Chapter 145: Untying the Knot
"You, you always like to hide everything in your heart, and it's always yourself who tortures in the end, and sometimes you can say what you want to say according to your heart." When Su Shi arrived, he understood what the girl in front of him wanted to say to himself, because in this case, although Su Shi deliberately made himself sluggish, but in fact, Su Shi just didn't want to face these feelings, and when these feelings were really put in front of him, Su Shi never thought of escaping, because this was not only responsible for his own feelings, but also a kind of responsibility for the feelings of others.
"Really, can you? Brother Su Shi. Hela's clear eyes seem to have the rain of an autumn night, sad and cold, indeed, as a woman, even if she has no less talent and vision than Badr, but their parents still position Badr as the first heir, and as a prince, most of the resources are controlled and used by Badr, although Badr's attitude towards her sister is completely different from their parents' attitude towards Hela, but this bottomless arrogance, Because of the legends among the ordinary people of Asgard and the attitude of their parents, gradually, Badr's love, in Hela's eyes, became Badr's pity for herself, which also led to the fact that although Hela was very arrogant and arrogant in front of her brother, she was actually very sad and inferior in her heart.
Although she understands that her brother really loves herself, she just can't cross the hurdle in her heart, and then she gradually evolves into a reluctance to share her feelings with anyone, and Su Shi is a bright light that enters her life when she is desperate.
At that time, Asgard was not Asgard, their country was not strong enough, after being jointly raided by several small countries, their royal city was captured in an instant, and in just three days, the Asgardian frontline army was all defeated, and as the side of the vanquished, Asgard had to give up this princess who was bent on death and turned to the country that had now been destroyed but was more powerful than it at that time, as a condition for rescue, the soldiers of Asgard were left in the royal capital of that country, Train your own warriors for that country, and there is no force that can be used to rescue Hela, even Badr, who was confined to his home by the King of Asgard at that time.
And at that time, the desperate Badr could only ask Su Shi to rescue his sister, because he knew that Su Shi had enough strength to walk on the ground in the army, but Su Shi wanted not to use this power deliberately, and Su Shi at that time, he also liked this little Lori, after some entanglement, an image like a god descended to earth descended in front of Hela, who gently picked himself up, gently treated his wounds, and blamed himself for not cherishing his life. In Hela's girlish heart, it left a deep imprint.
"Actually, you already liked me back then." Su Shi didn't wait for Hela to speak, and directly said what Hela thought in her heart, Hela's panicked appearance that should not only be said became more overwhelmed at the moment, and her eyes staring at Su Shi also turned away, not daring to look at Su Shi, but Su Shi came to her eyes again.
"Looks like I'm right, right?" Su Shi joked to Hela with a smile.
"It seems that after so many years, your temperament has not changed, but it's no wonder that with such a brother, it's no wonder that you will become like this."
"No, my brother is very good to me, me." When Hela retorted to Su Shi, Hela's eyes met Su Shi again, but this time, Su Shi's index finger lightly rested on her lips, organizing what she wanted to say next.
"I know, I know, I know who he is, I naturally know what he is." Su Shi still smiled, looking at this Hela with rosy cheeks. "But, what about you? Little Hela, have you given me a chance to get to know you a little bit more? ”
"But it's also my fault, I left in a hurry after I rescued you in the first place." Su Shi sighed softly, turned his head to look at the moon, and slowly said his feelings to Hela.
"Actually, I don't know your feelings, Shiqi often advises me, if you get married to someone, just fulfill this fate, as an immortal person, more consideration, in fact, more should be someone else's right, after all, we are a kind of person, in a very long life cycle, it is extremely difficult to get in touch with people, but although I said that I am not willing to accept other people's feelings in order to be responsible for the feelings of Shiqi, but in fact, I am afraid of myself, Shiqi didn't feel that this was irresponsible for our feelings at all. ”
"I'm sorry, Hela, I knew about your feelings for a long time, but I never dared to accept it. I have been running away for fear that you will be sad. ”
"Brother Su Shi, call me Carlisle, this is my real name." Because of Su Shi's apology, Carlisle felt that his feelings had finally reached Su Shi and were happy, which also made Carlisle's tears flow uncontrollably, and when he introduced his life to Su Shi and asked Su Shi to stop calling her by code name, Carlisle, who couldn't suppress his feelings, finally cried loudly in Su Shi's arms.
Su Shi stroked Carlisle's long black hair, and also reflected on whether he should really examine his own exploration and adaptation to his life and values after he had surpassed human beings, in the process of Su Shi's exploration just now, he saw Carlisle who was alone in the room in the past, the girl who had been thinking about herself so much that she put down her talent and future, and regarded herself as the only beacon in the dark life, but he only had a few short phone calls after that time.
If you want to say it, Su Shi didn't have much feeling about the death of hundreds of millions of human beings, he just felt a little sad, and there was nothing else, Su Shi hated more, hated himself for not being strong enough, hated himself for not being able to change everything, and hated those selfish management who used religion as a means of control, but the death toll was too huge, so that Su Shi had to choose not to accept it at that time.
And at this moment, it is different, if Su Shi can listen to Luo Shiqi's advice early, then the girl who is crying in his arms now, maybe the road after that, will not be so sad, if he can escape without using responsibility as an excuse, then the girl in front of him may not become like she is now, unable to open her heart to others, unable to face her feelings well.
