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Was it immediately clear? Yes, he was hallucinating. He most likely has a very severe bipolar disorder, as the name suggests, manic, depressed.

The more you keep thinking about not doing something, the more you will do it and have no control. The legendary strict 'self-control' is impossible. People can't control themselves, you can only balance them with other thoughts. It can also be called a transfer.

For example, there is a bottle of Coke in front of you, and you have to keep an eye on it. Now I'm telling you not to shake this bottle of Coke.

Will you shake it? If not, you are strict in your self-control and keep saying, 'I don't shake it, I don't shake it, I don't shake it'? Absolutely not. If you do that, you'll get more and more irritable, more and more manic, and you'll want to shake it all the time.

Jesse Fernandes, that's it. He has a warm and cheerful personality, but he is also easily irritable. He accumulates too much pressure while being a clown, and when he tries to control not to kill them, he fails under the ridicule of others.

By now, Jesse is no longer simply a killer when he is ridiculed. His auditory hallucinations are more severe, and he will become more and more sensitive. Sometimes a casual look from the other party will anger him, and thus cause murderous intent.

I feel that I am now like a criminal policeman and a doctor, doing rigorous analysis. Oh yes, I'm a psychiatrist in Gongzhen.

Jesse Fer, my friend, I'm sorry.

The moment you were trying to kill me.

You will be my third pawn.

All the chess pieces were almost ready, but I always felt that something was missing, and I had a faint feeling of uneasiness in my heart.

――――Dividing Line――――

This morning, I received a CD.

My uneasiness intensified.

I played the CD, and it showed a young man with short lean hair and a smart suit, sitting at a table with plates of prepared meat, holding a knife and fork, smiling at the camera across from him, which was me.

He raised the knife in his right hand slightly as a greeting, and introduced himself with a smile on his face: "Hi, hello, step injury." Don't be surprised, I've been following you for a long time, but I don't have the tools you have, and I'm afraid of being discovered by you—I'm only able to get a rough idea of what you've done by asking and reasoning. To be precise, I'm very interested in you. ”

He elegantly put a small piece of meat into his mouth and continued with an expression full of enjoyment: "Well, this meat is really fragrant. Oh, look at me, I forgot to introduce myself. Hello, my name is Shin Uehara, and I am 25 years old, the same age as you. I'll introduce myself in more detail later. Let me start with my purpose. ”

He first wiped his mouth with a napkin, and then said word by word with a very serious expression: "My purpose is to kill you." ”

I looked at him on the screen, waiting for his next words.

"You won't be surprised, at least not on the surface. Look, how well I know you, I know you better than women. Moreover, I have always only killed women, and you will be the first man I have killed. ”

His expression suddenly became very joyful, mysterious, and proud, like a child showing off his toys to other children.

"I know you so well, you should know me very well, come on, come on, next, I'll introduce you to me in detail. ”

With that, he stood up and tilted the camera to the left. The body of a girl about fourteen or fifteen years old who had just died appeared on the screen. "Oh, this is the little girl I just killed, and she'll be sleeping next to me these days. I'll take good care of her. Then the screen shifted to the left a bit, and a small iron plate appeared, which was placed on a solid wood table. And in the iron plate was the body of the little girl that had been neatly arranged.

He showed off a little frantically: "Hahaha, this! Look, I bought a super high pixel camera, you can see it very clearly." Look, look at this calf, the meat on it has been made by me, the same meat on the table just now! Let me tell you, the meat on the calf is a little more chewy and fragrant. On the contrary, the breasts that we usually like are all fat, it is colorless and tasteless, and it enters my mouth like melted puffer fish meat. He shook his head and said with a disappointed face, "It's not that delicious." But the other parts are really good, for example, for example..."His expression changed again, as if he was remembering the taste.

