The events of the third year of high school seem to be vivid, and I can still vividly recall the scene when I punched a girl in the eye socket.

The screams, the shouts, the accusations, the insults, the crying, the girl's tears, the reddening of her eyes, the angry eyes, the resentful curses, the indignation of her companions, the fear, the contempt, the accusations in the eyes of all.

I felt a chill on my back, and the tip of my nose was already covered with cold sweat.

I pulled at my belt and asked in an unsteady voice, "I, I'm not ready." ”

Lu Zhixin held her belt in her hand, her smiling fox eyes were rarely serious, and the light that came out was also calm and aggressive.

She turned a deaf ear, and her expression was non-negotiable: "It's a big night, you have to take this step sooner or later." ”

My breath faltered to confirm my suspicions.

Lu Zhixin's visit this time is indeed for a purpose, which was planned early on.

The previous things were all drunkards, and she had already decided to take advantage of this opportunity to test me and help me get out of the past and overcome my demons in this way.

I looked at Jiang Yueze and Ren Zijin, who were standing next to me, and didn't talk nonsense, and slowly started the fight.

Cold sweat has long been covered in the face, all the pores on the body are scrambling to sweat, and the back has long been soaked with cold sweat and sticky to the body.

Lu Zhixin was crisp and neat, and raised her fist and greeted me directly in the face.

This guy has been learning taekwondo and judo since the beginning, and he likes to mix them, never playing cards according to common sense, and the winner relies on punching fast and her cards not according to the routine.

That's what she did. She threw a punch straight away, and I dodged it sideways. She threw her left fist again, and I dodged it sideways. She didn't see that it worked, and went straight to her legs, and I crossed my arms to dodge, but I couldn't help but take a few steps back.

Lu Zhixin had a hint of blush and impatience on her face, but her tone was still calm and not warm: "Big night, the battle is not just defense and not offense, this truth, my father taught you from the beginning." ”

I felt like something was about to crack in my eyes, and I exhaled heavily and re-posed.

She rushed towards her like a vicious wolf, so fast that you couldn't see the speed.

I blocked my face in a trance, and I survived.

She took the opportunity to hold my arm, and her body rotated, her weight shifted down, her leg and arm bent, and she gave me an over-the-shoulder throw.

I was thrown onto a thick sponge pad and my mind was dazed. I just felt that my mind was chaotic, buzzing, I couldn't hear or see anything clearly, and I was completely out of my command.

I struggled to get up, and in a trance, I seemed to see Jiang Yueze clenching his fists and taking a step forward with his right foot. Ren Zijin grabbed him by the shoulder and patted him comfortingly.

I know no one can help me. I had to stand up on my own and take this step on my own.

I stood up slowly, wiped the sweat from the tip of my nose, and looked at Lu Zhixin steadily.

She didn't seem to be emotionally stable, and her fists clenched tightly: "Just stand up and have a good fight." I'm not going to show mercy this time. ”

I didn't say anything, mechanically posed, and waited for her to attack.

This time she quickly ran over, jumped in the air not far from me, and flew directly over with one kick.

I subconsciously turned sideways and barely dodged. She fell to the ground, her face was displeased, her hands were also ruthless, and she was so angry that she shouted: "Shoot!" Sell! I'll tell you to do it! Hear me! ”

I was beaten back again and again by her dense and ruthless attack, and even withdrew from the field. Lu Zhixin looked at me and stopped with a disappointed expression.

We looked at each other fiercely. Her eyes were red, and I wasn't much better. I just feel like a big pot stewing in my eyes, sour, spicy, bitter and salty.

"Fang Jinyu, you are a coward."

She said this to me.

I clenched the corners of my clothes, my voice dried, but in the end I didn't say anything.

Ren Zijin came out to play a round: "It's just a discussion, don't be so serious, Chenchen, don't be angry, if Jinyu doesn't want to fight, we won't fight." ”

"Shut up!" Lu Zhixin scolded him, and then turned around and glared at me even more fiercely: "Fang Jinyu, whether you fight or not!" Don't waste your mother's time if you don't fight! I don't date my man to fight with you on the big weekend, do you understand this heart, do you want this heart! ”

I had mixed feelings for a while, my blood swelled up, and I roared back with full anger: "Do you think I am willing to do this! You think I want to! ”

Lu Zhixin was stunned by my roar, the fox's eyes were red, and the naked eye was visibly covered with a fog. Ren Zijin immediately ran up to coax her, and Lu Zhixin didn't refuse again.

I also felt the sourness in my eyes, and subconsciously looked at Jiang Yueze nervously.

He looked straight at me, and there was no usual coldness in his eyes, only warmth and encouragement that did not melt away, bringing me a stable and warm force: "Try again, just once." ”

I looked at Jiang Yueze, and I only felt that something warm was turning in my eyes and heart.

Lu Zhixin also pushed Ren Zijin away, and slowly stood up, her tone was not good, but she didn't rush: "Stand up, don't get hurt." ”

I obediently withdrew my gaze and stood up, taking a pose, waiting for Lu Zhixin's fourth attack.

There is a faint voice in my heart that keeps reminding me that I want to fight back, I want to fight back!

I can't live in the shadows of the past forever.

