In the process of taking a bath, I have been thinking about what has happened these days, what Xu Siyang said, and the persuasion of my roommates, and sadly found that I always indirectly withdraw, persistently refuse, take the initiative by chance, habitually self-doubt, often deny everything, and subconsciously feel inferior.

But I wasn't like that before. I am in front of Jiang Yueze, even if I know the gap between us, I will not feel bad. I will have a clear understanding, and I will have enough courage and confidence to face up to the gap, and I will have enough fighting spirit to catch up and fight.

Even though he knows that he is dazzling and dazzling, he is just an asteroid around his planet, he still persistently shines his own light, neither humble nor arrogant, not arrogant.

But now, I am always influenced by other people's opinions, other people's opinions, and other people's fingers, and my own decisions, thoughts, and ways and angles of thinking about problems, which are not cool at all, and not Fang Jinyu at all.

When exactly did I lose the dimension and standard of objectively evaluating myself? When did I lose the courage and confidence to be myself, saying that I would not care about other people's opinions, but in the dead of night, I silently endured these negative energies, and then persuaded myself to give up?

Obviously, what I should care about most is my own feelings. Obviously, the most shining thing is to be yourself. I know that the most important thing to do is to follow my heart, strengthen my beliefs, and move forward calmly even if the road ahead is full of thorns.

After thinking about this, the more I feel that the more I live now, the less I can live as the original royal sister who has full marks of courage and frustration, and the more I feel that the person who is looking forward and backward and timid is not the real self.

No, that's not right. I finally took my fear seriously—the fear of not ending up in the way I wanted.

I want to get back to my original self, the Fang Jinyu who has the courage to say what I like and pursue, the courage to face my failures, and the perseverance to persevere.

I instantly felt like Xiaobai, who was injected with strong internal force by a martial arts master, and I was empowered, my heart was full of infinite strength, and I felt that I had returned to my previous heroic vigor and pure enthusiasm for Jiang Yueze.

I went back to the dormitory in a good mood and began to carefully choose clothes, wanting to see Jiang Yueze with a new look.

Jiang Wei sat across from me, watching me undress back and forth, trying on clothes, and taking the trouble to give me advice; Yan Yu saw me tinkering with cosmetics and eagerly greeted me on my face, but as a result, I washed my face again and re-applied a layer of expensive skin care products; Yan Ting is different. It's not that my clothes don't look good, if you want to wear me her green fringed retro dress, you can't wear it.

Frightened, I quickly put on a red cropped jeans, a black irregular pleated skirt and a pair of small leather shoes, and sat quietly there to put on makeup.

Yan Yu felt that this was a part of his own, so he had to braid my hair. I covered my long hair with my left hand, and with my right hand, I painstakingly applied isolation to my face, and I wasted a lot of effort to apply sunscreen, so that I could free up my hands to save my hair.

After half an hour of tinkering, I finally put on a fresh and light makeup. I combed my waist-length hair, let it fall without any modifications, and set off to go.

"Wait," Yu called out to me, smiling mysteriously as he put something in my hand.

I was curious, picked it up and looked at it: "What is this?" ”

"Hey, hey, hey" smirked and kept throwing lewd winks at me: "Breath freshener, you can use it." ”

"...... "You female rascal, can you be serious?"

A little!

I suddenly felt a little hot on my face, so I hurriedly stuffed it back, pretending to be angry and murdering her: "I don't need it!" Eight Po! ”

"Hey! Don't be in a hurry, and don't be in a hurry to go! Yan Yu grabbed me and pretended to be serious at me: "Seriously, you can use it, take it." ”

"......" with a fart!

I was amazed at the cheekiness of the words, and couldn't help but "reprimand": "Can you think about the problem with normal thinking?" Shall we just eat? Don't think too much, don't make up for it yourself? ”

"What's wrong with my brain?" Yan Yu pretended to be very surprised, very confused, and his face was full of inexplicability: "You use it, you can eat something with a taste and breathe fresh in a second, is there anything wrong?" ”

"......" I was choked all of a sudden, if I didn't know her acting skills, I would really think that I was thinking too much.

Sure enough, in the next second, the words began to continue to act, pointing at me with a meaningful face: "Oh~ It turns out that you want to make a mess and talk about me!" You think everyone else is like you! ”

I pulled her hand away, and quickly grabbed the doorknob and wanted to rush out: "I didn't!" You're digging a hole for me! Let go of me, I'm leaving! ”

She still didn't let go, teasing me while being serious: "Don't be shy, don't be shy, I don't laugh at you." Don't go yet, this time I'm going to give you garbage, not the mess, you don't have to make up for it. ”

I reluctantly turned back half of my body that had stepped out, took the garbage in Jiang Wei's hand, turned around and ran.

When you go out, you can hear their magic laughter: "Hahahahahahaha ”

Is "......" that funny?

I went downstairs and took out my phone to send a message to Jiang Yueze, but after looking at the time, I decided that it would be better to go to the place where he was in class and wait for him.

