At that time, she was really shocked when she saw the diary, she didn't expect her life experience to be so tortuous, and she didn't expect that she would have something to do with the Tang family.

originally wanted to tell Cen Zheng about this, but he didn't expect these things to happen later, Tang Yici is Yi'er's biological mother and Cen Zheng's favorite person, these things make Shenian feel like she has been beaten on the head.

Originally, she had planned everything, and after solving Gu Rongan, she would return to the Tang family and appear as the granddaughter of the Tang family, she wanted to avenge her mother and father, and also punish the Tang family, who caused the four of them to have to be separated.

But Tang Yici's sudden appearance and the announcement of Cen Zheng's birthday banquet all disrupted her plans.

She felt isolated again, and suddenly felt that everything she did was meaningless, originally she didn't want to leave with Yun Yi, she wanted to carry everything with Cen Zheng and advance and retreat together.

But when Cen Zheng announced it, it was tantamount to giving up on her, and she really had no choice at that time, so she chose to leave with Yun Yi.

Even the thought of revenge has dissipated a lot, and it feels ridiculous to imagine the sacrifice, how could she become such a person, because she was frustrated in her relationship, she gave up what she had always insisted on, and gave up on herself.

This kind of self is really looked down on by her.

If I had the realization I have now, I wouldn't have experienced any heart-to-death cliff jumping, but in fact, I was really impulsive at that time, and I really had the idea of death.

Yun Yi is like a nightmare to her, she has been tightly entangled with her, if she had a choice, she would not have left with Yun Yi back then, so as to experience those things that she did not want to think about in her life.

Of course, there will be no such entanglements later.

But there is no if in life, she jumped off the cliff and survived, since she is a person who is not afraid of death, why do you want to die?

Obviously, there are still so many things to do, and so many responsibilities to shoulder, she shouldn't have fallen into self-degradation like this.

Thinking about this, I am now relieved.

If she hadn't jumped off the cliff at that time, maybe she would still be drilling now, but not now, everything she experienced during the time of amnesia, the people she met and life changed her mind, and she still had to do something.

If the love of children is a stumbling block on her way to growth, then it is better to leave this thing behind.

"It turns out that you all know it, we all want to hide it from you, because I think it will be more difficult and hard if you choose this path, but I didn't expect you to know it so early......" Feiran looked at Shenian and opened his mouth with emotion.

If the memories of the sacrifice didn't come back, maybe they would have chosen not to tell her all this, as if nothing had happened.

But now it was different, she had remembered all the things before, and she knew the secrets that she didn't know before, and now they had no way to continue to hide anything from her.

It's up to her to decide what she chooses......

"Thank you for thinking so much about me, and I know you're all doing it for my good, but there are things in my life that I have to do, these things

It's not that I can't let it go without thinking about it or looking at it. She Nian looked at Feiran and thanked her softly, knowing that they were all for her own good, but she also had her own fate.

"Actually, Miss Niannian, the person who really thinks about you is Cen Zheng, he really thinks of everything, so he chooses to hide from you, he is actually really good, and the marriage contract between him and Tang Yici has been dissolved, just what happened yesterday." Thinking of Cen Zheng's depressed appearance outside, Fei Ran couldn't help but speak for Cen Zheng.

Hearing Fei Ran say this, she was a little surprised.

After sending Yi'er to the hospital yesterday morning, she received a call from Cen Zheng halfway, Cen Zheng asked her if she had watched the news, and wanted to say that she would watch it after hanging up the phone, but before the phone could hang up, she had an accident.

Could it be that the news that Cen Zheng wanted her to watch at that time was the news that he and Tang Yici broke off their marriage contract?

Although I still feel a little emotional, now that I have figured it out, there is no need to continue to be so entangled......

"I'm sure I'm going to scare you out if something happens. Have you now found out who did it to me? She didn't want to mention Cen Zheng, almost every time she mentioned Cen Zheng, she took the initiative to jump away from the topic.

Once or twice, she didn't notice it, but if she didn't notice it now, she was really nervous and unresponsive.

Miss Nian Nian doesn't seem to be very willing to mention Cen Zheng?

So what happened to the two of them before they arrived?

"Not yet, the other party bought the murderer, killed, people, the murderer has been found, but the other party killed the person one step ahead of us, and now the clues are also broken, and the investigation is still underway." Fei Ran shook his head and said honestly and really.

She Nian listened to Feiran's words, thinking that she had met Gu Xinya before, it shouldn't be a coincidence, Gu Xinya was dressed like that, she didn't know before she lost her memory, but now that she thinks about it, it is Gu Xinyue's usual dress.

