187 Dare to do
Su Yao didn't even forget to breathe until he looked at him, he was stunned for a moment before he eased up, took a deep breath and drank another glass of wine.
She must have drunk too much, that's why she had auditory hallucinations.
"You, what are you doing here today, you said you want me to chat with you......" His tongue began to roll, Su Yao felt that his alcohol consumption was really not so bad before, why was he unlucky and even had a small amount of alcohol?
"I liked a patient, but because of my identity, I couldn't be sure with her." Shen Mo showed a gentle smile, as if this was what he was, what he wanted her to see, and the cold indifference like the gold-rimmed glasses was just for outsiders to see, a protective color.
"I don't know if I'm in love with her as a person or as a fragile patient, but I need to figure it out so I don't hurt her." Although Sui Xin's words shook him, they also made him see his heart clearly, "Now I understand, I don't like patients, I only like this patient." ”
"You're the patient."
Swallowing his throat, Su Yao decided not to look at him, this person's eyes would be hypnotized, and he wanted to drown in it when he looked at it.
She patted her face, trying to sober herself up.
"What's wrong?"
"It's okay....."
"Are you feeling better now?"
Su Yao looked at him again, stunned, and finally didn't get past the bewitchment in his heart, "You asked me to kiss you, and I will be happy to kiss you." ”
Ahhh
"Okay." agreed to her request, approached her silently, and was very cooperative.
Su Yao raised his head, shallowly, and kissed him.
"Are you happy?"
Shaking his head, she was not happy, she had just drunk wine and eaten small wontons, he would definitely dislike her.
"Kiss me or am I not happy? Then I'll kiss you. ”
Su Yao, who was pressed on the sofa, struggled to sit up several times, but was pushed down.
"I think I should go brush my teeth."
"......." Shen Mo really didn't know what to do with her, so he picked up the red wine next to him and drank a whole glass, "It's okay now, each other, no one dislikes anyone." ”
"Silence, that, do you do this to all patients?"
Dr. Shen, who drank alcohol, was not at all gentle.
"No, you're the first victim."
Being kissed by him, Su Yao was speechless, in fact, she wanted to tell him very much that she was greedy and wanted to be the only one.
.......
When Su Yao woke up in the morning, she only felt that her head was very heavy, and when she first saw the man lying next to her, she was stupid, and slowly, those memories came back little by little.
But there were some vague ones, not all of them, and she couldn't remember many of the details.
For example, did she push down the silence, or did the silence push her.
Or did both of them drink too much?
Ran to the bathroom to take a shower to sober herself up, how would she face him for a while?
Do they treat this incident as just an accident, an alcohol-controlled indulgence in the adult world that needs to be avoided, or do they take responsibility for this accident for a long time?
After grinding for a long time before going out, seeing that there were still his shoes at the door, Su Yao's heart was a little more steady.
She was a little scared just now, and Shen Mo would put on her pants and leave to avoid embarrassment.
Lightly put away the wine bottles on the table, and accidentally made a noise when she put the garbage bag at the door, Su Yao gasped, and then heard a movement in the bedroom, she walked back, and saw Shen Mo sitting up and rubbing his temples, probably not sleeping well.
"You're awake....."
Bringing his glasses to her, the man nodded, "Hmm." ”
"The ......"
Without waiting for Su Yao to prepare his words, Shen Mo beckoned to her.
Su Yao obediently walked over and sat on the other side of the bed.
"You slept with me."
“...... I'm sorry. ”
"Be responsible."
Su Yao looked at him and said tentatively, "It's not a loss." ”
"Do you think you're taking advantage of yourself?" Guidance from a psychiatrist.
"Occupy .... It's right. ”
What was very dissatisfied with the word "bar", frowned and asked her, "Don't you remember?" ”
His hard work.
"Or did you substitute someone else?"
This silence is even more unacceptable, she drank too much yesterday, who knows if she treats him as someone else.
"I don't have it, I don't have ......" Su Yao hurriedly denied it, his face turned red, how can this be substituted?
Then he reacted, "Doctor Shen, you are really sanctimonious, you are too dirty, I will think of you when I see the word different dreams in the same bed in the future." ”
"I'm just going to make sure that my efforts yesterday have left a mark on your heart."
Ahhh
"What if not?"
"Then review and review."
Burst.
Su Yao laughed and nodded, "It's deep." ”
It doesn't seem to be the right word.
The two looked at each other and smiled, Su Yao leaned over and asked, "Did I really do something to you yesterday?" ”
She usually just wants to sleep when she drinks too much, she doesn't have this kind of quirk, is it because he is really beautiful, she is drunk and courageous, and persecuts others? Although I want to know that it is impossible, if he is unwilling, it is useless for you to force him to die.
"No, it's me, I'm taking the initiative." didn't want her to have a little humble feeling in this relationship, Shen Mo decided not to tease her, and told the truth, "I confessed to you, then kissed you, slept with you, and took advantage of you." ”
Su Yao covered his face and let out a happy moan.
Dare to do it, she likes it.
Su Yao cooked the noodles, took out the only bag of oranges in the refrigerator and squeezed the juice, after the hangover, the sweet and sour fruit + noodles are the two most comfortable things to eat.
By the time he had done all this, Shen Mo had already ventilated the room, and consciously took the garbage downstairs and threw it away.
The two finally realized chatting while watching a movie, she answered a few phone calls halfway, and Shen Mo would not complain, if she complained about the customer, Shen Mo would also listen carefully, and occasionally talk about something she encountered to communicate with her, and the day passed like this, relaxed and comfortable.
For the first time, Su Yao realized what a beautiful thing it is to have a partner with a strong heart, he will not fight with you about those trivial things, because those things are not worthy of his eyes, and he will not dictate your life, because he is independent enough and believes that you have the ability to solve your own affairs.
If you need his help, he will not be stingy and will prefer to solve the problem in the fastest way rather than preaching.
That's inclusion.
Tolerate her confusion and inattentiveness, tolerate the nature of her work, tolerate her unspoken vulnerability, and take care of her in your own way.
These are two truly mature people, in heart, who accompany when they need companionship, but always keep their own space, and respect each other and will not interfere.
This felt too comfortable, Su Yao didn't know before, it turned out that life could be lived like this.
She actually wanted to ask about Sui Xin, but she didn't think it was good, so she didn't say it at all.
But I don't know if it's because of my heart or some other reason, at the end of a movie, Shen Mo suddenly said, "If you used to come to medical school often......