Chapter 376: Healing from a long illness
Since Mo Xiaoxiao came back from He's house that day, she was very depressed, and she was seriously ill, and she lay in bed for more than half a month, saying that the disease could be cured, but the most difficult thing to treat was heart disease.
After Mo Xiaoxiao got sick, she also found a lot of doctors, but she didn't get better after taking a lot of medicine, Yang Zhe, you are going to let someone send her back to Yangzhou, but Mo Xiaoxiao's personality is extremely stubborn, and she refuses to say anything, so Yang Zhe has no choice but to write a letter home.
Lin Yushu learned the news that Mo Xiaoxiao couldn't afford to be sick, and she was very anxious, and she was so anxious that she planned to come from Yangzhou overnight, but she couldn't get out for a while.
Yang Zhe's wife Song Xiwan was about to give birth, Lin Yushu really couldn't come, even if she was very anxious, she was helpless, and in desperation, she had to let Yang Huailin come with her personal maid Xiao'er, Yang Huailin temporarily came to replace Yang Zhe's work, let Yang Zhe go home and Xiao Er stayed by her side for so long, let her come to serve Mo Xiaoxiao, she also had a peace of mind.
When Yang Huailin and Xiao Er arrived in Bizhou, Jiangcheng, Yang Zhe and Yang Huailin got a job, and then hurried back to Yangzhou overnight.
Yang Huailin saw Mo Xiaoxiao, who was already skinny and sickly, and felt so distressed in his heart, he found the best doctor for her, so he boiled the medicine with his own hands and fed her to drink.
A few days passed in a hurry, and news came from Yangzhou that Song Xiwan gave birth to a big fat boy, Yang Huailin was happy in his heart, but he was still not happy when he thought of Mo Xiaoxiao's illness, and in recent days, this is the peak period of business on the dock, he has been running around on the dock every day, working hard for his own business, and even spending little time with her, thinking of it is inevitable to blame himself here, so Xiao Er has been taking care of her these days.
On this day, the weather outside began to improve, and then it was gloomy for more than half a month, and today the weather began to become clearer, Mo Xiaoxiao has been sick for more than half a month, and Xiao Er has been with him for a month, think about it carefully, except for Su Yiming who came to visit once, there was no one else around.
Thinking of this, Mo Xiaoxiao's heart became more and more sad.
Xiao Er was holding a tea basin in her hand, and there were some breakfast in it, she pushed open the door to see, Mo Xiaoxiao didn't know when she had gotten up, and sat on the bed without changing her color, looking thoughtful.
"Miss, why did you wake up so early today? I've made you breakfast, you get up and eat some, and then drink the medicine. Xiao Er said lightly as she put the things in her hand on the table.
Mo Xiaoxiao didn't even look back, didn't look at it, and directly rejected her: "I don't have an appetite now and don't want to eat, the taste of that medicine is really bitter, I'm tired of drinking it for so long, and this disease has not improved, what's the use of drinking that thing." ”
Xiao Er looked a little distressed when she saw Mo Xiaoxiao like this, and slowly walked to her bed, with a worried look on her face: "Miss, since I have been serving you for more than half a month, you have lost a lot of weight every day, you still have to eat a little bit, how can your body stand it like this?" ”
"I'm fine, you don't have to worry about me." Mo Xiaoxiao didn't say anything, just said perfunctorily to her.
Xiao Er glanced at her lightly, in fact, she knew in her heart that Mo Xiaoxiao's character was really stubborn, for so many days, every day was a look of amazement, sometimes sitting there in a daze for a day, not saying anything, even eating a little bit.
"Miss, in fact, you don't have to practice your body like this, if you go on like this, your body will only not be able to stand this torture, I know that your illness is not a physical disease, but a problem in your heart, Miss then please tell me the troubles in your heart, maybe Xiao'er can share your worries for you, seeing Miss's painful appearance every day, my heart is really distressed."
As soon as Xiao Er's words fell, Mo Xiaoxiao seemed to react, only to see her shake her head and show a painful expression: "What if I tell you?" ”
Xiao Er shook her head, sat on the edge of her bed and leaned down, looked into her eyes and said sincerely: "Miss, although Xiao Er is talented and ignorant and has not read many books, I still understand the basic truth, if I can relieve Miss's worries, then it is the best." ”
"Actually, I don't know how to speak, Xiao'er." Mo Xiaoxiao said lightly, with a sad look on her face: "Do you know the feeling of being hurt by your former best friend? And in the end, you find out that she treated you so viciously, even hurting the lives of your relatives, but you were so good in the past. Every time I think about it, I feel my heart ache incredibly. ”
Xiao Er looked into her eyes: "Miss, although Xiao Er has not experienced what you said, I understand your feelings, what a painful feeling!" Miss, your heart must be very uncomfortable at this moment. ”
"I've accepted all of that." Mo Xiaoxiao didn't know why the more she spoke, the more excited she became, and she unconsciously burst into tears: "The most difficult thing for me to accept is that even my beloved is deceiving me from it." In fact, he already knew these things. But he hid it from me, and I wouldn't let me know, because he was afraid that I would seek revenge on her, but because he was afraid that I would hurt her. ”
Looking at Mo Xiaoxiao's out-of-control emotions, her rolling tears slipped from the corners of her eyes. Xiao Er was at a loss for a moment, and suddenly didn't know how to speak.