She rushed over with a punch, fast and sharp, I blocked it with my forearm and pushed it back, she broke away, changed direction, and punched again.

This time I didn't hesitate any longer, but I felt a force in my body that broke through the ground, prompting my whole palm to meet it straight up, wrapping her fist and making her unable to move.

The voice in my heart is getting louder and louder, with encouragement and surprise: yes, that's it, that's it!

Lu Zhixin's eyes widened, her beautiful eyes were in disbelief, and she forgot to struggle for a while.

I twisted my palm, grabbed her wrist, and twisted it clockwise, and she immediately lost her strength and couldn't move.

Ren Zijin watched from the side, and shouted in distress: "Hey, I said, be merciful to your subordinates, be merciful to your subordinates, she is expensive!" ”

Lu Zhixin was anxious and ashamed, and went directly to her legs, I dodged sideways, pulled her wrist and used a little more force, as soon as she was in pain, Ren Zijin shouted again, "Tap and tap!" ”

Lu Zhixin saw that it was ineffective, so she simply endured the pain of her twisted arm, turned her back, grabbed the arm on her shoulder, and wanted to give me another over-the-shoulder fall.

I tucked her arm behind her back, she frowned in pain, and I was a little relieved: "This trick again, are you bothered?" ”

Lu Zhixin saw that I sent her words back to her when she complained about me, so she was so angry that she stepped on me with the strength of breastfeeding, and pushed me hard with her elbow to break me away.

Lu Zhixin stood still looking at me and stared at me: "Isn't this quite capable?" ”

I retracted, looked at her, and subconsciously glanced at Jiang Yueze's side.

Jiang Yueze looked at me with an indescribable tenderness in his eyes.

I turned my head to look at Lu Zhixin, Lu Zhixin's fox eyes had already returned to their former laziness, and her steps slowly approached me, and her tone became brisk: "I know that you owe scolding." ”

I was embarrassed to laugh, and glanced at Jiang Yueze, my heart was like an estuary that had been removed from a big rock, the water was trickling, smooth and refreshing.

Back in the locker room, I watched Lu Zhixin change into her uniform and muttered to say thank you and sorry.

Lu Zhixin looked at it, and her eyes could directly penetrate my heart: "Do you want to say thank you or say sorry?" ”

She folded her robes neatly and looked at me with a sincere face: "Let's not talk about this between us." I can't see that you've been stuck in the past and can't get out, and I can't accept that you won't play taekwondo again for the rest of your life. We've been partners for 10 years, and if you don't play, how lonely I will be. ”

I replied softly, "I know." ”

She looked up at me very seriously, straight to see me in my heart: "It's late, we haven't competed together for a long time. ”

I listened quietly, turning this sentence in my heart a thousand times.

I gently stirred my eyelashes and was silent for a long time.

"It will be later." I heard myself say that.

Lu Zhixin looked at me and smiled sincerely: "Okay." Then let's participate together next time. ”

I nodded earnestly: "Okay." ”

After Lu Zhixin's stimulation, I was nervous, my cautious heart was a little more relaxed, I no longer tensed my nerves, and I could also talk about some people or things I met in a cheerful tone when I had dinner, and it was more natural to see Jiang Yueze.

After dinner, we went back to campus. Lu Zhixin said that she had always heard that the night scene of Chongwen was very beautiful, and the nightlife was very rich, so she must see it.

So we walked around the campus slowly, ready to go to the playground with the highest incidence of romance and gossip.

As soon as we arrived at the playground, we saw people from the Loud Voice Music Club and the Street Dance Club partying in the playground, drum kits, keyboards, electric guitars, basses, guitars, tambourine, hand discs, stereos, microphones, all available.

At this time, the people of the hip-hop dance club were dancing breaking, and the band was accompaniment, and the students spontaneously surrounded them, and there were many people, screaming and applauding.

I said hello to the people from the music club and squeezed them into the innermost circle.

Ren Zijin protected Lu Zhixin weakly, for fear that others would bump into her or step on her. And Jiang Yueze stood on my left and leaned slightly sideways, obviously in a protective posture.

My heart warmed, and I didn't dodge the way he looked at me.

That look seemed to say, don't be afraid, there is me.

I've got you covered.

Satisfied, I turned my gaze back to watch the people in the central circle singing and dancing.

The people in the center of the arena are dancing the theme song "Handclap" of the chicken eating game, and the sound of the drum kit is particularly attractive.

I couldn't help but glance at Lu Zhixin, a deep drum kit lover, and when she licked her lips, I knew she had itchy hands again.

She's like this, she likes to lick her lips when she has something bad in her heart, or if she has any ideas, she has been together for more than ten years, and she knows whether she wants to fart or stink, and now she naturally knows that she wants to beat that drum kit.

I glanced at Ren Zijin, and was trying to remind him that who knew that he had gone around the center of the field to the side of the man who was playing the drums, whispering something.

I glanced at Lu Zhixin's smiling eyes, and couldn't help but laugh along.

Ren Zijin beckoned to her, and she happily pulled me around that way.

I was caught off guard, turned my head to look at Jiang Yueze, subconsciously tugged at his sleeve, and dragged it over there.

Jiang Yueze seemed pleased. Although there was no expression on his face, I could see that the tails of his eyes were raised by an arc more than usual, and it was obviously smiling.