After a while, Xing Sisi's voice was soft and hoarse, sounding in our ears: "If you can go back to the past, what do you want to make up for the most?" ”

Yan Ting held her face and thought seriously: "There are too many things I want to make up, and I can't pick them out for a while." ”

I raised my chin and motioned to Jiang Wei: "What about you, little?" ”

Jiang Wei also shook his head: "I don't feel like I have any regrets, so I don't know what to make up?" ”

The next three people looked at Xing Sisi together: "What about you?" ”

"Me?" Xing Sisi suddenly smiled slyly: "I won't tell you hehehe." ”

The three ......of them didn't have the strength to beat her badly, but just rolled their eyes to express their dissatisfaction.

"Whale, tell me about yours."

I leaned over the side of my chair, my eyelids getting heavier and heavier, and my voice lowered: "I'll try to go back to my senior year of high school and meet someone." ”

Yan Ting asked, "Who are you seeing?" What are you going to do? ”

I tried my best to cheer up, but my brain became more and more dizzy, and I couldn't open my eyes more and more, so I had to rely on the last trace of sobriety and stumble back: "Go and see her for the last time, let her go without worrying in peace." ”

In a daze, I only heard Yan Ting's shouts and Jiang Wei's madness, as well as the picture of Xing Sisi shaking me vigorously.

Later, in a trance, I seemed to see Jiang Yueze's peerless face, and I tried to reach out to catch him, but I pounced.

I was a little lost and couldn't help but call him.

Then I heard his clear, soft voice pass through my ear: "Hmm. I'm here. ”

I closed my eyes in contentment, and then I didn't know anything.

I had a dream.

A beautiful dream.

In my dream, I went back to the time when I was a child, and my brother and I spent ** at my grandmother's house.

At that time, the grass was already growing and the warbler was flying, and the weather was warm. On a sunny morning, my grandmother sat on the threshold of the door, watching us make a fuss while tying the prepared five-thread rope.

Then expose the freshly washed calves and prepare to rub the multicolored rope. Grandma is left-handed, so the hard hand is left-handed. Hold the knotted end in your left hand, divide the loose end of the five-thread rope into two strands and hold it in your right hand, gently rub the two strands of rope together little by little, and then knead the two strands of rope together, and the five-colored flower rope is completed.

At that time, my brother and I were still young, and we were at the age of disobedience. As a boy, my brother is very resistant to things with feminine symbols on his body, and although I don't hate it, I like to be consistent with my brother, and I don't want to wear it.

Grandma didn't say a word, her right hand puffed on my right wrist, and the flower rope was wrapped, and in the blink of an eye, one hand was knotted, and when I bit my teeth, the flower rope was broken.

At the same time, his right hand let go of me, and his left hand smiled and beckoned to my brother: "Come here." ”

My brother was very naughty and made a face at him: "No, no." ”

Grandma didn't reply, smiled kindly, but her hands and feet were not ambiguous at all, she picked up my brother's collar and lifted it to herself.

My brother is like a chicken with clipped wings, and he can only flutter, without any substantial resistance, and he laughs on the sidelines.

Grandma's hands didn't shake at all, and she persuaded my brother bitterly: "Wei Wei is good." Obediently put on the five-wire rope and set a good example for my sister. Otherwise, your mother will come in the afternoon, and I will tell her that you have knocked over my freshly squeezed sesame oil, and you see that you have returned home, and your father will not clean you up. ”

When my brother heard this, he immediately became honest. obediently let grandma handle her hands and ankles

all wear five-wire ropes, like a rookie with bells and whistles.

I giggled on the side, and my grandmother looked at me with the rest of the piece, and her face was wrinkled with a smile: "Little slippery head, what are you laughing at?" You can't run either, come here. ”

I stepped back, still saying something, "I didn't knock things over, and you and Dad can't sue me." ”

Grandma smiled even more, and pointed at me and counted: "The eggs laid by the chicken yesterday were crushed by you, is there such a thing?" ”

The elder brother then complained: "Xiaoxiao, you lied to me!" Didn't you say that the hen didn't lay eggs yesterday? ”

Grandma couldn't help but point at me with a smile: "It's not a little bit, and you've learned to lie, aren't you looking for a fight?" ”

My heart panicked all of a sudden, and I hurriedly explained: "I didn't lie on purpose!" I'm just afraid that grandma will scold me, I didn't deliberately deceive people! ”

Grandma was still squinting and smiling, but her tone was not smiling, and she reasoned with me very seriously: "Children can't lie, the consequences of lying are much more serious than doing wrong things, you know?" ”

I lowered my head and muttered, "I know, I'm sorry." ”

Grandma beckoned to me: "Come and put on the five-wire rope, I won't tell your mother, I'll make you red date porridge tonight." ”

I immediately ran over, handed over my white little wrist, picked up my trouser legs, stretched out my little ankle, and tilted my head: "Grandma, wear it quickly." ”

Grandma was so amused by me that she couldn't close her mouth: "Hahahaha, you little slippery head, bullying the soft and afraid of the hard!" ”

My brother was also laughing at me next to me: "Hahahaha, Xiaoxiao is a dogleg!" ”

I was so angry that I opened my hand and struck: "Don't laugh, don't laugh!" ”

My brother pretended to be beaten very painfully and complained to my grandmother: "Grandma, my sister bullied me!" ”

Grandma made me a flower rope to separate me from my brother: "Be obedient, otherwise I won't buy you sticky tooth candy to eat in the afternoon." ”

At this moment, both of them were quiet.