"Miss, I can understand what you said." Xiao Er held her cold hands tightly: "Presumably, the friend that Miss said is Miss Gu." He has done so many unforgivable things to you, can you forgive her? ”
Mo Xiaoxiao shook her head, looking lost: "I don't know, but what I hate the most in my heart is that even my beloved knows the truth but doesn't tell me, is he afraid that I will hurt her?" ”
Xiao Er continued to comfort her and said, "Miss, I know that the heart you are talking about is really Mr. He, right? Mr. He is not the person you imagined, Miss has been in love with him for so long, she must know his character, compared to Mr. He, there must be a reason for him to do this. He probably doesn't want you to be sad, Miss! ”
Xiao Er said earnestly, Mo Xiaoxiao was silent for a long time, and seemed to start believing what Xiao Er said.
"Is that really the case?" Mo Xiaoxiao grabbed her hand, with tears in her eyes and questioning eyes, she couldn't wait to ask.
Xiao Er nodded: "Yes, Miss, presumably Mr. He didn't tell you because he was afraid that you would be sad, not because he was afraid that you would hurt Miss Gu, so he didn't tell you, since you and Mr. He love each other deeply, then you should believe in each other even more." ”
Listening to her words, Mo Xiaoxiao suddenly realized, sat at the head of the bed and nodded, as if she didn't understand, and grabbed Xiao Er's hand tightly, as seriously as grasping a life-saving straw: "Then, what do you say I should do now?" ”
Xiao Er looked at her seriously and encouraged her and said, "Miss, the only thing you need to do now is to cheer up and heal your illness, and then you have to do what you have to do." ”
"Well, you're right, I really shouldn't be so depressed now, I want to cheer up and start over." Mo Xiaoxiao put away the loss and despair in his eyes, and replaced it with a look of cheering up.
"Well, Miss, you really shouldn't continue to practice your body, you all say that there is a debtor who is wronged, since you can't choose to forgive generously, then you should also seek justice for yourself and give yourself an explanation. Don't let yourself down by making your enemies happy! ”
Xiao Er's words were like a good medicine, which instantly dredged Mo Xiaoxiao's heart disease for so long, and the haze in front of her was dissipated by Xiao Er's words.
"It's a good sentence that there is a debtor and a debtor, and some things should be done." Mo Xiaoxiao looked ahead, his eyes were determined and strong: "I think that in the past, my character was too cowardly, and I always looked forward and backward, so I was bullied." ”
Xiao Er nodded: "Well, Miss is always so kind." That's why others caught on to your shortcomings and hurt you unscrupulously, Miss should really make a change. ”
Mo Xiaoxiao was silent for a moment, then suddenly turned her head, looked at Xiao Er intently, and said softly: "Xiao Er, help me up." ”
Xiao Er was a little surprised, and hurriedly asked, "What's the matter, what are you going to do, Miss?" ”
Mo Xiaoxiao looked out the window, seeing that the sun was shining today, which was a rare good weather in winter, looking at the warm sunshine, her mood couldn't help but get better.
Mo Xiaoxiao looked at the sunlight outside the window, and said gently: "It's so good today, I'm not sick in the house, I'm sick, and I want to go out to bask in the sun for more than half a month." I'll get some fresh air, but I'll get up and have a bite to eat, and then I'll wash up, and you'll go out for a walk with me. ”
Xiao Er has almost not seen Mo Xiaoxiao in such a calm mood for almost a month, and at this moment she also has a long-lost smile on her face, Xiao Er saw that her young lady was leaving, a rare good mood, and she was overjoyed in her heart, and agreed repeatedly.
"Okay, Miss, the weather is good and rare, but Miss's good mood is even more rare, the weather is so good today, it should be right to go out for a walk, I haven't seen you in such a happy mood for a long time." Xiao Er said with a smile, and Mo Xiaoxiao's heart slowly warmed.
After washing up and eating breakfast, and after drinking the decoction, Mo Xiaoxiao found a fragrant orange dress from the wardrobe, she had not worn such gorgeous clothes for a long time, and she changed into this kind of delicate clothes again, and even the whole person became delicate.
Combed his hair again, found a pair of white cloth shoes, and applied a little powder, and even the whole person's complexion became better, and after cleaning up at will, the master and servant got up and went out for a walk.