Gu Xinya dressed up like that and then came to meet herself, naturally she must have an ulterior motive, and she was a little suspicious when she wanted to come to Gu Xinya.

However, she didn't plan to say these sacrifices for the time being, it was better to rely on others to investigate than on herself, she really wanted to see who wanted to kill her so much......

She Nian reached out and touched her abdomen, fortunately the little life in her belly was fine, I really didn't expect that this little life would be able to survive tenaciously in her belly after following her through a cliff jump and such a car accident, she really had to sigh the magic of life.

Originally, when she just woke up, she was still thinking about whether this child should stay, after all, this is her and Cen Zheng's child, if this child stays, then she will continue to be implicated with Cen Zheng in the future, but in fact, she has decided to give up and doesn't want to have anything to do with Cen Zheng anymore.

But when she thought of killing this child, she couldn't help but feel heartache, especially when she thought that she was able to survive tenaciously in such a harsh environment and situation, if she really beat him, then it would be really too cruel.

This is her child after all, and she is actually reluctant.

And when the doctor said that the child was very tenacious during the previous examination, she was even more reluctant.

Maybe God wants to keep this little life, if she is so cruel not to take him to see the world, she will really be a sinner.

When I think of this, I give up my thoughts

Relieved.

"Miss Niannian don't think about anything now, let's recuperate in the hospital for a while now, although you have woken up now, but your foot is injured very much, and you will need to rehabilitate in the future, so it is the key to take care of your body now." Fei pretended to be a relaxed mouth.

Hearing Fei Ran say this, she nodded and said, "I'm worried about you." The condition of my feet, Dr. Liu has already told me just now, and I know it myself, don't worry about me, it's Tang Yibei's side that wants to trouble you, help me inquire more about where he is now, I want to meet him. ”

Even if her brother didn't want to recognize her, she wanted to see him, and the two of them had been separated for five years, five years was enough time to change everything, but she believed that her brother was still the stupid child who would think about everything for her.

As for why he didn't recognize himself even though he was alive, maybe he also had his own difficulties.

She didn't want to force anything.

"Miss Niannian, don't worry, I will definitely contact Tang Yibei as soon as possible." Feiran had no way to tell Shenian that Tang Yibei was now in Tang Yici's hands, because she knew that if she said it, she was afraid that Shenian would have to jump up from this bed to find Tang Yici now.

But Shenian's current situation is also very bad, so it's better to hide her for the time being.

Maybe this matter should also be discussed with Cen Zheng to see what Cen Zheng thinks, since she has now recovered her memory, then many things should not be hidden from her, and from her words, it can be heard that she seems to have her own plan......

"Do you want me to call Cen Zheng in?" After a pause, he asked tentatively.

Hearing Fei Ran ask, she was stunned for a moment, whether she should face Cen Zheng or not, in fact, she didn't know herself......

When she woke up, she said that she didn't remember Cen Zheng, and now she called Cen Zheng in, isn't this a slap in the face, but it feels impossible to think about it, she remembers everyone but forgets Cen Zheng, which is very unscientific......

At least it doesn't make sense, so after thinking about it, he nodded and said, "Okay, you let him in." ”

Feiran left the ward with Yi'er, although she didn't want to be separated from Shenian in her heart, Yi'er was very sensible now and knew that the adults had something to talk about, so she obediently followed Feiran and left.

At the door of the ward, hearing the sound of the door opening, Cen Zheng stood up suddenly.

Feiran was taken aback by Cen Zheng's movements, and reflexively protected Yi'er behind him.

"Miss Niannian let you in." Feiran looked at Cen Zheng, with mixed feelings in his heart, and he didn't know what happened to these two people.

But looking at Cen Zheng like this now, it's actually quite pitiful.

Hearing Fei Ran say this, Cen Zheng's dark eyes seemed to have a streamer passing by, and they lit up in an instant, if Fei Ran hadn't been staring at Cen Zheng, he would have wondered if he had seen it wrong.

"I took Yi'er to breakfast first, and we hurried over and haven't eaten yet."

Cen Zheng nodded, his voice slightly hoarse: "Thank you." ”

Feiran left with Yi'er and called Lin Shen by the way, and Cen Zheng was standing at the door of the ward where he was still standing at the moment, his hand on the doorknob, wanting to open the door but not moving.

In fact, he still doesn't want to face the love for you now, and he is afraid that he will still say that he doesn't remember him......