I am Jiang Chen, I have always regarded my predecessor Jiang Yunxing, the king of Yun'an, as the enemy who killed my father, and I have no blood relationship with him, but nominally he is my cousin.

He is in a high position, and I can't kill him, so I have to target his son Jiang Yu.

At one point, I wanted to kill Jiang Yu and let him taste the pain of losing his loved ones.

But then I learned that my revenge for so many years was so ridiculous, and the real father-killer had always been by my side, pretending to be a bodhisattva......

After learning the truth, the hatred I had built up for so many years collapsed in an instant, and I have to admit that I couldn't do anything about the woman who killed my father and fooled me for so many years.

On that day, I confronted her and left Jiangfu, when I was seriously injured and did not recover, so I settled in an inn, and when I woke up, I found that the woman cared for her children like all mothers in the world.

How ridiculous, the warmth I have been longing for for so many years should appear at this time, but alas, I don't need it anymore......

I ignored her guilt and once again fled.

Because if I wait a little longer, I'm afraid I won't be able to bear to refuse the tenderness I haven't seen in more than ten years.

I remember walking down the street in a daze, and the wounds on my body hurt, but they were far less than the wounds on my heart.

To my surprise, I unknowingly walked to the Juxian Tower, and woke up again to see the ...... A woman who is deeply hidden in my heart.

She is the owner of Juxian Tower, the young lady of the Yasukuni Mansion, and she has just married Jiang Yu, my younger brother who owes a lot......

I don't remember much about my state of mind at that time, the only thing I remember is that my heart was probably painful and struggling at that time.

When I saw the sparkling millet porridge, my heart was very warm.

Later, she said that I was a lucky person, and I had survived so many years with difficulty, and it was the first time that someone said that I was lucky.

She looked at the problem from a different perspective than mine, but after listening to her words, I felt that it was very reasonable, and it seemed that I could forgive the woman's deception.

After all, she's my last dear in this world......

As I spoke, I asked a question, and I asked, "I heard that you are about to get married?" ”

It's nonsense, but only I know how hard it is for me to say it.

I distinctly remember that the first time I had a strange feeling for her was at the villa outside the city.

Boss, what a novel title she calls me like that, I think she's kind of an interesting person.

At that time, I knew that Jiang Yu valued her very much, so I tied her up and planned to threaten Jiang Yu.

But soon, my early morning determination was almost shaken, for the maid told me that she was a woman!

Until now, I often think of that scene, dressed in plain clothes, with a slightly red face, looking forward to Shenfei.

It's not that she's stunning, but she's just the right amount of beauty, as if you can't take your eyes off her when you see her.

I've seen many more beautiful women than her, but few of them can make my heart flutter.

After knowing that she was a woman, it was not difficult to guess her relationship with Jiang Yu, I felt crazy, and I had never been so jealous of Jiang Yu as I was then.

After she was rescued, I told King Ning the secret I had discovered by accident.

In fact, I regretted it as soon as I finished speaking, and my grievances with Jiang Yu should not involve her.

So, after I learned that King Ning was planning to push the silver mines in the west to General Lin, I secretly sent her a letter, hoping to alleviate some of my sins.

Later, Ning Wanggong changed me to protect her desperately, not for anything else, but a voice in my heart told me that I had to do this.

Thankfully, I did.

Hearing her say frankly that she loves Jiang Yu, she is generous and makes no secret of her love for Jiang Yu, compared to me, I am quite disgusted by my dark thoughts.

After spitting, I felt sour again, but looking at her eyebrows full of longing and love for the future, I felt relieved!

Maybe I don't love her as much as Jiang Yu, I just envy Jiang Yu for being loved by such a woman......

We had a good conversation that day, and it was the first time we had a harmonious meal together, and we ate light white rice porridge, but it was a hundred times better than the delicacies.

After that, three more days passed, and her theory of luck swirled in my mind every day for three days, and after careful consideration, I finally made up my mind to reconcile with my mother.

I mustered up the courage to return to Jiangfu again, and along the way I was thinking about what to say when I saw my mother.

However, things were once again unexpected by me, my mother was no longer in Jiangfu.

Looking at the wide open door and the messy courtyard, I began to worry, I shouted "Mother" loudly, but the huge courtyard was silent, and my heart was disturbed......

I went to the inn again, but my mother was not there, and I asked the shopkeeper, and he said that he had seen a woman go away in despair, and he did not know where she went.

I went crazy looking for her, and she seemed to no longer exist in this world, and there was no news.

I began to feel annoyed, ashamed, blamed, and upset...... All negative emotions annihilate me.

I scoff at the luck theory, and if I'm really lucky enough, then I want my mother to be safe......

I went back to Juxian Mansion and left a letter, which was a farewell and blessing.

This world is too cruel to me, but I hope that Jiang Yu and Qingyu can be happy forever.

Then, I searched for a few days, but there was still no trace of my mother, just when I felt that I was about to fall to the bottom, my uncle sent someone to tell me that my mother was in Qingzhuan on the outskirts of Beijing.

I was overjoyed, and hurried away, full of desolation.

On that day, I was able to meet my mother, and an hour later, she cared for me with red eyes and said, "Donor, go slowly!" ”

I watched in amazement as she faded away, full of self-reproach.

It was I who broke my mother's heart, so she cut off her hair and became a sister-in-law, I am really unfilial!

Why is someone else's world full of love and mine full of sorrow......

For a moment, I wanted to die, and the world seemed to have no meaning for me.

However, just think about death or something, and for the rest of my life, I still want to atone for myself.

I went to the barracks on the northern border and became my cousin's personal guard, and I want to repay him for all these years.

