Actually, let's be honest, if things hadn't happened. Yu Koi can say these words, in fact, it is already very moving, of course, if that incident did not happen between them, it should be a very normal phenomenon to say this kind of thing, but the key is. He had done irreparable things to him. He almost hurt him, hurt his life and hurt her happiness. It's not that he doesn't want to forgive him, it's that he can't forgive him. He also thought about forgiving him. But when I think about it. He almost made her end of life, and he was selfish and didn't want to forgive her, their relationship was so good before, they didn't talk before, they didn't talk about anything, they were inseparable, but that was before all.

"I really want to forgive you if I can. You've been playing together for so long, we've had so many happy times together, and to be honest, I'd really forgive you if it hadn't happened. But then you did that kind of thing. Even if it didn't affect me in the end, and it didn't make me any big deal, you did it anyway, and from the moment you started to have this idea, our friendship should have ended. But I don't, do you really think I don't know anything? Actually, I'm very clear, I'm really aware, I even know what you've done. But when you asked me out, I still chose to go out, and I didn't even tell your little uncle because I believe you are a kind person. Those unconscionable things, not to mention the fact that we were playing together for so long yesterday. Well, you should remember. But then you did it. Why are you doing this? I do not know. Maybe you have your own difficulties, but have you ever wondered what kind of impact it will have on me if you do it successfully? Have you ever wondered what I would do for the rest of my life if this really happened like this, if it really ended like this? You do this kind of thing to me for a man. To be honest, I think I really want to forgive you, because people always make mistakes, but if you make small mistakes, if you just joke with me in jealousy, I will really forgive me. Because that's not a very important thing in itself, that's what I think. What you said was not a trivial matter, and it almost ruined my life and almost ruined my life. What you do. He only gave me three days and three nights, and he couldn't tell me all about the pain in my heart at that time. I even felt like I was going to die right now. If your little uncle had been a step late, would I still be able to sit here and talk to you so unharmed? You can't enjoy it. It's not the kind of process you think, maybe you also think of this kind of result, you can't imagine it, how much I really suffer in my heart. Because you don't understand anything, because you haven't experienced this kind of thing. I don't want to blame you. I don't want to blame you at all. But the truth is much more vulgar. If I don't blame you, I'm sorry for myself. ”

Song Qingnan said a lot of things, in fact, these things. Yu Koi has already thought about it before, after all, no one has the obligation to forgive a person who harmed himself, and he has no obligation to ask others to forgive him, after all, the person who does the wrong thing is indeed the one who has done the wrong thing, and this incident has caused a lot of trouble to others, and even almost ruined the life of others, even if it is the Holy Mother, there should be a time to be angry. On others, he may not know the seriousness of this matter, but on his own family, on his former good friend, now Xiao Shen Shen, he should actually understand these truths, and if he admits that he has done this, what does it mean? It shows that he didn't take this matter to heart at all, it means that he just wanted to do it at the time, and he did it madly for no reason, maybe she has her own difficulties, but what about others? Others are just a little bitter. None of them? Thinking about it, he himself seemed to understand that what he said was indeed a little funny, but he didn't want to ask for her forgiveness, she really didn't, he knew that he wouldn't forgive himself. He also knew that perhaps his own death would bring them more relief. He didn't dare to say anything, she could only say the truest thoughts in her heart, otherwise, he felt that he would regret it for the rest of his life, and he would feel sad for the rest of his life because of this incident.

"You're right, I know it's not right for me to do this, I've caused a lot of trouble in your life, and it was a very wrong choice for me to have this idea at the time, and I also know that from the moment I started to have this thought, our friendship should have ended here, and I was shocked that you could trust me for the last time, and that I would be willing to come to my appointment after knowing about it. I've been grateful for that for a long time. But you know that there are some things that I may really be indifferent to, but I have never thought of asking for your forgiveness, and I know that I have done these things too much, and I do not deserve to ask for your forgiveness. But I just want to tell you before I die, some of the things I know may be of some help to you in the future, and maybe it will give you a certain impetus to investigate these things now. When I rose up again from the beginning, when I wanted to hurt your mind, I also thought about regretting it, I also thought about being caught, and I even wanted to go over and take the initiative to find you and confess these things, but at that time I was already a grasshopper in the same boat as them. If I turn it over alone. They'll be annoyed, not because I care about them so much, but because if the matter goes upside down. I know that there will be more things to be pulled out, just like if a person has lied, he needs to tell more lies to fulfill that lie. I'm not asking for your forgiveness, I just want to tell you something. I know I'm going too far in what I'm doing. No one deserves to be forgiven. So I didn't think to ask for your forgiveness and I know I don't deserve it, and I don't have that face. ”

Yu Koi kept talking. If he had put it before, he would definitely think that this girl was very pitiful, too stupid, and originally a soft-hearted person. A person comes to ask for his forgiveness like this, if she says that she does not agree, it is really unreasonable, but his current situation does not allow him to agree to his request to him again, and then forgive him, because this matter itself is impossible, she has caused this kind of trouble to her, and if he forgives him again, he is really a fool.