On the way, I looked at last night's hot search, and the post of "Princess Jiang Daxiao Grass hugging the cold goddess Fang Jinyu" is really still being talked about by everyone.

But the strange thing is that this time I saw those malicious comments, I didn't feel panicked at all, like sitting on pins and needles, just usually calm, as if it was none of my business.

I was in a calm mood, walked lightly to the 4th floor of the 26th floor, and obediently stood at the door waiting for Jiang Yueze to get out of class.

The tension in my heart began again, not the tension of doing something wrong, but ...... As a girl, I want to see the shy nervousness of the person I like.

I took a closer look at what I was wearing, took a picture of my makeup on my phone, and when I saw that there was nothing strange, I relaxed a little.

What to say in a moment? Is it just about yesterday or about eating? Aren't all right? There must be a lot of people after class, and in this case, it is to provide gossip for everyone to listen to.

So what to say? Say the weather says the course? Wow, that's too deliberate, isn't it? Not good, not good.

The melodious sound of the piano heralds the end of the last class of the morning. Soon, there was a burst of applause and commotion in the Rank Sect, and immediately after, one after another, people came out.

My heart became lively with this noisy atmosphere. When everyone came out to see me, they were either surprised, or they ate a big melon, or they were sincerely admired, or they looked disdainful.

Of course, it's the girls who make the last expression.

And I am calm about these, just like the realm of "not being happy with things, not being sad with myself".

waited until the end, and waited until Yu Wanzhou's voice floated into his ears: "Yue Ze, what to eat at noon?" The newly opened spicy fish in the third canteen, do you want to accompany me to eat? ”

I couldn't help but curl the corners of my lips and take a step forward, blocking their way: "Add me one." ”

Yu Wanzhou

I was shocked for a moment, looked at me for a long time, and then came back to my senses: "This body is good-looking." Glamorous but not vulgar. ”

I looked at Jiang Yueze's dazzling eyes and touching light, and I knew that he must agree with Yu Wanzhou's words.

I smiled happily and said thank you to Yu Wanzhou.

With bad intentions, he deliberately asked Jiang Yueze: "What do you think?" ”

Without thinking, he replied, "Amazing." ”

I looked at my own reflection in his eyes and couldn't help but smile even more.

In the next second, my expression froze.

Because Jiang Yueze put his hand on my forehead, it increased my heartbeat through body temperature, and accelerated my heartbeat with a deep and beautiful voice.

"Headaches? Are you feeling sick? ”

I looked at him in a daze, my eyes blinking involuntarily, and my eyelashes could even touch his fingers slightly, making my heart beat a little faster.

My consciousness seemed to fly out of the nine heavens, and the words ran out of my mouth uncontrollably: "No discomfort, thank you for the porridge." ”

He slowly withdrew his hand and hooked his lips slightly: "Hmm." ”

Yu Wanzhou saw it and began to play poor again: "Ouch, ouch, my dog's eyes are very painful." Why don't I have porridge to drink? ”

I was a little embarrassed all of a sudden, but I still kept my face steady and glanced at Yu Wanzhou lightly: "Senior brother, do you like to drink porridge?" ”

"How not?" Yu Wanzhou was surprised: "Young Master Jiang's porridge, how could I not like it?" ”

Did he boil porridge? I couldn't help but cast a puzzled and inquiring look at him, but he still had an indifferent look, which made people

Jiang Yueze was even more calm, as if he hadn't heard it. I couldn't help but raise my eyes to see his expression.

His expression still didn't fluctuate, he still looked indifferent, but his eyes were not as indifferent as usual.

At that moment, I had a bold cognition: when Jiang Yueze faced me, it seemed that there was always a faint and gentle flow in his eyes.

There seems to be a huge surprise in my heart, and I am willing to believe that what Yu Wanzhou said is true.

Yu Wanzhou smiled and teased me: "Okay, looking at it like this, it really can't tolerate me, I'll go first." ”

I turned my head to look at him and apologized without apologies: "Senior Brother Yu, I'm sorry, I'll invite you to ice cream another day." ”

He smiled, looking helpless: "I knew that you were only willing to invite me to an ice cream." ”

I didn't plead, but pretended to be sincere and waved: "Bye-bye." ”

When Yu Wanzhou walked away, I turned my head to look at Jiang Yueze, and my tone was also gentle that I couldn't imagine: "In order to express your gratitude for making porridge for me, I will invite you to dinner." ”

He nodded, and there was a galaxy in my eyes flashing: "Okay." ”

I was so happy that I couldn't help but put all the joy on my face: "Then what do you want to eat?" ”

He smiled: "Just eat spicy fish." ”

"Spicy fish?" I groaned, "But you don't like spicy food." ”

He lowered his head slightly and smiled at me, "You can eat a little." ”

I groaned and nodded, "That's good." Then spicy fish. ”

Walking on the road, I was once reluctant to open my mouth to break this beauty, the bustling campus road, the youthful and kind faces, the laughing and angry peers, and the falling leaves, infinitely poetic scenes.

The most important thing is that the person next to me has crossed the time, the heaviness of the past, and the inevitable separation, and stood together again. 2k reading web