Later, there was a war in the north, and I was always by Uncle Tang's side between swords, guns, swords, and shadows, but I still let the Dayue people take advantage of the loopholes.

Jiang Yu thanked me, and I felt guilty.

The brief conversation that day led to a reconciliation between me and Jiang Yu.

When the war broke out and the north was no longer safe, I was ordered to escort my uncle back to Beijing, but I didn't want to meet my future wife.

She is An Chunying, the eldest lady of Qianzhitang in Anjing City, which is a pharmacy.

I wanted to do my part, so I personally purchased and boiled my uncle's medicinal materials, and I became familiar with the people of Qianzhitang after coming and going.

She often helped out in the shop, and almost every time she brought me medicine and taught me how to make it.

I have seen her know the location of each herb by heart, I have seen her face of the injured person do not change color, I have seen her patiently answer every patient, she is resolute, warm, gentle, and she is a good wife.

Before marriage, I took her to Qingzhu Nunnery to meet her mother, but her mother had tears in her eyes but endured it, she even said a few "yes", and finally refused my request to take her down the mountain.

Under the auspices of my uncle, I became close to Ying'er.

I refused my cousin's kindness to let us live in the palace, and we have been living in the palace since we got married.

I have always kept my mother's small Buddha hall for her, knowing that it is impossible, but I always hope that she can live with us and share the family.

Not long after getting married, Jiang Yu won the battle, and my uncle was overjoyed, and I was very happy, but the news that followed made people fall into an ice cave.

The woman turned out to be ......

I went home that day in a daze, poured a few jugs of wine, and said nothing.

Ying'er seemed a little frightened, she sat silently with me, and when she saw that the wine in my hand was finished, she took me a few pots intimately.

I felt guilty in the face of such an empathetic Ying'er, I didn't drink the wine, but I hugged her in my arms and cried for a long time......

I want to ask Jiang Yu why I didn't protect her, but I have no position, and Jiang Yu must be more broken than me......

Looking at Ying'er's obviously worried expression but holding back her face, I felt distressed.

After thinking about it again and again, I told her all the entanglements between me and Jiang Yu and Qingyu, including the thoughts I had about Qingyu that I shouldn't have.

I exposed all my unbearable experiences and thoughts in front of her, and was ready for her to be angry and scold me for being shameless, but she just smiled and said to me: "Husband, you used to have a hard time, let me accompany you in the future!" ”

Once again, I hugged her tightly, with a sincerity I had never felt before.

The days passed quickly, and Jiang Yu had also returned from the north, and he was accompanied by Qingyu's coffin.

Everyone in the Yasukuni Mansion was grieving, especially Mrs. Lin in the second room, who stopped the convoy on the street and fainted in front of the coffin.

The Guogong Mansion plans to welcome back Qing Yu's coffin and bury her in the ancestral grave of the Guogong Mansion, although Qing Yu is Jiang Yu's fiancée, but after all, she is not married, and she is still a member of the Guogong Mansion.

And the result is obvious, Jiang Yu has already built an ice room in the palace, and he has no intention of letting Qing Yu enter the earth for peace.

The two parties had a dispute on the street, especially Miss Lin Wu, who was the future concubine of the Qin Palace, she robbed people with Jiang Yu on the street, accusing him of not being able to protect the safety of Qing Yu, and what kind of face did he have to disturb her peace after death.

Both sides refused to retreat, and it was the little prince of the Qin Mansion who came forward to comfort Miss Lin Wu.

In this way, Jiang Yu treasured Qingyu's body in the ice room of the palace for three years.

In the past three years, every time I went to look for Jiang Yu, he seemed to be painting, painting the same woman.

Everyone in the world said that General Shenwu had a deep affection for Miss Lin Si and was willing to guard her spirit, he was already like ashes, and he was afraid that he would not marry the woman next to him in this life.

But I know that Jiang Yu is not like a dead heart, although he is immersed in endless grief every day, but I can see a faint expectation in his eyes.

I wondered, but there was no one to answer.

Finally, when the news of Jiang Yu's wife came, my first reaction was that Qingyu was alive?

I deny myself, it's impossible.

However, when I learned that the woman was the newly adopted righteous daughter in the second room of the Yasukuni Mansion, I felt that there might be nothing impossible in this world.

And I was really sure that Qingyu came back to life on the first day after their wedding.

I sat in the hall and looked forward to it, and Jiang Yu led her to the end.

Under the sun, the man is full of affection, the woman is gentle, they live in harmony, and there is a tacit understanding between the eyebrows and eyes, as if they are lovers who have been in love for a long time.

And Jiang Yu's eyes when he looked at the woman were the same as the eyes he had when he saw the woman, or even thicker.

They saluted King Yun'an with tea according to etiquette, and then came to me.

The woman brought me a cup of tea and called me as usual, "Big brother."

I felt a little sour in my nose, so I quickly took the tea and drank it all, "Very good!" ”

There are some things that don't need to be spoken, people who should understand them naturally understand, and I hope that this time they can stay together until the end of the day......

After that, I often took Ying'er and a pair of children to the palace to get together with my cousin's family, and my cousin was very fond of girls, but there were two boys in their house one after another, so when the father and son saw my good daughter, they smiled happily, and even a little infiltrating......

Two years later, the palace finally came with good news, it was a female doll with pink carving, and this time even the palace was a sensation.

Soon after the new emperor ascended the throne, he canonized the first county lord of his reign, the county lord of Kangning.

Every year, I take my family to visit my mother, and I have achieved self-redemption, and I hope that my mother will also be redeemed.

I will continue until my face is yellow and my bones are dry......