"I'm so scared of having nothing, so I'm so scared of losing, so when I see you I want to have you like crazy. It was a complete accident to go there, but I didn't expect to see you there, and later I learned that it was your property. At that moment, I was thinking, I am not thin on me, since I met you, then you don't want to escape,"

Song Shihao seemed to recall the appearance of the first time he met him, such an extremely aggressive gaze, like a hungry lion, and he was his prey, destined to run away in the face of a powerful predator.

Yang Minghui stretched out his hand and gently rubbed Song Shihao's hair, and continued to tell his mental journey: "Later, in order to provoke you and control you, I ran there every once in a while, I brought a lot of partners, all of them often played playboy to death, and I didn't know how many girls died in their hands before that." ”

"I ordered that night, that girl died, died in front of you."

The memories of that night kept coming up, Song Shihao's body couldn't help trembling, that night would always be a nightmare for her life, a punishment that she couldn't escape in her life.

Yang Minghui hugged her tightly and rested his head on her shoulder, for fear that she would run away in the next second.

"I ...... I do not know...... That kind of relationship is too new to me, I just want you. No one ever taught me what that was, so I left you my way. His breath was short, what happened that night was not only Song Shihao's nightmare, but also his nightmare, if time could come back, he would definitely not do that kind of thing again.

"Good time, you know what? How happy I was that night, that you finally belonged to me, that I was finally able to enter your world, to be able to touch you, to hug you. Later, I'm afraid you'll run away, and I'll keep people doing illegal dealings, drugs, girls, everything."

Song Shihao was short of breath, the memories of those years came out little by little, and tears couldn't stop flowing out of his eyes. What he did scared her, frightened, made her want to escape, and even wanted to kill herself. And now all he has is because he loves her, and he uses such a cruel way when he is young and doesn't understand love.

"Yang Minghui, you madman!" She finally couldn't take it anymore and burst into tears.

Yang Minghui's heart throbbed, imprisoned her in his arms, and whimpered painfully in her ear: "Good time, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

Song Shihao, who was struggling violently in his arms, quieted down instantly after hearing the sorry, after so many years, she had been hurt so much, and finally heard the belated sorry when she was about to come to the end of her life.

Something in her heart shattered in an instant, and the high wall made of the thick dust that wrapped her heart finally began to crack, and finally began to shatter and fall little by little. After the dust faded away layer by layer, it finally revealed a clean, white heart wrapped in dirt.

She cried uncontrollably in Yang Minghui's arms, as if she wanted to cry out all the pain, grievances, pressure, and fears over the years, and vent them all well.

"Did you know...... I almost killed myself......" she said, her voice staccato "do you know...... Those two years in the United States...... How did I get by? Every one is a nightmare...... Nightmare! ”