At that time, the sun shone warmly on the body, and the poplars in the courtyard were full of green leaves, shining in the sun. The couplets in the wing room are bright red and bright, the vegetables in the yard are full of garlic sprouts, and the hens are napping by the stove in the yard, everything is so beautiful and warm.

And the warmest picture in this scene is that my grandmother lovingly combs my hair, and her wrinkled face sticks to my face, softly calling me "little slippery head." ”

But the truth is, I heard the angry voice, and shook it endlessly: "Whale whale! Wake up, get up and drink some sobering. ”

I opened my eyes in a daze, and found that I was lying on the tatami mat of the dormitory, covered with a mother's brand blanket embroidered with large peony flowers that the school had bought, and everywhere I went, I saw the concerned eyes of my roommates.

I drank the sobering honey water, was helped to bed by my roommate, and fell asleep again.

This time, I dreamed of repeating it again.

When my grandmother was sick and hospitalized.

At that time, I had just finished the summer vacation, and my grandmother's health had just improved, and she made me my favorite millet cake for me to take to the repeat class to share with my classmates, spreading the kindness of a "new classmate".

Not surprisingly, it received unanimous praise from everyone, and because of grandma's food, the hearts of Tiannan and Haibei gathered together were closer.

In this way, thanks to my grandmother, I got along well with my classmates in the repeat class. No one talks about what happened a year ago anymore, and no one has great malice towards me anymore. Yes, it's just the firmness and hard-boiled belief that everyone works together for a goal.

At that time, I didn't know that my grandmother's short-term improvement in health was just with us

It's a joke. In other words, it was my grandmother who made my body feel better in order to make me feel at ease.

As soon as I entered school, I got busy. At that time, I didn't know that my front foot was starting school, and my grandmother was critically ill on the back foot, and she was admitted to the intensive care unit, and she couldn't eat any food, so she could only rely on glucose infusion and liquid food to survive.

And when I knew the news, it was on her 87th birthday, and it was also the day she fell into a deep coma.

It was a crisp autumn morning, there was no autumn wind and no fallen leaves, but it was a good weather with high clouds and a gentle breeze.

No. 1 Middle School happened to be on vacation, and according to the convention, I should wait until nine o'clock to get the cake, and then let my uncle drive me to my grandmother's house.

But that day, when I got into the car with the cake, my uncle told me very seriously that this birthday was going to be in the hospital.

And be prepared for your last birthday.

I don't know how much mental construction and mental suggestion was done along the way. I only know that I shed tears unconsciously, and I was careless and ashamed and blamed myself for not finding out that my grandmother's body was wrong.

When she arrived at the hospital bed, her uncle told her to say something happy, so that she could be less miserable during her limited waking days.

I took out the first report card in the class, took out the shoes I bought for my grandmother early in the morning to wear for today's winter, and bought a pot of hanging bamboo plums, and waited for my grandmother to wake up with peace of mind.

I looked at my grandmother's withered face, which filled the body of the instrument, and carefully held her dry hand, tears flowing.

I remember that a month ago, my grandmother used these hands to cook all kinds of delicious food for me, even if it was a little sick, it was bloody. But after a month, these hands did not have any luster, like the bark of a tree without water wrapped around the trunk, which made people uncomfortable and heart-wrenching.

I tried to control my emotions, but when my brother and parents came in, I couldn't hold back my tears.

My brother hugged me, his eyes were red and he didn't speak, he just stared at my grandmother, and his brows didn't stretch.

My mother was the saddest, she couldn't cry for a long time, no matter how much her uncle and second uncle persuaded her, her face was full of tears.

When Grandma woke up, it was noon. Cousins and cousins came, and the people in the room were all in the room, and they paid their respects one by one.

Grandma was in good spirits and was even able to sit up. Looking at a room full of juniors, he couldn't stop smiling.

By the time I finally celebrated my birthday, my grandmother was already a little sleepy, but she still held my hand and touched my head affectionately.

"Time waits for no one, and my youngest little slippery head is about to go to college. When you little ones were playing tricks on me, I didn't even dare to think about this day. ”

I held back my tears and gently shook my grandmother's hand and coquettishly with her: "Why can't you wait?" Didn't you say that you still want to watch me take the Chongwen? It's only been half a year, and you're about to see it. ”

Grandma just smiled, didn't say anything, and patted the back of my hand gently, loving and soft.

My mother hurriedly helped my grandmother lie down and made her more comfortable, but my grandmother still didn't let go, looked at me, and said with difficulty: "Grandma knows, this is the last birthday, you are all here, very satisfied." It's a pity that I can't see you on Chongwen. ”

I squeezed my grandmother's hand and swore an oath: "No, you can see it." ”

Grandma's sickly old clock's eyes swayed with a glimmer of light, and the old voice sounded again: "Then you have to fight." Grandma strives to see you go to Chongwen. ”

I nodded heavily, "Yes, it will." ”

After speaking, Grandma slowly closed her eyes and fell into a deep sleep. 2k reading web