Chapter 289: The Old Things Are Revisited
"Well, I like it, like you said, there is another girl who doesn't like flower children, right!"
Mo Xiaoxiao nodded, with a longing gaze, looking at those flowers from a long distance, as if paying attention to the person he likes from a distance, with a little humility, a little longing, a little excitement, and a little loss.
Jiang Xue nodded and said happily: ! "Yes, but how can a girl buy flowers by herself, if you like the flowers, you have to let the man you like give them to you, then it makes sense, otherwise the flowers you buy yourself, it will lose its original meaning!"
"Why, if I like flowers, why can't I buy them myself?" Mo Xiaoxiao smiled and asked again.
"Because what girls like is not flowers, but the people who send flowers, the flowers they buy are less love, less meaning! Being loved by yourself is not the same as loving yourself, loving yourself is to make yourself better, to be loved by others, you don't have to be so good, because if a person really likes you and loves you, then he will like everything about you, not because you are beautiful, not because you have a gentle voice, not because you are kind, just because you love you, so you love everything about you, including your little faults, your shortcomings, and you yourself will not love your own shortcomings, you know! ”
Seeing Jiang Xue such a serious and eloquent way, Mo Xiaoxiao believed that the girl in front of her who was younger than herself, a girl who had never really loved someone, who said that children who have never had a lover don't know how to love.
On the contrary, the adults after a thousand sails are exhausted, perhaps the one who doesn't know how to love the most, because the flowers are gradually charming eyes, so in the end, they don't even know what true love is, and children who don't know the world are clear-minded, simple-hearted, simple-minded, simple-minded, simple-minded, simple-minded, and simple-minded, and what they see is what they see, saying that they don't understand love, but they don't know how to weigh the pros and cons of deteriorating love.
The two of them came into the shop, ordered two bowls of Yangzhou rice, sat down by the window, and chatted while eating, when suddenly Mo Xiaoxiao remembered something again, pretended to be fine, and asked Jiang Xue casually.
"Then, how does your beloved know what flowers you like, and he doesn't know how he will give them to you." Mo Xiaoxiao muttered lightly.
"No, no, no, if he is really the person you like, and the person who keeps you in mind all the time, how can he not know what you think, there is no heart to heart, how to understand everything? That's just that you love the wrong person and meet the wrong person, what's the pity! ”
Hearing Jiang Xue say this, Mo Xiaoxiao was taken aback, she couldn't believe that this teenage girl in front of her could actually say such a thorough truth, which surprised her, but she was stunned for a while, and then relieved, thinking that what she said was right, if you know that you love you, how can you not even know what you like!
If a person likes something, he will keep it in his mouth and heart from the inside out, how can he forget it.
"Hehehe, you little girl, only ten years old, how do you know these loves, you haven't liked them, how do you know?" Mo Xiaoxiao smiled and teased her again.
"I don't know, my father is a drunkard, and he knows that my mother doesn't like him to come home drunk, so he doesn't come back every time he gets drunk, and even if he is drunk, he won't go into the house to sleep, just sleep in the living room, and several times my father wakes up in the living room, he will find that he has an extra blanket on his body, and he knows that my mother secretly covered him."
Jiang Xue said excitedly, Mo Xiaoxiao listened with interest while eating Yangzhou City in the bowl.
"Then your parents must be very peaceful, their love can be said to have infected you, do you usually feel that you are superfluous at home, disturbing their two-person world?" Mo Xiaoxiao smiled and joked about Jiang Xuedao.
I don't know why, when Jiang Xue heard Mo Xiaoxiao ask like this, she was suddenly stunned, stopped talking, and the smile on her face was still frozen there so coldly, looking particularly unnatural.
Mo Xiaoxiao reacted suddenly, and asked her cautiously in a low voice, "You...... What happened to you? Am I saying something I shouldn't have said? ”
Jiang Xue was silent for a moment, then shook her head, her eyes seemed to be slightly filled with tears, but she still forced a smile on her face, and shook her head and said casually: "It's okay, I'm fine." I'll tell you another funny thing! ”
"Are you really okay?" Seeing her abnormal appearance, Mo Xiaoxiao couldn't help but be faintly worried, and asked cautiously.
Jiang Xue shook her head, smiled at her and said: "I remember one time, my father drank a lot of wine, and he was so drunk that he couldn't tell the difference between southeast and west, and he walked swaying, and when he got home, he still didn't enter the room, and he kept that habit and slept in the living room, so what happened to you?" ”
Mo Xiaoxiao was a little worried, and shook her head to say that she didn't know.
