"Nope." Xue Huai gestured out the window, "It's windy and cold." ”

Du Fang let out a heavy snort and said, "Are you alone with this woman?" ”

Xue Huai nodded.

Du Fang was about to attack again, Xue Huai explained: "This place has just gone through epidemics and battles, there are heavy casualties and a shortage of manpower, there are few women on the march, and the women in the vicinity have no medical skills, so I will take care of General Yue here." ”

Du Fang's face became darker, and he asked, "All night?" ”

This time, Xue Huai himself noticed it, and his face was red.

"Yes, all night." He replied as calmly as he could.

Why do you suddenly feel a little upset?

It's just a normal waiting. In the past, when I traveled everywhere, I also treated women, and I also guarded them all night, why is my heart a little weak when I speak to people now?

Where does the weakness of the heart come from?

Because in the past, when they guarded strange women, they were not alone?

Xue Huai frowned slightly, his handsome brow.

Du Fang's eyes widened, then he stretched out a hand and pointed at Xue Huai, and shook his head.

Xue Huai understood what he meant, it was the master's action when he begged the master to take the ordination for himself.

No matter how many times he pleaded, the master would just stretch out a finger and point at him, shake his head, and say, "If the cultivation has not been completed, the calamity has not come, and the heart has not been decided, you must not take the ordination." ”

Xue Huai sighed secretly.

Du Fang sighed heavily and said, "Master asked me to remind you that if you don't withdraw early, it will be difficult to exit. ”

But all the skills he has in the red world are taught by his master.

Xue Huai wanted to say something, but after all, he just said: "Xue Huai understands, thank you Master and Uncle for mentioning it." ”

Du Fang's eyes showed some disdain, and he said: "Xue Huai, if you break the precepts, you will go to the precept hall to receive the punishment." ”

After speaking, he left, which is the same as Du Fang's usual behavior. Xue Huai looked at his back faintly and disappeared into the wind and snow, and his heart was dazed like this heavy snow.

Discipline Hall.

If the practice does not meet the master's requirements, it will be punished;

If you lose, you will be punished;

If the sand table is wrong or missing, it will be punished;

If you go down the mountain to help someone return late, you will be punished;

When saving people, they unintentionally touched the woman's skin and were punished;

was pestered by a woman and wanted to be punished;

If you lose when you learn from the master, you will be punished;

Temples are burned and flooded for no reason, and they will be punished;

……

Even if you are away, the penalty is still to be punished.

He once asked the master if he expected himself to become a high-ranking monk who was so strict.

Or is it because the master wants to give him "birth", so he teaches so many skills?

But the master still just said that sentence: "Cultivation has not been completed, calamity has not come, and if your heart is undecided, you must not take the vows." ”

Among them, the most said is "the calamity has not come, and the heart is undecided".

Unscathed. Mortal Heart.

He secretly wondered if his family's strongest avenger had not yet arrived. Master is worried that he will lose his duties as a monk in the face of such a catastrophe, and he will have delusional thoughts or murderous intentions?

So all the time, he didn't have a ring scar on the top of his head.

Du Fang didn't want to get involved in his own affairs on weekdays, and he could have sent others to do the medicine, but this time he was willing to go down the mountain, presumably to mention him in person, which must also have the meaning of the master.

Thinking that he had been in the temple for fifteen years but still had not been ordained to become a real monk, and even lost to his younger brothers and nephews who had entered the temple later than him, Xue Huai felt a sense of sadness.

Originally, he was still thinking faintly, maybe it was because his sin that he didn't know what it didn't allow him to infect the purity of Buddhism, but now he ......

He was inexplicably weak in his assertion that "all hearts are undecided".

Immediately afterwards, I couldn't help but think of the shadow that had always existed around me.

I don't know when I'm going to do it to myself, and I don't know if it's going to affect the shadow of others.

Outside the window, there was heavy snow on the ground, and the series of footprints on the ground that belonged to Du Fang were quickly covered with snow and disappeared without a trace.

In any case, as an outsider, although he entered the world to save people with a compassionate heart, he should end up quietly leaving like this hidden footprint.