That feeling of sourness, pain, and despair, she will never forget in her life.

  Therefore, although Xiang Yirou is not as direct and sharp as Liu Yiyi, the impression she brought to herself is definitely much deeper than that of Liu Yiyi.

  Looking back now, although she married Qin Zhiyou in a moment's anger, in the first half of her marriage, in all fairness, life was still good. Until......

  Lu Weixi's eyelashes trembled, and he didn't say anything more, but lowered his head slightly.

  She admitted that her mother's words happened to poke her heart, and she was not so easy to let go.

  "Mom, the past is gone. Since I give him another chance, I won't easily turn over old accounts. For a long time, she took a deep breath before she said slowly.

  "Now you know what I'm doing. If I don't have a big project, it's about 30,000 a month. But big projects, you know, although I try my best to use my own strength to be worthy of these projects, but without the help of Zhiyou, I really can't get it. I'm trying to get a Ph.D. and take a senior title, but it's unknown what kind of projects I can get after the exam. Not to mention paying medical expenses, we may have difficulties in our lives. ”

  She can't get divorced, which is a practical reason. She signed an agreement with Ms. Yang Mogui before she got married, as long as she proposed, no matter what the reason, it was equivalent to leaving the house. Maybe Qin Zhiyou will give her some joint property between husband and wife, she has money, and she doesn't have to run around for tens of thousands of dollars a month, but these relief resources from her mother are not something that can be obtained with money.

  And the project in her hand.

  In the past few months, with the help of Qin Zhiyou, she has also taken on several other larger projects. Some are hosted, some are just participating. I have to say that her progress in the past few months has been very fast, very fast. Compared to the previous years combined, she also learned hard in school.

  After all, in addition to solid basic skills, lightning inspiration and superb artistic appreciation, design is also a very practical thing.

  She is involved in big projects, even if it is just to work together, and she can learn the methods and techniques of other designers and other teams. Communicating with them can also increase her own knowledge and enrich her ideas. She no longer resisted Qin Zhiyou's idea of helping, and no longer asked herself to fight alone. These projects, these resources, are not something she can get alone.

  is like Xue Feifei, no matter how much she hates Yu Sixing, she can't help but admit it, without him, she can't receive those scenes, and she can't show her skills without her.

  Of course, she, like Xue Feifei, is not lying in the comfort zone created by Qin Zhiyou for her, casually taking some money and making money easily. After she takes on the project, she will also work hard to improve herself so that her strength is worthy of these projects.

  Lu's mother shook her head.

  There are only two situations in which a person will comfort himself with these objective conditions. One is that she doesn't love, just like Xue Feifei, she doesn't love Sixing, so her relationship with him is seen as an exchange of interests. Since you can't break up, try to get more resources from him. Second, it is deep love, because of love, so use these objective conditions to convince yourself and fantasize about the other party's goodness.

  The daughter may have been the former in the past, but now it must be the latter.

  "So you mean, it's my illness that is dragging down your life."