"He, when he got up the next day, he suffered from the cold, and he scolded in the living room, scolding my mother for not having a conscience and not covering him with a quilt, and scolding my mother for not coming out to see him! Actually, it was just a month after my mother's death. ”
After speaking, Jiang Xue was already teary-eyed, her bright eyes were full of tears, but she still had a bright smile on her face, and her forced smile made Mo Xiaoxiao's heart feel like she was suddenly pinched by something, and she felt very sorry for the girl in front of her.
"Xiaoxue, you're okay, didn't say it, I'm sorry I shouldn't have asked you this, I touched your sadness, I'm ashamed, Xiaoxue is sorry. Mo Xiaoxiao looked apologetic and said embarrassedly.
Jiang Xue shook her head and smiled distressingly: "It's okay, I'm really fine, Xiaoxiao can't blame you for this matter, you don't have to be like this, I have been buried in my heart for a long time, but I haven't been able to find a suitable opportunity to talk to anyone, I have always been very uncomfortable, can you listen to me quietly?" ”
"Xiaoxue, if you think it's better to say it, then you can say it happily, as long as you're not sad." Mo Xiaoxiao said sympathetically.
"Thank you Xiaoxiao, in fact, I shouldn't have told you these things, but, I'm really sad."
Mo Xiaoxiao shook her head and encouraged her: "It's okay Xiaoxue, just treat me as your tree hole, just say whatever you want to say, I will definitely keep it secret for you, and it will be much more comfortable to say it." ”
"Actually, it is impossible for me to come to the best and only college in Bizhou to accept female students, I should have a happy and ordinary home, my home does not live here, but in a remote mountain village, my parents are farmers, although the life is uneventful, but also happy, everything has to start when I was eight years old.
That year, my mother was very seriously ill, which made the already poor family even worse, my father took out almost all the belongings, and it backfired to treat my mother, but my mother left us very quickly, and my father drank a lot of alcohol three months after my mother's death, and accidentally fell into the pond and drowned, and since then I have become an orphan overnight. Later, by chance, I met my current adoptive father and adoptive mother, they had no children in their lives, so seeing that I was also a lonely person, they adopted me as an adopted daughter, and when they came to Bizhou, they treated me very well and regarded me as their own, and sent me to school. ”
Jiang Xue said heavily, when it came to the sadness, Mo Xiaoxiao couldn't hold back her tears, thinking that the girl who looked so cheerful actually had such a tearful experience, and felt the same way, she burst into tears unconsciously.
"You, what's wrong with you, Xiaoxiao? Why are you crying too? After Jiang Xue finished speaking, she suddenly saw that Mo Xiaoxiao didn't know when it started, and she also shed tears, so she was a little anxious, and asked softly.
"No, that's it, I just think you and I are still a little similar, so I can't hold back!" Mo Xiaoxiao wiped away her tears and said with a smile.
"It's okay, Xiaoxiao people have to look forward, don't they all say that the water flows to the lower places and the people go to the higher places, those are all here, you can also come here to study, it shows that all the previous unbearable things have passed, blame me, I shouldn't tell you these sad things!" Jiang Xue comforted Mo Xiaoxiao and said.
"I'm fine, Xiaoxue, you're right, people go to high places, water flows to low places, we all have to look forward! Now that everything is fine, why bother to bring up the old thing! Mo Xiaoxiao wiped away her tears and finally burst into tears and said with a smile.
"Well, hehehe...!" The two broke into laughter again, and the hearty laughter was accompanied by the traffic outside the window, which seemed more and more clean and sunny.
After the two finished eating, they went back to school together, the two talked and laughed on the campus, the bright afternoon sunshine was evenly sprinkled on the side faces of the two, the wind blew gently, and it seemed to have a sweet and fragrant taste.
Suddenly, Mo Xiaoxiao saw a dark shadow in the distance, which was so familiar that her heart couldn't help but tremble.
It's him......
Mo Xiaoxiao saw that He Yu had a cold face and walked towards her, she couldn't help but want to avoid him, knowing that if she walked away regardless of this, she would definitely meet him, so she thought of a way to stagger with him, I don't know why she saw him at school, her first reaction was to hide, although she couldn't find a reason herself.
"Xiaoxue, why don't you take me to the library to have a look, I don't want to go back to the dormitory so soon."
Jiang Xue heard Mo Xiaoxiao's words, and suddenly felt a little strange: "Why, Xiaoxiao, didn't you say that you wanted to go back earlier to get acquainted with everyone?" ”
"Uh...... I just want to go shopping, I've never been to the library yet, you, can you go with me? Mo Xiaoxiao swallowed, turned his face sideways, and thought silently in his heart, he must not see me, but he must not.
But it is said that the more you are afraid of something, the more you will come.
"That's right, that's fine!" Jiang Xue saw that she wanted to go like this, so she nodded and agreed.
When Mo Xiaoxiao thought that she could finally breathe a sigh of relief, she was pulled by Jiang Xue before she turned around.