Thoughtful: Twenty-one
You Si stayed quietly in Fengyi Palace every day, never went out again, and more and more in his mind, in addition to thinking about his feelings with Zhao Zhao, that is, thinking of the days when he was with the old beggar, begging for food, and finally recalling the dark sky of Beihai, sometimes when he climbed in front of the windowsill of Fengyi Palace and looked at the night sky without stars, he forgot that he was in the Stygian Sea or in the world.
Zhao Zhao came to Fengyi Palace almost every day to sit for a while, and when he saw Yousi, he looked stunned, and he had no intention of staying, and then left with a heart full of loss.
Day after day, Yousi felt that she was sick, her heart was empty, and in the end, only Ruyue was left with her.
When the day entered spring, when it was time to cultivate, the new emperor Zhao Zhao was going to go to various places to observe the people's feelings according to the tradition of the years, so Zhao Zhao left Kyoto with a group of royal forest troops.
All of a sudden, the thoughtful palace became more pure.
Ruyue persuaded thoughtful people back and forth, but it was still the same sentence, saying that Zhao Zhao had her in his heart.
Yousi once felt very sweet when she heard this, but now she shook her head, feeling that all this did not seem to be what she wanted. Yousi sometimes even thought that when Zhao Zhao came back, after she made it clear to him, she would go back to the ruined temple in Yongzhou to ask for food, and continue to look for a way to return to the Stygian Sea.
She didn't want to fight with the women of the harem for anything, conspiracy and conspiracy here, people's hearts are tied to people's hearts, and the people here are more terrible than the most brutal demon beasts in the Styx.
She was not afraid, but she felt tired.
The position of the queen, whoever likes to sit, will sit well, she loves Zhao Zhao, and she can't see him with other women, so it's better to be separated, even if she misses it, she won't feel so uncomfortable.
In this struggle for power, Yousi regressed, but people with ulterior motives refused to let Yousi regress.
The old lady of the Empress Dowager of Yongshou Palace issued a decree and sent countless guards to surround Fengyi Palace, saying that there were witnesses who proved that after the carriage fell down the hillside that day, the broken corpses under the hillside were all killed by Yousi, and Yousi was a demon girl, a demon girl who killed people and drank blood.
At night, Yousi looked at the layers of guards, spear after spear, and the bright torches, surrounding the gate of Fengyi Palace.
No one asked the Queen Mother why the witness who witnessed the murder with her own eyes hid in the grass with a weapon in the first place!
Yousi has no foundation in the palace, and the one who still protects her by her side is the silly girl Ruyue, and Lian Shu, who heard the news and hurried over.
Zhao Zhao will follow his incorruptibility for many years to protect Yousi, but the sky is not satisfactory, the Queen Mother's accusations are reasonable, she found people in Qintian Prison, there are a hundred ways to test whether Yousi is a demon.
Yousi stood on the high steps of Fengyi Palace, looking at the people who wanted her to die one after another at the bottom, and sneered, and several strong physiques came up, wanting to tie her up with a rope, but it was only an instant, and Yousi took out his heart.
The panicked voices in the crowd are like the most beautiful hymn to the loss of a life.
Yousi watched as the crimson nails slowly grew on his hands, and a heavy color appeared in his eyes.
Looking at the old lady who was hiding behind the crowd, Yousi giggled sharply, walked towards her, and slowly stepped down the steps step by step.
The lackeys who were bold and loyal to the old woman began to rush up, wanting to restrain Yousi with the weapons in their hands, and then those who were eager to make meritorious contributions also poured over.
Yousi's palm condensed a lot of demonic power, extremely fast, condensed into pieces of orange-red feather thorns, and in an instant, the surrounding demonic qi soared, and the entire Fengyi Palace fell into a blood-colored mist.
Like a sharp blade breaking through the air, and like a rapidly falling raindrop, I only heard a scream around me, and the countless orange-red feathers were like sparks flying everywhere, piercing people's lives very quickly.
When she arrived in the world, since Yousi killed the first person and attracted the warlock, she has never used her demonic power so wantonly, no matter how strong her strength is, it is difficult to become alone after all, and she didn't even use it when she fled with Zhao Zhao, she was afraid that Zhao Zhao would find out, and left her.
Thinking about it, her thoughts at that time were so naïve, Zhao Zhao's mind was complicated, how could she not see through a stupid her.
But now it's different, Yousi thinks that she has endured it for so long, even if she doesn't make a move, those people will force her to make a move, and when the time comes, she will be passive, I'm afraid she will have no way out.
The corpses outside Fengyi Palace were all over the place, and as soon as the wind passed, a thick bloody atmosphere wafted. In the fog, in the screams of the people one after another, no one noticed that the Queen Mother, who was originally proud of victory, had disappeared.
The black dog blood cinnabar sword held by those people in the Qin Heavenly Prison didn't seem to have any effect, and the people who still had one life left shouted in panic, some crying for their fathers and mothers, and some shouting for their ancestors.
