Chapter 257: Crossing 9
Wang Wu sighed, he must be dissatisfied with himself, people always have all kinds of shortcomings and weaknesses, if there is really another self that can overcome their weaknesses, that is the most encouraging for themselves, because that self gives the real self confidence, let yourself understand, you can do it, do it like this, the best and most perfect self.
"But in the end, it's also in a dream, eh, I really can't do it, and it's only in the dream that I dare to do this. But if you really have the life to survive this epidemic this time, then I will also work hard, and I must be a different version of myself. ”
Wang Wu thought of himself since he was a child, he has always been cringe, not daring to be the best person, although he is a warm-hearted and willing to contribute, but he has always acted silently, and never dared to show himself in front of others, even if he is secretly doing good deeds, if he is seen by others, it seems that he has done something wrong.
Wang Wu's thoughts were pulled down more than twenty years ago.
Wang Wu is a single-parent family, but this did not affect Wang Wu, the cheerful Wang Wu adjusted himself, Wang Wu was still able to mingle with children when he was a child, although he was not the king of children, but he was also a leader among children, and his social skills were also first-class.
When Wang Wu was young, there was no concept of community, and the houses where everyone lived were all company-divided houses, and the community at that time was called the family home, and the people in the entire family home were all people who worked in a company or several nearby companies lived, so most adults knew each other, and Wang Wu's generation was able to know each other when he was a child.
Later, when I went to elementary school, it was not like now, the nearest assignment was assigned, and the adults found the school by themselves, so Wang Wu gradually separated from his friends. However, Wang Wu believes that with his ability, it is not difficult to meet new friends in elementary school.
However, contrary to expectations, Wang Wu's primary school is connected to many family homes, so there are many friends in the school who know each other, and there are always a few naughty children who take the lead in snubbing Wang Wu.
Wang Wu tasted the frustration that he had never felt before, everyone may not have experienced the feeling of being isolated in school, that feeling is really difficult to bear, but the little Wang Wu has to bear such a big pressure.
Wang Wu chose to tell his parents.
Generally speaking, Wang Wu made a very correct choice, when he was young, if there were difficulties, he must choose to tell parents and teachers, Wang Wu did this, but unfortunately, in that era, parents generally lacked the correct handling of family education relations, his mother told him, so many classmates, why don't you play with you, there must be your problems, you reflect on it, mother still has to work.
So he told his parents that this line was broken, and the aggrieved Wang Wu didn't tell his mother that his classmates knew each other before, and he didn't do anything wrong, because his mother couldn't care, his mother was very busy, Wang Wu was a very sensible child, he knew that his mother didn't love him, this is a common problem in single-parent families, and there is not much time for the child, so he can only rely on the child to regulate himself.
Wang Wu didn't give up, Wang Wu still tried to integrate into the collective, but he was still ostracized a lot, not only because he was an outsider, but also because everyone knew that Wang Wu was a single-parent family. No one wants to play with Wang Wu, but fortunately, the teacher still takes a lot of care of Wang Wu, and these four words are Wang Wu's luckiest four words.
Therefore, Wang Wu has always respected teachers, who are called teachers, which may have been deeply implanted in Wang Wu's mind since childhood.
Even if the teacher works hard, there are places that can't be taken care of, there are dozens of students in a class, and the teacher is more than enough to do it, Wang Wu slowly accepted this fact, became withdrawn, became introverted, no longer communicated with others, even if he faced problems, he tried to solve them alone, not to trouble others, because he knew that even if he went to ask others for advice, he would just be disgraced.
In this way, Wang Wu began to close himself off little by little, no longer actively contact anyone, locked himself in a protective shell, carefully contacted everyone, and chose not to participate in some social activities and various school performances. Whether it is at the sports meeting or at the tea party at the end of the semester, I can't see the lively Wang Wu before.
This situation lasted for a long time, and because of Wang Wu's character, after going to junior high school and high school, Wang Wu was not less notified by the teacher to call his parents, but the country is easy to change, and his nature is difficult to change, even if the teacher has repeatedly enlightened and parents have repeatedly supported, Wang Wu still maintains his own nature, as long as I don't mess with others, it's okay, don't make trouble for others and don't let others trouble me.
Wang Wu's mother had no choice but to take care of him, and she didn't have much time to take care of him. Teachers have no choice, they think about students' grades every day, and how to improve students' academic performance is a big thing. So Wang Wu's shell became harder and harder, and Wang Wu's heart curled up even more.
People's hearts are not made of stone, they will always be dissolved by something, this kind of missile-like thing, we generally call it love.
After experiencing junior high school and high school, which can be said to be the cold winter of life, Wang Wu started his college career. Wang Wu is still ready to use his usual autistic methods to meet the next college life. Although Wang Wu originally planned to do so, the arrival of a girl completely changed Wang Wu's character and future life trajectory.
The story starts with Wang Wu's enrollment, Wang Wu was actually quite eye-catching when he entered school, not for anything else, just because Wang Wu had a beautiful face. In fact, when I was in high school, the girls who had a budding spring heart expressed their affection for Wang Wu, but they were undoubtedly ignored by Wang Wu one by one, and not only did they have no follow-up, but they were also considered weird by girls, and they were said by male classmates that he was pretending.
But only Wang Wu knew that these feelings were useless and would cause him trouble, and at that time, he couldn't afford a love affair with no follow-up at all.
But when you get to college, it's different, when you get to college, everyone is already an adult, and you no longer have the fear of being called "puppy love". As a result, we can often see young couples coming and going on campus.
Obviously, Wang Wu was already targeted by these young girls who were in the spring when he entered the school, and those seniors who were enjoying college life, like the seniors, wanted to find their favorite objects in school.