Chapter 161: Scatter My Ashes in the Sea
Because Yu Luoxi is going to participate in the hunt tomorrow, I still want to see Yu Boya today.
Not to mention that she and he haven't seen him for several days, after the hunt, it is Yu Boya's birthday, she still wants to explore Yu Boya's tone first, to see what arrangements he has for today's itinerary, lest he have everything ready when he has something to do, but he has something to go out.
The courtyard of Boya is not counted, but it is filled with all kinds of scarecrows and stakes, and if someone who does not know it comes in at night, it will probably be startled.
"Boya, why do you close the door during the day?" Yu Luoxi asked as he pushed the door and entered.
"What's wrong with you?" As soon as Yu Luoxi entered, she saw Yu Boya lying on the table, motionless, which really scared her.
Reaching out and touching Yu Boya's head, he slowly raised his head, his eyes were a little red, and his voice was a little urn-like.
"Why are you here?"
Yu Luoxi was a little worried, feeling that Yu Boya, who had always been cheerful, was so depressed today.
"What's wrong with you? But sick? Why do you look so listless? ”
Yu Boya stretched out his hand to stop Yu Luoxi's hand that was reaching for his forehead, looking a little sad.
"Luoxi?"
"Huh?"
Yu Boya paused, and still asked a little hoarsely: "You, the grievances of the previous life, shouldn't the next generation bear them?" ”
Yu Luoxi never thought that he was asking this question.
Although it is a generation of grievances and grievances, people are people with seven emotions and six desires, and love and hatred are no exception, and those grievances and hatreds will always be continued by the next generation of people.
If you really want to achieve the next generation of people laughing and hating, it is probably really difficult to be young.
"It stands to reason that grievances should not be passed on from generation to generation, but people are always emotional, and they can't blindly ask them to be saints, but if they can resolve some of them, it is also excellent!" Yu Luoxi thinks so, no one is a saint, and it is difficult to avoid the past, especially those who have a deep hatred of blood, it is really difficult to let them go.
The whites of Yu Boya's eyes turned a little red, and his voice trembled a little.
"If a fool falls in love with a daughter who kills his father and relieves him, do you think they should be together?"
Yu Luoxi suddenly smiled.
"Boya, love is an unreasonable thing, it will never be swayed by you, although people are not killed by fools, but if fools want to take revenge, they will become the enemies of their loved ones who kill their fathers, and it will be an obstacle that will keep them together for a lifetime, and it will never be removed. This kind of problem depends on which party loves deeply enough, because the one who is deep enough must use love to resolve hatred, maybe with words and actions, or maybe with life. All in all, love and hatred cannot survive and grow together! Yu Luoxi has read a lot of those love-hate entanglement folk scripts, and he still has a deep feeling about this.
After finishing speaking, Yu Boya just looked at Yu Luoxi silently, with red eyes and nothing.
After a long time, Yu Luoxi gradually found clues from Yu Boya's problems.
Looking at Yu Boya's decadent appearance in front of him, Yu Luoxi naturally associated the fool in his mouth with himself.
Because Nightingale also happened to be a killer, Yu Luoxi felt that if the fool in Yu Boya's mouth was herself, then it was equivalent to that Nightingale had killed Yu Boya's parents when she was on a mission, making him a homeless orphan.
But if you think about it carefully, it seems impossible, in terms of time, Yu Boya and Nightingale are almost the same age, even if Nightingale really looks younger, it is at most five or six years older than Boya, and when he is five or six years old, a child should not be able to kill two people.
Could it be that Nightingale's parents are also killers?
Yu Boya has already investigated the matter of his own family in the year of the curtain, and knows that the nightingale is the child of the murderer of his parents, but he can't help but fall in love with the nightingale?
Thinking about it, there is only one possibility.
Yu Luoxi was very distressed by Yu Boya.
"Okay, if you can't figure it out, just put it aside for the time being, life will always go on." Yu Luoxi walked over, gently stopped the sitting Yu Boya in his arms, and stroked the top of his head as he did when he was a child, trying to give him a little comfort.
Yu Boya stretched out his hand to wrap his arms around Yu Luoxi's waist, greedily breathing the familiar smell of Yu Luoxi's body, and the incomprehensible feelings in his heart faded little by little in such an atmosphere, leaving only warmth in the end, just like the temperature from Yu Luoxi's waist and abdomen, which made people feel at ease.
"It's okay, it's okay, no matter what happens, I'm still there, I'll get through the hardships with you, whether it's sad or old, no matter what day today won't be the past."
Yu Luoxi gently stroked the back of Yu Boya's neck, and then thought with some worry that he was actually the most at ease with Boya.
He is withdrawn by nature, and it is all because of himself that he has become more lively, but she knows that Yu Boya in her bones still likes to be alone, likes the silence of few words, likes to keep a straight face, and hides her joys, sorrows, and sorrows from being seen.
Xu is because of his guilt for Yu Luoxi, so he forced himself to integrate into all of Yu Luoxi's preferences, so he always appeared in every part of Yu Luoxi's life.
When Yu Boya's mood stabilized, Yu Luoxi let go of him, sat next to him, and told him that he was going to go out tomorrow and might not come back at night.
"Are you with Tan Mochen?"
As soon as she opened her mouth, Yu Boya already knew about the cherry blossoms
Yu Luoxi didn't hide it, and talked to him very frankly about Mo Lin, and he had to help him.
"Boya?"
"I'm here!"
Yu Luoxi paused, but still spoke out.
"If one of me is gone, you have to go back to Yuexi no matter what, and protect her well, okay?"
She thought that if she really got to that point, she still hoped that Boya and Yuexi could renew their sister-brother relationship, after all, in the world, Boya only had Yuexi's relatives.
But after the words came out, Yu Luoxi regretted it a little.
Boya's relatives are only Yuexi, but will Yuexi still regard Boya as a relative? When the time comes, she is adding a few children, can she still squeeze the Boya family in her life?
"Forget it, if I'm gone, you can take my ashes all the way south, so that I can live forever in the sea that I want to see all my life, and this can be regarded as fulfilling my own dream."
Listening to the magnificent waves of the sea, it is unforgettable at a glance, which was Yu Luoxi's long-standing wish.