After a long time, he opened his eyes and looked at me, and said in a tone of pity, "It's a pity that you are a little worse than me." You really should try it, you're going to get hooked in no time! I can teach you how to make it and where to make it. Hahahaha!!" He laughed maniacally: "Step injury, your mastery of human psychology will make me feel terrible! This is also the reason why I don't accept you! Every time you go to a town, you will always use their psychology to make them kill each other! Awesome! You are really amazing! In this world, apart from Taishan, I admire you the most! Even Taishan does not dare to provoke you easily, but I!" He seemed to use his greatest strength to roar at me: "But I! I am not convinced! I am not afraid! I am going to kill you!"

He gasped violently for a while, finally calmed down, looked at me coldly, and said calmly and slowly: "Wait for my arrival, step, injury." ”

The CD came to an abrupt end here.

I looked at the reflection on the black screen with some blankness. Me, is it really that scary?

After a long time, I chuckled to myself. I was so dumbfounded by him. As a psychiatrist, I am well aware of my own psyche. I never deceive myself, and even if I could, Smile never deceived me. I have my own bottom line, and I will never be like Wang Li, Kim, Jesse Fer, and Uehara Shin.

Hehe, why would I explain it for myself?

Uehara is the most terrifying person I've ever seen, even more than Tarzan, because Tarzan also has his bottom line. He will not be like Uehara Shin, who has no bottom line. Uehara had no motive when he killed someone, he just chose his object. Who knows if the jealousy he showed on the CD was confusing me?

Murder without motive, which cannot be prevented, is the most terrible. So when I knew that there might be such a madman around me, my heart suddenly went cold, and goosebumps came up layer by layer.

This madman thinks about me with the thinking of a madman, and I naturally don't believe what he says about me. It's like a good student who can't get the first place in the grade no matter how hard he tries, and thinks in his heart that the reason why the first grade is the first in the exam must be because his father is a school director and cheats. It's also like a woman who has been deeply hurt by a man, when she sees other women and men happily together, she will think in her heart that the man will definitely abandon that woman. It seems that if you can't eat grapes, you say that grapes are sour.

The list goes on and on.

So as long as I keep the same me, it's fine.

Looks like I've finally convinced myself. But after all, a lingering haze arose in my heart: Was my loneliness really because everyone thought I was terrible? They thought I could easily peek into their hearts, and thus fear me and alienate me?

This time, I lost after all. Whether or not Uehara did it on purpose, I lost.

From this point of view, I am not what Uehara Shin evaluated.

He was indeed deceiving me.

How terrible! What kind of self-brainwashing does a person carry out when he desperately desires a result! So now, because of the desire for life of the elderly, how will they convince them to buy those geriatric health care pills themselves?

Phew, oh my God, I have to control myself from thinking about it!

Come and don't be rude, or I'll write him a letter back with only three words written on it: 'I love you'......? What kind of expression will it be, what kind of mood will it be?

I would have thought of taking revenge on him like this?!

I really met my opponents.

Then go to Bai An.

"Ah, you're here!" Bai An smiled in surprise when he saw me at the door, and the two familiar dimples were on his lips.

"Well, it's okay to be idle, I'm here to talk to you. I said with a smile. She's so beautiful, and her heart is even more beautiful. It seems that I still like women.

"Come on in. She stepped out of the way, and I walked into the familiar, pure white room for the first time. She had let go of the rest of the animals in the room, leaving only a small white cat. The smile on her face the moment she let them go was something I will never forget.

"Your room is so white, it's all white. I sighed.

"I love white. Bai An said shyly: "Sit down, it's okay to sit casually." Would you like something to drink? coffee or tea?"

"Let's cool off. After saying that, I suddenly remembered something. It's like this conversation is familiar.

Looking at her busy figure, I felt a strange sense of satisfaction. The problems that had been bothering me disappeared in an instant.

I didn't dare to think about it.

We had a great chat, and her knot seemed to slowly open. But I know, that's why I'm here.

Suddenly we all fell silent.