Episode 59 The little heart can't stand it
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The eyes of the little girls watching the ball game widened instantly, some of them had already exclaimed, and some of them dropped their jaws in shock and covered their lips.
Not only are you surprised, but I'm also surprised and frightened, okay?!
I was frightened to look at Jiang Yueze's perverted hands, the knuckles were slender, the skin was like white jade, the nails were neatly trimmed, with a faint luster, and the joints of the wrists had a kind of ascetic sexiness. It's cool on your fingertips, but it's comfortable......
Stop! Can't think about it anymore! I secretly told myself that I had eight honors and eight shames.
But, but, the hand he held his wrist was shaking involuntarily?
I watched his back and let him lead me. But inadvertently, I saw Chen Wan's calm eyes.
She looked at us without blinking, like an inconsequential person.
But I feel that under her calm appearance, there is definitely a turbulent heart.
I couldn't help but shake the hand that was holding my wrist, but it still didn't break away.
I can't bear it, but I also know that I am very selfish and greedy.
I don't want others to covet him, and I don't want to interrupt such warmth.
Xu felt that I was not honest, Jiang Yueze glanced back at me, with a slight warning, and directly released my wrist, and the five fingers were differentiated, slid to my palm, and interlocked with my ten fingers.
Now my brain is completely broken, and all the circuits are burned.
This action instantly caused quite a commotion. Most of the girls watching the game on the fifth were exclaiming, incredible, and talking about each other.
I can only be the same as Chen Wan, calm on the surface, pretending to be accustomed to it, noble and cold, and not squinting.
However, can Lu Zhixin not laugh secretly? You're really showing me like this!
Please, can you have a point of interest, don't have cold hands?!
In this way, under the watchful eye, I was pulled from one end of the crowded basketball court to the other end, and my heartbeat became the only background music.
When I walked to the center of the audience, I looked at Chen Wan, who was still moving my gaze with me, and finally couldn't help it, and shook his hand gently.
"Be nice." He turned his head with an indifferent expression and a gentle tone.
I stopped talking. Ren Zijin hugged Lu Zhixin and smiled wickedly: "Did you hear it, you should be good." ”
I looked at Chen Wan, then at Jiang Yueze's clenched hand, and once again chose to obey.
Lu Zhixin smiled softly, I turned my head with hot cheeks, and glanced at her, and she had an expression that I knew would be like this, which made me both sweet and frustrated.
Well, just laugh and laugh. I've never resisted him, that's it, and I've never resisted.
In this way, I trembled and flattered, and was led all the way to the school infirmary like a frightened bird.
The doctor in the school infirmary was a very gentle aunt, who carefully disinfected the broken skin on the tip of my nose and rubbed the medicine, but this was not the end, she took a small flashlight to see my nostrils.
I was instantly frightened out of the emoji, and hurriedly excused myself and said I didn't need to, and gave Lu Zhixin a look and asked her to help.
As a result, she is not an immorality, and Ren Zijin is a person who looks lively and has no bottom line, and Jiang Yueze is a cold-faced person who is not easy to speak, and in the end, the three of them unanimously demanded that they be carefully checked.
I watched the school doctor approach with a face full of resistance, gently lifted my chin, and let the whole nostril face the school doctor, facing them, under the light of the small flashlight, the world in my nostrils, there was nowhere to hide.
I can't help but want to cry, Fang Jinyu, you are really
It's declining to the home.
In front of the person you like, expose your nostrils, you are afraid that there is no one before or after!
I felt that I couldn't bear to look at the picture directly, I closed my eyes tremblingly, and from time to time I heard the suppressed laughter of Ren Zijin and Lu Zhixin.
Tonight is destined to be a night I will never forget.
After the medication was prescribed, it was still early. Ren Zijin wanted to eat, so the four of us decided to go for supper.
I was afraid that Jiang Yueze would come over to take me, and coupled with the embarrassment of looking at my nostrils just now, I hurriedly pulled Lu Zhixin to walk in front.
Lu Zhixin glanced at me with disgust, but didn't break away: "Have you thought about the time of the day?" ”
I whispered, "I don't know...... I'm messed up right now, ....... ”
Lu Zhixin didn't quite understand: "What can't you understand?" If you like him, chase him, if he doesn't like it, he refuses, I've liked it for so many years, just say it, what's the big deal. ”
I shook my head: "You don't understand. ”
"Okay, I don't understand," Lu Zhixin said with a casual expression, "but I remind you, don't procrastinate, it's not fair to you and him." Like a person, if you don't succeed, you will become benevolent, don't think about being a friend, find out your mind and be a turtle with a shrunken head, you can only choose one. ”
I turned my head to look at the deserted boy behind me, even if I did an ordinary action, it could attract the attention of passers-by, such a boy was indeed not allowed to delay.
I turned my head and made up my mind in an instant: "I know." ”
Lu Zhixin was very pleased: "This is the best." ”
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After supper, it was close to 9 o'clock. Lu Zhixin didn't know what kind of wind she was smoking, she was going back to school tonight, and she didn't want to stay for a second.