"Grandma doesn't like white-haired people to send black-haired people, so I'll keep your life alive, and you can survive. But if you survive, I will never allow you to go out again, and you will have to stay here for the rest of your life. Grandma will come to visit you when she has time, you remember to say some good things to her old man, after all, he is old and can't be stimulated, and after knowing about you, he was actually a little broken at that time. Fortunately, his old man is sensible in the end. Didn't ask me anything too much, and the value was when I kept your life. I won't be too harsh on this matter if it didn't cause any big disaster, but I definitely won't just leave it at that, after all, the person you hurt is my wife. So you can't get out for the rest of your life. You're left here. ”

Yu Yanbei suddenly interjected in the conversation between the two people. Yu Koi couldn't help but laugh when she heard this. How could he not be afraid of death, of course he was also afraid of death, but she knew that after she did these things, she would have been damned, if they really let him go so plainly and let her continue to go out to live, he would feel guilty and uneasy, so the best way is for her to live, and then she can't get out, she can't go out to hurt people, and she can't continue to think like this kind of thinking sometimes. The only way I could do it was to keep him in control, so he was confined to this little room, but even so, he felt that he deserved it, and if he hadn't thought that way in the first place, how could he be punished now? He didn't blame them because it was the punishment he deserved.

"Okay, I got it. Thank you. ”

I thank you because you agreed to his request to keep me alive and not to make her sad and not to make her sad, and I thank you not because I was afraid of death. Of course, people are afraid of death, but when it comes time to die, when you really have to die, you will find that all your previous fears are gone, because this is the problem you have to face, and you are just advancing or continuing. If it is just a few years before the end of your life, the delay will be natural. It's a gift of your life, and you don't dare to complain. Then he now knows that he still has a chance to live, and a chance to continue to live in this world, even if he will not see any beautiful scenery in the future, but as long as he lives, he believes that some things will definitely be meaningful. For example, to make up for what he wanted to pay back, of course, he knew that what she had brought him was definitely more than what he could make up for in 11 o'clock. It was indeed his fault. He was also a ghost at the time, but before he did this, he really treated her as a best friend. Odds face many things, he is willing to keep the same thinking and consistent thinking with him. They're like conjoined babies. It's like living together and having the same thinking. It's just that he buried this friendship with his own hands, and in the final analysis, he is to blame for all this.

Yu Yanbei has been listening to the two women in silence since then, and he can't talk for a while. Song Qingnan wanted to leave and return home, because he was worried about the two children at home. Yu Yanbei naturally couldn't ask for it, he had wanted to leave for a long time, but seeing that his wife said so much, there would definitely be unfinished words, so he kept waiting. He originally felt that there was no point in coming to visit this woman, many things were done, what was right was right, and what was wrong was wrong. Reverence is like truth and falsehood. Their boundaries should not be confused. Right and wrong. It's just a thought. But that little bit and small step can't be wrong, once you make a mistake, it's wrong. What is wrong is wrong.

"I know you're having a complicated time now, and you've definitely thought about forgiving him, after all, you used to have such a good relationship. Later, you also had a good relationship, although I was very angry, you went to be invited by him at that time, and did not inform me when you went to dinner with him, but fortunately you were also cautious enough, and you thought of calling me before you fainted, if it wasn't for that call, I'm afraid I really can't find you, so whoever you are in the future, if they call you out, you must tell me first. If something happens to you, I think I'm going to be really crazy. I know you're having a lot of things to think about right now, and you're thinking about it a lot. But I don't want to see you sad. Do you understand? I also know that he has caused you a lot of trauma. But isn't this the way this world is, the old is gone, and the new is coming. me, if you don't care, how can you come? You tell me? ”

While Yu Yanbei was driving, he looked at the woman sitting in the co-pilot with his spare eyes. There was no wave on the woman's face, but her eyebrows moved, and she must have listened to him a little. Yu Yanbei was happy in his heart when he thought about it, and he was already very satisfied. He originally thought that he would not be able to hear these words in his heart no matter what, but he didn't expect that he could understand so much that it was not easy. The sun will be satisfied.

"I know I understand what you're saying, so you don't have to worry about me. I should have come out long ago, after all, I knew what she wanted to do to me a long time ago, I didn't tell you that I could go out with her, but I believed that he was still a kind girl, and there might be room for change, but I didn't expect that after he went out, he would be so determined to hurt me, this thing, I really didn't expect that I was negligent. There will never be a next time, you don't have to worry about me anymore for this kind of thing, I'm good, I've figured it out. If he really wants to do something, I can't hold it back. No matter how long we've been together? If it's wrong, it's wrong, and I won't be soft-hearted to forgive him, you can rest assured. ”

Song Qingnan also smiled after speaking, I don't know what's wrong, but now I feel a sense of relaxation in my heart, and I feel that there is a feeling that a big stone has fallen to the ground. Maybe it's because she finally doesn't have to worry about whether to forgive him, but she seems to be in a good mood right now. The whole person is glowing with a relaxed light, which makes people full of positive energy when they see it.