when you're wronged, you hold back your tears when you're sad, and you always wronged yourself in order to cater to others. You have hidden it from others, have you hidden it from me? Wu Wei said to the ground, tears flowed, but he just didn't want Mu Yuxun to see it, at least he didn't want her to see the tears, and his body was lower than Mu Yuxun.

"When you were in elementary school, you were surrounded by a few of your classmates in the garbage heap, and they threw garbage at you and scolded you. I can't bear it, I fight with them, although I was called a parent and wrote a review, but I was really happy, I felt that I could protect you. Wu Wei wiped his tears and snot with his sleeve.

"But you apologized to them later, scolded yourself while fanning yourself, and begged them for forgiveness, I was outside the door, and I didn't even have the courage to speak out, you were for me, for me!" Wu Wei pointed to himself and shouted.

"Don't be like this..."Mu Yuxun grabbed Wu Wei's hand, hugged Wu Wei's hand and was about to cry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

"It's my fault, don't blame yourself" Wu Wei looked at Mu Yuxun squarely, wiped away the girl's tears with his thumb, and stopped the girl's crying, but he couldn't suppress the girl's choking.

"What can I do, what do you tell me to do, how many times, I can only watch you being bullied, I endure it, and I have to pretend that I don't know, I want to cry but I don't have a place."

"There's so little I can do for you, so I swear I'm going to show you the best version of myself. But I'm afraid, I'm afraid that one day, you tell me, Wu is worried that I won't go to college, and you have to work hard with me. "The deep fear buried in my heart was dug out, this is the most cowardly side of Wu Wei, crying, trembling, and afraid.

"So you've been saving up for me?"

"For myself, I'm selfish, not as gentle and considerate as you think."

"But... How do you make me accept so much... I've never seen so much money in my life. ”

"Actually, I met my mother at work today."

Mu Yuxun covered his mouth in surprise, as long as he heard Wu Wei's mother instinctively a little scared.

"She didn't recognize her because she was wearing work clothes, so I rubbed her. You know, in front of so many people for a long time. I didn't dare to squeak, she doesn't even know now, and I feel your feelings. Wu Wei gritted his teeth and said.

"Even if you refuse me, it's nothing, I just hope you accept it all and give me hope." Wu Wei pushed the box from Mu Yuxun's knee inside.

"This is my diary and my dreams, all of which are handed over to you today, the gentleness and thoughtfulness you saw before, only half of me, these are all me."

"Tomorrow, when I come to pick you up from work, please give me an answer." Wu Wei held Mu Yuxun's hand and buckled it on the box.