When people found the noble Empress Dowager again, her body had been hung above the city gate of Kyoto, and Zhou was naked from top to bottom, like a pig hanging, with extremely skillful techniques, disemboweling and breaking her belly, and the skin was peeled off, leaving only a head, barely making people recognize her.
And the Queen Mother, who has calculated her life in the harem, even if she has murdered many lives in her hands, she never thought that she would one day die more miserably than anyone else.
And the well-known murderer Yousi, at this time has returned to the suburbs of Yongzhou, bought a few steamed buns, a roast chicken, and a pot of old wine at the market early in the morning, and went to the mass grave, where a dog had just spilled urine, and sat on the ground randomly, facing the grave, gnawing on the food in his hand one by one.
"Old beggar, you are right, many people who look glamorous have black hearts."
After that, a gust of wind passed, and three or four small grasses a few inches high that had just emerged from the soil on the grave shook a few times, as if nodding.
After a long time, he thought to himself, and said: "Actually, I still love him very much, do you think I'm stupid?" ”
The grass on the grave swayed a few more times, and seemed to be more cheerful, as if mocking Yousi.
"You are not allowed to laugh!" Yousi gritted his teeth and made a vicious appearance, "If you laugh again, I'll eat you!" ”
Spring is the time when the wind is strong, and the thin figures of the grass are hard to stop by the wind, and they almost fall to the ground.
Yousi stretched out his hand, dragged one of the grasses down, put it in his mouth and chewed it twice, the bitter feeling spread from his mouth to his heart, and when he lowered his head, he wanted to cry again.
"Why don't you come out and laugh at me, I did something bad before, don't you laugh at it for a few days, you see that you mortals are really annoying, you haven't been together for a few days, you have returned to Huangquan with a whimper, you ugly, old and dirty beggar, you will be reincarnated in the next life, you will definitely be a beggar."
Tilting her neck and swallowing a sip of wine, she shook the wine jar thoughtfully, and found that unconsciously, it was empty, and people said that the wine was intoxicating, but she drank so much, she was still sober, and she could perceive every trace of her sadness.
It wasn't until it was getting dusk that Yousi got up from the ground, patted the dust off her body, and walked towards the outside of the city where she lived
I went to the ruined temple where I passed.
After sitting in the temple for a while, there was silence all around, only a mouse crawled over the straw, making an extremely small sound, thinking through the dilapidated window, seeing that the sky outside was not yet dark, and then got up again and went to the back of the ruined temple.
Behind the ruined temple was an elm stump, and under the stump was a bowl she had buried.
At that time, she had just begun to learn to beg, and the old beggar said that if she had a bowl, she would have everything, and she begged for a few days with a broken bowl given to her by the old beggar, and then picked up a bowl with flowers on the garbage heap of a large family.
The old beggar said that they were beggars, and they couldn't use such a fancy bowl for begging, so he asked Yousi to throw it away, Yousi was quite fond of the bowl at that time, and felt that it was a pity to lose it, so he buried it next to the stump, thinking about burying it for a few years, maybe this bowl would be the same as the clothes and quilts, or the dead, not so bright, and when the time came, she would dig it out and use it, so that she would not have to look around for the bowl.
After a winter, the ground became extremely hard, and then he went to the temple to find a tile and pulled the soil away little by little.
Thankfully, the bowl is still there.
Yousi held the bowl and giggled happily, as if at this moment, she was back to the past, because of a bowl, a steamed bun, and a copper plate, her heart was full of joy.
Quickly ran to the street of Yongzhou City, the corner where they used to ask for food was deserted, and when pedestrians passed, they didn't turn their heads to look, there were two stupid beggars there.
In the past, he carefully arranged his bowl, sat on the side of the road, looked at the passers-by with blank eyes, and began to point at her.
They all said that wearing such good clothes and going out to ask for food was either because of brain problems, or because they were full of food.
Yousi didn't pay attention to the vicious mouths of these people, only squatted in the corner and held his cheeks, feeling as if all of a sudden, he had indeed returned to the past.
Late at night, Yousi took back his bowl, there was still nothing in it except a thick layer of dust, the old beggar would call her stupid at first, and when he was dying, he said that she was so stupid, what should she do in the future?
Yousi thought that she was not afraid of being hungry, anyway, if she ate less and more, her demon beast body would not starve to death, but now that she is procrastinating, Yousi is waking up, she is really stupid, and now she is living so hard.
Looking up at the sky, the night sky of Yongzhou seems to have thousands of more stars than Kyoto, and it is complicated and complex in the night, like a sea firefly gathered together in the dark sea and migrating with the seasons.
Suddenly, a starlight in the sky elongated its tail and slipped from the night, and you looked up and watched it fall to the edge of the sky without a trace, only to learn what the old beggar used to do, quenched it on the ground, and scolded the bad luck.