I'm not very worried, after all, with Ren Zijin here, there won't be any problems.
It's just that I think it's getting late, and the medical university is far away from Chongwen, so it must be very late to go back, so it's better to stay one more night and go back tomorrow morning.
But Lu Zhixin said the same, Ren Zijin was also in a hurry, directly stopped a taxi on the side of the road, got in the car and was about to leave.
Before getting into the car, Lu Zhixin hugged me hard, and her tone was gentle and weird: "Don't you think now is a good opportunity to make it clear, such a time period is the most suitable time for men and women to talk about their hearts, and by the way, something will happen again." ”
I rolled my eyes speechlessly: "So that's why you're coming back in the middle of the night?" ”
"Of course not," Lu Zhixin decisively denied, "It's because tomorrow at 8 o'clock in the morning, Ren Zijin and I are going to Fangte to play, and the tickets have been bought." If you leave tomorrow, it's too late. ”
I was speechless: "Then you didn't say it earlier?" Still grinding to watch me compete? ”
She also felt speechless: "What does this have to do with watching you play?" No matter how far away the medical university is from here, it is also in the same city, can I not go back? ”
I couldn't help but think afterthought: "If I knew that you had the idea of returning overnight, I wouldn't let you come." ”
She smiled, with a sly expression: "Don't say it too soon. You'll know later how much someone thanked me for coming here. ”
I didn't bother to slap her, so I hugged her hard: "Okay, okay, I thank you, thank you now for coming to see me play." ”
"It's good that you know. So cut through the mess tonight, don't drag the mud and water. Whatever you decide, I support you. ”
"Okay."
"Before you leave, do you want to hear a secret?"
I replied, "Okay." ”
She smiled inscrutablely, whispered softly in my ear, with the bewitchment of the night: "Actually, we will come because Jiang Yueze invited Ren Zijin to watch his game, so I don't."
I came to see you play, you know? ”
I was stunned for a long time, but I didn't react.
It wasn't until Lu Zhixin let go of me and got into the car and left without the slightest nostalgia that I came back to my senses.
I looked at the taxi that had already gone away, and I had already cursed in my heart, but because Jiang Yueze was standing beside me, I could only endure it silently.
Lu Zhixin, you kill a thousand knives!
Don't let me see you again!
The parting was too fast, and there was not even time to be sentimental, and there was a strong embarrassment and unnaturalness between me and Jiang Yueze.
We walked side by side on the main road, looking at the endless stream of vehicles, looking at the brightly lit streets, and looking at the classmates who came and went out to forage for food, which was a rare warm time together in the past two years.
But I don't want to kid myself. I mustered up the courage and retreated, and finally called Jiang Yueze softly when I had the intention of retreating for the third time.
He didn't seem to hear, so he took my hand and led me across the street.
I felt his slightly hot fingertips, looking at his back and the way he looked straight ahead without looking back, and my heart was deeply reluctant.
He didn't let go of my hand until he sent me downstairs to the dormitory, and then he slowly seemed to reluctantly let go.
I looked down at his toes and firmly said what I wanted to say.
"I, I thought about it, but decided to regret it."
He didn't speak, and it was a long time before I heard a clear voice above me: "Seriously? ”
It's a slightly raised tail note again. But this time I didn't indulge, but was extremely sober.
I was ruthless, and I suddenly looked up and met his cold eyes.
"Well, I'm serious."
My voice seemed to cross thousands of mountains and rivers, hoarse, and faintly dispersed into the cool evening breeze.
He kindly asked, "Why?" ”
Bitterness quickly welled up in my mouth, but I didn't hesitate for a moment: "You know, two years ago, I can't pretend that it didn't happen, so I can't accept your kindness to me with peace of mind." ”
At the beginning, the next words can be said: "I always thought that two years ago it was all between us, and I still think so." ”
"I'll admit it, you said you wanted to be nice to me, and I really couldn't help but be moved, because this is the first time since we met, you took the initiative to get close to me. I can't and don't want to refuse. ”
"But now, I'm sober, and it's a mistake for you to get close to me."
"You went from studying God to becoming the object of other people's gossip, and it was all because of me. Same mistake, I don't want to make it a second time. ”
"I can't get into trouble myself, and I have to ask you to clean up the mess."
"I can't feel guilty about you, and I can't blame myself."
"A person like you should be a scholar who attracts the attention of the whole school, not a derogatory name in other people's mouths."
"It's not that someone like me who is not flamboyant enough to provoke."
"So, it's better for us to draw a line."
After I finished saying word by word, looking at his starry eyes, I always felt that he was very sad.
He stared at me seriously, and his tone was serious and gentle: "You don't owe me, never." ”
I couldn't help but clench the seams of my pants, comforting and blaming myself.
"I told you that you provoked me, and I acquiesced."
I jerked my head up and met his eyes that weaved a galaxy of stars, and I could clearly see my own reflection.
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