Senior Sister Wang Min hooked her lips slightly, her eyes looking at Xu Siyang became clear and regretful, and her voice also carried obvious melancholy: "I missed it." ”

I know where the next story will go, and the most important opportunity is the time to perform together at the New Year's Day party, but I just don't know how to look at it from the perspective of Senior Sister Wang Min.

"At the New Year's Day party that year, I heard that he was going to participate in the show, so I reported the piano performance that was going to be pushed off again."

"As soon as the school is combined, let's perform together. In this way, we have more intersections. ”

I hummed, puzzled, "Isn't that good?" Why did you miss it? ”

Senior Sister Wang Min laughed, and her laughter seemed to be mocking herself: "Because I was competing for a place in the guarantee at the time, and I happened to see him and my old enemy at the time talking happily together, which just gave me a reason to give up." ”

The shock in my heart is beyond words. It turned out that Xu Siyang had been in love for so many years and couldn't let go, and in the eyes of Senior Sister Wang Min, it was just a disadvantage to weigh the pros and cons.

Then what does she think of Xu Siyang?

She doesn't deserve to like Xu Siyang, nor does she deserve Xu Siyang to miss her all the time.

Xu is the hostility and alienation in my eyes are too obvious, Senior Sister Wang Min smiled bitterly and opened her eyes, and the melancholy in her voice was even worse: "Don't look at me like that, I myself despise myself." ”

"There's nothing wrong with giving up a brief throbbing for the sake of the future." I said crisply, but it was difficult to have feelings in my voice: "This choice is the correct solution for most people, but I think you are unfair to Xu Siyang, and you are sorry for his liking." ”

Senior Sister Wang Min hooked her lips, very bitter: "You're right, I'm sorry for him." ”

"Therefore, I don't have the face to say that I like him, and I don't have the face to be ambiguous with him anymore, so I can only help him as much as I can to reduce the guilt in my heart."

I listened to it and my heart tugged, and finally I couldn't help but ask her: "Then why, ask him to go to the gymnasium to see the stars?" ”

Her eyes suddenly widened, and her surprise was beyond words, but the next second she returned to her expected appearance, the bitterness in her eyes was even worse, and her expression was extremely painful: "He told you a long time ago?" So what did he say? ”

"What he says to me, I won't reveal to anyone. I can only tell you that if you knew what he thinks of you, you will feel more guilt and guilt in your heart. ”

Senior Sister Wang Min's eyes instantly sparkled, and her eyes looked helplessly in the direction where Xu Siyang was, like a child who was lost and couldn't find a home, and her voice also contained great grief: "In the end, I lost him completely." ”

My heart was a mixture of bitterness and bitterness, I couldn't say what mood it was, I could only watch her sad, and watch Xu Siyang sweat wantonly.

"I went to the gym to see the stars, I was going to tell him that I liked him, but I gave up on him."

After a while, she recovered, and her voice was clear and soft: "But I still didn't say it in the end." ”

I looked at her and asked in a low voice, "Why?" ”

"I've long since left the trajectory of his life, so what qualifications do I have to make him care about my parting?"

I winked my eyes and felt that she was still dishonest.

"And, I was also selfish at the time." Like a hedgehog that automatically spreads its soft belly towards me, she dissects herself thoroughly: "I think he will always remember me in his heart, not when he thinks of me, but only when he remembers me as a betrayer." ”

I watched Xu Siyang reverse the windmill and throw the ball far into the frame, he jumped up and high-fived, clearly still a wanton teenager.

I sighed slightly, suddenly not knowing what to make an expression.

can only say that fate is too shallow.

I was silent for a few seconds, and finally said softly: "Then Xu Siyang will never know about these, right?" ”

She shook her head, "No." I told him before his birthday. That's why I asked my mentor to bring me this time. ”

It dawned on me that Xu Siyang had chatted with me that night.

It turned out that he had asked me those questions so tormentedly that day.

I couldn't slow down for a long time, and I opened my mouth three times and twice before I spoke: "Why? ”

She turned her head and looked at me deeply, her eyes complicated and her emotions difficult to discern.

I stared straight at her, and suddenly I felt a little pitiful for her.

Suddenly, she smiled at me, with relief and sincerity in her smile: "Because, Xu Siyang will meet a better girl. The cinnabar mole in his heart shouldn't be me. ”

I pursed my lips, not sure what to say.

However, Senior Sister Wang Min smiled heartily, her expression was relaxed and bright, with a trace of imperceptible regret and pain: "Perhaps, he has met someone better." It's time for me to let him go. ”

I pursed my lips and didn't speak.

Perhaps, in Xu Siyang's heart, untying the knot is secondary.

The influence that Senior Sister Wang Min brought to him made him a more accepting version of himself, which is what he cared about.

I looked at her sparkling face illuminated by the sun, and when I followed the line of sight, it was Xu Siyang's young smile.

The sun is shining and has not changed, and it should be the same as it was back then.