"Brother Su Shi, I like you, since you rescued me from the enemy, I began to like you, I also thought about it for a long time, my feelings, at first out of gratitude, but then it was not, later thoughts, later likes, I can be sure, it is not because of gratitude, but I really like you!" In one breath, he gave Su Shi the words that he had rehearsed countless times in his heart, although his voice was still trembling, but Carlisle's ability to say all this was already her biggest improvement.
"Me too." Su Shi gradually understood how Luo Shiqi wanted him to deal with feelings other than Luo Shiqi, as long as he accepted it, as long as he accepted it and went on seriously. This is what Luo Shiqi has always said to Su Shi.
Luo Shiqi, who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside, has a gentle love for everyone in this world, so she has been conveying this kind of affection to Su Shi. And Su Shi's heart, which was originally covered with ice in the depths of his heart because of the life and death he experienced, was also slowly melted by Luo Shiqi in his daily life with Luo Shiqi, and Carlisle was also the first external force to dig the ice in Su Shi's heart after it was heated.
Carlisle left Su Shi's arms and walked to another room, and in that room, there was a fruit salad mixed with golden apples that she had not opened just now, and Su Shi, watching Carlisle's departure, sighed at his own selfishness and Carlisle's beautiful back, and continued to look at the moon, thinking about how he should face the world and the people he would meet next. What is the difference between himself and Luo Shiqi?
And just as Su Shi was thinking about his future, Carlisle slowly ate a whole portion of the golden apple, and then took a detour to leave the garden, but after eating the golden apple, Carlisle's body began to slowly exude an intoxicating taste, no matter such a determined opposite sex, he could not resist this taste from the instinct of life.
When Carlisle left the garden and returned to the room she had ordered her attendants to clean up, she asked the maid to summon Su Shi to her room, and Carlisle, who was waiting for Su Shi to come over, thought over and over again about the scenes she had thought about countless times, which ones were going to be put into practice, which ones she didn't feel good, and which ones she didn't even dare to think about. Unconsciously, Carlisle, who had finally calmed down, was once again on fire.
Su Shi, who was brought to Carlisle's door by the maid, looked at the maid's ambiguous eyes, and naturally understood what was going to happen next, but when he was about to open Carlisle's door, he hesitated for a moment, but then, he put this hesitation behind him. After all, it has reached this point, and if he gives up at this time, it will not only be a betrayal of his thoughts, but also a betrayal of Carlisle, who has finally mustered up his courage.
The room that was originally painted with a depressive blue was redecorated into a very girly pink in a few hours at the request of Carlisle, and this color was also a color that Carlisle had never experienced, although she didn't know that things would develop like this at the time, but now Carlisle is a little grateful to herself a few hours ago.
After Su Shi opened the door, Carlisle, who was thinking wildly, looked at himself with a smile, Carlisle, who was lying on the side of the bed and was falling into joy and anticipation, was gently poking the slime pillow on the bed, she had changed into a silk dress, under this light, it looked very tempting, and the golden apple she had just eaten, so that Su Shi did not have time to react, and fell into the trap of Carlisle's love, containing the golden apple of the rules in this universe that cannot be violated, even if it is Su Shi, Nor can it resist its power.
But what Carlisle didn't expect was that the power of this golden apple was really a bit great, originally she thought that this golden apple would make Su Shi fall in love with her during this time, but because of Su Shi's defenselessness, the golden apple released all his original **, but what little sense Su Shi had left was still protecting this strong girl who was just an ordinary person.
This night, the two of them had no sleep, Carlisle, as he wished, with his own virgin body, tied himself and Su Shi's fate tightly, and this was the only way Carlisle could think of to leave traces of fate in Su Shi's life. And this night's Su Shi used the power of the golden apple to temporarily obey the true thoughts in his heart, no longer needless guilt, no longer meaningless worries, as for this matter, what kind of things will be waiting for him, it doesn't matter, with his own ability, no matter what kind of thing, he can handle it properly.
If in the first half of the night, Su Shi and Carlisle were still somewhat sane, then in the second half of the night, they were both immersed in the happy time created by the golden apple.
The next day, Luo Shiqi and Badr, who had a solemn face, after meeting the two people who were coming out of the door, the expressions on their faces were also slightly relaxed, compared to the joy of Su Shi and Carlisle, Luo Shiqi and Badr here, it seemed extremely heavy, as if from the treasure house, what they learned was extremely heavy and extremely dark, so that Luo Shiqi could not smile in front of Su Shi.
"Is it really good for you to indulge both of them like this? Miss Luo. Badr called Luo Shiqi aside, pointed to the two who were chatting happily, and said to Luo Shiqi with some concern.
"Don't worry, I don't have any problems here, I used to have a temper with Ah Shi because of other people, that's what he was looking forward to, I just did it according to his wishes, in fact, I, I really don't care about this kind of thing, after all, he, in the end, is still my person, we are the ones who can never be separated." After talking about his relationship with Su Shi, the heaviness on Luo Shiqi's face disappeared, replaced by full confidence and pride.
"Miss Luo, since you said that there is nothing wrong with the two of them, then I am happy to see it happen, but what should we do about what we saw last night?" ... Friends who read books, you can search for "Blue Chinese Network", you can find this site as soon as possible.