"Actually, it's nothing, probably because I always believe that my life is up to me, hehe!" Mo Xiaoxiao said calmly, and reached out to pick up a silk handkerchief dropped by Lin Yushu and handed it to her gently.

"What do you mean?"

Lin Yushu looked curious, and said softly with a somewhat calm look, Mo Xiaoxiao saw that she looked like she had broken the casserole and asked to the end, so she no longer hid it, thinking that it was not a big deal anyway, so she continued to speak generously.

"Because my aunt asked me to marry, marry someone I don't love but I swear to die, in fact, I still have to be grateful to a friend and my brother, at that time my heart was very fragile, when that thing happened, my sky seemed to collapse, but I didn't want to compromise, I even thought of suicide, I was so stupid, fortunately at the time when I was going to commit suicide, my brother and a friend appeared, they gave me hope of rebirth and rescued me, and then I was worried that the people of that family would catch up, so I fled from Bizhou to Jiangcheng overnight, Among them, my life hung by a thread several times, but fortunately, I had my noble people to help me, and I lived until now, I owe too much favor in my life, and I am glad that there are many people who love me. ”

After listening to Mo Xiaoxiaoyun's indifferent narration, Lin Yushu's heart swelled wave after wave, it was bitter guilt and pity for her fate: "Child, your life is so bitter, your mother is a sinner, if she hadn't abandoned you at the beginning, then you wouldn't be what you are now!" ”

"Fate may be like this, what I can do is to accept it completely, there is no choice, all I can choose is to accept the unfairness, or resist and fight back without hesitation, I think there is nothing wrong with this, at least this has made me brave enough, compared to the previous time when I was helpless when I encountered difficulties, I was more calm and calm, and my mother, I said I forgive her, I don't blame her because I don't know what happened to her at that time, How can I stop her from running out of the sea of misery to the right world? Because I love her, I love her no matter what she does. Mo Xiaoxiao said with a shallow smile.

"Gardenia, I'm sorry for you......"

Lin Yushu had a look of pain and tears in her eyes, and when Mo Xiaoxiao was caught off guard, she slowly said such a sentence, which made Mo Xiaoxiao's mind buzz and she was stunned in place.

Mo Xiaoxiao was taken aback, her expression was incredulous and unbelievable, and she stared at Lin Yushu in front of her without squinting and said blankly: "You...... What did you just call me...! ”

Mo Xiaoxiao's expression suddenly became in a trance, she told herself that she had heard it wrong, and she had recognized the wrong person, but the nickname Xiao Yu was so sensitive to her that it made her heart twist.

"Xiao Yu, I said I'm sorry for you, I am your mother Lin Yushu, the irresponsible mother who abandoned you and left, and never went back to see you once, Lin Yushu...!" Lin Yushu said word by word with tears in her eyes, and Lianghong kept crying down.

"No, no, no, impossible, impossible, not like this, I don't believe it, I don't believe it, you lie to me, you lie to me, you lie to me!" Mo Xiaoxiao shook off Lin Yushu's hand violently, her emotions were out of control for a while, her face was red, and she shouted loudly, this sudden news was like earth-shattering, she was really unacceptable, looking at Lin Yushu's pear blossoms in front of her, her mind was buzzing, as if she couldn't hear other sounds, and the thoughts in her heart were twisted together like a mess, and she couldn't be straightened out, making her painful and tangled contradictions.

"Xiao Yu, I am really your mother Lin Yushu, your father's name is Mo Guojing, your uncle's name is Mo Guobin, your cousin Mo Yucheng and your cousin Mo Yuxin, your father died unexpectedly in the coal mine because of your uncle, you were only four years old when I left, and you still have a red cinnabar mole the size of a soybean on your abdomen." Lin Yushu saw that Mo Xiaoxiao couldn't believe her words, and continued endlessly.

Mo Xiaoxiao has been silent, stunned in place, just kept shaking her head, she couldn't believe the person in front of her, it was her mother who had been thinking about her for a long time, but she was in front of her eyes, but she didn't have the courage to recognize her, she had imagined hundreds of pictures of reunions with her mother, those words and tenderness that had been rehearsed countless times in her heart, but at this moment she was completely out of control, she was cowardly, she just couldn't believe that this was her mother, she was scared.

Seeing that Mo Xiaoxiao couldn't believe her words, suddenly Lin Yushu directly lifted Mo Xiaoxiao's clothes from below, revealing her entire abdomen, and a mole like a red bean suddenly appeared in the eyes of the two, with sunlight gently covering it, as if a layer of hazy light arose for no reason, it was warm and peaceful, and the red mole was lying quietly on her skin as smooth as white jade, exuding a flush as if telling some earth-shattering secret to others, and both of them quieted down.