The day after chatting with Sister Wang Min, Jiang Wei told me that Sister Wang Min and his mentor project had been completed and had returned to his school.

I sighed in my heart, but I didn't say anything on my face, continued to organize my debate materials, and sent the questions I had thought of to the coach.

The coach quickly replied to me, all the questions were passed, and the offensive and defensive links could be used.

I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, but my heart was still uninteresting.

After thinking about it, I still resisted the urge to talk to Xu Siyang and obediently went to dinner with Jiang Yueze.

Today, Jiang Yueze bought boiled pork slices and hot and sour rice noodles, both of which I like, but I can't raise a little appetite.

Jiang Yueze saw that my expression was wrong, so he simply put down his chopsticks, bought me a bottle of mango cheese that I like to drink, unscrewed the lid and put it in front of me.

I lifted my bitter gourd face, took a small sip, and pouted to say thank you.

He followed my example and lay down on the table, not afraid of the dirty oil on the table on his gray coat.

I hurriedly reached out and lifted his sleeve, my eyes widened, and I said quickly and urgently: "There is oil, there is oil!" "I love eBooks

He smiled and grabbed my thumb and forefinger holding his sleeve, slowly lay down, held it in his hand and shook it: "Don't be afraid." ”

I pouted, "How do you learn from me?" ”

He blinked and said seriously, "I want to know why you're unhappy." ”

I sighed, reluctantly supported my head, and said lightly: "I just watched the matter of Xu Siyang and Senior Sister Wang Min, and I felt a little regretful." ”

He listened attentively, his expression focused: "Why? ”

I cautiously met his eyes and told him in a small voice the reason for my sadness: "I was thinking, sometimes that's it, I turn around and miss it." ”

"Suppose, if you didn't come to this school at the time. If, if I don't pass the Chongwen exam, we may also be a lifetime, and we will never meet again. ”

"No, it won't." Before my words fell, Jiang Yueze cut the railroad categorically, resolutely and domineeringly.

I was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously asked, "Why not?" ”

He silently lowered his eyes and wiped away the emotions in his eyes: "You will be admitted to Chongwen, and I will also be in Chongwen, there will be no assumptions?" ”

I wondered, "You just trust me like that?" ”

He hooked his lips, and the galaxy in his eyes sparkled: "Well, I believe it." ”

Then why do you want to go to Chongwen?

But I still didn't ask this question.

Suddenly, it was as if a corner was missing from my heart, and a cold wind kept pouring in.

Except for the sweet moment with Jiang Yueze, all the problems slowly surfaced in front of me.

It turns out that there are also many unresolved problems between me and Jiang Yueze.

and, the knot of the heart, which cannot be ignored.

After self-study in the evening, I hurriedly packed my things and headed to the debate classroom.

But when he arrived at the door, he was intercepted by Xu Siyang and taken directly to the conference room of the learning department.

He looked at me with a remorseful expression on his face and deliberately teased me: "Today's regular meeting, where do you want to go?" ”

I looked at him and was inexplicably emotional: "No." Forgot. ”

He frowned, a little confused: "What's wrong with you?" Did I mess with you? ”

I shook my head, "No." ”

"What the hell is wrong with you?" He looked at me and cried and laughed: "How can you talk to me and cherish words like gold?" ”

I continued to shake my head: "No. ”

He choked half to death by me, and finally shut up: "Well, I won't say anything, let's go in for a meeting." ”

I nodded, walked straight to Jianfei's row and sat down.

Xu Siyang looked puzzled and sat alone in the last row.

It didn't take long for my phone to light up on the table.

I glanced at it, and it was Xu Siyang's accusation: Did I provoke you somewhere?

If you say it, if it's me wrong, I apologize to you.

Would you like to drink milk tea?

Why don't you eat?

？

Feed? Miss, take care of me?

I remembered what Senior Sister Wang Min said, and I really didn't know how to answer.

Could it be that when I see you now, I can't help but feel sorry for you with my mother's love, so in order not to disgust you, I decided to pretend to be cold?

But watching Xu Siyang make this series of words, I felt very uncomfortable.

So he sent a sentence to the point: Senior Sister Wang Min is gone?

This time he replied to me after a while: Well, what did she say to you?

I tell you the truth: As for the things you told me.

He understood all of a sudden, and spoke straight to the point: What? Sympathize with me?

I nodded, but said against my will: No. You also don't like not needing sympathy from others.

But he poked at me directly: Then why are you still nodding? Did you know that sitting in the last row allows you to see everyone in this room?

I subconsciously turned around and saw Xu Siyang's face that did not hide his smile at all, and gave him a blank look.

Turning his head and typing viciously: If you see through it, you don't say it, I'm protecting you! Why don't you save face for me?

He sent a laughing emoji and a few short words: Thank you, I know you care about me.

You can see his serious appearance through the screen.

I hooked my lips and waved my hand: Thank you, you're my friend.

After that, he didn't send a message again.

But I know that this sentence is enough comfort for him.