At that moment, it seemed that the wind had quieted down and the trees had quieted down, and those flowers were holding their breath, quietly looking at the picture in front of them, Mo Xiaoxiao's originally restless heart gradually quieted down, and Lin Yushu's excited emotions also calmed down, as if the whole world was quiet, just feeling the warmth of the sunshine and no longer speaking.

"You...... Is it really my mother? I...... I'm Gardenia? ......" The two looked at each other silently for a long time, and Mo Xiaoxiao finally said a sentence slowly, calm as water, not alarmed, just quietly looking at her who agreed that her heart was like water.

Lin Yushu nodded, and tears flowed down: "Well, Xiao Yu, I am my mother...!" It's good that you hate me and hate me, but your calm and tolerant appearance like this really makes me feel very distressed, you know? I'm sorry for your child, it's my fault that I made all the mistakes, I didn't expect you to go through so much and bear the pressure that you shouldn't bear at your age, I feel very sad and guilty, I don't know how to make up for you You know, God has sent you to me again, I should cherish it, and let my mother make up for the maternal hobby you lost over the years, Xiao Gardenia? ”

"But, but why didn't you say goodbye back then, I don't understand, what is your problem, can you tell me? I said I don't blame you, I just don't understand why, this sudden change caught me off guard, I really can't accept my ......" Mo Xiaoxiao looked up at her tearful appearance, and lowered her head again, her heart was extremely entangled and complicated, tears rolled in her eyes.

"Back then, after something happened to your father, your aunt and uncle went to the construction site to make a big noise, and the boss had no way to give them all the double blood money, and they kept promising that they would use it to raise you as an adult, but your uncle was afraid that I would swallow the money, so they asked for your custody and expelled me, and I was a child daughter-in-law, and I had nowhere to go, and I was desperate and ready to go to other places to beg for a living, and then the boss of the construction site owed a lot of money because of something happened and was also a poor person. We came together, I said I was willing to share weal and woe with him, and then came to Bizhou I knew that he was just testing my heart, he said Yangzhou Yang Huaiping's own brother, we started business in Bizhou again, these years are also prosperous, a few years later I went back to his home with him, that is, here Yangzhou is here, he was worried that I would suffer and settled here here, he ran around and worked between Bizhou and Yangzhou year after year, maybe this is also the reason why you have not found my news in Bizhou Jiangcheng. ”

After listening to Lin Yushu's words, Mo Xiaoxiao said softly: "So, you were also forced to be helpless back then."

"Well, but, Xiao Yu, will you promise me that you won't resent your uncle and aunt? They were also forced to be helpless, at that time, the family was living in a stretched strait, no one was easy, and your uncle's family still had two children to raise, and they could understand their difficulties, although they were a little prejudiced against you, but they also tried their best to raise you, you don't just see others are bad for you, you also have to see how good others are for you, there are no real bad people in this world, you think the bad people are because of you, you are actually prejudiced against them, Because you just see their bad side, you call them bad people, and naturally you automatically shut down their goodness. What's more, in such an era of famine and hardship, so promise your mother not to resent them, okay? ”

"Well, mother, I know, I won't forget the kindness of others, I know how to repay my kindness, but your tolerance and kindness will scarred me." Mo Xiaoxiao nodded lightly and said calmly.

"Silly boy, I'm just saying that you don't lose sight of other people's good, not to let you be a cowardly person, this world is mixed with all kinds of strange things, there will be anyone and everything, you have to have a pair of eyes that distinguish between right and wrong, and a strong and kind heart, the premise is that others do not hurt you too much, although it is time to repay each other, but you must have a bottom line to know how to protect yourself and the people you love. You know what I mean? ”

Mo Xiaoxiao nodded and smiled shallowly: "Mmmm, mother I know"

Lin Yushu took Mo Xiaoxiao's hand and said with a pleasant face: "Xiaoxiao, don't you leave this time, okay?" I have already discussed with your Uncle Yang, he is the same as his mother, he will treat you as his own, he is also a kind person, let me make it up to you, okay? ”

Seeing Mo Xiaoxiao's preoccupied appearance, Lin Yushu continued: "Xiao Yu, can you call me again?" Do you have something on your mind? ”

"Mother, I...... I want to go back to Jiangcheng, but I can't choose to stay here yet, it's not that I cherish the days of reunion with my mother, it's just that I still have very important things to do, and important people are still waiting for me to go back. Mo Xiaoxiao wanted to speak and stopped, but he still said it.

Lin Yushu hesitated for a moment before slowly speaking, her eyes were reluctant, and she gently took her hand and whispered, "This is ...... Okay, it's okay for you to go back, go back to where you live, thank your friends, and take care of all the things you have to deal with, after all, they are people who are very kind to you, and this is also a matter of course, but you have to promise your mother that you must come back, and you will come back when you deal with it, and your mother doesn't want to lose you again. ”

"Well, Mother, I made a note of it."